"I am Kageyama Kage. I look forward to my time here." I bowed slightly and gave my introduction which earned different reactions from different people. Some people were clapping good-naturedly, some weren't the least bit interested, some girls were squeaking for some reason and some boys were glaring at me, not because of me, but because of the girl's reactions. Ah, the stereotypes.
"Kageyama, you will sit on the last seat of the middle row." I slowly made my way towards the seat that the homeroom teacher was pointing to and sat down.
There was a boy in front of me and two girls on either side.
"Nice to meet ya'. I am Yamamoto Haruto." The boy in front greeted me frivolously.
"As I mentioned earlier, I am Kageyama Kage. Nice to meet you."
"Nice to meet you, Kageyama-kun. I am Nakamura Yui!" The girl on my right followed suit and greeted me. I was about to greet her in response instinctively but managed to hold it in somehow. I just nodded slowly acknowledging her greeting.
The one on my left hadn't moved an inch much less greet me. Not that I cared anyway.
"You guys. You can talk with him all you want during recess so let's start the class already!"
Makoto Maki, the homeroom teacher, clapped her hands twice to center everyone's attention to her.
I rested my chin on my hands and stared outside. Maki was teaching something but my mind was somewhere else.
"!"
Here it comes again.
The same nauseating feeling.
Almost as if I am losing consciousness.
The darkness looming all over.
This feeling of lack of sense.
This utter loath for the world around me.
This absolute aversion towards myself more than anyone and anything.
It almost felt like I could puke anytime.
"....geyama-kun."
I feel like someone is calling my name. As if. I thought. Then I heard it again. Over and over again.
"Kageayama-kun. Kageyama-kun! Maki-sensei has been calling you."
"Huh?" I came back to my senses. Nakamura Yui, was it? She was calling me over and over again and pointing in front of the classroom. There I saw Maki standing with her hands on her hips and she was glaring at me.
"Pay attention in the class, Kageyama. I won't let you off the hook just because it's your first day here."
"I am sorry. Please continue." I said. She continued to glare at me for a while before continuing the class.
After the class ended, I saw that many students had turned their attention towards me. They must want to talk to me. Although I thought, it was a pain in the ass I readied myself to face the barrage of questions.
"Kageyama-kun, why did you transfer this late?" A girl asked me. She was leaning towards me with her hands on my desk.
"Because of my parent's work," I replied trying to be as calm as possible.
"You have such long hair. It's so pretty." Another girl said with her hands clasped together.
"Hmm? Why are you hiding one of your eyes with your hair?" A girl asked with her hands on her chin. She was looking curiously at me.
"Eh? I am not particularly hiding it."
I was handling the barrage of questions and was praying intently for it to be over soon.
"Now, now, everyone. Calm down!" It seems like my prayer was heard.
After Nakamura Yui spoke from behind the group of girls, "You shouldn't bother him like this on the very first day. We will have lots of opportunities to talk with him. Isn't that right?" Everyone then looked at me and apologized.
"Sorry, Kageyama. I got carried away."
"I am sorry as well, Kageyama-kun." Before long, everyone went to their respective seats talking or rather gossiping about something.
"As I have introduced myself earlier, I am Nakamura Yui. I am also the class representative. So ask me if you need anything."
"Got it. Thanks for earlier."
"It's nothing." She smiled gently at me and started taking out books for the next period. The stupidly good-natured type? I wondered.
I heaved a sigh after being saved from the questioning.
"Seems like you are popular from the very first day," Right after I sat down on my seat, Yamamoto spoke without turning to look at me.
"Is that supposed to be a compliment or was it sarcasm?"
"It's both," He laughed lightly. "But, well, must be nice being popular. You might get a girlfriend or two soon enough."
Yamamoto Haruto. I had no way of knowing what kind of guy he was. But he was at least frank. I decided to be frank in my response as well, "I don't want to be popular. And getting a girlfriend is out of the question. Not gonna happen."
Yamamoto turned around to look at me for the first time since we had started talking. "I didn't expect that answer." He voiced his surprise.
"Is that so." I chuckled.
"But I think you are fairly popular as well," I said looking at his features. He had a good physique with a nicely toned body. His facial features were handsome. There were without a doubt many girls aiming for him as well.
"You could say that," He said indifferently.
Now it was my turn to act surprised, "So you don't like being the center of attention as well."
"Yes. It's troublesome." His voice carried slight irritation.
"We are the same then," I said.
"Might be." He smiled.
I had noticed that the girl on my left was watching me this whole time. Did she need something from me?
I turned to look at her. Our eyes met and she immediately got up from her seat then headed out of the classroom.
What the...?
"Hmm? What's wrong?" Noticing that I was suddenly silent, Yamamoto turned around again and found me looking at the door from which the girl had just left.
"Let me give you a piece of friendly advice." His tone was serious. "Keep your distance from that woman."
