I was as sad as doom after hearing that I will soon be adopted, and the thought of death and everlasting hellfire made me miserable throughout the day.
"What's wrong with Ugly-face? He seemed unhappy since you took him to see Madam Maggie," Betty who seemed to notice my grief asked Alice.
"I have no idea. Maybe he is sick due to his golden pupils," Alice responded, shrugged and glanced at me.
"Mother Maggie said he may be adopted anytime from now."
"Really? That's good news. At least we will be rid of his ugly face."
"That's cruel. Don't tell me you won't miss him."
Betty batted her eyes, hissed and let out, "no, I won't. Why will I miss Ugly-face?"
Alice glanced at me and muttered, "he is a kind-hearted baby, and just unfortunate to be born ugly. I have grown some kind of likeness for him."
"Why won't you? When you don't have a boyfriend."
"Ahh!" Alice exclaimed, stepped closer to Betty and asked, "have you forgotten that we are nuns, and under the oat of celibacy and chastity?"
"Calibacy my foot!" Betty hissed and let out. She frown her face, pushed her lower lip out and asked, "why should I be bound by oats when all our leaders were free to do as they like?"
Alice raised her eyebrows and asked, "what did you mean, Betty?"
"I saw Mother Maggie and father Francis having copulation inside Mother's room," Betty let out in a whisper, darted her eyes around the room, and then resumed her speech, "they always spend every Sunday night together inside Mother Maggie's room."
"You are lying, Betty. Aren't you?"
"No, I am not. You are the only one without a boyfriend here. Others are having fun and enjoying themselves, but you always form perfection," Betty paused her speech, smirked and asked, "are you doing it outside the orphanage?"
"Doing what?"
"Stop looking like that, Alice. You know what I mean, don't you?"
"I don't."
"Huh! Of course, you do. I am sure you have a boyfriend hidden somewhere that is satisfying your sexual urge."
"Holy Maddona. We are nuns for christ's sake!"
"I know, stop reminding me that."
Their chattering soon turned into whispering, and I wish I have the power to hear people's whispering.
'I will ask the system for this ability,' I muttered to myself, shrugged and was lost in thought after.
My sleep was sound, and it was my soaked diaper that woke me up the following morning. One thing I hate about being a baby is my inability to control some of my organs.
After crying to attract the attention of Alice, she hurried towards me, picked me up, scrambled to the washroom, and then began to change my diaper. And I can see she was lost in thought as she was attending to me.
"Don't worry, baby. You will be blessed for keeping to your oat," I babble out, giggled and throw my legs and arms up in the air.
"I am happy that you are now smiling," Alice mumbled, looked deep into my golden pupils, smiled and let out, "I will miss you, Ugly-face. You are the first baby I will be growing emotionally attached to.
"Oh... Alice! I will miss you as well."
"I had almost forgotten-. You are a year older today!"
"What?"
Alice peered at my shocked face, looked stunned for a while, and then asked, "can you hear me?.. I thought baby can't hear the grown-up speech."
'I am a grown-up lady that was imprisoned in the body of a year old baby,' I mumbled to myself, grinned foolishly and babble out.
Since my expression did not match her suspicion, Alice shrugged, removed my diaper, washed my buttocks, pour some sweet-smelling powder, and dressed me up in a new diaper.
The room was filled with babies wailing when we entered, and all the nuns were busy attending to them.
"Today is Ugly-face's birthday," Alice announced.
"Wow!.. Happy birthday, Ugly-face," Betty cried out.
"Happy Birthday!" Alicia said.
"You have a new colour of eyes for a birthday gift. Isn't that amazing?" Agatha asked.
"Since it's not affecting his vision, I don't see any cause for concern," Alice let out.
"Don't worry, Ugly-face. We will celebrate your two years birthday for you," Agatha announced.
"He will be adopted before then," Betty said.
"Oh! What a lucky baby. I don't believe anyone will be so courageous enough to adopt a baby as ugly as him."
"Fuck off, Agatha," I babble out, and then burst into an uncontrollable cry after.
"I think he is hungry. Alice, come and attend to your baby," Betty said.
