If Yuda misses the girl he likes and wants to see her, now Yuda doesn't have to come to school to see the girl in secret. Yuda closed the box, and took it along with the other collection boxes that were on the table and also under the drawer of his closet.
All the collections have different memories of the people around them. Some made his life difficult, some made him feel jealous and betrayed.Yuda opened his bedroom window and inhaled the refreshing scent of rain mixed with blood in his room. Like the new formula Yuda had managed to make into a perfume.Yuda saw several people walking in front of the fence of his house, covering their noses and mouths."Maybe the scent got to them. Thanks to the good news, I didn't feel alone."A very tiring day, pulling the body of the girl he likes out of the school's backyard this morning."Sorry, we can't meet tomorrow. I'm sorry," Yuda said quietly.October 23, 2016,At that time, there was a friendly volleyball match between the schools, Bina Bakti High School and Taruna High School. And in the end, the indoor volleyball match was won by Bina Bakti High School, Yuda High School. Applause rang out in the hall. The score was 2-1 and ended in the third set with 25-19 points. It took 2.5 hours to show the attractiveness of the team from SMA Bina Bhakti who lost 2 years ago. The two met in the stands of the fans. Mario took a bottle of water that was next to Yuda and drank it in three gulps."Ah, I'm tired," Mario muttered and wiped his sweat with a small towel on his shoulder. Yuda just smiled."Man, if only you could play on the field, it would be fun," Mario added.Yuda smiled faintly, while continuing to watch the heart rate monitor in his left hand."Okay, I have to go first! There's lunch with the volleyball team," Mario said, getting up from his seat, throwing the towel on the seat, and then running back to the field. Yuda took the towel and threw it away, stomping on it with all his might, then the white towel became dull."Yud, don't forget to pick up Jeni! I forgot to tell her!" Mario shouted from the court before finally leaving the hall with the team.Yuda was silent and turned around. He got out of the row of seats and left the already empty hall. For a moment, stealing Mario's cheerful smile that could be seen from afar, Mario was busy talking to other students who were participating in the game. There was jealousy in his heart when Mario spent more of his free time becoming an athlete at school in various other sports, instead of studying and playing together with Yuda like they did in middle school.Earlier, shocking news came when Mario confessed his feelings for Jeni, the same girl Yuda had liked for a year. Now Mario is burdening his heart by always asking Yuda's help instead of him to take Jeni to and from school and tutoring, with the reason that he is busy with various sports activities and hanging out with his volleyball team."I trust you Jeni! I don't want another man accompanying her . You also know that to get Jeni's heart is very difficult. Please help me, just one week to take Jeni home and pick her up from her tutoring place. We are friends." Mario said a week ago when he was busy playing volleyball for this game.It was also raining very hard at that time. Yuda walked towards Jeni's class with rather heavy steps. Yuda saw Jeni from a distance standing in front of the class and muttering."Wait a minute, it's raining!" Yuda said and approaching. Jeni turned around a little annoyed."Isn't the volleyball game over yet?" Jeni asked."Yes, he has an event with the team," Yuda replied.The two of them leaned against the same and stared at the falling rain. Jeni gave Yuda a beautiful smile, until Yuda felt comfortable for a moment and looked down. A pair of beautiful brown eyes that always fluttered so that Yuda couldn't see them for fear of falling deeper in love with his best friend's girlfriend.The rain slowly stopped, Jeni came closer to touch Yuda's little finger, which surprised Yuda because he was concentrating on reading some messages from his mother on his cell phone."Come on! It's calmed down a bit. I just want to go home," Jeni said. Yuda put his phone back in his pocket without finishing reading the contents of the message from his mother.Yuda and Jeni ran down the stairs, then back to the motorcycle parking lot. Yuda tried to cover Jeni's head with his hands. It was like a romantic scene, like the romance drama he had been watching.Jeni pulled Yuda's hand to walk together. Yuda couldn't stop looking at Jeni's hand and touching it, which made him feel nervous.Heavy rain fell again. Yuda and Jeni ran even faster. Then they took shelter under a steel roof near the parking lot. A pair of eyes stared at each other again, the weather even supporting their closeness. Yuda swallowed his saliva several times when Jeni smiled right in front of him. Suddenly, Yuda lost his mind and immediately kissed Jeni on the lips, because they could no longer hold back their hidden feelings. Jeni did resist the touch until they finally kissed passionately.The sound of thunder startled Yuda and Jeni, until they realized they were wrong. Yuda saw a friend staring at them from a distance. Yuda