CHAPTER 190

Remember when I said I was going to try to be okay with having a twin sister that they all supposedly thought was a psychopath? Yeah, that. I think it won’t work.

No matter how much I was trying to be okay with all this, my heart was just not in place. Somehow I was seeing Frazer in her. And that was something I was trying to run away from. My half brother made me go through hell and I was not going to allow my twin sister to do the same.

And I think now because I had kids around the house, I was just trying to be extra careful around the people I allowed in my life.

I wasn’t there when both Angel and Jeremiah were growing up. And so wasn’t Joseph. And that was something I was trying to prevent from happening now. I don’t want to be left out as they both grow into teenagers and finally adults. I wanted to be part of their lives.

And I was just keeping everyone safe. Yes, they all kept telling me I needed not to do that. That they are adults and they will take care of themselves. But w