HE BROKE ME FIRST

I DIDN'T KILL HIM

Today was my dad's funeral. I can't get that look he gave me out of my mind. He looked at me with a sad smile that said, I'm sorry, baby girl, I was only looking out for you. All I can do is cry because it's my fault he's dead. I pulled the trigger, not Dean. Now he's gone forever, I will never see him again.

"Baby, I'm here for you if you need me or anything." Mom said

"I want to be alone and let this all sink in that he's gone," Jessy said

"Will she ever forgive herself?" Dean asked

"She did save my life out there," Dean said

"I don't know, sweetheart?" Hope said

"That was the only person she started a band with," Hope said

I go to Jessy's room, and I hear her crying. I walk in, and I hold her and let her cry on my shoulder. All I can do or say is that everything is going to be okay and comfort her by rubbing her back. It broke my heart seeing her like this. I tried to stop her last night, but it was too late because she pulled the trigger.

"It's not easy to kill people that you lo