realized that the student was a friend of Mario's volleyball team. However, Yuda still ignored him and just stared at Jeni.'I'm in trouble,' Yuda thought. His friends will definitely call Mario and tell him about what happened between Yuda and Jeni. But now Yuda knows that Jeni likes him. Yuda saw Jeni's expression and didn't hesitate to kiss him on the lips.The rain stopped and Yuda took Jeni home. This time, Jeni was closer to him. Jeni hugged Yuda's waist tightly as he sat behind her.After dropping Jeni off, Yuda returned to his house. Yuda's happy heart was suddenly broken by the sight before his eyes as he entered his house. Yuda saw that his mother was already under the stairs and was unconscious. This made Yuda panic, and she finally called an ambulance.The ambulance finally arrived 3 nurses carried a stretcher out of the car and then lifted his mother's body into the car to be taken to the hospital. Yuda, without thinking twice, immediately joined in.His mother was taken to the emergency room after the nurse explained that her mother had fainted from taking too many sleeping pills. Yuda sat in the waiting room and tried to call his father, but he did answer. Yuda was annoyed and vented his anger by punching the wall.Suddenly, his cell phone rang. Yuda immediately answered it, and it turned out that the one caller was not his father, but Mario."Yes, What is it?" asked Yuda uneasily."I want to ask you something, I want to talk to you," Mario said curtly.Yuda realized that what Mario wanted to talk about was Jeni, but right now his mother was sick, so it was impossible to meet Mario."I can't, we'll talk tomorrow when we're at school," Yuda replied."Okay, I'll wait for you in front of the classroom at 6 a.m.," Mario said and hung up.Yuda then thought of a way to be honest with Mario, if he really liked Jeni, even before Mario and Jeni started dating. Yuda would fight for Jeni's love.And the next day, Yuda came to school really early. He didn't care about his weak body, the result of sleeping all night in the hospital to take care of his mother.Yuda went to his class, and saw that Mario had arrived there. Mario looked at Yuda with an annoyed face, and without many words directly invited Yuda to chat on the roof of their school, which waa usually used by other students to hide while smoking.Arrived on the roof. Without a word, Mario grabbed Yuda's uniform collar and pushed Yuda's body so that he fell."What have you done to Jeni?" Mario snapped."I like her, that's all," Yuda answered honestly.Mario spat angrily in front of Yuda, the look of his best friend of 5 years changed jus because of a girl."Jeni cried and called me, she said you forced her to kiss you! Damn it!" said Mario, then slapped Yuda's right cheek. Yuda was surprised by Mario's words, and couldn't avoid them."You want to do bad things to Jeni! Damn you! I thought we were friends," Mario said, then pulled on Yuda's collar again until he was lifted.But, before Mario could throw another punch, Yuda had already hit Mario and the two ended up in a fight.Mario didn't allow Yuda to explain the problem, because yesterday Jeni didn't refuse when Yuda kissed her. This made Yuda desperate and finally pushed Mario to the corner of the roof barrier."Are we going to kill each other just because of a girl?" Yuda said angrily. His hand still grabbed Mario's collar to keep his hand from hitting him again."Of course, because she's the girl I love!" snapped Mario, then managed to hit Yuda again. Yuda accidentally pushed Mario's body so hard that Mario fell from the roof of his school, which was on the 3rd floor.The screams of all the students echoed as they saw Mario jump from the roof. Meanwhile, Yuda, silent and still shocked and panicked, sees blood gushing from Mario's body.Yuda came down from the roof of the school, trembling. His eyes shone with deep fear, his fingers fidgeted restlessly.All the students left the classroom, saw the tragedy in the schoolyard, Yuda joined the crowd of students down the stairs to hide from the eyes of his friends. His face was hidden by the cap of the jacket he was wearing.The sound of sirens from police patrol cars and ambulances echoed across the field of Bina Bhakti High School. Several students and faculty members were screaming hysterically at the sight of a bloodied body lying in front of them.Arriving at the first floor of the school, Yuda ran out of the crowd into the school's courtyard. His mind was in chaos and he could only run to get rid of it. He climbed a 3 meter high wall to get out of the school and into the garden behind the school.Running and running was all he could do, his eyes still overshadowed by Mario's bloodied body. His breathing was heavy and his legs began to go limp. Yuda was lying in behi