"Why?" I asked.
"You will know soon enough."
I was curious and was about to dig in more when the teacher for the next period arrived and I missed my chance. But even if I had asked him, I doubt he would have told me anyway. The girl didn't return for the second period.
After the classes were over, I made my way to the building just opposite to the school building.
It was a four-story building in a rectangular shape with one face missing. That was the entrance.
It was the school dorm which I will be living in as of today.The first floor was the cafeteria. There were numerous tables scattered around. The place was nice and tidy. There were some people who were having lunch or snacks right now.
The second floor was the boy's dormitory and one floor up was the girl's dormitory. The idea that boys and girls were living in the same dorm didn't abode well with me. But I had no right to complain. But there will definitely be some steamy things happening here and there.
There was an elevator as well. Using the elevator for going just one or two floors up was something I didn't understand. I preferred taking the stairs instead. Taking the stairs, I reached the second floor. My room was on the very corner of the right-wing of the building.
I inserted the key card and opened the door. The room was 12-by-19 feet. That meant I had about 228 square feet of living space to myself. The dorm was equipped with a bed, a cabinet, a study table, an attached bathroom, and kitchen space as well. The only thing I had to bring with me was my personal belongings that weren't much, to begin with.I preferred to shower in the evening. So I took a shower while listening to some music. I brewed some coffee and browsed the internet.
"The fifth volume of the second year will be coming out this October? I can't wait to read." It was my favorite novel series so I made sure to be updated about it every day.
At around 7 pm, I went down for dinner.
The dinner-time was from 6 pm to 7 pm. You could eat at any time between the one-hour window. It would be crowded at the beginning and I wanted to avoid that. Although there were bound to be few people the crowd will be significantly less at this time.
I went to the counter and looked through the items. Here, the dinner items were placed in front of the counter and students were free to pick whatever they want to eat. I put together a simple meal set and sat at an empty seat.
The dishes here were good for a dorm. The vegetables were well cooked and the soup tasted delicious as well. The main attraction was of course the tender and juicy meat.
Feeling satisfied with the dinner, I washed the plates and returned them to the shelf on the right side of the counter.
There was a roof in this dorm and it was open. Normally, the rooftop would be a prohibited zone but here in this dorm, the roof was open all the time. One could go at any time, even during the night.
Deciding to check the roof, I took the stairs. I passed the second floor and was going up towards the third floor when I noticed another student was waking up ahead of me.I recognized him. He was a third-year student who had transferred today together with me. We had had a short talk this morning when coming to school.
Maybe he wanted to go to the roof as well?
Being fellow new students here there were sure to be things only we could talk about. I increased my pace to catch up to him but stopped when I saw him go straight to the girl's dorm and not up the stairs.
"I see. That's what's going on." Since boys and girls of adolescence were living in the same dorm, it wouldn't be strange. But, getting it to witness this on my first day here was unexpected.
Wait.
Just then another thought occurred to me. First day?
He was a new student here, like me. How could he go to the girl's room on his very first day? Did he manage to woo a girl and ask for the deed on the very first day? I don't think that was possible but if it was true then he was one hell of a player. Or maybe he was acquainted before coming here.
I was about to ignore him and climb up the stairs when I saw a door opening. Then came a girl who seductively coiled her hands around the boy's neck and pulled him inside. Then came the sound of the door closing softly.
I went up the stairs and opened the door to the rooftop.
The rooftop was spacious and immediately I was greeted by the night breeze. Even though it was night, I could tell that there were few flower pots around.
I put my hand on the veranda as I gazed upon the night view of Tokyo. It was literally glittering.
Enjoying the gentle breeze my thoughts wandered to what Yamamoto had said earlier in class today.Keep your distance from that woman.
I get it now.
