Cassandra Pendragon
The bath was located a floor above the stone chamber. It was a medium sized, circular room, full of vapour and the scent of soap. Flame less lanterns provided light and four round washtubs filled the interior. A cleverly designed arrangement of pipes delivered warm water directly from the large furnaces below and a small stove in the corner kept the air warm. Wooden tiles covered the floor, the walls and the ceiling. They shimmered slightly, the coating that prevented them from rotting away in the moisture made their surface reflective.
The ship had three levels, the stone chamber and auxiliary machines took up most of the lowest level, the bath, storage and a smithy were located in the middle and the cabins, where I had woken up, as well as a common room were directly below the deck. Xorlosh had led us to the stairs I had seen before, pointing out the door to his cabin on the way so we would be able to find it later on, and down to the second level. The stairs led on but we had entered the second floor through another wooden double door. In contrast to the living quarters, the second level didn’t have a central walkway, instead a short corridor led to a circular room somewhere beneath the first mainmast. Three closed doors led to the bath, the storage and the smithy respectively. Xorlosh had shown us the entry to the bath and had promised that we’d find fresh garments as soon as we were finished. He had left us afterwards with Mordred, both had been intent on sampling the aforementioned mead while they waited. We had stripped down quickly, putting our torn clothes on one side and the possessions we wanted to keep on the other. It had been a depressingly small heap.
Now we were all soaking in separate tubs, slightly salted warm water and exquisite soap had done wonders for our mood. We hadn’t talked much until now, we had simply relished in the calm atmosphere and the relaxing water.
“So, Aspera and Astra, elves. How did they…” I hesitated to finish my sentence, but then again, we couldn’t avoid talking about our home forever. “…get here? What have I missed?” There wasn’t enough light to judge the expression on my mom’s and Ahri’s faces but it took them a while to answer. Surprisingly it was my mom who spoke up.
“When we… when we fought our way to Greta’s cavern and arrived in the garden, a group of elves suddenly joined us. We hadn’t noticed them before but from one moment to the next, 4 of them attacked the cursed and fought their way towards us. The other members of their tribe had been either lost to the curse or had been killed by the maddened kitsune and elves. Even though it was easier for the elves to resist, it hadn’t been tailored towards them after all, still most of them had succumbed. They joined forces with us and I must say, an enraged elf in battle is a sight to behold. With four more spell casters Ahri managed to channel enough energy into an illusion that covered most of the garden around Greta’s cave to imitate…well, you. A really scary version of you. But maybe she should tell that part of the story herself.”
“Right, umm, parts of what happened are a bit blurry, I wasn’t in my right mind, but as far as I know, you’re the only angel the emperor knows about and I wanted to keep it that way. So I used illusions to bring some of my memories from your past to life. I added your tails to images of Lucifer and had you assault the cavern. A little magic here and there to imitate the effects of your wings on the surroundings and some cursed that got in the way and it became a rather convincing act of heavenly retribution. The emperor thought so, too. It didn’t take long for him to initiate the second part, I didn’t even need to have you enter the cave. As soon as you came rushing down from the sky and incinerated 10 of the cursed with your wings instantly, courtesy to the combined energies of the elves and your family, he panicked. The practitioners among us felt it the very moment the curse started to change and we fled as fast as we could. When your image disappeared, the kitsune immediately came rushing from the cave but it was too late. The second stage was already sucking them dry and they collapsed before they took more than a few steps.” She sighed heavily and continued quietly.
“We weren’t fast enough, 2 of the elves and 23 dwarfs couldn’t make it to the ships in time and were incinerated when a wave of fire rolled out from beneath Boseiju. The rest of us managed to climb onboard one of the two vessels...” I thought I heard tears in her voice when she fell silent. My mom took over for her and narrated what had happened afterwards.
“Ahri fell unconscious the moment she gained the deck and the dwarfs took her down below. You dropped from the sky not 2 minutes later. When you broke down we sailed away from the still burning island as fast as the winds would carry us. I wasn’t in my right mind back then, to be honest I still don’t know if I am now, and Xorlosh made most of the decisions afterwards. We split up, the other ship is heading towards Arthur and his people while we are following the human scum who took the children with them. The dwarfs managed to somehow tag their vessel and we have been close behind them ever since. I…I wasn’t exactly receptive while you were unconscious so I don’t know where we are headed, I suppose that’s one of the things Xorlosh wants to talk about.” Her voice trailed off before but I heard the question in her inflection. They both wanted to know what had happened to me and Greta. I wasn’t keen on reliving those moments again, but at least now I wasn’t alone. Quietly I started to speak and told my story. The only part I left out was that I had intended to take the risk myself without Greta’s protection. I made it seem like she had decided to use my transcendent power during our mind link and had taken me by surprise.