The story of friendship is over, but the story of revenge has just begun.Yuda's return to school was a torture. No friends approached him, only cynical glances could be seen in the eyes of his schoolmates. No one wants to discuss why the tragedy of Mario happened, but everyone just wants to hear that Yuda should be in prison just because he was there as a witness to the loss of life of Mario, the school idol.Not content with talking bad in front of Yuda, some friends who said they did not accept Mario's death came and intimidated Yuda after school.Garbage, cow dung and sewer water once got into Yuda's mouth. The boys' volleyball team and the boys' futsal team at his school really made Yuda live like hell every day. Then they took him to the backyard of the school to abuse him. All because they felt they had lost the great Mario in their team.The fear every time I go to school makes Yuda depressed. Complaining to the teacher without proof is just a trap for himself."Who else are y
His mother's screams made Yuda realize that he had made a mistake with his father. Yuda was nervous and went outside the house to escape. However, his steps stopped when he reached the fence. Yuda turned around and went back inside to help his father. Yuda stood in front of the door and saw his mother trying to pull out the knife that was stuck in his father's calf. Then, after successfully removing the knife, his mother ran into the room and came out with a cloth to bind his father's feet to stop the blood from flowing out. "Damn it, call an ambulance!" his father snapped. Yuda was still silent and stood motionless in front of the door to see the blood coming out of his father's calf. Yuda did not know what to do, his mind was completely blank at that moment. His father pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and tried to call an ambulance himself, but his mother quickly grabbed the phone out of his father's hand and then slammed the phone on the floor. "What are you doing? You
Yuda was shocked by what Ihsan had done to him, and for a moment his guts shrank as a knife cut into his neck. "If I kill him, I don't need anyone else's help, I'm brave enough to do it myself," Ihsan said, putting the knife on the table. He took a band-aid from his pocket and gave one to Yuda.Yuda was silent, then put the plaster over the wound on his neck. His anger exploded, but he tried to hold it back. Several pairs of eyes stared at Yuda and Ihsan, making Yuda nervous. Yuda could feel his heart beating faster and his body getting weaker because he was too tired this morning. Yuda sat down in front of Ihsan. He leaned back on the chair and watched Ihsan's eye movements, which were focused on the laptop screen."What class are you from? I've never seen you before," Ihsan said and looked at Yuda. Yuda just remained silent while he adjusted his diaphragm back to normal. "Don't be a genius, I don't want to get my hands dirty with stupid things," Ihsan added, then hit enter and smil
Yuda turned to Ihsan's mother, a little surprised that Ihsan could win Jeni's heart. "Um... but this one year, Jeni never came here," Ihsan's mother added, this time explaining about Jeni. Yuda took two photos from the album and put them in a bag. A photo of the futsal team and a photo of the volleyball team, both of which looked strange when Ihsan, who had never joined the school's sports team before, suddenly changed to take the position previously occupied by Mario. After a few conversations, Yuda left Ihsan's house. He was currently driving his car to the house that burned down last night. Yuda saw several policemen surrounding the area. ""Poor thing, the girl is too young to die now." someone said, talking about the body found in the house. A man was screaming hysterically, trying to break through. Yuda turned to see a familiar figure of a man. The fat man who had fought with Ihsan on campus yesterday.Yuda realized that the corpse was a girl who had been photographed naked by
"Kill them, is that what you want?" someone whispered into Yuda's ear, softly at first, then the whisper became louder like a scream. With a gasp, Yuda opened his eyes. A fight was still going on in front of his eyes, but he had fallen asleep from exhaustion. He thought he had killed Suga. But the reality is not that simple. His first plan will be to give Suga a keychain with a small modified CCTV that Suga will carry with him wherever he goes, then at the right time and off guard Yuda could kill Suga, the second plan will be to hire a girl to trap Suga, because Yuda knows that Suga is a playboy and he will easily get stuck with a slightly beautiful girl. Then kill him.'Ah ... the thought of killing always comes up when my brain wants to rest,' Yuda thought, annoyed with himself. The soccer match ended and Yuda's footsteps disappeared from the field. From a distance, Yuda saw Suga laughing. Suga's life seemed to be very happy with his popularity. "It is too complicated for me to ma
'Blind love makes you unhappy, and now you feel it after believing in a liar for the second time,' a soft voice whispered...November 8, 2016, after Yuda decided to just stop going to school...That morning, a girl with curly shoulder-length hair came to Yuda's house, rang the doorbell repeatedly, but after 30 minutes, the door was opened. "Hi, how are you?" Jeni said, standing at the door of Yuda's house with a sweet smile. Yuda just stayed quiet and didn't answer, nor did he invite Jeni to enter his house. Jeni looked at Yuda from head to toe. When he saw the wounds on Yuda's body, his face turned sad. "These kids are always hurting people, have you been to a doctor?" Jeni asked, touching Yuda's hand. Yuda dodged and looked away."Can I sit inside and we can talk alone? I have something to tell you, and I've been feeling guilty all this time," Jeni added, then burst in.Yuda's heart is still filled with love, not anger at Jeni's behavior, because they really need to talk, and Yuda