The next day in class, the girl on my left had been glancing at me time and again. But whenever I turned to look at her she either averted her gaze or went out of the classroom. If she had some work with me, why not tell me directly? Why was she hesitating like that with me? She had no problem with that senior who was a transfer student just like me. So, what reason does she have to have refrained from approaching me? I couldn't wrap my fingers around it. "Um..." Just as I was thinking that a girl came to a stop in front of my seat. "Yes?" I said as I looked at her. She was one of the girls who had approached me yesterday to talk but I had completely forgotten her name. "You shouldn't get close to...her," she said looking at the seat to my left with disdain in her eyes which was completely understandable. "Why?" I asked acting innocent. Although I could sort of guess what the deal with her was, it will be more beneficial for me to listen to so
What the hell was that...? What in the world was that...? My body felt like it was on fire. It was burning. With his every touch, flames like never before were lapping in and around my body. I have never felt this before. I don't know this feeling. It was completely alien to me. What was so different about him? I have done the deed with countless men till now. It was nothing new to me. It should have been nothing new to me. Then...what exactly was what I felt when he touched me, when he kissed me? I wrapped my arms around my body, hugging it. I closed my eyes. I could feel his every touch. And every time, my body shivered. And whenever he touched my neck and ran his fingers down my body the shivering would stop completely. Like my body was fully under his control. That feeling when he rolled his tongue inside my mouth. I resisted at first. But it
The girl on my left, Ito Yua (I finally knew her name), didn't change her actions. She was still looking at me frequently. And whenever I turned to look at her she either averted her gaze, buried her face in her books, or went out of the classroom altogether. But there was a significant difference in the meaning behind her glances. The look she had in her eyes was different from how it used to be. Somehow she looked curious about me. She seemed like she wanted to say something but whenever she made her mind something pulled her back. It was definitely what I had asked her yesterday. Have you ever thought of killing yourself? I shouldn't have said that. But what's said was said. Nothing I could do about it now. The strange atmosphere around her was noticed by people around me as well. Nakamura Yui, looking at Ito, murmured to herself, "I wonder what happened to her?" Then she shot me a look. I pretended I didn't see that and instead kept look
It had been about a week since I had enrolled in this school. I could say now that I am familiar with the school and the environment. It was Sunday, meaning today was an off day. I was currently living inside the school dorm. According to the dorm rules, stepping outside of the dorm or school was strictly prohibited and the student would be punished if found. However, there was an exception. Every Sunday, from 6 am to 6 pm students were allowed to go outside. It was the month of February meaning the winter was at its peak. I wore black trousers with a black high-neck on top. Since it was really cold outside, I put on a black overcoat that reached almost to my knees. The inner layer of the coat was made of wool making it warm. I also wrapped a muffler around my neck and donned gloves. It was around 8 in the morning. Stepping out of the school premises I let out a small breath. White mist flew in the sky and disappeared as I watched it go higher up.
There were five people in front of me whose appearance was practically screaming that they were 'the' bad guys. Two people had grabbed the girl by her arms. She was struggling but there was no way she could overpower the two boys holding her firmly. The three were surrounding her that prevented me from looking at the girl's facial features. But, well, whatever. "Huh? The hell ya' are?" One of the boys who was nearer to me turned around to look at me with a displeased face. I said nothing as I took a step forward. "Oye. Didn't you hear what he said?" One of the guys who was grabbing the girl's hand released the grip and stood up. With heavy and arrogant steps, he marched towards me. He had a good bit of muscle and looked like he was well experienced in fighting. He also had a small scar on his chin proof that he participated in dangerous fights at least once. He wanted to impose on me but unfortunately for him, he was shorter than me. The scene looked
"Kageyama, have you decided on a club to join?" Right after homeroom ended, Maki asked me. "No." I have not participated in any club before. Yes, I was the go-home club member. I didn't really like the idea of staying behind after school. Even the sheer idea of it was painful for me. "I see. Then, I will give you a tour of the different clubs here. You can check them and decide which club to join." "Is this compulsory?" "Yes." She replied. "Every student here has to be affiliated to at least one club. It's a school rule." "Is there no way around?" I asked, a little hopeful. "No." But she crushed my hopes in an instant. "Got it," I responded, meekly. As she had told me, I waited for Maki to come after school while thinking if there was any way I could avoid all this club and stuff. "Sorry to keep you waiting." She said as she stood next to me which put a stop to my thoughts. "Can't I still do something?"<
The school building was big as expected of a school with state-of-the-art facilities. Maki and I left the classroom building and through a passageway connecting the four buildings, we walked a bit and stopped in front of the building just opposite the classroom building. All the buildings were connected by the passageway and were similar in design, color, and everything. Maki and I walked side by side as she gave me the introduction of the different clubs and about what they do. We went room by room slowly. What she explained went in through one ear and went outside through the other immediately without it being registered in my brain. We visited clubs like the science club, literature club, art club, sewing, and handicrafts club, calligraphy and god knows what others. After a very long and exhausting one-hour trip, we had finally made it to the top floor of the building. The top floor of this building was similar to the buildi
***Note: Sasaki Maki is the homeroom teacher of Kageyamas' class and the one taking him to tour different clubs.*** I remember what my little sister used to say. That the boy, who she was so fond of, was a sweet and charming person. He always used to smile and was well-liked by people all around him. My little sister was no exception. And I knew deep down that she had already fallen in love with him. She might not have realized it herself though. Thinking about that, I thought how cute it was. I hadn't met him. But she had shown me a photo of him and told me his name. Kageyama Kage. I had wanted to meet him once. I wanted to know for myself what kind of person he was. I wanted to know what kind of person he was to have made my sister fall in love with him. I got my chance to meet him but in the most unexpected and worst circumstance possible. When I met him at that facility, there was not a bit left of the Kageyama Kage that my sister used to talk ab