How does one achieve greatness? How does one achieve strength, power, authority?
How does one make themselves known in the world?
One is a Blessing, and as its name suggests, it is bestowed. Even the simplest of men could be granted a Blessing if they are lucky; Only a single Blessing could be granted to a person, and powers will always be random— one would not know what it was until it is yours. But as the saying goes,
'There are no worthless or useless Blessings, only useless people.'
Second is Magic. Unlike a Blessing, one is born with Magic. Either one has it, or not. It is probably the most inflexible among the types of strength one can have. A magician grows stronger by age; their worth, determined at birth by the amount of mana their body could absorb as they breathe through life.
One could try and improve their magic through meditation and proper breathing, but one would never be able to fully surpass those who were born gifted.
And lastly, Aura. One that is determined by hard work, but mostly… talent. An Aura can be learned; hard to gain, harder to train, and almost impossible to master. Akin to a muscle, it grows stronger the more one uses it.
But sadly, if one did not have the proper talent— one could never really grow their Aura.
Vayne tried— that is how he got into books in the first place. But no matter how many books he read, his weak and crippled body was not able to even emit a tinge of Aura; what he gained was just pain, unimaginable pain.
There are perhaps other ways to surpass the limits of normal men, the world of Terrazia was large. Most of it is still unexplored.
But for now, if one wishes to transcend humanity without gifts or without being born for it, training in the way of the Aura is what people strive for. It will allow them to grow beyond the limits of their body; from crushing rocks with their hands to splitting mountains with their feet.
And unlike a Blessing holder and a Magician, one could detect Aura— so much so that one untrained to it would be crushed by the mere presence of its user.
And one of the most powerful Aura users in the world…
…happens to be Valerion Valentine.
"You're fast…
…sadly not fast enough."
"Kh!"
A violent waterfall crashing down on him with vengeance— that is what Vayne was currently feeling right now as his face was planted on the wooden floor of the stage. And with each step of Valerion getting closer and closer, he felt his body being utterly destroyed; his bones, crushed, ground, disintegrated.
But none of those were happening— his body was completely unharmed. Even still, he felt like he was dying over and over again.
"Aside from teamwork, I would like to impart a valuable lesson to all of you here today," Valerion then let out a small chuckle as he stood close to Vayne's head, "Going to the depths of the unknown is an Explorer's duty, it is a noble and glorious purpose. But there is absolutely no noble or glory in jumping into the depths that you already know to be too dangerous for your level…
…that is just stupidity and recklessness."
Valerion continued to his speech as he started walking around the stage— with everyone forced to listen to him as it was really the only thing they could do as they all lie flat on the floor; even those that were on the upper levels could feel Valerion's aura, causing them to just kneel.
"D… damn it… dad," Vale, who was just curious to see if someone was stupid enough to actually challenge his father, could really only curse himself. True, he wanted to see his father in action, but he didn't have to actually also involve the other examinees; Vale could even see one of his groupmates' mouths bubbling.
The ice woman, No.. 262, also seemed to be whispering something— her eyes locked onto Valerion even as the pain clouded the rest of her senses.
But of course, the one that was still the most affected by Valerion's Aura was Vayne.
Mattheus just asked him if he was smart earlier— and it would seem Vayne's answer was correct. He wasn't.
Why would he even try to challenge his father? The one known as the Prince of Explorers?
That sort of title was not just given for show, but earned. Was it perhaps he had already been numb to hearing his accomplishments? Why… why would he even do something like this even fully knowing what would happen?
…No— he knew why.
He was bitter.
16 years, he had been alive… and not once did Valerion even talk to him, or even look at him whenever he passed through the courtyard. Vayne waited and waited for him to look back, but he never did.
That was one of the reasons why he was always smiling— just for that single moment, just for that off-chance that Valerion glances at him… he wouldn't see him as someone who had given up to his fate, that he wouldn't see him as just a useless ghost in the window.
But alas, not once… not even once.
