Yuda turned to Ihsan's mother, a little surprised that Ihsan could win Jeni's heart.
"Um... but this one year, Jeni never came here," Ihsan's mother added, this time explaining about Jeni. Yuda took two photos from the album and put them in a bag. A photo of the futsal team and a photo of the volleyball team, both of which looked strange when Ihsan, who had never joined the school's sports team before, suddenly changed to take the position previously occupied by Mario.After a few conversations, Yuda left Ihsan's house. He was currently driving his car to the house that burned down last night. Yuda saw several policemen surrounding the area.""Poor thing, the girl is too young to die now." someone said, talking about the body found in the house. A man was screaming hysterically, trying to break through. Yuda turned to see a familiar figure of a man. The fat man who had fought with Ihsan on campus yesterday.Yuda realized that the corpse was a girl who had been photographed naked by Ihsan. Yuda slowly smiled and held back his laughter. He gets into the car and pulls on the necklace caught in the rear view mirror. 'Cheap girl,' Yuda muttered.That afternoon, he came out of the cafe and secretly took Ihsan's cell phone. Then he dialed the girl's number, a girl who is quite charming but had to die in vain, she is the ex-girlfriend Ihsan told me about and the girlfriend of a fat man who dared to hit Yuda.Yuda went home for a while while he waited for a reply from the girl, then went and met at the girl's house in the afternoon. The house is quiet, only the girl lives there because her parents are out of town. Yuda goes in with the excuse that he found Ihsan's cell phone and only the girl's number is in it. The girl smiled, then turned frightened as Yuda approached.The illusion seemed real when Yuda actually killed the girl with both hands. He created himself as Ihsan, who looks helpless after seeing the girl die in his hands, then goes back inside and executes the girl. However, the girl was not dead, Yuda hit the girl hard on the head with a stone and buried the girl in the backyard. Ihsan left his cell phone at the scene and then set the house on fire.Yuda turns on the radio and hears the news.'An economics student has spread a photo of a student whose ex-girlfriend is allegedly naked on social media, and then abused a 19-year-old student named SBX to death in the victim's house. Currently, the evidence is in the form of a cell phone, and the perpetrator named Ihsan Mahendra has been arrested for questioning regarding the crime he committed.' Yuda laughed so hard that tears came out of his eyes.Right now, the person who is accusing me is experiencing the same thing,' Yuda muttered, smiling horribly.Yuda took out a photo from his pocket. Yuda crossed out the photos of Ebit and Ihsan, the remaining 11 people will be avenged by Yuda.Yuda turned the wheel and drove the car to the soccer field in the middle of the city. A ticket in his hand, this time he wanted to relieve his stress by watching a soccer game. Yuda looked again at the futsal team photo, a face that became his current ambition. A person who had changed from a futsal player to a soccer player.The soccer player with the number 13 is his former high school friend. The student known for his strong leg kick is called Suga, and the kick that was supposed to be aimed at the ball changed direction and became a strong kick that was sent to Yuda's body. For almost 3 days at that time, Yuda just lay in the room, unable to move his body due to the attacks and kicks from the futsal team bullying him."Damn it, how dare you kill our friend." Suga said, which still made an impression on Yuda's ears. Then, one by one, the kids began to beat him mercilessly, the last attack being when Suga kicked Yuda's back so hard that blood came out of his mouth. Since then, Yuda has always felt tormented by his body. When his breath was a little heavy, blood would come out of his mouth from exhaustion.Yuda looked at Suga from a distance and saw that the leg Suga had used to kick Yuda was still healthy and strong, unlike the pain Suga had left in Yuda's body.The match was over, and Yuda followed Suga's footsteps off the field. Since it was just an ordinary friendly game, some fans were free to take pictures with one of the idolized players. Yuda stood in line and took out paper and pen to ask for Suga's autograph. Both eyes locked as Yuda stood right in front of Suga. However, because Yuda was wearing a mask, his face was not recognized."This is a gift from my sister, right now she is sick and idolizes you, I ask you to accept that it is eager to recover," said Yuda, this time taking out a small town wrapped in brown paper."Okay, I hope your sister gets well soon," Mario said and took the