Chapter One
BIG JACKWhen the last shipment came in, Jack Maeto, was at the stash house, waiting. He was in his work clothes: a limp pair of black overalls, a yellow scarf tied loosely round his neck, knotted at his nape, old work boots at his feet. Besides the ring he received as a gift from his wife at the altar, Big Jack wore no jewelry. Even though she was long gone and it was lusterless silver, near tarnishing, it was adornment enough for him. It would always be.
A man whose notoriety had earned him the moniker, Big Jack, he was as the name suggested. Thickset, thick arms, thick voice. All around him, workers in similar apparel swarmed, moving boxes to the far end of the room, trying to make space for the new shipment. It came, and the store's single door was dragged aside to accommodate the van, its tires screeching its displeasure as it went. The truck rolled in. Big Jack knew all his drivers by name. He had to, considering the fragile nature of his shipment. You did not hand just anybody a sealed bag of narcotics, talk more of a vanful. They had to be people he could trust. And if there was anything that Big Jack had learnt from working with Raymond Bianchi for years, this was it: Know your enemies well, your friends even better. When you knew a man well enough, he could not easily surprise you. It was less demanding to trust a man who could not sneak surprises on you. Among those he had chosen to transport his product, there was Marty, an coal-coloured woman who wore her braids how RWDs wore their black and golds—perpetually—and who, with her eyes, dared you to make fun of her name. Marty lived downtown and had two kids, an older boy and a little girl still in diapers. Big Jack made sure she knew he knew. Know your friends well. There was Quadir. Reticent as a dead possum until you paid him a dollar short of what he was owed. He had no family, but he went to church on Sundays, and in the photographs, you could see in his face that the church was his family. If anything went wrong with the shipment, a lot would go wrong at the church and to its patrons. It was an unspoken understanding. There was Twenty. He got his name from his money, the fact that he liked it in twenty-dollar bills. Blonde hair, pastel skin given colour by the numerous tattoos that graced it. He had his mother, who lived in a home, and a girlfriend, who lived in one of the tall, rented redbrick buildings at the residential parts of the city. Then there was Justice who was behind the wheel now, whose name was quite ironic if one contemplated what he now did for a living. Even more ironic was how jittery the man was. His eyes darted from side to side, searchingly. You could tell he was up to no good at first glance. If the Mafia did not have the police so deep in their pockets, Justice would have had them busted twenty times over by now. Needless to say, Big Jack did not like the man a single bit. He was a man who thrived on unobtrusiveness. The way Justice behaved, it was as though he believed he was sure to die behind the wheel, during a drop off. The sentiment was one that Jack Maeto did not care for. Incessantly contemplating one's mortality was not exactly what he would have defined as living. Yet when he approached the white van, he did so with a wide smile as Raymond would have. Never let a man know what you think of him, it was another lesson he had learned from Raymond, his boss and best friend. 'How are you doing, J-boy?' He smiled up at the man. 'I am grand.' The man lied. He smelled like men did before they died, like he always did at a drop-off. He smelled of fear. Though in Big Jack's experience, men in the process of expiration also smelled of urine. Raymond who had been directing the storehouse's reorganization was now striding towards them. The heavy timberlands on his feet made thudding sounds on the smooth floor. Hanging down his neck was a crucifix which swung on a chain of silver links. It caught the glint of the fluorescent. 'Justice, about damn time you showed up.' He said. He stood next to Big Jack. 'I was beginning to worry something had you held up.''No, not at all. Everything went smoothly. The shipment's all in there, boss.' Justice said, cackling nervously. 'Yeah? Alright. Get it in.' He stepped back, out of the van's path, and slapped its side as though it were a horse. Justice drove further into the storehouse, the van's engine humming loudly. 'Unload her.' Said Raymond to the workers. They were all in suits similar to Big Jack's overalls, and they gathered around, waiting patiently for the van to make its stop. Here and there, there were splashes of black and gold, aureate studs in ears, charcoal bandanas tying back sweeping hair into a bun. They were all RWDs, all soldiers of the Mafia—Big Jack and Ray did not trust anyone else, but their own, to do the job. The shipment had come in last minute. It was all coke. Finely ground white powder. First time Big Jack saw it was at a park. A corner-boy was selling it in small quantities. He was dark, wore his hair in thick tapering cornrows; his hands stayed permanently in his pocket from which the small parcels appeared every once in a while. He was, in simple terms, what Big Jack's parents would have called a thug. Dangerous. To be avoided at all times. But they were not there. And so Big Jack walked up to him and asked, 'What is it you are selling? What's in those bags?'The boy stared at Big Jack, who was then still little Jack. Finally, he said, 'Snow.'Snow—a word that best described the stimulant. None other was good enough. The need for 'snow', had risen in the last month, and even though they were still stocked on other delightfuls, Ray argued it would be wise to get another shipment. Money needed to be made. How did they think this empire was built? he asked when The Council advised prudence. So they were there, emptying the van of craters full of packed and bagged snow, when the first of the gunshots