I Am Not A Poor Daddy

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“She’s Sara’s child!” his father retorted, as if trying to emphasize that Dinda wasn’t entirely his. “You’re just caught up in these emotions. This isn’t the way to solve problems, Sebastian.”

 “It may not be the way you want, but it’s the way I believe in,” Sebastian said, his tone firm. He knew that his father didn’t want to understand what he was feeling. “I’m not going back to Sara. She stabbed me in the back, and I’m not going to let myself be tied down again to someone who betrayed me.”

 His father fell silent, perhaps surprised by Sebastian’s assertiveness. “But legally, this could be a serious problem. You can’t live your life based on feelings alone,” he tried to explain, but Sebastian no longer paid attention to his words.

 “Dinda doesn’t deserve to live in a controversial and toxic environment. She should have a brighter future, and I feel responsible for saving her,” Sebastian said, feeling determination in his heart.

 Sebastian stood strong, determined not to be affected by his father’s anger. He knew that what he was doing might not be approved by many people, even his own parents, but he had to fight for what was right. Dinda wasn’t just a child in the middle of this dispute—she was a being who deserved support, love, and a healthy environment.

 As he thought about the future, Sebastian realized that this decision would affect his life forever. He wouldn’t regret his choice, not at all. Even if he had to fight the system and be ready to face the consequences that came, he knew he was doing it for the right reasons.

 “This is a tough journey, but I’m ready to face it,” he whispered to himself, strengthening his spirit. He felt determination in his soul, more than ever.

 “Dinda’s future is in my hands, and no one will stop me,” he continued in his heart. “I will fight for her. No matter how difficult the road is, I will not back down.” With that conviction, Sebastian prepared to face the challenges that awaited him, ensuring that he would do everything for Dinda’s happiness, regardless of everything he had to face.

 Sebastian returned to his apartment, which now felt quiet and empty. He chose to live in that small apartment after giving the house that his father had given to Sara for free. In his heart, he felt as if he had made a big mistake, and now, his feelings of regret continued to haunt him.

 “What is all this for? I was so stupid because of a woman,” he grumbled, feeling angry at himself. Every time he thought about what had happened, all the decisions he made and the paths he chose felt more and more obvious as big mistakes.

 Sebastian sat on the sofa, staring at the empty wall. He reflected on how stupid he was for not thinking more positively when he was facing problems with Sara. Now, he was trapped in fragments of memories and failures, feeling like a constant loop that haunted him. He felt lost and didn’t know what to do. 

 He thought about his father’s advice to be careful with women, but he always tried to see the good in everyone. However, this time it felt like it had backfired, and he could only regret his choice. 

 “I should have listened to Dad,” he thought, his chest tightening. He knew that everything he did was based on his desire to mend relationships and build a future, but the reality he was facing now seemed to corner him completely. 

 Sebastian felt trapped in a sense of loneliness and loss. The house he had given Sara was now a bitter reminder, and all his sacrifices seemed to have been in vain. He searched for a way to let go of the burden on his mind, but no solution seemed clear. 

 As he pondered, he knew that he had to find a way to get back on his feet. Even though his self-esteem and confidence were damaged, he didn’t want to be stuck in this regret forever. Facing reality and living with the choices in front of him was the step he had to take. 

 He got up, took a deep breath, and was determined not to let himself drown in sadness. "I will not let this situation ruin my life," he told himself as a form of motivation. "I have to find a way to move forward." 

 Sebastian understood that despite the stupidity of his past decisions, he still had control over his future. He was determined to build a new life, achieve better goals, and protect Dinda from all the imperfections that existed. 

 With new determination, he began to plan small steps to improve his life—from fixing his relationship with Dinda to ensuring that his life's journey forward would not be filled with the same mistakes. He wanted to turn his stupidity into a valuable lesson, and with that, face new challenges and better stories waiting ahead. 

 Sebastian sent a message to Sara, asking her to meet at a cafe. He felt the need to talk directly and find the best way for Dinda. After waiting for a while, Sara appeared, looking cold and indifferent. 

 In the crowded atmosphere of the cafe, Sebastian immediately expressed his intentions. “Sara, I want Dinda to live with me. I already consider her as my daughter, and I want to give the best for her,” he said firmly, hoping to get Sara’s understanding.

 However, Sara’s answer was full of rejection. “No. According to the initial agreement, Dinda will live with me. You know that,” she replied, not showing the slightest bit of empathy.

 Sebastian felt his patience running out. Frustration enveloped his heart, making it almost impossible for him to think clearly. He felt desperate and wanted to express everything that was bothering his mind. “But I want to meet Dinda! She needs me as much as I need her!” Sebastian pleaded, feeling a painful empty hole in his heart.