CHAPTER 189

I didn’t want to think negatively about my sister. Because the first time I did that with my half brother, he ended up being a lunatic.

I think just as powerful a tongue is; the kind is also powerful. Many times we think about scenarios that are not there and then after sometime they come to be. I think the devil also uses that against us.

So, from now on I was going to think positive things about her, even when I wanted to keep in mind that she might end up being like what everyone said she was.

I mean, what are the odds that they are all wrong about her? She is a lovely young woman who everyone said was a lunatic and wanted nothing but to kill me.

But here she was, acting nice, like the world depended on it. And I was willing to be happy about that. Because I was also tired of always being afraid. Just this once, I was not going to be afraid that some were out to get me. Just this once, I was going to keep my family closer and think positive things about them.

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