rang out outside the storehouse's doors. Loud. Crackling through the night, echoing hollow death. Then the sound of a crash. Big Jack knew the sound of a man falling to his death as intimately as he knew what fear smelled like. He knew that it had to be one of the sentinel RWDs stationed outside on the look out. The reaction was immediate. The unloading was forgotten. Guns left their hiding places: breast pockets, spines, tucked into the crotches of waistbands. Big Jack whipped his weapon out in a flash, on instinct. The pistol fit right into his palm. Every RMD soldier stood, waiting. Their fingers were tense on their guns. Heavy, painful breathing could be heard. Ray had armed himself with an Uzi, and he held the automatic with an ease that bespoke familiarity. Outside, for a good part of a minute, there was perfect silence. Big Jack could hear Justice whimpering. Perhaps, he was right in his belief. Perhaps he was destined to die on the job. Rendezvous With Destiny was unarguably the largest faction of New York's mafia underworld, and it extended to all boroughs of the province. Queens, Brookyln, the Bronx, Manhattan. Ray, his mad schemes and fearlessness had made sure of that. And because of that, they had gainer notoriety and respect all at once. There were not many who would dare to attack the Mafia out in the open streets. In fact, there was only one group Big Jack could think of. 'Black Disciples.' He snarled. The roar of an assault rifle rattled off again. Gunfire tore through the night. Something thumped to the ground. Another man. Then another. They could only hear the carnage, but they could not see. The storehouse's metal sliding doors shielded them from whatever hell was being unleashed outside. Ray's eyes were stunned. 'How did they find us?'Big Jack grabbed him, taking a fistful of his collar in his hand. 'It doesn't matter how. You need to get out of here right now. We are too few to fight. Use the backd—'A rumble like the world breaking was heard, and suddenly the metal door blew inwards in a blast. Sweet Brooklyn breeze rushed into the space, and with it came men garbed in combat clothes. They wore army fatigues and carried assault rifles. Killing machines. But these men were no soldiers. At least not the government's. Black Disciples were often quite easy to recognize, and now Big Jack recognized them. Someone had given out the location of their stash house. A thousand questions swirled round his mind. Who had betrayed them? Why? How many were they? Was this it, the day he died? Would he see Jackie, his daughter, ever again? Would he ever get to say he was sorry? He did not have the answers. So instead, Big Jack did the one thing he knew how to: he grabbed Raymond Bianchi, RWD boss and his best friend and shoved him directly behind his frame. He was not called Big Jack for nothing. 'Get to the exit!' He yelled. 'Go! Go! Go!'Justice's whimpering had become a wild wail. The shooting had begun. So had the dying.Chapter TwoDANTEIt was snowing when the phone rang the first time, and Dante was at the corner store buying groceries for the night. They had come early this year, the snowflakes, suddenly filling the sky and blocking out the sun, thin tufts of white drifting downwards like brown leaves from trees in autumn, like locks from God's scalp. Only this morning, children played at the basketball court, scuffing knees and bruising elbows, jumping several feet in the air to dunk worn-out basketballs in the even more worn net. It was still warm outside. Not enough to warrant sun-dresses and bare thighs, but not frigid enough to make people encase themselves in coats or carry parasols with them, hurrying as they went, looking like frozen burritos. The cold had crept up on them, on the entire New York, out of nowhere.At the store, Dante's fingers were freezing. He had forgotten his mittens at home. He pulled the coat tight around his shoulders and shoved his hands into his pockets for warmth.
Chapter ThreeJACKIE It was nearing dusk and Big Jack had not made it to yet another graduation. The fact that she had expected his absence did not make it hurt any less, and the fact that his absence could still hurt her made Jackie realize she had not changed. She was the same after all these years. She was still the same girl she was when she was ten years old, a pinning braces-wearing girl, waiting for her father to make it home in time for Christmas. Jackie sat on one of the seats at the convocation auditorium long after everyone else had left, savouring the quietness. The note of finality it had. She was still swaddled in her graduation gown, wide like a caftan. The tassel of her hat hung before her, swishing in the evening wind. The air in San Diego was like the air inside a kitchen: crisp and warm, still tepid at the start of December. The snow often came quite late in San Diego. But unlike Big Jack, at least it came. When it began to get darker, the sky obfuscating from
Chapter 4JACKIE It was the afternoon after graduation night that Jackie finally saw the numerous calls on her phone. They were all from her father. On her phone, she had saved his name as Big Jack, the moniker everyone knew him by. It was amusing sometimes, how the name made him sound impressive and colossal, but it was she, a six year old with eyes like white oil and lips like cramped petals, who started calling him that. Suddenly, everyone they knew took up the name, and it stuck. If she was Little Jack, then he was Big Jack. It made sense at the time.Her mouth tasted of vileness when she awoke. It was bright outside, a watery, egg-yolk sun hovering above, its light spilling through the shutters weakly. Her eyes were still swimming from all the liquor she had drank the night before when she saw them, the missed calls lighting her phone. She had picked the device to check what the time was. Jackie made to toss the phone back onto the mattress before she noticed the notifications.
