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Feelings That are Getting Out of Control
Author: Tiwie Sizo
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From her apartment room, Joana watched the live broadcast of Bill's interview with the television station that had invited Zigga Company yesterday. It was amazing. Bill looked like a big man who was used to speaking in front of a screen. There was no hesitation on his face, leading anyone to believe that he knew Zigga Company inside and out.

"I can't blame you for trusting me with this, Bill. You never disappoint," Joana said. She then smiled to herself. Not only was she satisfied with Bill's smart answers, but she was also touched by his confession that he was a guardian angel.

Although Bill didn't speak directly to Joana, the confession warmed Joana's face. Ah, not just the face, but also the heart. Slowly the warmth spread deep inside, causing a strange pounding that made Joana feel like she was soaring in the clouds.

"Guardian angel? Don't you think that's too sweet a title, Bill? Aren't you afraid I'll think you're flirting?" Joana said softly. Her gaze remained fixed on the tel
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