Sometime while I was talking I had started to cry again but I pushed through, it felt good, liberating, to speak about it. Like the others were sharing in my burden and I didn’t have to carry it alone anymore. The memories still consumed me, but now I felt detached, like it had happened to someone else. They still were vivid enough that I didn’t hear Ahri and my mom move, but I surely felt it when they both hugged me. We all broke down then and there, even Ahri couldn’t keep up her facade, but the tears were cleansing. We experienced a form of catharsis that allowed us to start accepting what had happened. The grief, guilt, pain and anger were still there, but they didn’t feel all encompassing anymore.
When the dam had been broken, we also started talking about our fears, the guilt we all carried and about the dead. About my father, Adam, Eva, the friends we had lost and the ones we had never met. Between sobs we told stories and little anecdotes about the departed and wallowed in memories of our home. It wasn’t enough to eradicate the sense of loss but we felt more lighthearted afterwards.
The water had long been getting cold before we scrambled out of the bath. My mom opened the door and checked if someone was outside before she gestured for us to follow her. In the dim light I saw her skin had become all wrinkly but to my surprise, Ahri’s and my own were still perfectly smooth. New clothes had been laid out for us in the central room and we quickly shrugged into them. They were uniform sets of black trousers and dark blue shirts woven from a soft fabric I didn’t recognise. It felt smooth and cool on my skin but I was convinced it would keep me warm as well, as heavy as it felt around my shoulders. Sturdy boots completed the outfit.
“Wow, this feels amazing. I wonder what kind of cloth they used and where they got it from.” My mom was a lot more vocal about the garments than I was. “We should try to get our hands on some of it, we are utterly broke at the moment and I’m sure this would make for an excellent trade in the right circles.” Okay, maybe it wasn’t the garments. That wily woman was already planning on making money. If I hadn’t been stuck halfway into my shirt, I would have hugged her again.
“Which reminds me,” she continued, “we have to ask if the dwarfs have anything we could maybe buy for a loan. We will free the missing kids and then we’ll have quite a lot of mouths to feed. Somehow we have to gather the resources.”
“I wouldn’t worry too much about it,” Ahri interjected, “The other ship will soon meet Arthur and I’m convinced he won’t mind helping us out out one bit. I’m quite sure he’ll even invite us all to stay with him at his new place.”
“That would solve most of our immediate problems.” I said. “But we still have to free the children. Do you think the dwarfs are willing to help us again? After everything they have already done?”
My mom replied: “I’m sure of it. It was a matter of fact for Xorlosh to pursue the kidnappers. I bet they would even be insulted if we didn’t ask them to come along.”
“Well then, let’s meet our gracious host. Right now we are mostly speculating, since we are decently dressed again, why don’t we ask him directly?” Cheeks rosy from the bath and in a much improved mood we climbed the stairs back up and headed for the cabin Xorlosh had pointed out. My mom knocked politely and we entered after a deep “come in” had been heard from within.
The cabin was a little larger than the ones I had seen before. It filled the left side of the stern and had two windows opposite the door. A hammock was slung from two pillars on my left side, a large chest had been stowed under it. The wall to the right was covered with a wardrobe and an open shelf that contained countless maps. Some printed, some handwritten from what I could see. Under the shelf a familiar crossbow and armour leaned against the wall.
A huge oaken table filled the centre of the room, large enough to easily accommodate 8 chairs. Mordred and Xorlosh were sitting at the table, a large map served as a table cloth and I saw bread, ham, bacon, salt meat, tomatoes, pickled cucumbers and a vast array of cheese evenly distributed between them. Two large mugs with a honey coloured liquid were already half empty. Mordred was chewing and Xorlosh dragged deeply on a pipe he had just lit when we had entered. The fragrant tabac reminded me of burning vanilla and old leather.