Chapter FiveDANTE The pale, ash skinned man lying on the gurney before Dante was not his father, was not Raymond Bianchi. This man had hazel eyes that were wide open, ugly feet, and a small chest. He must have been in an accident the way his body was broken, the way the bones in his feet were shattered like a China doll's. One of his ankles was twisted, and his arms were scratched badly, his fingers bloody, as though he had been clawing at something. Perhaps, the something which had inevitably lead to his death. In the greenish brown of his eyes, there was crimson, and by the expression of wide-eyed shock that they held, by the peeling back of his lips, you could tell that his death had been sudden, that it had surprised even him.Dante did not care for the man, did not care to find out how he had died. The body that he was there to identify had a face like his, a face that he had seen crinkle with a smile a few days ago, a face that he had seen repeatedly all his life. He was at a
Chapter SixANDRE Andre watched the snow fall. It had been falling for days by now, unendingly. Silently it fell, at first, then it gathered momentum, tumbling down in straight lines. It soon became an torrent that pressed down on the people below, shoving their parasols with the wind that accompanied it, pounding the roof of cars, of cafés and restaurants and the awnings of bookstores.New York. A clutter of tall structures and old trees and hurrying people. Even when it was silent here, it was loud. While daytime was a carnival of colours, the night was one colour. Grey. It was all grey. Even with all the lights shining in the numerous apartments across the city, the colour grey prevailed. Andre liked the enveloping darkness, relished it. He came here every other night to look down at the grey city—even if were raining, or snowing, as it was now. The building at the top of which he stood was tall, quaint, sandwiched between a store and a block of residential buildings. Andre had
Chapter SevenJACKIEJackie called.She called her father's mobile phone, then she called the home cell. It was all the same result: no reply. A sense of foreboding loomed over her like a thundercloud on a rainy summer day. Her calls to his cell went straight to voicemail, and those she patched home went unanswered. She could not help feeling as though something had gone terribly wrong.Those were not gunshots she had heard over the phone, Jackie told herself. It was something else entirely. Perhaps firecrackers. Yes, firecrackers. Kids in the city were known to be crazy, wilding out at every given opportunity. She would not put it past them to be shooting firecrackers at the beginning of the season. They could totally do it. Right?Jackie had enough money to go to law school when the session began, then some extra. Her father had built a trust for her and all her money came from their. It was one of the nicest things the man had ever done for her. That way, Jackie did not need to ask
Chapter EightBIG JACKA cop car sped past Big Jack, splashing muddy snow and spraying water. Its siren was on and wailing, and the colours blue and red flashed across the buildings as it blew past. On its side, the acronym NYPD was embossed in bold black letters.To Big Jack, wailing police sirens had to be the scariest sound a person could hear when he or she was a criminal. It was a lesson that Big Jack had learnt and relearnt, and then learnt again a dozen times. He had come to know fear intimately, because he had grown up in an atmosphere of it. And because he had come to know fear as intimately as he did, because it had become a regularity in his life, it was an easy thing to shake off.Yet, when he saw his best friend on the tile floor of the ware house, staring up at the ceiling with unseeing eyes after Andre shot him, he had felt fear. Fear that was new and uncharted. Colder than a chilly December, it reached for and gripped his heart with icy fingers. He could not close his e
Chapter NineJACKIESitting at the back of the yellow and black taxi, Jackie watched the world spill by the windows. Even after being gone for so long, the city was as she remembered. Cold. Loud. Crowded. It was frigid enough that she could see her breath colour the air in front of her. Cars honked, people hurried by or walked leisurely, like the teenagers on the side of the road in full winter apparel, walking as though they had all the time there was. People sprung out from the subway, from beneath the bowels of the earth, hurrying as they went. The noises that could be heard were a hushed quiet from behind the taxi's stiff windows.As the scenery changed, Jackie could only think of her father. He had been gone since the day he called her and she heard gunshots over the line. She had called him repeatedly, texted, sent voicemails, panicked. It was all for naught. He had vanished. She booked a flight, and the next day, she had packed a bag and was headed for the airport. Her stomach