Devon sniffed and wiped at his nose. “Sorry,” he said. “Allergies, I think.”
“Mm-hmm. ‘Allergies’.” Carla pulled out a few tissues from her bag. “Very convenient that you men get allergies when you talk about your feelings.” She smiled knowingly. “Now look, whatever’s going on with you and your family ain’t gonna get solved in the span of one bus ride—ooh, and speaking of which, my stop is coming up soon. Here’s what I want you to do—add my contact info, and if you ever find yourself in trouble or you need someone to talk to, I want you to add me, understand?”
Devon smiled. “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Oh, don’t call me that!” Carla gave Devon a gentle slap on the arm. “I’ll be your auntie from now on—and I’m serious. You find yourself in trouble, you give me a holler, you hear me?”
“I will Miss Carla… I mean Auntie.” They exchanged contact info with a scan of their QR codes. Devon looked at Carla’s profile photo—it was of her in smart-looking business attire, her arms crossed, and a great, confident smile.
Momma never smiled like that, Devon thought.
“It was really nice meeting you, Miss Carla,” Devon said. “Thank you so much for… you know…”
“Oh, stop it!” Auntie Carla laughed. “Listen, I think we all have seen that life is too damn short and precious to not help where you can. Help others… as long as it doesn’t hurt yourself, of course. No use going around being a martyr in life, is there? Now this is my stop—you take care, Nephew, and I ain’t joking. You call me if you ever find yourself in trouble, hear?”
“Yes’m,” Devon said.
“But I just want you to do a favor for me.” Carla put a hand on Devon’s shoulder and squeezed. “Give your mother a call or a text and just her know you’re alright. Tell her you’re on the bus and safe, you’ll do your convention, and just… leave some space open to talk.” Carla’s eyes glistened. Was she about to cry?
“Will you do that for me, Devon?”
Devon hesitated. After everything he had been through today, he wasn’t ready to open up another fight with Momma. But something in Carla’s eyes compelled him… the pit of his stomach gave an odd twist, a feeling alien and yet so familiar… and he remembered the same stomach-twist he got playing with that girl down the street… that summer day in the park when he was showing Lanie scars he got from falling off his bike and she rolled up her sleeves and rolled down the shoulder of her Cookie Cat t-shirt to show off the scars from her step-father’s belt…
“That ain’t nothin’! Look—I got this one when Bill said I didn’t do my homework fast enough… and then this one when I stayed in the shower too long…”
Devon blinked, and he was out of the memory, though the twisting feeling in his stomach remained.
“I will. I promise.”
“Now come here, bring it in—you’ll get through this, nephew.” Carla said, and they gave each other a parting hug. Devon couldn’t remember the last time he hugged Momma. “Alright now I really do have to get off—‘scuse me, pardon, let me by… thank you!”
Carla made her way off the bus. It was just then that Devon realized that they stopped at somewhere in the city center—mighty glass towers, majestic and tall, crystal asparagus spiraling up towards Heaven and catching the light of the hazy sun. Carla waddled her way towards one of the enormous towers, but not before stopping to wave at Devon. He waved back before turning to catch a glimpse of the stop name: Fu Yu Guang, Prosperity Square.
Devon’s eyes widened. Did Auntie Carla work somewhere in Prosperity Square? If so, that meant she had to be pulling in serious money. He looked again at her profile picture—her photo seemed like the photo of a somebody. Devon clicked through her photo feed—there were lots of inspirational sayings about success and photos of conventions. Her last post read:
Big thanks to Richard Bonn and Salim al-Jabaiye for coming in to speak about new models of achievement and interconnectivity in the Post-Web3 era! So many great takeaways!!! :celebration: :celebration: :thumbs up: :thumbs up:
Devon didn’t understand any of this, or recognize any of these people. Her conference had an expensive, highly produced look with well-dressed older folk giving speeches in front of a great blue background, with journalists patiently taking notes on the side. In one of those pictures was Auntie Carla, staring off into the distance with a knuckle pointed for emphasis. On her neck was a string of pearls like blueberries carved from glistening marble.
Auntie Carla was a somebody. But if she was a somebody, what the heck was she doing on a public bus going down from Harvey St?
Could it be that he finally had someone in his corner?
Maybe. But talk was cheap, even if it was nice to hear. Most likely they would part ways here and he’d never see her again.
But he promised.
As the bus pulled away, Devon reached out for his phone and scrolled through his message history until he found Momma.