Xorlosh sat at the head of the table, my brother to his left. On his right side, two tall and slim women occupied the seats closest to him. They both appeared to be in their early twenties but I knew the real age of elves wouldn’t show on their faces. One had raven black hair, similar to mine and deep amethyst eyes. Her long and pointed ears split her hair which flowed over her shoulders and nearly reached the ground. She wore a light robe of forest green that was cut on the side. Sturdy boots and black leggings peak out from under it. She wore a belt with a slim, white staff and a couple of small bags attached to it.
The other sported short, blonde hair and deep green eyes, not as entrancing as Ahri’s, I thought to myself. She had the same build as the black haired one, lithe and willowy, but she was dressed in silvery scale armour that clung to her figure and I saw a short dagger protruding from her belt. A long spear leaned beside her chair and a black cloak flowed down her back and covered part of her armour.
Minor gashes and tears marred most of their clothes and the armour had recently been polished and presumably repaired but they appeared collected and attentive. A friendly smiled formed on their faces when they saw us.
“Ah, ladies, take a seat. I can’t offer wine or complicatedly prepared food, but what you see before you is all yours. Gimme a moment and I’ll find some more mugs so we can dine properly.” Xorlosh had already gotten up while he spoke and shuffled over to the wardrobe while we took our seats. A moment later I heard a gurgling sound when he filled three more tankards from a small barrel he had hidden in the depth of his abode. He placed them before us, took his seat again, raised his own and said:
“To the ones we have lost, may they never be forgotten!”
“To the ones we have lost,” we echoed. For the next couple of seconds the silence was only interrupted by swallowing sounds. The elves had joined the toast with their melodic voices but they didn’t drink. The mead tasted good, though, slightly spicy but still sweet enough to slither down the throat smoothly. I wasn’t used to alcoholic beverages so I tried to take only small sips but I enjoyed it very much and before I knew it, half of it was gone. Warmth was spreading from my middle and I already felt slightly tipsy. Another thing I enjoyed very much.
“Ah, now, I’m not the biggest fan of diluting the joys of a good meal with heavy talk so let’s eat first before we decide how we’ll proceed. But that reminds me,” he turned to the elves, “you haven’t met Cassandra yet. A quick introduction, then. Aspera, Astra, meet Cassandra, Helena’s daughter and one of the few real angels if I got that right.” I curtsied in their direction. “Cassandra, meet Aspera”, he pointed at the blonde elf, “and Astra.” Both of them smiled at me sincerely but on closer inspection I saw the harsh lines of worry and grief around their mouths. “They are comrades in arms and have become good friends of mine. Let’s save the rest for later, tuck in and enjoy.” We were all famished and complied energetically. Like he had said, the food was simple but everything was fresh and of high quality. Especially the bread stuck out to me. The dough had been mixed with nuts and fruits and it went really well with some of the richer cheese. I even liked the salted meats, a dish I usually wasn’t too fond of, sliced thinly and mixed with pickled cucumbers and some bread.
For half an hour we were busy devouring every last crumb on the table and Mordred and Xorlosh made sure to flush every bite down with a generous gulp of mead. If I had tried to keep up I would have passed out after 5 minutes. Consequentially my brother’s face was red and I thought his speech had become slightly slurry but our dwarven host was still as steady as a rock, even though he was already deep into his 4th tankard if I hadn’t miscounted. A dwarven constitution was no joke.
We didn’t talk much aside from the necessities when sharing a meal until the last slice of bread and bits of cheese were gone. With a content sigh Xorlosh relit his pipe and white vapour started to fill the cabin before it was sucked out of the opened window. He filled our cups one more time and sat back down.
“Now, I think it’s time to talk about what happened and what we are going to do. Maybe it’d be for the best if I started with what we have done in the last two days and where we are headed.”
