…Wake Up…
…Nao…
…Arthur…
…Alphon…
…Wake Up…
My eyes explode open and I feel fire boiling my flesh causing me to scream in agony. Blood pours out of my mouth and my lungs burst open only to reform again.
This pain is…too much. Why am I going through this? What is happening? Instantly, I feel bugs slithering on my legs and arms, holding me down. Forcing me into the flames.
I fight back, struggle, and push away the bugs but their grip on me tightens. Not again, I don’t want to die again.
“Nao!”
*Door flings open*
“What happened?!”
“Sorry, he’s just having a really bad nightmare.”
More bugs crawl into my mouth eating up the blood flooding it. No, please don’t crawl in there! NO!
“Let me through!”
No! Not another one! Get bac-
“Nao, wake up! Please honey, wake up.”
Nao: “Huh?”
Another bug consumes my form but it’s…warm. My body cools and the flames subside. The skin that was torn and burnt returns. My vision clears and I see bodies without faces.
My eyes slide over to the girl hovering at the door with concern covering her face. For some reason, I feel something from this warmth and the girl. Their faces return and I try to breathe air that’s strangely not filled with smoke.
Nao: “Where…am I?”
“You’re home, whatever happened in that dream is over. You’re okay.”
Dream?
!!
I return the hug and sigh in relief.
Nao: “I am okay now, thank you…mom.”
Nell: “Are you sure? I never seen you like this before?”
Nao: “I’m sure. It was…just a dream.”
Nell: “…Can everyone give me a minute with Nao.”
Everyone leaves with worry still on their faces. Now I’m all alone with my mother, sitting on the bed soaked with my sweat.
Nell: “Nao, do you want to talk about the dream?”
Nao: “I…can’t remember it.”
Nell: “I see…maybe it’s for the best. Do you want me to stay with you?”
Nao: “…Yes please.”
I embraced the warmth once again and held onto it for dear life. We stayed like that for a while before the silence was broken once again.
Nell: “If there’s anything bothering you, at home or at school, please tell me. It won’t inconvenience me or this home.”
Nao: “…I’ll tell you, I promise.”
Nell: “Good, I’ll cook you and Alyson some food. Take as much time as you need to collect yourself.”
And so the warmth leaves me in this cold room with the only light coming from the window overhead.
I sit there in silence for an unknown amount of time. I…just sat there, staring at the wall. Eventually, I collected enough of my pieces to leave the room.
Standing outside, leaning against the wall in front of me, was Alyson.
Alyson: “Are you…okay?”
Nao: “Yeah, thanks for caring.”
Alyson: “…I want you to know, you’re off the Black List. I won’t be responsible if you…”
Alyson: “I’m going out, I hope you’re better by the time I get back.”
She left before I could say anything in response to her strange brand of….affection?
I go downstairs to see the group looking with worry. They crowd me, asking me questions I have no answers to.
That pain and…whatever happened before, that wasn’t all due to increasing my stats…right?
Anthony: “Maybe we should postpone our plans for a while.”
Nao: “No, I’m good. I can do it. Alyson will leave after eating breakfast which will give me an opportunity to see her outside the house.”
Anthony: “…I guess. Fine, we’ll see you later today for the magic items.”
Nao: “Oh yeah….got it.”
The group said their goodbyes and left our home. I went to the kitchen to eat my first meal of the day with mom. Alyson seems to have taken her food to go so it was just mom and me.
We said nothing but that was okay. Just being near her was putting me back together. I thanked her for the food and went into the bathroom. Time to find my ideal form for Alyson.
I look into the mirror and Nao stares back. I breathe in and out, thinking of what to change myself into. Someone else, someone not Nao. The answer came easily and so I closed my eyes.
The next time I opened them, someone else stared back. Tall, handsome with a clean shave, well built, and a different facial structure. This person looked nothing like me but the form…it felt right.
Even my clothes seem to change to fit my new body. I don’t know how exactly this spell changes my clothes too but I don’t question it. It’s too convenient to be suspicious.
I regretfully revert back and leave the bathroom. I still need to leave here as Nao, as me. I’ll transform somewhere safe and try to find Alyson at her usual hideouts.
I go to my room and grab the best clothes I can. They have to be nice but generic enough to not give anything away. The best I could find was a form-fitting black t-shirt and jeans. I go downstairs and to the front door while hoping this is enough.
Nell: “Where are you going Nao?”
Nao: “I’m going to the bookstore, I need something to relax my mind.”
Nell: “O-Of course, I’ll see you later. Right, Nao?”
Nao: “Don’t worry mom, I will be back. You won’t stay here alone for long.”
I open the front door and head towards the local cafe. It’s a humble little store with white round tables out front. Alyson may be queen but she doesn’t really have friends. Too busy studying to care about such things.
