Clearance:
It was the following morning and we were walking on the on dirty gravel road, after crossing the big Koma street. It was the biggest street we had ever crossed. At least Abraham was responsible enough to make sure that we all crossed it to safety. We were wearing caps, sandals, shorts and short sleeved t-shirts. Abraham had bought it for us. He was that kind of brother.It was weird, because he wasn't even working. I didn't know how he made money.As we were walking through the Elcha road that separated Elcha stadium from the big Rockville houses, I was haunted by the previous day's events. I was following behind my big brothers, but Simon was walking beside me. He looked weird as he stared at me, ever so often. He wasn't saying anything, but I felt like more horse shit was brewing in that evil mind of his. He had a way of surprising me with so much of it, although it was all unpleasant.Samson was narrating stories about the conspiracy theories of Rockville."You guys need to be careful here in Rockville, you know how they say that bad things happen here? This town is harboring bad things. They say it is like Darry but no one even knows it." He said."What is a Derry?" David asked."It's not a Darry, it's Darry. It's a place in a horror movie, you know IT? The only difference is that maybe more horrible things happen in this place, more than in that movie with a cloun... We'll probably see more people getting drowned..." Samson was like that, he enjoyed talking about conspiracy theories and making it seem like it was interesting, for me it was horrifying. I didn't want to see all the things that they were mentioning and he romanticized all of it, sometimes it worried me that I had a brother who was probably a psychopath."You're starting again with your lies Samson." Abraham scolded."It's not a lie, you were not there when we saw a mermaid coming out of that burnt-out, double story house, down the road. You came at the aftermath. How could the whole community confess on the same thing? You know they say it was trapped on the tank here in Elcha stadium. (Elcha stadium is a long row of playing fields that are made for different sporting events. Those are events like tennis, soccer, rugby, etc.) No one gets closer to it." He stood on his truth and that made me more nervous."Speaking of a tank, is it the white tank over there?" Simon asked, pointing a white tent which had a sound of running water going through it."I'm not quite sure... It probably is, but they say it busted a lot of irrigation systems in this place, that's why you see a lot of sewage leaks around. Maybe that is used as an alternative, for some irrigation malfunctions. There's only a one way to find out... But you know, you can't come any closer to a mermaid, even when it's covered in a tank, it can still come out and eat you. It has superpowers." Samson said."I think Clearance should go and check it out?" Simon suggested."God ahead punk! Go ahead and check out if there's a mermaid over there?" Simon was taunting me."Leave me alone, what is wrong with you?! I'll tell dad!" I protested. I knew already that Simon did not like me, he was always mean and vindictive towards me... And right then it confirmed it to me."Are you mocking me? I am your older brother and I am saying that you need to go to that tank right now or I will beat you!" He pushed me aggressively.I resisted against his gesture again. He kept pushing me, but I tried very hard to be resistant towards his gesture. Until he pushed me harder and I fell on the street, face planting down.I couldn't believe what was happening. I didn't even see the approaching car that had stopped in front of my lying body. Abraham yanked Simon away from me and then he pulled me up from the dirty gravel road."What the hell do you think you're doing, huh?! " He asked Simon."I'm finishing what mom started years ago... His mother took her away from us, why should we spare his life?! Why should we, why?!" Simon shrieked. In that moment I knew that he really hated me. I just didn't know that it was that deep.Through that very commotion, it stopped when we saw the tank moving, it was like something was beating itself against it. For a second we didn't know what was happening, until we saw a huge silhouette shaped like a fish tale slapping against it. Everything happened so fast after that, Abraham lifted me from the ground, aggressively, he placed me on his shoulder and he took off. I heard more footsteps running behind us. I guess all of us had witnessed the most horrifying event of our lifetime. Everyone ran until we reached the house. Dad was inside. He looked at us bemused with our panting."What happened to all of you?" He looked at me. "And why does Clearance have blood on his face? Who did that to him?" He asked. They all looked at each other and no one said anything."He fell..." Abraham finally said, omitting the part that Simon pushed me."How did he fall?" Dad pestered.Abraham gulped audibly, "We were going to Rockville park, then we saw a mermaid and we ran. He tripped and fell but I was able to pick him up and run with him." He said another blatant lie, omitting the most important part."Why didn't you report that you were going to that place? You know you're not allowed to go to any location in Rockville, not after everything that happened in that place? Didn't you read that people go missing and you took the youngest kid with you, Abraham?" Dad asked, but he was answered with silence."Clean him up boys, Abraham come to my room and explain why you made such an irresponsible thing?!" He ordered.In few minutes we started hearing the whip crack and Abraham wailing.Clearance:When Abraham came out of father's room with whip marking, I instantly new that our father was a dangerous person. He had no remorse for foolishness, but I mostly felt sorry for Abraham he didn't deserve that whooping. I wanted to understand though why he'd lie for Simon? I didn't ask him though because I was so afraid that he wasn't gonna look at me the same anymore. He wasn't gonna protect me like he always did. Abraham was the only person I could rely on to make everything better. He was considerate, kind and empathetic. He had no animosity against me, like my other brothers. Him picking me up to protect me from that mermaid when it tried to attack us, proved to me that he actually did care about me. Maybe that was just part of who he was, he was always protective over us and he would take the beating to protect anyone, even a Simon for that matter. "This is your fault, if you didn't become so persistent in ruining our lives, non of this would have happened." Simon whis