Cassandra Pendragon“If I may,” Astra interrupted him, “we think it more prudent to finish with the introductions beforehand. It would make any decisions much easier if we were to know our allies and their background. While we know the others we haven’t had the pleasure yet to meet the young princess Cassandra.”“Again with the stilted speech,” Xorlosh grumbled, quietly enough that we could choose to ignore him.“Aspera and I are sisters, born on the Green Island far to the north, a good century ago,” Astra continued without batting an eyelid at the dwarf’s theatrics. “We lived in the kingdom of the five families for the last 20 years, together with a small community of elves that were never interest in the rather political lifestyle back home. Allow us to express our deep felt condolences for what you have lost, all of you. We share your grief, for we as well called the island our home and lost dear friends in the fires of war.” They both stood up and bowed deeply from the waist, fir
Cassandra Pendragon“Precisely,” Xorlosh continued. “There’s also a logistics problem. While we have an artefact onboard that collects moisture from the air and provides us with enough water, food is scarce. Right now we are still sufficiently stocked for the next couple of days, but we’ll run out sooner or later. Free Land is 4-6 weeks away, if the air currents hold and my map is at least somewhat accurate. We’ll have to refill our supplies long before then or we’ll soon have to draw straws for rations. As you can see,” he pointed to the blank spots between our position and Free Land, “I have no clue where we might find a suitable place along the way. This means we either follow our prey closely and hope they have to replenish their stores as well somewhere along the way or we invest the time to search for ourselves. If we decide to do that, we’ll have to start soon, tomorrow at the latest, I’d say, otherwise we might still run out before we can restock. The thing is, if we dally too
Cassandra PendragonFor the next half hour we managed to retreat into our own little world without any worries of what might be and had breakfast in bed. We talked about insignificant things like the armour Aspera had worn and if its style might be suitable for either of us and we laughed a lot when we imagined Xorlosh wearing it instead. Not until we had finished with the meal and were comfortably sipping on mildly spiced tea did we get around to talk about more serious topics. While I was smiling contently and snuggled deeper into the cushions, Ahri suddenly touched my arm gently and spoke in a much heavier tone than before:“Now that we have a quiet moment, I’d like to tell you my story and what I know about the Arete family and my past. Would you like to hear it?” I sat up straight.“Of course. But why do you sound like you’re on edge?” She gave me a coy smile.“You’ll know soon enough. Well, here it goes…” she spoke passionately, at first, about the small colony of kitsune far to
Ahri AreteThe room had only one door that lead into the great library. It was a thing of massive gold, etched with runes and spells but most of them were just for show. If someone got that far, a few enchantments wouldn’t pose a problem. I quickly strode over and knocked, twice, on the door. A resounding boom made my ears ache and sparks of greenish energy traveled along the glyphs. I could hear retracting bolts and sliding chains and with a shudder the golden portal opened slowly. I squeezed through and found myself in a cold crystal cavern, the floor, walls and ceiling made of the same dark obsidian as the outside of the fortress. A variety of gems sprouted all over the cave, like bamboo shoots rising from the earth. They grew fast enough that I saw faint movement form the corner of my eye. They shimmered slightly and filled the cavern with dancing shadows and fleeing lights. The centre of the cave was occupied by a deep pond filled with a milky liquid that glowed ever so slightly
Cassandra PendragonWe stayed in bed a little longer, simply enjoying each other’s company but we couldn’t shut out the world forever, no matter how much I wished for it. Just when I had finished telling Ahri about my conversation with Lucifer my mom knocked on our door:“Good morning, are you two awake? Can I come in?”“Sure,” I replied while I simultaneously snuggle deeper into the blankets, I hadn’t gotten around to putting my clothes back on, yet. My mom rushed into the room like a whirlwind, most of her energy and spirit obviously restored. She closed the door behind her and scrutinised the bed, Ahri fully dressed on her side and me hugging the blankets closely, our tails tightly entwined. I was already preparing for one of the more embarrassing moments of my life, but my mom didn’t say a word. With a slight smirk she waltzed over to the table and dragged a chair around to the bed. “Don’t get up, just stay comfy. Is the tea still warm, by any chance?” I shook my head. “No matter
Cassandra Pendragon“Huh, I see. Doesn’t change much for now though, does it? Just something to keep in the back of our minds before we do anything rash.” Xorlosh scratched his beard. “If they sail past Free Land we’ll know for sure anyways and still can decide what to do about it, can’t we?”I shrugged and Ahri nodded, we couldn’t think of anything we might be able to do as well and we had already talked his morning. I had hoped Xorlosh would have an idea, though.“Did you see their flag back then by any chance,” he asked. Hesitantly Ahri replied:“Yeah… it was black with a large white skull and crossed bones below. And the sails were dark red, all of them.” Xorlosh’s brow furrowed and a furious fire ignited in the depth of his eyes.“Really now, that changes things. First of all, well done, you did the world a favour with every single one you killed. Would you kindly tell me exactly what happened?”“You know them?” I blurted out.“Not me, nah, but me little brother here had a run in
