"No no pumpkin, you're not.. You're not filthy, dirty or used. You're beautiful.. " he says.
"I am? " wanting to cry again
He nodded and surprised me by bringing my head close to his chest. I let him.
"I know it was so hard, all what you went through at such age but I want you to know one thing, it's okay to cry." he said as he helped straighten my hair.
I cried my eyes out, I cried out all the pains, Jude left me, Derrick hurt me, wilfred did worse.
Crying made me feel like I had released all my burdens.
Timi, didn't say anything but just gently pat my back.
After what seemed like hours, he said softly.
"You'll have to move on"
"this wilfred guy is probably enjoying life with his family while you're here crying your eyes out "
"Forget about everything, you were young then, you were 10 then,
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