gift Yuda had given him. Yuda turned and left the field. Currently, Yuda has put a tracking device into the gift that Suga brought, so that he can follow Suga wherever he goes.Yuda waited in the parking lot, his eyes glued to the cell phone connected to the tracking device. It was getting dark, all the soccer teams were leaving the area one by one. Yuda saw a red dot on the moving screen, then Suga started to leave the area on his motorcycle.Yuda smiled and started his car engine and drove his car in the opposite direction of the road Suga took. The point stopped at a boarding house, but it was not where Suga lived, but Suga came to approach his girlfriend, Yuda had arrived there before Suga. Suga left with his girlfriend on a motorcycle. But Yuda did not follow him and decided to go somewhere else.Yuda stands in front of an old, unused building and waits for someone to come to him. Slowly, a light came closer." Where is this?", Yuda slowly approached the direction of the sound.Brakk ...The hard punch landed on someone's head, the girl who was with him was scared standing beside Yuda.'Go, I'll give you the rest of the money later,' said Yuda to the girl. The girl he rented for almost 3 months ran screaming in fear. Yuda pulled the unconscious person's body into the car, after that Yuda started his car engine and at full speed chased the steps of the girl running in front of him.'run, to get closer to your death!' thought Yuda.Duarr ...Another corpse lies on the ground, the girl with a dying body full of blood, brought in by Yuda and piled with the bodies of people who had fainted from the beating."Kill them, is that what you want?" someone whispered into Yuda's ear, softly at first, then the whisper became louder like a scream. With a gasp, Yuda opened his eyes. A fight was still going on in front of his eyes, but he had fallen asleep from exhaustion. He thought he had killed Suga. But the reality is not that simple. His first plan will be to give Suga a keychain with a small modified CCTV that Suga will carry with him wherever he goes, then at the right time and off guard Yuda could kill Suga, the second plan will be to hire a girl to trap Suga, because Yuda knows that Suga is a playboy and he will easily get stuck with a slightly beautiful girl. Then kill him.'Ah ... the thought of killing always comes up when my brain wants to rest,' Yuda thought, annoyed with himself. The soccer match ended and Yuda's footsteps disappeared from the field. From a distance, Yuda saw Suga laughing. Suga's life seemed to be very happy with his popularity. "It is too complicated for me to ma
'Blind love makes you unhappy, and now you feel it after believing in a liar for the second time,' a soft voice whispered...November 8, 2016, after Yuda decided to just stop going to school...That morning, a girl with curly shoulder-length hair came to Yuda's house, rang the doorbell repeatedly, but after 30 minutes, the door was opened. "Hi, how are you?" Jeni said, standing at the door of Yuda's house with a sweet smile. Yuda just stayed quiet and didn't answer, nor did he invite Jeni to enter his house. Jeni looked at Yuda from head to toe. When he saw the wounds on Yuda's body, his face turned sad. "These kids are always hurting people, have you been to a doctor?" Jeni asked, touching Yuda's hand. Yuda dodged and looked away."Can I sit inside and we can talk alone? I have something to tell you, and I've been feeling guilty all this time," Jeni added, then burst in.Yuda's heart is still filled with love, not anger at Jeni's behavior, because they really need to talk, and Yuda
Yuda lies in bed, his mind going back in time to the rehabilitation center. The same day as in the prison cell, cold and lonely. The reason his mother brought Yuda to a rehabilitation center was for mental healing for Yuda, who often had hallucinations. Another reason is that Yuda actually realized that his parents wanted to hide him from the world. After spending 1 year in a mental health rehabilitation center, Yuda followed all the orders of the doctors and nurses. All he wanted was to look good and go home. In the rehab center, Yuda is not just silent. Instead, Yuda is always looking for information about his friends at school, friends who are making his life miserable because of false accusations. A friend who makes the world seem unfair on his side.After successfully getting permission to return home, Yuda laughed inside. He met his mother and hugged her with love like other normal people who miss their parents. Yuda had a good day after being home, looking busy with studying