This is one of those spots she goes to relax while working on school work or just studying. Luckily, I pick right. She sitting at the middle table drinking a smoothie while studying.
I stay out of sight and sneak into the store bathroom. I find an empty stall and close my eyes once again.
*Breathe In*
*Breath Out*
I exit the bathroom a new man with clothes really fitting my muscular build. I stride out of the bathroom with confidence that only builds the glances I get.
The girl at the counter and some with boyfriends take in my body. Yes, this is what I wanted. I soak in their attention and go back outside towards Alyson.
Nao: “Hey, is this seat taken?”
Alyson: “…No.”
I ignore her dismissive glare and set down with a casual smile. Now, let’s see what’s in that head sis.
Mind reading.
Alyson: (Great, another try hard desperate to get with me. At least this one is cute.)
At least I’m cute, it’s a start.
Nao: “So what are you working on?”
Alyson: “Paperwork that doesn’t really consider you.”
Nao: “Ouch, I can see that I’m not the first guy to hit on you. So I won’t, I’m new in town and just looking for a friend.”
Alyson: “And out of everyone you choose me to be your first friend?”
Nao: “Yeah, you’re the most interesting person I’ve seen so far. A pretty girl hard at work, that I assume is school-related, on a Saturday. As soon as I saw that I thought, this girl has a story to tell.”
Nao: “Besides, I like hard workers. They’re the ones that can go the distance in life.”
Alyson: “…Okay, you got my attention. My name is Alyson, what’s yours?”
Nao: “Hm….my name is….Alphon. Nice to meet you Alyson, I hope this is the start of a beautiful relationship.”
Alyson: “Alphon, nice name.”Nao: “Not as good as Alyson but I do like how our names begin and end the same way.”Alyson: “Sounds like you believe in destiny.”Nao: “Not fully, but I understand some things are set in stone. Few things are in our control.”Alyson: “You have a good head on your shoulders.”Alyson: (Nice to know I’m not the only one who thinks like this.)Nao: “So what do you do for fun around here?”Alyson: “I don’t really do fun.”Nao: “Come on, we’re young. If not now then when?”Alyson: (Don’t tell me he’s a party junky.)Nao: “As long as it’s not parties or loud noise I’m fine.”Alyson: (Dodged a bullet there pal.)Alyson: “So what kind of fun are you looking for?”Nao: “Some place I can relax with someone interesting. Up for it.”Alsyon: “When you put it like that, I do have some areas in mind. I haven’t…really been before but there’s a first for everything.”Alyson: (I’ve been letting Nao get into my head too much. I guess I do need a break and this guy seems cool
My eyes slip open to a bright day filled with warmth. I breathe a sigh of relief that the only pain I feel is a slight headache.I complete my morning routine mixed with my daily exercise.*Ding*Points: 10Today is the first real date with Alyson but I don’t know how to do this. Should I call or should I wait?*Ring*It’s Alyson! Guess I don’t have to rip my hair out over this.Alyson: “Sorry if I woke you up Alphon.”Nao: “No, I’m fine.”Alyson: “Are you okay, you sound…different.”Shoot!Nao: “Sorry, morning drowsiness messing up my throat. Give me a minute.”Alyson: “Take your time, I’ll call back in 15.”*Hangs up*Really?! Do I have to live as Alphon even in my room just in case she calls? No, all I need to do is change my upper body. I’m fine, I can do this. I calm down and close my eyes. In a few moments, my face and neck look and hopefully sounds like, Alphon. But it feels weird to look like this without the whole package. Oh well, I’ll play some games until sh-*Ring*Oh,
He stands over us covering the moment with oppressive shadows. Seemingly oblivious to where he is, the man emits intense killing intent. Even if help were to come they would be too frozen by fear to step up.I instinctively put my arm in front of Alyson which earns a raised eyebrow from Sever. Sever: “And you are?”Nao: “Alphon, what does such a dangerous guy want from my friend.”Sever: “You seemed more than friends.”Alyson: “Relax Alphon, I got this.”She moves my arm away and stands up against Sever. Usually, Alyson commands any ring she steps into against this guy, she looks as small as me.Alyson: “What do you want with my brother?”Sever shoots me a glance but quickly returns to Alyson, meeting her glare with his own.Sever: “I rather we discuss this away from strangers.”It’s my turn to get up and stand up against Sever. I might be taller by a small inch but I still feel like I’m still the young kid in the situation. Despite that, I puff up my chest and enter the fray.Nao: “
