"You want me to take you through my memory lane of my turmoil?" Ganuku asked.
I nodded my head. I still couldn't believe I was seeing a ghost with my naked eyes. It was dark, but I couldn't bring myself to speak. I was still in shock because he was a ghost to me. He held my head and I found myself drifting off to a deep slumber. I thought that I was dying.Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I had never slept instantly, in any situation. It was kinder weird that he was able to have such control over me. It's like he had supernatural powers."I will take you to an event, where I was still alive, before you were conceived to this world. An even that transformed my life forever." He said and I was transported to a place when he looked younger that this time, he was probably 6 years old; Simon was still a baby on his mother's arms; Samson and Abraham looked 12 and nine; and the twins were around 4 or 5 years old. It looked strange traveling through time to witness this event. The house was still the same, nothing had changed.I saw Ezra for the first time in person, she couldn't see me though. I had only seen her in pictures. She was an average fair woman. She looked like a mother in her thirties, but she didn't seem as a woman I wanted as a mother. She seemed upset, she gave the young Ganuku the most horrible stare, I had ever seen. I was already scared of her and I didn't even know her. She seemed like a mean person and I didn't even see her speak yet."You think that you're better than my children, who said eat before they do?" She asked."I told them I was hungry, but they persisted with playing with no regard to what I was saying. That's why I made myself food." Ganuku explained."Is that the reason why your mother brought you here, to this house, she sent you to test me?!" She asked and Ganuku just looked at her with his stoic look. It was hard for even me to process the whole situation that I was witnessing.She gave Simon to Abraham and 'WHAM!' she slapped him.She slapped him hard again, "You better speak boy, when I talk to you!" In that moment I found myself wetting my pants, this woman seemed more aggressive than I gave her credits for."Why did you eat before your brothers did?! Is this your mother's house?! Did your mother send you here to finish my children's food?! " She asked again... Ganuku still remained silent. He had this passive, but calculated look, it was like he already knew that this situation couldn't get any better.She then went to the stove, she picked up the pot with hot boiling water and then she placed it on top of him. Ganuku's little legs trembled, he looked like an electric bolt just ran through him, he then started to crying."Wipe those disgusting tears, off your face! You think that you are better than my children?!" She continued to shout. "Your mother came to break my house, now she's sending her bastard to eat my children's food?!" She was straight up belligerent and that when it dawned on me, I was born into a very sick situation, this was worse more than anything I had ever seen."She told you that you were a prince of this house?! Let's see if you can wear a crown for your sins? I won't wait for God to burn you in hell, I will burn you myself, first." Ezra slapped him again and took his little hands and she made them hold the boiling pot.Ganuku was in hysterics, crying." Shut that glutton mouth of yours, if you let this pot fall, the water will burn you and transport you to your pit. You disgusting child of a hobo!" She added. She went to her bedroom, after few minutes she came back with a belt. She started beating him on his legs, while he was still trembling from the hot water that was on top of his head. Little Ganuku let the hot boiling water to fall on her. She ducked away and stared at him in disbelief."You rubbish!!! You think that you are smart, today you will learn. Hold him down boys, I need to teach him a lesson." She commented.Samson, David and Daniel charged at him. Though he tried to fight back, they had an upper hand. Samson was holding his hands and the twins were holding his legs."Pull down his pants!" She continued to order. They did, but they were shocked when they saw that he had two parts, on his bottom area. One part was a protruding weirner and another part was a girl part."Demon!" She said. "This is a demon, there's no normal person who has that!" She said taunting him and clearly being abrasive on purpose. She started whooping him. She whooped his bottom for more than 30 minutes, even when she was tired she continued to beat him with a belt.Ganuku's face became sombre, from all the wailing and crying. He had outlived his cries, he cried for his own mother, but she was nowhere to be seen."You see when you commit sin, what happens?" She asked her boys. "You created demons. Your father thought that he was smart, when he cheated on me with that whore, now look at what he has brought to this house, a demon with two legs and two parts. He has created a devil child. When you make children with sluts, you will also create such things. Let this be your lesson to not forsake the ways of the lord. Don't cheat on your wife!" She reprimanded her kids, making Ganuku feel like a spectacle.It was so horrifying to witness that whole situation. I was sure that I was never ever going to look at any of my big brothers the same way, after witnessing that. I knew from then that maybe the ghost that was haunting me had a purpose, a purpose to protecting me from real human monsters."Wake up!" A voice said. I kept quiet. I was avoiding it on purpose and I did not even know who it was. I thought that it was Ganuku, since he gave me that conjuring visit. He probably wanted to show me more of his previous life experiences. What I had witnessed was bad enough for me. I didn't want to see anyone get tortured like that and my soul got yanked from that scene I didn't know what was happening. I felt myself being lifted up, my eye lids were still heavy and tired from all the astral projection and traveling through time. I couldn't wait to tell them how sick they were, but my spirit felt so heavy. I thought that maybe I should start by telling dad first, about what I saw. What their mother did to the poor Ganuku was appalling. They had to pay, even for making me sleep on the kitchen floor, I had to make them pay. I was alsa against Abraham's passive reaction. He was brave enough to take a beating for his juvenile brother, Simon, but he wasn't brave enough enough to pro