Back to the end of 2019,A student named Neo. was a member of the volleyball team at Bhina Bhakti High School.New Year's Eve, a night full of joy with sparkling fireworks in the sky. The young man, who was frustrated because he always failed to pass the civil service exam, sat on a bench in a city park and took a deep breath. There is no happy life after hurting others, that's what is depicted in the life of Yuda's former high school friend.10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, Duerrr..,The fireworks started to celebrate the new year. Everyone crowded around to watch the excitement of the fireworks that shot up into the sky one by one. Yuda stood under the lights of the city park, smiling at the sky. Occasionally, his eyes caught sight of Neo. Some friends came and took Neo's hand to join the party, enjoying a cup of beer and the company of some pretty girls. Neo got into his friend's car, Yuda rushed back to the parking lot to follow the black sedan Neo was driving. Stop at a bar to con
"Isn't it better for you to just die than to live to be such a fool," was the last thing Yuda said to his former classmate named Anthony when he was in one of the painting exhibition rooms. "Even he is dead, because of you," Yuda whispered in Anthony's ear.Anthony rushed to check his cell phone and got the news that Arkez, the man Anthony had been dating for 3 years, had died after jumping from the 4th floor of his hotel room. Anthony screamed hysterically.A friend who experienced sexual violence as a teenager, to make him choose the way of life to be transgender, so he can get out of his dark past and have a new life, now in front of Yuda.But no. Not that easy ..,Anthony used to be part of the volleyball team in high school, he looked dashing on the outside, but only Yuda knows Anthony's deviant life. Because there was a school in junior high school.That night... When Yuda was on his way home after studying together at Mario's house, he passed a friend's house to return the b
The provocateur who always makes people feel nervous, that man is now in the trunk of Yuda's car.His former classmate was named Leo, his demeanor matched his name, as if he wanted to be a king somewhere, even though what he did was not serious. Leo became the student council president at Bina Bhakti High School. Arrogant and relying only on good looks. The strengths are only good at socializing and can tell people to be quiet, even if only in a bluff. Although Leo was seen by the other students as a strict leader, he was really just a rude jerk. That night, November 4, 2016,Finally, a friend came to see Yuda's condition in the hospital.Leo came to visit Yuda in the hospital, but instead of coming as a school representative to see Yuda's condition, Leo approached the bed and stared at Yuda sharply. Then he pulled Yuda's chin and let go hard. "Someone like you deserves this," Leo said, munching on an apple. "I have nothing to do with you, you better go!" snapped Yuda. "Okay, I ju
'Can I have a normal family, I want someone to protect me when I'm helpless, when I'm trapped in sadness, and when...' What was heard then was no longer his thoughts, but the sound of a heartbeat from the monitor in the operating room. 'Why are you doing this to me ....?'Yuda was lying in the operating room to remove two bullets lodged in his back. Fortunately, his life can still be saved.March 15, 2020, at that time...,After leaving the hospital, Yuda could only lie in bed. His body was not as strong as before to do anything.His mother underwent psychiatric treatment at the hospital so that she would not be prosecuted for shooting Yuda. All this advice from his father until finally the house was completely quiet. His father never returned to visit Yuda at home, leaving only a credit card for Yuda to use for his needs. The wind that blew through his bedroom window ruffled the curtains here and there. Cold air slowly filled the room. Yuda shed tears slowly, hurting himself repea
Yuda slowly realized, then slowly opened his eyes. He saw blood coming from his hand after touching his head. Yuda got up and staggered up the stairs to his room. Some madness began that Yuda created to make him laugh and cry alone. Through the lonely night, his strength still holds on to his obsession to kill anyone who hurts his heart and body. ***The next day, Yuda went to the hospital where his mother was being treated. Knowing his mother's room, Yuda went there. Yuda saw his mother in hysterics, surrounded by many nurses, screaming self-blame. Yuda immediately approached his mother and hugged her tightly. Eventually, his mother began to calm down.Yuda stared at the blank look in his mother's eyes as her mother kept saying the words, "Please forgive mother, forgive mother..." The same words were repeated over and over again."Mom, let's go home," Yuda said. His mother shook her head and refused Yuda's invitation."I'm alone, Mom," Yuda added, still whining as he knelt before