Yuda lies in bed, his mind going back in time to the rehabilitation center. The same day as in the prison cell, cold and lonely. The reason his mother brought Yuda to a rehabilitation center was for mental healing for Yuda, who often had hallucinations. Another reason is that Yuda actually realized that his parents wanted to hide him from the world. After spending 1 year in a mental health rehabilitation center, Yuda followed all the orders of the doctors and nurses. All he wanted was to look good and go home. In the rehab center, Yuda is not just silent. Instead, Yuda is always looking for information about his friends at school, friends who are making his life miserable because of false accusations. A friend who makes the world seem unfair on his side.After successfully getting permission to return home, Yuda laughed inside. He met his mother and hugged her with love like other normal people who miss their parents. Yuda had a good day after being home, looking busy with studying
When luck is never on your side in real life. Sometimes it makes people more comfortable to enjoy life in their dream world and reluctant to return to real life.A strange old man Yuda didn't know came by. He offered him a job as a substitute for his deceased son. Yuda smiled. 'Is this a profit from someone's death?' Yuda thought."Why do you want me as a child?" Yuda said with a frown. "There must be something that made you do this, I can't believe that kindness comes to me without a reward."The old man smiled and moved his wheelchair to his desk. He opened the drawer and took out several sheets of paper. There are also some photographs. "Sit down! I'll give you a choice."The mysterious old man said. Yuda pulled a chair behind him. He sat down and sipped the hot tea on the table. It seemed as if it had been prepared for him. "He is my son. The son I love and cherish so much. He's the most precious thing in my
'Am I that crazy?'Yuda banged her head against the wall again and again until her forehead was bleeding. Then two men she didn't recognize entered the room. They forcefully broke down the door. The middle-aged man behind it surprised him. After waiting so long, his father finally arrived. "Damn it, first wipe the blood off your head!" his father said, throwing a handkerchief from his pocket at Yuda. Yuda took the handkerchief and wiped the blood from his forehead. Then he leaned against the wall to catch his breath. "Do you like this place?" His father leaned closer and touched his chin. Then he pulled hard. Yuda stared into cruel eyes that never changed when his father looked at him every time they met. There is no feeling of warmth and peace. Just sharp eyes filled with hate and worry. "Are you still the same? Acting as you please and hurting other people with your mental illness," "Does Dad think I'm crazy too?" Yuda said, trying to stand up and remove his father's hand fro
Back to cleaning the training room, saw all the men boxing. Yuda heard an agreement from one of them. If the winner wins this time, they will be released from this place. Yuda eavesdropped and concentrated on listening to the conversation of the men standing in front of him. They are complaining about the interest on their debts, which is getting higher and higher, so that they inevitably come to this place to become Zack's men. They get involved in illegal gambling and eventually become hit men. Recently, one of them told how he had brutally killed a woman. He shot several bullets into the woman's chest until she died. The mission was none other than a conspiracy with the woman's husband. To let his wife die without getting his hands dirty. The husband was a general. Complaining that his wife was too possessive, it finally fell to Zack to plan the assassination.But Zack only wrote off 35% of their debts. The male assassins standing before Yuda received debt reductions that were disp
Yuda got up, panting and staggering, and walked away from the man who was asking him a lot of questions. Entering the room, Yuda looked for an inhaler in a pile of clothes. His emotions were fuller as the man's words replayed in his mind.Questions about Sarah's whereabouts. Was he just a figment of my imagination? Yuda wondered. "No way, she's been talking to me since yesterday," Yuda muttered.After a strong inhalation, his breathing stabilized. Yuda stood up and left the room. Searching for Sarah's whereabouts. As he entered the dog kennel, he heard only the sound of a dog barking, Sarah was nowhere to be seen. He staggered into the hallway looking for Sarah, who usually surprised him. But only well-built men passed by, looking at him with strange glances. It could be seen that Zack was leaving in a hurry, Yuda was chasing after him to find out about Sarah. It seems that he didn't hear wrong when Zack said that Sarah was his sister.
