You are probably well aware of this feeling.
Imagine you are completely lethargic. You don't have the energy to say anything, do anything. Heck, you don't even want to breathe. And you don't have the energy to die. The most irritating part? You don't know the reason why you are feeling this way at all!
I was walking leisurely on the stairs with the destination being the third floor.
While I was thinking that the school should install a lift for days like today, someone called my name.
"Good morning, Kageyama."
"Good morning. Why are you so full of energy this early in the morning, Yamamoto?" Slightly jealous of the sheer amount of vitality he was exuding, I asked in an irritating voice.
"Huh? That's my question? Why don't you have any vigor? It's just the first day of the new term and the prospects don't seem that good for you."
"Whatever."
"Ha-ha-ha." For some reason, he started to laugh loudly and it grated on my ears. I coul
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