When dawn came, I woke up and I headed outside. It was so hard witnessing what I saw, on the previous night. Everything was playing back to me in a blur, like I had been in a horrendous dream and non of things I saw had happened. But they did and I also knew that they did. I went outside to watched the sun rise.I did not know what to do? My heart still ached from hearing my own brothers conspiring to hurt me."You woke up early this morning. Did you get a good sleep?" Father asked. "Yea- I mean, uhm yes father!" I said, my throat was a bit croaked from my deep slumber, "Can I go with you to work today?" I asked. He looked at me, but he seemed a bit hesitant to answer. "Clearance, kids are not allowed to go to work, but do not worry, today is my day off. So we can go to the town instead, you will help me pick some groceries. What do you say?" He asked and I nodded my head feeling a little bit of relief. I was going to be away from the juvenile siblings of mine. I didn't want to spe
"Nazim needs a baby's hand." A lady was saying to the man she was sitting with, in the bus. For me, what she was saying was not the strangest thing at all, but it was the fact that I could hear her. We were sitting inside the bus that was going to town with my father. As I was sitting there, I felt my soul shift from the real world to the spirit world. I had never experienced anything like that. It felt like how I felt, when my I felt myself traveling through space in time, to witness a situation that had happened years ago. The only difference was that Ganuku was not there to guide or to assist me.I was also sitting inside the bus traveling to town and I was sitting besides father. We were sitting 10 rows away from the couple that was conspiring to make an abduction. From where I was sitting, I already knew that Nazim was not a human being, but instead it was a god of darkness, those people just gave him a human name just so they throw anyone who was choosing to eaves drop off thei
We were walking on an island, in-between the shelves of Spar, a shopping center. I was still dirstubed from what I had seen on that bus. Father had placed me inside the trolley and he was driving it, he picked up some different items on the shelves and he placed them around me. I had refrained to talk to him since he scolded me on the bus. I thought that he was still upset with what I had said because he was quiet too. I thought that it was strange and ironic that my brothers felt that I was his favorite child, whereas I felt that it was all out of convenience. If he really loved me more than them, why did I still have to be the only one with a different surname? It was was on my brain and it saddened me. I saw some people approaching us, they distracted me from thinking because they seemed to know us or my father. "Mr Janas Sithole, son of God, it has been a long time and we missed you so much in church. How have you been?" One lady asked. It became clear that they knew him, but th
I was home, when I saw the silhouette of Ganuku reappearing. He was staring away into Rockville. It was like he was watching or witnessing the most interesting event of his life time there. It was a surreal experience witnessing him just standing there and it was during day time. Me and father came home not speaking to each other, even when he bought me ice-cream, he refused to look at me. It got me wondering that if I had told him these few things and he got so offended, how worse was it gonna be if I had told him about Ganuku? When we came back he did not even address Simon's lackluster behavior that morning, he just went to his bedroom and closed his door, informing Abraham to not bring him any food.I went inside the house after a while and I saw my weird siblings again. They looked suspicious, like they had been conspiring against me again. I avoided them and did not say anything. "What did you and father talk about, when you were away in town with him?" Simon, the bold guy aske
After few weeks, the animosity between my siblings and I seemed to have died down, but the tension was still there. We just pretended to ignore it. My father, also, had neglected to talk to me. Ever since our little trip, to town. Besides him being at work, he was arriving late at night, especially when he thought we were all asleep. He didn't know that my spirit was lurking there watching with Ganuku who was teaching me everyone's secrets. The worst feeling was feeling neglected by my own parent. He could not even address the issues at hand, but he had been coming at home drunk all the time. He even ate his dinner in the morning, around 12:00am. My brothers were sure that he was attempting to destroy them, he was planning for their slow death, but the reality was far from that. Since he drowned himself in the bottle. I wished I didn't feel so sad about it, but my heart was breaking. Ganuku saw my reaction and he asked me what my issues were?"You always seem so sad when you look at
We traveled back home, when we got there I saw my body was moved. I was placed in the kitchen on Ganuku's sponge. It was weird. I was on the same sleeping position I was in from when I left my body. I panicked, they probably thought that I was dead or they were playing a prank on me. Were they trying to murder me? All these thoughts came crashing into my head, from that one gesture."Do they know? Do they know, that I had left?" I asked Ganuku."Yes, but we have to act quickly, before they tell your father... Get inside your body, we're doing this thing today." Ganuku stated. I did not know what he was really suggesting, but I complied to his demands. I got inside my body. He grabbed me with the shirt and he made us open the door. It was dark outside and I felt the breeze of the cold night hit my skin, like a deep freezer. I was really scared of leaving with my body in a human form.He made us walk until we reached the gate and then we walked towards the road."We have to act swiftly.
"Wake up, wake up!?!" I was father's voice. I looked up at him, I was back on the kitchen floor on Ganuku's blankets and sponge. I really did not know how I got back home, but from the horrific stare my father was giving me, I knew something was wrong."Who did this to you?" He asked.I did not pay attention, I was thinking about last night, about how I nearly died. So many things had happened yesterday. Me and Ganuku's had traveled to Evalon graveyard, we performed a ritual. Something had happened to me last night because I only remembered collapsing inside his grave, although it was weird, almost like witchcraft. My soul felt like it was traveling again, but it also felt like I was reborn. Ganuku had made me chant about giving him access to my temple, I did not know what that was about, but he was able to enter my vessel. His soul was now mysteriously living in my body, with me and I could feel its presence. It felt like I could feel him and he could take over. His soul felt stran