Back to feeding the dogs, Yuda thinks of ways to do crazy things to Zack. "Why do you hate your brother?" Yuda asked, looking at Sarah who was crouching and brushing the dog's fur. Sarah smiled, stood up and walked over to Yuda. She kicked Yuda's leg until he fell over. "What do you think makes a younger brother hate his older sibling?" Sarah asked back, picking up the meat and throwing it at the dog tied to the corner of the wall."I don't know. I never had a brother.""Then you are very lucky,""He sent me here, just to feed me. It doesn't matter if I'm a girl or not. It doesn't matter if I'm allowed to be here or not."Sarah looked glum after saying this."You are a brave and tough woman, it shouldn't be difficult for you to be here," Yuda tried to stand up. But Sarah kept kicking his legs to the ground, making Yuda feel like someone who had to kneel down when she spoke to him."Shit," Y
Yuda slightly into Sarah's eyes. " Do you want me to kill your brother?" asked Yuda, as he yanked Sarah's collar."Can you do it? Like you did with Sylvester yesterday, but this time I want to see more blood.""You're insane! "You damn woman!" grunted Yuda.Sarah walked around Yuda, who was standing. She looked at Yuda from head to toe."I can help you leave this place, if you want.""I need you to eliminate him the way you see fit, do you understand me?" After patting Yuda on the shoulder, Sarah said."Call me if you want, okay?" and left.Yuda came back after completing his task of cleaning the practice room and mopping the floor for the strong men in this old building.He felt tired. After finishing work, he returned to his room, and lay on the newspaper pillows of the newspapers he had arranged.Yuda's stomach is growling in the middle of the night and he eats too much, even a little bit. At this ti
"This is a gift from your father," Sarah said."What do you mean?"Sarah laughed, then tied his four dogs to the metal fence.Yuda staggered to get out of the room, but Sarah held him back. Then he reached out his hand and blocked Yuda."Your father wanted you to like them," Sarah said, then laughed heartily. Yuda pushed Sarah's shoulder aside, but Sarah's strength was stronger than he expected."Come here!"Sarah tugged at Yuda's left hand, but he remained immobile. Then Sarah exerted more force to pull him."These are all the dogs that your father gifted you with,""I'm going back to my room," said Yuda. He then managed to release his hand from Sarah's grip.Sarah restrained him and then shoved him down to the ground."I will teach you how to become friends with them," said Sarah as he pulled Yuda.Then Sarah freed all the dog's leashes.Yuda ran away in fear, tearing the iron net. The dog continues to bark while Sarah, a crazy woman annoys Yuda, laughs."Down, fool!" Ordered Sarah.
Everyone was hysterical and one of them pulled Yuda's hand, to stop the madness."Hey you! Take Sylvester to the infirmary!" snapped one of the men who had just arrived. A man with a burly body, tattooed and covered in wounds on his face, approached Yuda. He pulled the bloody knife from Yuda's hand. Then, slapped Yuda's cheek so hard that Yuda fell down.Yuda tried to get up, but the slap he received was so hard that the pain spread throughout his body. "I'm Zack, the chief here!" The man named Zack held out his hand and Yuda grabbed it and stood up. Then, Zack kicked Yuda in the chest, throwing him far away. Yuda was not expecting this surprise. Yuda was bleeding profusely from his mouth until he had no more strength to move, slowly his eyes closed. When he woke up, he was already in bed in a room full of drugs and injections. Yuda tried to get up, but his chest hurt so much that he had trouble breathing. "Are you awake?" Zack pulled back the curtains so they could see each other
After the gate opened, Yuda realized that his life was about to change. But for now, he had no choice. His life will begin under his father's control. Yuda tries to survive and continue his crazy mission. Yuda is given a room in the basement, a secret room his father built to store some old documents. The room is full of dust and cobwebs in every corner."Stay here! Don't go into the main room, only through the back door if you want to go out!" his father said, then threw a few bills in Yuda's face. "Stay away from my family, become a parasite in this room if you still want to live, otherwise go to your mother and I will make sure that you will never be able to return to this country again!" Yuda smiled weakly and saluted his father. "Yes, sir!" Yuda said, then laughed. His father grinned, then turned and prepared to leave. "Am I not your family?" asked Yuda. His father then turned his head back and came closer. He