Cassandra PendragonIt was a much closer call than I would have liked to admit. Honestly, it was more due to Ahri’s perfect reactions than my agility that we didn’t crash into one another. Unfortunately only one of us was spared any form of collision. As I approached her from above, my spear angled to the side as not to hit her by accident, I saw a small smile flutter across her face and she immediately dropped one of her wooden swords and fell back on the deck. She fanned her 4 wings out behind her and raised an arm and a sword to welcome me. I could easily evade the pointy stick, and her reaching hand. I released more energy into my wings and quickly changed directions, angling my body parallel to the deck with the intention of slinging some of my wings around her body and slamming her into the planks. She had read me like a book and my wings were intercepted by hers, resulting in an unholy mess of red fire and blue energy. Even though I was stronger and faster, with her legs firml
Cassandra PendragonOur small gathering quickly dispersed afterwards. “Come on,” I said to Ahri. “I smell like a tavern and you’re sweaty. Let’s hit the bath, I think we can skip another teleport trial, it works just fine. Maybe the elves are done by the time we come back up, they haven’t even looked up from their runes during our battle.”The following hour was quite enjoyable. We relaxed in warm water and talked nearly the entire time, mostly about our fight. I wanted to know as much as possible about what I had done wrong and how I could improve. Unfortunately what I lacked were experience and training, both things had to be gained through exercise and time. I had quite an advantage, I could already use a weapon, but learning how to fight was apparently an entirely different cup of tea.“How come you’re so good at it?” I wanted to know.“I’m older than you, we might look the same age now, you might even appear a little older if I’m honest, but you only had 7 years to get used to yo
Cassandra PendragonHer eight eyes followed me wearily while I rose ever higher into the air, my wings slithering around the statue like the coils of a hunting serpent. I could feel the enchantments and spells the dark granite had been imbued with give way without offering any resistance and slowly the inner working of the statue became visible to my second sight. Most of the magic wasn’t actually in the legs, they had been crafted as conductors and to inflict pain but the truly ingenious parts were hidden in the torso and head, both of them ablaze with the energy that flowed through them. The way I saw it, everything Shassa could offer, from her life force to her soul, could be torn from her and channeled through the legs towards the centre of the statue. What I thought to be the seed would then start to fill with power and once it had accumulated enough, a purified pulse of what I suspected would be transcendent energy, was going to be sent towards the head. An intricate array of e
Cassandra PendragonUnbelievably, the body was still moving, faint twitches and the occasional shudder made it obvious just how much pain she was in. Crap, I could already feel the urge to help her, to free her of her binds without any form or reassurance or gain on my part. Pity was a damned nuisance.“Great, now what?” I mumbled.“Don’t be daft, I know you can cut through spells. Go ahead, you’ve done it before, haven’t you?” “And then? Do I shake you until you wake up?” She rolled her eyes and that was quite the spectacle, like a wave that ran across her face.“Heal me enough to communicate but not more than that or you might come to regret it. You can do that, can you not?”“I hope so, probably… maybe? Uh, won’t there be two versions of me, anyways?”“No, the path you’re trying to reach hasn’t been walked yet, it’s just a dream of the universe in a way. It’ll become reality once you cross over, there won’t be two versions of you but I’m not sure where you’ll end up. You could also
Cassandra PendragonOne might ask why I had said eight legged monster, there hadn’t been much to see after all, images don’t usually linger on the edge of dreams but the longer I communicated with Shassa, the more real everything appeared to me. From exchanged memories lived through between two fluttering thoughts the scene around had developed into the grey of the mind scape, a place I was starting to get familiar with. I had a body and sensory impressions but there was nothing there except for a hazy silhouette, still hidden behind a veil of fuzzy thoughts. With every contact, every exchange she had become clearer until I saw her for the first time and the disembodied memories flowed together to show me whom I was dealing with. Her body was that of a huge spider, bloated and black with red markings in the shape of a reversed cross on her back. Eight bowed, chitinous legs held her upright, each one of them at least 2 metres long with a sharp, deadly claw at its end. Her torso ended