*Ding*Points: 4Everything went normal today. Ran to school, did my easy school work, went to lunch, and then to the library. People even acknowledged my existence and new height but that didn’t ease my worry. The Black Listers are missing and I’m searching everywhere before lunch is over. Was it Sever?The King?Or…something worse. I even swapped out mind-reading for paralysis. I thought about magic missile but…I rather not risk it.Eventually, I come to find the truth at the last place I wanted to be. The place where I did the unthinkable.Anthony: “GAH!”“That’s what you fuckers get.”“We went too easy on you guys. Napoleon may be off the Black List but you’re not.”Right before me, my friends are being beaten to an inch of their lives. All…because of me. Because I fought these 3 and got off the black list. I won’t let this happen!Nao: “Stop!”Everyone: “!!”“Shit, almost gave me a heart attack. Thought it was a teacher.”“Yeah, it’s just Napoleon.”“We’ll let you off if you j
The air sparks from that revelation and I instantly get up. He’s…the king? He’s….Nao: “Y-You actually shorter than I thought you would be.”……Trevor: “Hahaha, yeah. But I like the fact I’m only 5’10. The faces of 6-foot guys getting crushed by me are priceless.”Nao: “Lucky you.”Trevor: “I actually didn’t believe that Anton’s plaything beat those same 6-foot guys. But look at you! I have to say, you’ve got my attention. I’ve been dying to fight someone interesting. No one else has the guts to step up to the plate.”Nao: “I rather not. As you can see, I’m tired.”Besides, I don’t want to go through…that again.Trevor: “Yeah but you see-”Trevor appears in front of me with a crazy grin and followed up with a punch to the gut. The blow forces me onto my knees coughing. That…blasted the air out of my lungs.Trevor: “I’m not that patient. I’m sure you’ll pull something out if I push you to the brink. Yeah, show me that look you had when you were beating down that poor bastard.” I loo
Today was supposed to be a good day. We got our magic weapons, Nao’s getting more powerful and project heartbreak seems to be going well.But of course, I underestimated these creatures. Of course, they would retaliate after Nao dealt with them. I knew I should have brought my shotgun.“What’s this Polly? You going to shoot us with your toy gun?”Mat: “Back up dude, I warning you.”Mat is in front of us with his magic gun aimed at our oppressors. Despite everything, he’s shaking like a leaf and can’t pull the trigger. I hold back the urge to rip the gun out of his hands and do it myself. But…Mat has to be the one to do this, to face his fears.I have faith in him. “Or what? You going to pellet us with Styrofoam?”Mat: “Why wouldn’t you just leave us alone?!”“Because someone has to pay the price for what Nao did to us. Lucky you!”*Punch*Mat: “Gah!”Valo & Tallow: “Mat!”“How was that fatty.”Valo: “Heal.”*Heal*Anthony: “No you idiot, don’t waste it on a single punch!”Valo: “But-
No…I place the old photo back in my drawer. It’s all in the past.I get ready for school and go downstairs to see Nell cooking. Nell: “Good morning honey.”Alyson: “Good morning Nell. How’s…work?”Nell: “You don’t have to worry about it. We get by and I can handle it.”Alyson: “Why don’t you tell Nao? If all three of us-”Nell: “I’m not blind, I know that there’s something going on with Nao. I don’t know what it is but won’t burden him with this too. I didn’t want to do that to you either but…*smile* you just don’t take no for an answer.”Alyson: “Don’t worry Nell, when I graduate at the top I can help out.”Nell: “You shouldn’t burden yourself Alyson. You should focus on what you want to do with your life, we’ll be fine.”Alyson: “That won’t last forever and besides…it’s the least I can do.”Nell: “Will you…stay for breakfast.”Alyson: “No I…okay.”She beams a tired smile and I return the gesture as best I can. We eat a quick meal together, just the two of us. I don’t know why I don
This…isn’t my ceiling. I blink and feel a tinge of pain across my pain. So…this is reality. I’m probably in the nurse’s office.I swallow and exhale a long breath. Everything that has happened flashes through my head. Nao: “What happens now?”Alyson: “So you’re awake.”!I struggle through the pain and look to my right to see Alyson by my bed. Nao: “What are you doing here.”Alyson: “Is that a problem?”Nao: “No, I’m just surprised.”Alyson: “…”Nao: “…”Alyson: “So, explain yourself.”Nao: “Is it not obvious, Trevor beat me up.”Alyson: “…I mean before all of that.”Nao: “I did the right thing, any humane person would do it.”Alyson: “Those eyes didn’t look human to me.”Nao: “…”Nao: “Maybe not, but I couldn’t sit by and let them beat up my friends like that. If I…have to become a monster-”Alyson: “Don’t finish that. You don’t have to do that.”I begin to retort but something is happening. Alyson’s general seriousness begins to crumble before my eyes. Nao: “What’s with you?”Aly