Alice hurried towards me, picked up my feeding bottle, mixed my baby food with warm water, and shortly began to feed me.
Even though I am already fed up with all this baby food, I have no choice but to gulp it down my tiny throat.'When will I be able to eat pizza, hotdogs and roasted chicken?' I asked myself and then sighed with despair.
Yet, I know I am supposed to be grateful. No matter what I am passing through now, it is better than being imprisoned in everlasting hell.
'My task!'
The remembrance of my impossible task made me think deeply about a way out.
Maybe it's not impossible, after all. Not after what I heard from Betty and Alice yesterday. If Father Francis always sleeps in Mother Maggie's room every Sunday, then Mother Maggie will always leave the door to her room open for Father Francis to sneak inside."It's okay, Ugly-face. You can't finish a whole bottle at once and began to ask for more after a few minutes."
"What a fuck, Alice. When did you start rationing meals for us? .. Bullshit!" I babble out with an angry look.
"Stop glaring at me, Ugly-face. You are giving me chills," Alice mumbled, sighed, and put the feeding bottle back in my mouth.
Since today is Saturday, I need to start making the plan to visit Mother Maggie tomorrow night.
'I will achieve my goal earlier, and the system will be impressed by my heroism.'
My mind was busy with plans on how to suck Mother Maggie's nipple, and this seemed to rob me of my well-deserved sleep. Poor me, I tossed from one edge of my cot to the other edge through the night, and it was when the day was almost breaking that sleep finally take hold of me. My dream was filled with fire, thunderstorms and lightning. And I was soaked with sweat, despite the chilly atmosphere that is always common during this time of the year. Because I slept late, my eyes were red and still heavy with slumber when Alice picked me up and carried me into the washroom, and I nodded off as she removed my soaked clothes and pampers, and then pour hot water on my body and washed me with sponge and soap.The cries and moaning of babies boomed louder inside our orphanage hall, and this made me sigh with annoyance at their unnecessary whimpers. 'I need a silent place to brood on my task. But it seemed this baby won't allow me to enjoy the peace I so much desire,' I whimpered to myself a
I was in a deep sleep before the service came to an end, and it was when I was laid in my cot at the orphanage hall that I opened my two golden eyes and peered around. After several yawning to attract the attention of my chaperones, I burst into uncontrollable howling and then moaned loudly when Alice hurried closer to my cot and peered at my face."Why are you crying, Ugly-face?" Alice asked as she picked up my feeding bottle, prepared my baby meal and began to feed me."Thank you, Miss Alice," I mumbled, gulped down the cereal and smile to ease her furious face."I will be taking you for a medical check-up today, and I hope your health is not threatened and you won't be admitted to the hospital," Alice mumbled as she peered into my golden eyes."Can't it wait till tomorrow? I need to suck Madam Maggie's nipple tonight," I babble back.Since Alice didn't understand my babbling, she brought me closer to her breast and began to sing me a lullaby. And then danced to rock me back to sle
I waited for a moment, and it was when I heard Mother Maggie's snore that I crawled out of the under of the bed frame and stood on my two legs.To me, Mother Maggie is not pleasant to the eyes. Not as beautiful as I was in my former life. Because she doesn't appeal to my eyes, the thought of sucking her breast doesn't arouse me. Not the way the memory of kissing Alice always does. 'Just suck her nipple and hide under the bed frame until tomorrow morning," I mumbled to myself, smiling at the sight of the naked woman on the mattress in my front, walked closer and then leapt onto the tall bed."Ouch!"I quickly used my two palms to cover my mouth as I groaned in pain. Out of excitement, I had leapt at the mattress and then bruised my knee on the wooden frame.'Grr... Grr!'Mother Maggie's snore become louder as the binding pain from my knee subsidized, and I promptly laid closer to her breast, placed my palm on the nearest one and began to search for her nipple."Hmm!" 'Don't wake now,
