What had transpired in the classroom had reached far and wide.
The students in the whole school started hating me. Whenever I passed by, they will give me disgusted looks and say mean things to my face. They cursed me on my face.
Some even threatened me. Some beat me up to. I didn’t retaliate. I just faced that one-sided beating without uttering a single word. I can't even remember the number of times I have passed out. It was my punishment. For having hope. For trying to divert from my original goal. This made me realize that I was a bad person. Which I was aware of already.
The case had reached far enough that the old hag had called me to her office.
Without knocking, I went inside the big wooden door.
The director was not in her seat. She was resting her upper body on the large, wooden table facing the door as if she had been waiting for me.
“Sorry for making you wait.”
“What’s this ruckus with Shizuku
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