Ahri AreteThe smell wasn’t as bad as one might imagine. The continuous scrambling and scratching was another matter. The noise produced by an army on the rise was horrific, a constant, piercing pressure against my ears that made it impossible to focus on anything but the moving assembly of spare parts and limbs before me.Mordred and I had retreated under the shadow of the statue, Reia alongside Shassa’s withered body between us. Eight stone claws pinned her to the ground and even though the wounds had dried up long ago a distinct metallic odour still lingered around her prone form. Her eyes were closed, shrivelled and blind, eight deep holes on top of her head like windows to an empty room. Reia was still and pale, her mind had fled from the sensations that were racing through their connection, from the pain that had flooded her once the spell had started working. Viyara was hovering in the air, sparks of magic running along her talons and fangs while she surveyed the amassing hord
Ahri AreteHer knees buckled, her wings vanished and she fell. I was barely fast enough to catch her before she hit the ground but with a few frantic wingbeats I managed to sling my arms around her lithe body before she could add another injury to her growing collection. I was still angry, nay, furious and maybe a little shocked but when her soft curves came to rest against my chest and her fluffy tails circled around my middle reflexively I couldn’t help it, my anger melted like snow under the midday sun and I was simply happy to hold her again, dirty and mangled as she was. She wasn’t wounded anymore, as far as I could tell but her skin had a feverish colour and heat radiated off of her as if she was still fighting for her life, spasms making her muscles twitch against me constantly. Her body was liberally coated with the remains of her rampage, but the few untarnished spots showed the same alabaster hue I had come to know so well but now there was distinct sheen of silver to it,
Cassandra PendragonNope, neither sunshine nor rainbows but at least I didn’t find myself in the middle of the ocean. When I had stepped through the portal, a brief moment of vertigo and disorientation had led me into an atrium, for want of a better word. From the corner of my eye, I saw a doorway and the first steps of a wide staircase that vanished into the earth. The walls were bare but polished stone, a reflective surface crisscrossed with lines of shimmering metal, glowing faintly in the dark. Behind me the energy of the portal still hummed reassuringly, my way back was still open. Unfortunately I couldn’t quite concentrate on my surroundings, a still bleeding corpse in the middle of the room commandeered most of my attention.There, practically at the centre of the chamber, laid a chimera, with the head of a lion, the body of a goat and the tail of a serpent. Black blood oozed from deep gashes in its hide, some clean and narrow, others wide with frayed edges. It looked like the
Cassandra PendragonCould it possibly be meant to connect to someone else rather than something else? I had always wanted to learn how to heal, after all. Mephisto had basically told me that my new body would be formed in the image of what my soul desired, without the rationalisations an active mind would use to ignore the sometimes darker nature of what I might long for. If that was true, it wouldn’t be too far fetched to imagine that I had given myself a way to restore what shouldn’t be lost. Unfortunately I didn’t how I could try it out without a Guinea pig. Right then, every time I wanted to move my energy through the wing, I encountered a resistance, a blockade that wouldn’t allow my powers to pass. It felt like knocking at the door of an empty house, in theory it was supposed to open but someone was needed to turn the key and invite you in. For now, it wouldn’t be more than a fancy streak of colour among the silvery torrents of energy.Much more confident than I had been two min
Cassandra Pendragon“You’re a bloody idiot, that’s what you are. But you got balls, at least metaphorically, I’ll give you that.” “Thanks, by now you’ve repeated yourself enough times as well that my tiny brain can retain the information.” I was long past the initial rush of gratitude I had felt when I had first regained a resemblance of consciousness in a grey world of nothingness. By now I was mainly annoyed and a little worried.Unbelievably my stunt hadn’t been the end. I should’ve been dead, my very personality obliterated in the truest sense of the word, my core clean for another spin of the wheel but… I wasn’t. No thanks to my efforts as Mephisto kept on reminding me. He had saved me, in a way. The unbound energy that had been released in the chamber prior to my temporal displacement had been more than enough to reconstruct his reservoirs and the interwoven sparks of transcendent energy had allowed him to perform a miracle, his words, not mine. He had come to when I had collap
Cassandra PendragonI was somewhere in between. I could still see the circular chamber as an afterimage of sorts while I struggled with the sensations my own body was providing me with. Every muscle and tendon connected to my wings was burning as if it had been dunked in acid and I could feel torrents of blood gush down my back, a warm stream of sticky liquid that formed a dark puddle beneath my feet. I couldn’t remain upright, spasms raced up my legs and along my back and I collapsed face first into my own blood. My wings felt like they were about to be pulled out of their sockets, a much stronger force than I had ever experienced had taken hold of them and was constantly trying to rip me a part. My ingenious manoeuvre had worked, I was in my own time stream and still anchored in the alternate version. Unfortunately that also meant that right now my wings were the only thing connecting two separate streams. In a way I was a stick thrust between two wheels. If the wheels were turning