"..." The very first time they ever looked each other in the eyes was the glimpse of a moment before Valerion emitted his Aura.
Vayne was bitter, yes— but even more so…
…he wanted to prove himself.
"Look at him," Valerion then pointed at Vayne as he could not even move a single finger as he lay on the floor,
"That is the No. 1 cause of death of Explorers, overestimating one's—"
"Grah!"
"Hm?"
And before Valerion could continue his speech, Vayne let out a visceral and cracking roar that almost whined in the air.
And as soon as Valerion saw Vayne struggling to get up, a very subtle smile grew on his face.
The boy should be feeling excruciating pain right now— the amount of pain that makes one wish for death…
…and yet he continued to struggle.
Pain?
What is pain?--- Vayne thought as blood started to trail from his lips from having bit his tongue.
His entire life, that is all he had ever known. This kind of… fake pain was nothing.
"This. Is. Nothing!"
And with that roar escaping forcefully being pulled out of his throat, the blood in Vayne's mouth showered out…
…as he managed to lift himself up from the floor.
"..."
"..."
And that was all he needed.
He looked into his father's eyes with his smile as wide as it could be. And for the very first time…
…he was smiling back.
"I… did… it," and with those words escaping his lips. The strings that were seemingly attached to Vayne's back, now severed as he once again dropped to the floor, "I…
…made you look."
"I suppose I failed."Vayne once again found himself waking up in a room he doesn't recognize. His sighs as he slept woke him up, but the disappointment he felt kept him chained to the bed."Where… do I even go now? I have failed to reach the chalice I so dearly wanted to reach."Although he expected to fail, he didn't really plan for it. Should… he just go home? Vale was for sure still taking the exam, so he should have ample time to— No.He had no home.The only one that was left there was a mother that did not really love her. Perhaps he should just work as a librarian? He should be able to stack books at an insane speed with his Blessing.Why did he even try to challenge his father in the first place? For recognition? Validation? Where was he now?His family was done with him, he should just forget about them as well and just live his life— No.Vanessa crippled his legs as a newborn… that is something that shouldn't be forgiven.But then what? What was he going to do? Valerion had
"Why was I born like this, mother?""It's… not your fault, Vayne.""I know it's not, but why?""Just… life.""What does that mean?""I don't know! Can you please stop asking me questions!? Mother's tired already!""...""I'm… I'm sorry. Just—""It's fine, mother. I understand.""You… you're already lucky, Vayne. You don't worry about your meals, you have a roof above your head— most people don't.""I understand, mother.""Just… know that out there? There are people that would just use and kill you for their goals, no one is your friend. Only trust yourself, okay?""...Is that why you don't love me?""What? Why did it suddenly turn to that? Of course, you're my son. Now go to sleep, okay? Mother's tired.""...After I finish this book, mother.""Remember what I said, okay? Just……trust no one."***Twice now.It's not entirely true that people you trust stab you in the back, no— they'll stab you in the front and you wouldn't even notice.Twice he was stabbed, and twice in the front; bot
"This…" Vayne could really only just stare at the lump of flesh that was lying on the floor. His head, trembling uncontrollably; No— it wasn't only his head, his entire body was currently shivering in shock. He couldn't really clearly remember what happened, but with the visceral scream that was almost escaping from Mathilda's throat; some of the horrific images were returning to his mind. He pulled the knife away from Mattheus's hands— No, he pulled it so fast that he ripped off Mattheus's hands along with it. The next thing he remembers was stabbing him in the eye… before pulling it down straight to— !!! And as the memories very slowly returned to him, Vayne quickly ran towards the wall; the sound of him vomiting, echoing along with Mathilda's wail. "..." Vayne then stared at his vomit on the floor for a few seconds, before his eyebrows started to furrow; gritting his teeth as he felt a sense of infuriating rage very slowly gnarling through his b