"You want me to take you through my memory lane of my turmoil?" Ganuku asked.I nodded my head. I still couldn't believe I was seeing a ghost with my naked eyes. It was dark, but I couldn't bring myself to speak. I was still in shock because he was a ghost to me. He held my head and I found myself drifting off to a deep slumber. I thought that I was dying. Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I had never slept instantly, in any situation. It was kinder weird that he was able to have such control over me. It's like he had supernatural powers. "I will take you to an event, where I was still alive, before you were conceived to this world. An even that transformed my life forever." He said and I was transported to a place when he looked younger that this time, he was probably 6 years old; Simon was still a baby on his mother's arms; Samson and Abraham looked 12 and nine; and the twins were around 4 or 5 years old. It looked strange traveling through time to witness this eve
"Wake up!" A voice said. I kept quiet. I was avoiding it on purpose and I did not even know who it was. I thought that it was Ganuku, since he gave me that conjuring visit. He probably wanted to show me more of his previous life experiences. What I had witnessed was bad enough for me. I didn't want to see anyone get tortured like that and my soul got yanked from that scene I didn't know what was happening. I felt myself being lifted up, my eye lids were still heavy and tired from all the astral projection and traveling through time. I couldn't wait to tell them how sick they were, but my spirit felt so heavy. I thought that maybe I should start by telling dad first, about what I saw. What their mother did to the poor Ganuku was appalling. They had to pay, even for making me sleep on the kitchen floor, I had to make them pay. I was alsa against Abraham's passive reaction. He was brave enough to take a beating for his juvenile brother, Simon, but he wasn't brave enough enough to pro
When dawn came, I woke up and I headed outside. It was so hard witnessing what I saw, on the previous night. Everything was playing back to me in a blur, like I had been in a horrendous dream and non of things I saw had happened. But they did and I also knew that they did. I went outside to watched the sun rise.I did not know what to do? My heart still ached from hearing my own brothers conspiring to hurt me."You woke up early this morning. Did you get a good sleep?" Father asked. "Yea- I mean, uhm yes father!" I said, my throat was a bit croaked from my deep slumber, "Can I go with you to work today?" I asked. He looked at me, but he seemed a bit hesitant to answer. "Clearance, kids are not allowed to go to work, but do not worry, today is my day off. So we can go to the town instead, you will help me pick some groceries. What do you say?" He asked and I nodded my head feeling a little bit of relief. I was going to be away from the juvenile siblings of mine. I didn't want to spe
"Nazim needs a baby's hand." A lady was saying to the man she was sitting with, in the bus. For me, what she was saying was not the strangest thing at all, but it was the fact that I could hear her. We were sitting inside the bus that was going to town with my father. As I was sitting there, I felt my soul shift from the real world to the spirit world. I had never experienced anything like that. It felt like how I felt, when my I felt myself traveling through space in time, to witness a situation that had happened years ago. The only difference was that Ganuku was not there to guide or to assist me.I was also sitting inside the bus traveling to town and I was sitting besides father. We were sitting 10 rows away from the couple that was conspiring to make an abduction. From where I was sitting, I already knew that Nazim was not a human being, but instead it was a god of darkness, those people just gave him a human name just so they throw anyone who was choosing to eaves drop off thei
We were walking on an island, in-between the shelves of Spar, a shopping center. I was still dirstubed from what I had seen on that bus. Father had placed me inside the trolley and he was driving it, he picked up some different items on the shelves and he placed them around me. I had refrained to talk to him since he scolded me on the bus. I thought that he was still upset with what I had said because he was quiet too. I thought that it was strange and ironic that my brothers felt that I was his favorite child, whereas I felt that it was all out of convenience. If he really loved me more than them, why did I still have to be the only one with a different surname? It was was on my brain and it saddened me. I saw some people approaching us, they distracted me from thinking because they seemed to know us or my father. "Mr Janas Sithole, son of God, it has been a long time and we missed you so much in church. How have you been?" One lady asked. It became clear that they knew him, but th
I was home, when I saw the silhouette of Ganuku reappearing. He was staring away into Rockville. It was like he was watching or witnessing the most interesting event of his life time there. It was a surreal experience witnessing him just standing there and it was during day time. Me and father came home not speaking to each other, even when he bought me ice-cream, he refused to look at me. It got me wondering that if I had told him these few things and he got so offended, how worse was it gonna be if I had told him about Ganuku? When we came back he did not even address Simon's lackluster behavior that morning, he just went to his bedroom and closed his door, informing Abraham to not bring him any food.I went inside the house after a while and I saw my weird siblings again. They looked suspicious, like they had been conspiring against me again. I avoided them and did not say anything. "What did you and father talk about, when you were away in town with him?" Simon, the bold guy aske
After few weeks, the animosity between my siblings and I seemed to have died down, but the tension was still there. We just pretended to ignore it. My father, also, had neglected to talk to me. Ever since our little trip, to town. Besides him being at work, he was arriving late at night, especially when he thought we were all asleep. He didn't know that my spirit was lurking there watching with Ganuku who was teaching me everyone's secrets. The worst feeling was feeling neglected by my own parent. He could not even address the issues at hand, but he had been coming at home drunk all the time. He even ate his dinner in the morning, around 12:00am. My brothers were sure that he was attempting to destroy them, he was planning for their slow death, but the reality was far from that. Since he drowned himself in the bottle. I wished I didn't feel so sad about it, but my heart was breaking. Ganuku saw my reaction and he asked me what my issues were?"You always seem so sad when you look at