Pretending in front of my family that everything was fine, that I felt amazing and that I was still the same as always, was almost intolerable. And it was even more so the feeling that it was impossible for me alone to be able to have some kind of serenity, in my own home.~*~*~*~I couldn't move, but I did feel my body. I was aware of the strange weight that had settled on my feet. His eyes were open, but he was unable to make any movement. I was lying on my back, and the only thing my eyes could catch in the dark was the clear ceiling of my room. Suddenly, the weight that I felt only in my feet began to climb up my body, as if someone were walking on me. The air from my lungs escaped through my mouth, forming a slight mist, due to the cold that had taken over everything.And then I saw it. The dark humanoid shadow, featureless in the face, was on top of me. The shadowy figure, already habitual, outlined an unearthly smile that crossed his strange face. Suddenly, I could see her brig
"So… you don't mind?"Shrugged."You will accept in due course."I frowned, looking at him suspiciously.-Why are you so sure?A half smile spread across his face, but he didn't respond.I noticed almost immediately that, despite the fact that he was bare-chested, his wings were missing. Even in the dim light, I realized that his fingers were playing with something. I had to strain my eyes to realize that it was the dream catcher Diana gave me.His eyes traveled from my face to the object in his hands, and he looked back at me. In that instant, I couldn't help noticing the pure malice that stained her gesture."Do you have nightmares, Amy?"I clenched my jaw and glared at him. The heat that I was still carrying was choking me, and I had barely managed to calm my heartbeat. I didn't blame him for my ominous dreams, but deep down I had to admit that they had started around the same time that he interfered in my life."They gave it to me," I replied, trying to be nonchalant.He nodded sl
"You say that you... are here? With us?"And what, on top of that, we didn't even notice them?"Several, many of us, coexist on this filthy piece of land, just like you," he explained, smiling mischievously. You have no idea how many other demons might be in the same place as you.I clenched my fists, fighting the panicked tightness in my chest.A tense silence settled between us. He stared somewhere outside my window. Suddenly, his eyes traveled to my face and he nodded in my direction."Who did you inherit that eye color from?" she inquired.I blinked, because his question threw me off balance.“Uh…” I clenched my fists, puzzled as to why that was important. it's a little hard to explain.He raised an eyebrow."I think I can follow you," he replied pedantically."I'm just not sure. I shrugged apologetically, but saw him wince in annoyance, so I hastened to continue, "It's possible that my father's biological father."— Is it possible?"I've never seen it." And my father doesn't reme
A light laugh, full of mischief, welled up from him.But I do it all the time.I narrowed my eyes. At this very moment, his wickedness did not cause me the slightest fear. On the contrary, she was totally enraged. She felt her face red with anger. She wanted to pour a pail of holy water over her so that she would feel a bit of the pain the girl had felt.But, much to my chagrin, I knew I couldn't. I knew that I had no chance against him, and that all I would get would be for him to hurt me.I pursed my lips, glared at him, and crossed my arms, knowing there was nothing I could do but try to appease my anger. Despite my outburst, however, Azazziel seemed amused by my reaction. His stupid smile hadn't faded from his face. I pursed my eyelids, and did breathing exercises to lessen my anger. I just prayed that the stranger was okay and that whatever he did to her, it wasn't so bad.I opened my eyes again, just a little calmer. I took a couple of steps back, trying to impose enough distanc
I bit my bottom lip, debating whether to do it or not.« He will discover you ». She warned the voice of my mind. I clutched the wad of green paper in my hand hidden in my apron pocket and looked around for Jade." He could get angry ." She continued the small, nosy voice.I frowned. Was it wrong to help an acquaintance without saying anything? Jade and I weren't very close. In fact, if it hadn't been for the fact that Diana had approached her the day before to ask why she looked so stricken, I still wouldn't know. I was never good at starting conversations, especially those that could be delicate.I saw my partner serving a young couple at one of the tables near the entrance to the cafe. She didn't make an effort to show them a good face, and I figured it was due to the same situation she was going through. She had seen her like this all week and wished she could help her, somehow. According to what Diana had told me, Jade was having financial problems since her son's father was supp
"It's a less bad way of telling me I look dead," I said. But at least I don't need glasses to see well."I still see without them," she defended.She took them off and hung them at the neck of the white T-shirt she was wearing, but her eyes narrowed almost immediately. Of course, the change wasn't much, since the glasses didn't have enough magnification to distort his brown eyes. She wanted to tease him about the slight red mark that her glasses had left on the bridge of her nose, but at that moment Diana appeared and hung from her neck to kiss her on the cheek."Dave!" She greeted him enthusiastically. Twice in the same week? Are you going to die or what?"I'm finally a bit free," he replied, giving a dramatic sigh.-We have a date? Diana looked at us suggestively."We're just going to see a movie," he replied, and that comforted me. Do you want to come?She stared at him, as if wondering if he had become stupid."I can't," he lied in a tone so natural that it made me envious, "I pro
“Thanks for everything, Dave.-Did you have fun?I nodded, with a genuine smile. Unloving person that I was, I always had a hard time saying goodbyes.So I went over to him and awkwardly hugged him. He returned the gesture in the same clumsy way I did, and I found myself feeling comfortable with the hug; the heat of his body, his normal build, without marked muscles or anything like that, a soft body… More human . Nicer. David wasn't famous for being very tall, so I easily rested my forehead on his shoulder.When we walked away, we were both smiling. But, at that moment, something changed in her face. His sweet and kind gesture, the one that always characterized him, darkened and, for a second, I couldn't recognize the boy in front of me.At that very moment, David took my face in his hands and pressed his mouth hard against mine. Surprise paralyzed me. I began to feel how his lips tried to move frantically over mine, without getting a response from me. My first instinct was to stay s
I saw the anger take over his expression."I don't want your fucking apology," he snapped back. I need to understand how the fuck you are so damn immune to all my abilities.-Don't know! And I wish I knew so you'd get the hell out of my life once and for all!He looked at me with narrowed eyes for several seconds. I was not able to add anything else. I caught a glimpse of how she clenched her fists at her sides, and how anger had slightly stirred her breathing.However, suddenly his frown slowly dissipated.-Know? she asked, a half smile spreading across her face. If I kissed you, I bet you that you would really enjoy it.My eyes widened.-That…? I mumbled, stunned. A light laugh came over me, pure bewilderment."I'm not kidding," he insisted. I could make you feel things that no human ever could.I blinked, because I couldn't believe the thread the discussion had gotten off track. I shook my head, too confused.-Are you kidding me?Shrugged."Aren't you curious?" —She raised an eyebr