Another day in the chapter of his life, another day of staring at a ceiling he doesn't recognize. No… this time it was different— he was no longer staring at the ceiling, but at the wooden floor that was sticking to his cheek. He was woken up by the feeling of being thrown over a couple of seconds ago; his Blessing, even activating as he was in the air. But he had just woken up; his mind, still completely stuck in a dream of what had transpired the last time he was awake. And what was he even going to do, fly? And so, Vayne just calmed his breaths down; deactivating his powers as he dropped straight to the floor. "..." "..." And he remained like this for a few minutes; his mind, replaying the feeling of him stabbing Mathilda's neck over and over again. Vayne thought he would at the very least lessen the feeling of guilt by the time he woke up, but no— it never truly disappears. The feeling was raw; he wasn't just remembering it— he w
"Pft… sucker. Butcher of the 3rd Test my ass." Somewhere inside the corridors of the ship; the golden-haired, tan-skinned thief that bumped into Vayne was giggling to herself. She was walking through the wooden halls, almost as if showcasing her prize as she spun a pouch around her finger. And on her waist, was another pouch— not just one, but four more. The 4th Test was simple. The examinees were given a pouch with a coin in it; a coin that held the insignia of the Explorer Association. The ship was currently traveling to one of the islands that the association owned— and if an examinee didn't have two coins once they arrive, then they do not move on to the next test. And much like the last few tests, the rules were… almost non-existent. Negotiate, steal, kill. It didn't matter how you do it, the only thing that does matter is that you have two coins by the end of it all. The female thief was originally just going to get another coin and just hide
"They… target first-timers?" "Yeah, fucking pricks. You'd think being the children of a wealthy merchant, they would— Unh! Be… be gentle!" "...How do you know so much about them?" "Pff. They targeted me 5 years ago. But I quickly noticed something was wrong with that Mattheus kid. I mean, how did you not? His smile was as creepy as a Gobbin." "I… haven't had the pleasure of meeting that many people." "...You some sort of loonie– Hnn! I… I told you to be gentle!" "I–I apologize, this… this is my first time doing it with another person, lady Nisha." "...Huh? Then you should have said something!" "..." Vayne could really only remove his hands from the thief's leg as she carefully pulled it away. The two weren't doing… something obscene as someone hearing them from the outside might have expected, no. Vayne was trying to wrap the thief's ankle; he sat on the floor while the thief was on the bed; he had always done it to himself when
Vale Valerion. Nisha. The woman that could summon ice. An unusually tall and lanky long-haired man. A girl that looked even younger than Vayne. A bulky, muscular, bearded man. And finally, Vayne. Of more than the half a thousand examinees at the start of the Explorer Exam, only the 7 of them remained. And as he stared at the 6 other people standing on the deck, the only thought that was in Vayne's mind was how everything fleeted so fast. Granted, he was almost fainting and didn't really experience the in-betweens that much, but still— with their number, the next test should be the final one. "..." It wasn't only him that was looking around, practically all of them were checking and sizing up each other. Vayne had no idea what these 6 were fully capable of— but if his brother was to be used as a measurement, then they were strong. Even if you take off Vale's blessing, he was an Aura user that was capable of taking down
"So, how about it? Let's all work together to pass this test!" "...No." "...Sorry?" With a smile still plastered on his face, Vale's eyes started to blink as he slowly turned his head towards the voice that refused his very friendly offer. And there, he could see the woman that could summon ice already walking away— not even glancing or looking back at him. "W—" "Leave her. If she doesn't want to join us, then that's on her, kiddo." "...Kiddo?" This time, Vale's smile started to twitch as the youngest-looking examinee approached him; her long pink hair that was in a ponytail, bouncing along with her umbrella-like skirt. "The name's Mavey," the girl winked, batting her long eyelashes that almost covered her blue eyes, "Nice to meet you, Valerion's spawn." "...Nice to meet you too?" Vale could really only look at Mavey from head to toe, wondering how a small girl like her even managed to reach this far into the exam. "Hoho. Then let me