In truth, crying is part of my strength. The whole hall became alive when I burst into a scream, and I can hear some of the babies as they stirred awake and joined my hysterical noise. "Shh, Ugly-face. Did you want to wake all the babies with your cry?" Betty asked as she hurried closer to me, pushed Jack off her way and let out," it's okay. Nobody is attacking you, so keep your mouth shut." Jack glare at me and let out, "you can't escape your fate, Ugly-face. I will kill you whenever I have the chance." "Go to hell, Jack," I hissed out, stretched my two arms towards Betty, and then grinned with contentment when she picked me up and carried me towards my cot. "Go now, Jack. I don't want our colleagues to meet you here." Jack promptly sneaked out of the hall, and I was left alone. Moments later, a holographic image appeared, and the automated voice boomed out. "Congratulations once more. You have achieved the second mission, and now have a year of survival." "I hope you guys wer
I had been to Mother Maggie's office before, but this time around, her office was more silent than usual as I stepped inside. On the director seat sat Mother Maggie, and two gentlemen sat on the two cushions in her front. And three cups of hot tea were placed in front of each of them. All eyes darted at me as I walked inside, and the two gentlemen grinned among themselves. "Welcome, Ugly-face. Meet Mr Cameron and his spouse. They want to adopt you as their son," Mother Maggie announced, picked up her cup of tea, sipped it and then let out, "I hope you will be a good child and won't give them any reason to regret this decision." Mr Cameron was a tall and huge man with a chest as wide as a barrel. He is dressed in an impeccable white suit and pants, and he turned towards me with a fixed smile and let out, "hello, young man. How are you?" I ignored him, hissed and blink my eyes rapidly. "I thought you said he can talk?" Cameron asked with a confused look. "Yes, I can," I answered
After my failed adoption plan, I was ignored by the nuns and Mother Maggie, and I was left alone to whimper in nervousness. My fear was my incoming task, and the fear of this unknown seemed to be robbing me of my joy. At last, Alice notices my sad mood, and she sat close to my cot and peeked into my face."You have been quiet for the while. Are you sick?"I shake my head sideways to signify no, glanced at Alice's homely face and close my eyes feigning to be dozing. "I know you are not sleeping, Ugly-face. You can talk to me, you know?"I know I can talk to Alice. She had been nothing but friendly to me since I arrived at this orphanage home. Yet still, my predicament is the one that I had to solve in silence. I mean, how will I explain to her that I was reincarnated, and needed to achieve some task to stay alive and escape hell?"I am talking to you, Ugly-face.""I'm okay.""You are not.""I want to be left alone," I muttered when Alice keeps bothering me, and I frown my face as she
For the second time in my short moment in life, my loud cry saves me from Jack's hand. Or to be precise, the ability to hear from far save me from the cold hand of this second death.When I opened my mouth and cried out in a loud voice, all the birds left their nests, and the insects became silent. As for the nuns and children in the playground, their eyes darted towards me as I shrieked at the sight of Jack who is sneaking on me with a big stick in his hand."Shh! Ugly face. I am not here to harm you," Jack mumbled and quickly throw the stick in his hand away, and then take another step closer.'AHH!'When I cried louder, Jack looked around, saw someone scurrying closer to us, and he quickly turned and disappeared into the forest.Alice was the first to reach my side, and she carry me and peered all over my body, and then cleaned the tears rolling down my face.Alicia raced closer, peered all over my body in search of a wound or cut, and then ask after, "why did you make such horribl
The chapel was more silent than the last time I visited here, and Alice and Alicia hold my two hands and dragged me towards some chairs that were arranged close to the partition made for the presiding father. "Let's seat here and wait for Betty to finish her confession," Alice announced, carried me up and placed my buttocks on the wooden benches, and the two ladies sat at my two sides. "Her confession is taking longer time than necessary," Alicia mumbled. "Her sins are many. That's quite expected," I growled out with impatience. "Don't be mean, Ugly-face. You are not God and not in the position to call someone a sinner or a Saint," Alice let out. "But I am right.""Shh! Betty is done with her confession. It's now your turn.""You guys won't go with me?"Alice shakes her head sideways and answered back, "no, Ugly-face. Confession is a personal issue. And it's between you, God and father... Please, excuse us.""I have never done confession before. What is expected of me?""Confess