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Tonight Austin really couldn't sleep. His mind went everywhere and he didn't even know what to do. There were so many problems that happened and of course this would leave a mark and no one could ever imagine. Austin understood and understood if there were some things that had to be fought for or not because after all this was something so very serious. However, more than that Austin also understood that in reality he was still trying so very hard to maintain what he had just gotten. How could Austin have to lose the woman he truly loved in a short time like this? something that could never be imagined at any time and it seemed like this would be a very difficult mission that no one could ever imagine. Until finally Austin chose to remain silent because no matter how much effort he put into being okay, it would be in vain, this was something so very terrible that no one could ever deny. Austin held his breath again, this was something that was very difficult for anyone to deny. "Austi