He scrolled through their message history; mostly announcements of dinner plans and important dates, stickers and gifs. His eyes stopped on a message from nearly a month ago:
MOMMA: Love you always Devon-Devilcake <3333
“Stupid allergies.” Devon’s eyes blurred with tears as he began to text…
Neveah sat alone in the kitchen. Momma had gone to her room, leaving everything behind—the bills, her phone, her daughter… Now Momma was taking a nap using the sleeping aid of her choice. Because of course she was. For the past hour, Neveah sat at the kitchen table flipping through her phone, not really looking at anything. Her thoughts played the morning’s events again and again. The doctors called it “rumination”. Over and over, Neveah rehearsed and re-chewed the day like a cow and its cud—the partially digested food that a cow vomits up so it can chew and digest it again. In this way Neveah brought up Devon’s fight with Momma… the incident with the hat… Devon storming out… her mother snapping at her… her prayer for Devon to come home… Neveah flicked through her phone like a Buddhist priest with his prayer beads, flicking and flicking in a kind of dark meditation. Unlike the priest, Neveah’s meditations led not to the peace of emptiness, but the chaotic noise of thoughts that
After a few moments, Devon’s phone buzzed. The front of the message read: MOMMA.He clicked open the phone. There was a message from Momma. The message was clear. He clicked shut the phone. “You gave brought shame and ‘disrespct’…” he mouthed the word, pronouncing it like ‘diss-ree-speck.’ He leaned back in his chair, squeezing his eyes shut. “My god, Neveah…someone ought to teach you how to spell.”Clearly it was Neveah’s work. Momma, the educated woman that she, never used slang or mistyped. Ever. All it took was a simple comparison of Momma’s older messages to see the difference. She may have given up on her own children’s slang, but Momma stood firm against that linguistic tide. Did Neveah not notice how her own mother wrote? Did she not care?Key in this was the “u”—that was a young person’s affectation. Devon even used it sometimes. Neveah used it constantly. But Momma? Never. Putting the two texts together only made it more obvious.MOMMA: Love you always Devon-Devilcake
Last stop—New Hudson Convention Center.The bus crawled over to the bus station and, hissing, the bus’s tired deflated. It sounded to Devon like a dragon’s mighty fart after returning to its cave after a long day of pillaging and burning villages. Hoisting up his bag and, after giving it a brief once-over to make sure everything was zipped and secured tight, Devon debarked from the bus. As he left, the driver looked up from his magazine.“Nice hat,” the driver said with a thumbs up.“Thanks,” Devon smiled. But the driver had already returned to his magazine before he could respond.Devon left the bus. What greeted him was a scene of colorful chaos.The Convention Center looked like an enormous blue doughnut, rising
It was Lanie. Picture a butterfly. Imagine drawing a thread in time from the day it was a caterpillar, and follow that thread backwards and forwards. Somewhere in the middle of that journey, the caterpillar would have entered its cocoon and become something entirely different. But her voice…the way her eyes were just a little too far apart…and the Cookie Cat phone-case. It was Lanie. There was no mistaking it. Devon stood mouth agape, barely having the energy to stammer. This person had laid dormant of his mind for years, only popping up on rare occasions he delved into his own childhood. Now, twice in one day, she had come back into his life; first in his thoughts and now before his eyes. And she had not just returned—she had transformed. Her blonde hair was now dyed jet black. Her oversized front teeth now fit neatly behind a mouth that was lightly tinted in professional, fashionable color. She was the very image of consummate professionalism, no longer the dirt-caked playmat
They squared up. Devon was taller than Marc, but not by much. Marc glowered at Devon until, inexplicably, he started laughing.“I’m sorry. I just can’t take you seriously with that hat. Holy crap, what am I thinking?” Marc wiped away something from the corner of his eye. Devon felt heat rush to his cheeks.“Whatever, man.”“Look, Hunter Green, the both of us have stuff to do if we want to run your stupid freak show. Quite frankly, I’m not about to ruin my day over this so…yeah.” Marc smirked. Devon raised an eyebrow. “Run what? What are you talking about?”Snickering and shaking his head, Marc reached into his suit’s breast pocket and pulled ou a name card. He handed it to Devon with a little flip, barely able to contain his glee. Reluctantly, Devon took the card. Reading it over, Devon’s face deflated. Marc AbramovNew Hudson Convention Center Hospitality Executive Guest Services Manager “You, uh, work for the hotel,” Devon said weakly. “Uh, yeah, we do,” Marc said, mocking him
“That’s right,” Marc said. “Just need to make a call and it’ll be done—whole weekend, free hotel, so long as you can keep from breaking anything getting freak-fluids on my floors.”Lanie tugged at Marc’s sleeve. “Marc, stop it. Why are you doing this?”“Well, he’s your friend, isn’t he? Feels like the least I could do. Besides, from the looks of him, I think he could use a hand up right now. Isn’t that right, Hunter Green?”Devon found it hard to look at Marc. His gaze seemed to be drawn to the floor. He did need that money. Practically speaking, he was about to be homeless at the end of the week with nothing but the clothes on his bag and whatever he had thrown into his bag. Those few hundred bucks could go a long way getting him started on his ‘new life’. But the way that Marc sneered. The way he lorded and gloated—his every expression made Devon want to crawl into a hole. Yet here he was, with money on the table—and practically speaking, he wasn’t in a position to refuse. “… I-uh
Devon took the offer—in return for getting his hotel room refunded, he made an agreement with Marc not to incur any damages while at the hotel. On the one hand, it shouldn’t be too hard. He was not a rambunctious type, and he liked to believe that he knew how to behave himself. On the other hand, by a accepting this agreement, he was no longer protected by Omniverse’s insurance.If something did happen…No. Nothing was going to happen. First of all, all the problems he’d incurred were because of stupid people harassing him over his costume. But now here he was, where costumes are accepted and considered normal. Nobody was going to give him trouble about that this weekend. Or so he hoped.Marc, still sneering, made the call right there in front of him. In short order, someone on the other end picked up. “Hi, Chris, I’d like you to comp a guest with Omniverse? Uh huh… with Omniverse.” Marc’s expression was one entirely of malignant delight, but his voice was the perfect reflection of
In what seemed to be a continuing trend ever since he left the house, Devon had only continued to benefit from strangers at the cost of his own dignity. All he wanted to do now was get to his suddenly free hotel and go to sleep. The line for the convention reduced some from earlier, but there was no avoiding the wait. Back he would need to go into the sun. The heat of the day had reduced from blazing to merely stewing hot. The worst of the day’s sun was over, leaving its scorched slag behind. Heat radiated from the sidewalk and everyone who stood upon it was an upright sausage roasting in casings of felt, plaster, and sculpting foam. No dogs allowed at the NHCC, but if any dogs could walk along that sidewalk, they would have been overwhelmed by the collective chemical screams of over a hundred people at once.But despite the opinions of certain staff members of the NHCC, Devon and the convention goers were, in fact, not animals. The only messages they heard during the half an hour w