DELUSION

chapter 9

"Kill them, is that what you want?" someone whispered into Yuda's ear, softly at first, then the whisper became louder like a scream. With a gasp, Yuda opened his eyes.

A fight was still going on in front of his eyes, but he had fallen asleep from exhaustion. He thought he had killed Suga. But the reality is not that simple. His first plan will be to give Suga a keychain with a small modified CCTV that Suga will carry with him wherever he goes, then at the right time and off guard Yuda could kill Suga, the second plan will be to hire a girl to trap Suga, because Yuda knows that Suga is a playboy and he will easily get stuck with a slightly beautiful girl. Then kill him.

'Ah ... the thought of killing always comes up when my brain wants to rest,' Yuda thought, annoyed with himself.

The soccer match ended and Yuda's footsteps disappeared from the field. From a distance, Yuda saw Suga laughing. Suga's life seemed to be very happy with his popularity.

"It is too complicated for me to make all these plans, I want it as soon as possible," Yuda muttered to himself.

From a distance, Yuda watched Suga's behavior as he chatted with his team. Until almost 6 p.m., all the players dispersed and left one by one. Suga left on his motorcycle and Yuda followed him from behind.

From January 2016 to October 2019, Yuda has planned all these things. Not a short time to stalk every day the daily life of one by one his friends, even some friends who live outside the city also follow Yuda. Collect all the data on the activities of potential victims, starting from daily life, people who are close, people who are enemies, what they like and don't like ...,

The traumatic wounds and heartache have not gone away and are not over, even though Yuda always wants to try to forget his past.

'Every Saturday, he will go to the house of the grandmother he loves... Oh my God, I was surprised that you have a conscience,' Yuda thought.

The motorcycle in front of him began to enter the deserted plantation area. Yuda turned on the headlights of his car, which were installed on purpose, so bright that it made Suga stop and get annoyed. Yuda stopped his car right in front of Suga, who was standing, so Suga was surprised.

"Damn," Suga grunted, Yuda got out of the car and took a cloth soaked with sleeping pills.

"Am I interrupting your trip?"

Grep ...

Currently, the car has a passenger sleeping in the trunk. Yuda drove his car faster and faster toward his old house.

When the trunk was opened, Yuda saw Suga struggling with his mouth taped shut and his hands tied. Yuda took out his baseball bat and beat Suga mercilessly until blood gushed from Suga's body. The beaten body stopped moving, then Yuda pulled him out of the trunk and dragged Suga's body along the weeds in the yard to the front door.

Yuda repeatedly kicked Suga's body as hard as he could to feel the satisfaction and pain of his heart breaking into tears. Yuda sat for a moment and stared at Suga's body in front of him.

"What should I choose?" Yuda muttered while moving his index finger up and down. Choose your toes or fingers to be the collection. After finally choosing his left index finger, Yuda dug a hole and buried Suga's body.

"Be patient, soon you will be able to reunite," Yuda said, then laughed heartily. Yuda took off his blood-soaked jacket and burned it in the front yard of his old house. Some of Suga's things were burned as well. At that moment, the fire that Yuda was staring at was the same as the fire in his heart.

After the business was finished, Yuda went home. When he saw his mother sitting in the living room with the lights off, Yuda was shocked.

"Where have you been today?" his mother asked as she approached Yuda.

"What do you need to know, it doesn't matter to you, does it?" Yuda replied in a curt tone and walked away. His mother ran and stopped Yuda's footsteps. Without saying a word, his mother slapped Yuda's right and left cheeks.

"Revive and live normally, forget the past!" his mother snapped. Yuda looked into his mother's eyes.

"Take your depression medicine, Mom, and say that sentence when you look in the mirror," Yuda said, pushing his mother's body until she fell down and then went to her room.

Yuda locked his bedroom door and took Suga's body out of his bag. Yuda took a box from a drawer and sprayed liquid like formaldehyde to make his collection last longer. Then he went to the bathroom to enjoy the warm water coming down from the shower as usual.

"That girl is Ihsan's girlfriend," this sentence haunted Yuda lately.

"Should I go there to make sure?" muttered Yuda.

The night that never changes. After using the towel, Yuda comes out of the bathroom and opens his bedroom window. Cold air entered the room, the wind blew hard and the sound of breathing, still panting, became lullaby music.

It's been almost 3 years since Yuda opened the curtains and windows of his room while he slept, either because he thought the sound of the wind would help him get rid of his loneliness, or because it smelled stuffy in his room when the window was closed.

He pulled up the covers and began to close his eyes. His mind wandered into the past, searching for the figure of his best friend Mario's laughter.

In this memory...

"Ah, damn it, I always lose," Mario said annoyed, then threw the PlayStation Stick at Yuda.

"You're a real champion, I'll be king for this," Yuda said with a smile after beating Mario in the game.

Yuda turned his head to see his best friend Mario lying on his bed, enjoying photos of naked young girls in magazines.

"Ah damn, if only my mom didn't like to tear up my room, I'd have quite a collection of fun magazines like this," Mario grumbled as Yuda pulled the magazine out of Mario's hand.

"And you hid it in my room, my mother must have thought bad things about me and thought it was mine," Yuda said, then threw the magazine into the trash can in his room. Mario gave Yuda an annoyed look and took the magazine back.

"I like pretty girls like this," Mario said and read the next page.

"You already have the beautiful Jeni, still looking at the beautiful girls in the magazine," Yuda said and pulled the magazine out again.

"Ah, here I see," Yuda added, opening the next page.

"Ah, damn, you like this magazine too, don't you?" Mario replied with a laugh, then stepped on Yuda's back with his elbow.

The laughter echoed in the room, this day, when will the joy return.

Yuda opened his eyes and saw the sun reflecting off the walls of his room. This morning her breathing was calm and normal, after she had dreamed about Mario for a moment.

Yuda looked at the calendar on the wall and realized something. Get out of bed, wash your face and then drink a glass of water. Then down to the kitchen and look for something for breakfast.

"You don't want to see her?" said his mother, who suddenly came from behind.

"I want to see her for a moment," Yuda said, chewing some bread and walking away from his mother.

"Let go of the girl when your father knows you will die in his hands," his mother said closer.

"If I let go, then mother will die, mother wants it that way."

Yuda turned and looked sharply into his mother's eyes.