"...Ugh."
Once again, Vayne's head was filled with a pain that was enough to almost cause him to cry. It wasn't as bad as whenever he used his Blessing, of course— that was a different kind of pain.He forgets the pain immediately since he always either faints or blacks out whenever he uses his Blessing, but now that his mind was slowly getting used to it, he could finally explain the feeling.It was almost as if someone was grazing a corrugated stick into his nostrils, then leaving some bits and pieces inside it."..."It would seem like that was his favorite thing to do now— pass out.Well, at least this time, he wasn't alone. He was surrounded by hundreds and hundreds of people that were passed out— lined in a single straight file in a way that Vayne could almost not even see the end; he seemed to be near the end of the line, but it was hard to see due to the dark.Considering they were organized this way… maybe the others were actually dead and they were preparing to bury them?"...pft," Vayne wanted to force a chuckle, but it felt like something was blocking his chest— a feeling heavier than his head.Just… how strong was the smoke they let out earlier? It was obvious that it was some sort of tranquilizer agent, but for him to still feel it in his chest until now.No— he was the odd one here. The fact that he was the last to be knocked out and the first to wake up means it didn't affect him as much as the others.His Blessing… just what other things did it do to his body?"..." Vayne then started to look around him, only to find that they were already in a different location— outside.No, that wasn't exactly right. The ground beneath them was a sea of grass— the ceiling, however, was still similar to the musky old hall they were in earlier.They were still… underground? Is the basement of the Explorer Association the entire area of Termont?"..." Vayne wanted to try and explore the vast darkness they were confined in, but in the end chose not to do so— they were all neatly placed in a line for a reason, and he didn't want to be the odd one out.And so, once again, he just decided to sit and wait.A second.A minute.An hour.3 hours. It took 3 hours before the others finally also woke up; some, later than others. But still, it did not help the orchestra of groans and struggling whimpers to echo out in the vast hall.And it would seem most of the others had the same idea as him, as they didn't also move from their spot as soon as they noticed they were lined up."Psst.""...""Psst!""..." Vayne then turned his head to his left, only to see a woman looking at him,"Hey.""...Yes?" Vayne slightly squinted his eyes to get a better view of the woman, but it was too dark to even know what color of hair she was wearing."Can you call the man beside you? I think he's my brother," the woman whispered."..." Vayne then turned to his other side, only to see a man already facing him."Is that my sister on the other side?""I… think so?" Vayne could really only raise his eyebrows."Can you ask her if she's alright?" The man whispered."..." Vayne then once again turned his head to the woman, delivering her brother's message."Tell him I'm okay, can you ask him if he's alright?""..." And as soon as Vayne heard that, he just decided to sit back on the ground."Where did you go!?""Sister, is that you!?""Ssh, don't shout. Just whisper!""O… okay, are you alright?""What was that? Did you say something?""Huh? What?""..." Vayne, who tried avoiding the antics of the siblings, could not help but cover his face from what he was hearing. He wanted to not get caught up with the two, but alas… with both of them whispering like cats, he couldn't really concentrate on anything else.And so, after a few minutes of… this nonsense, Vayne finally gave in and tried to help the two.It would have been alright… but the two were just doing small talk. But finally, they started to settle down."I'm Mathilda, my brother's name is Mattheus.""...My name is Vayne.""Vayne? That's a girl's name.""Don't be rude, Mat. He might be identifying as a woman.""...That's a thing?""Wait…" Vayne started to furrow his eyebrows as he looked back and forth between the two, "...I thought the two of you can't hear each other?""Pft, we're just messing with you," Mattheus let out a small chuckle."...No, we're not," Mathilda let out a small sigh, "We weren't really able to hear each other— but now we got used to it.""She's lying, don't believe a word she says.""What? You're the one lying. You little piece of—"And finally, Vayne found an escape to this madness as the darkness that once filled the vast hall disappeared— replaced by a light that almost seemed to simulate the rays of the sun.And once again, groans could be heard as this violent light bombarded all of their unsuspecting eyes."Ack, my beautiful eyes!""..." Vayne could really only blink a couple of times as he finally got a look at the siblings. Both of them had green hair; their skin, slightly dark."Oh, I'm number 20 this time."And while Mathilda was still groveling on the floor and trying to adjust her eyes, Vayne turned to her brother as he spoke, only to see him looking at a tag that was on his shirt."..." Vayne then turned to look if he had one as well— and there it was, Number 21."What—"[Greetings, examiners.]And before the groans of the people could continue, an even brighter light shone in front of all of them— and there, 5 people revealed stood.[Let me be the first to welcome you all to the Explorer Association Yearly examination.]The man that was speaking was the shortest amongst the 5; but for some reason, it almost feels like he was towering over them.His hair was red, almost like the violent color of the setting sun; reaching all the way to his waist.His coat that reaches his ankles, also the color of blood."Isn't that…""That's… that's the Prince of Explorers!""Valerion Valentine!""!!!" And while the rest of the examiners all roared and cheered, letting out gasps of shock and awe… Vayne once again sat on the ground, making sure that his face wasn't being seen as he adjusted his hood.What… what was his father doing here!? Vayne thought."...You alright?" Mathilda raised an eyebrow as she saw Vayne suddenly dropping to the ground again,"Could it be you still haven't recovered from the gas?""Y… yeah," Vayne said; his eyes, taking a peek from time to time towards his father.[All of you might be wondering why I have presented myself in all of you,] Valerion then stretched his hands to the side as he welcomed all the cheers coming his way,[That is because my son is also partaking in the exam!]"...What?" Vayne blinked his eyes a couple of times. How… how did he know that—[Vale Valentine, No. 503!]"...Oh," Vayne could really only stare at nothing as he heard his father's words,"...Of course."The 'Oohs' and 'Aahs' of awe continued for almost an entire minute as everyone's eyes were looking at the son of the Prince of Explorers.As for Vayne, he made sure not to stand out; his hood, fully covering his face as he imitated the others as they stared at Vale. Vayne, however, could not help but feel slightly irritated— his fate was practically sealed by Vale's mother, but it was ultimately him that betrayed him.By all means, he should feel enraged just by looking at him— but he was not, he was just irritated and annoyed. He and Vale could have really been close if it wasn't for the simple fact that he tried to kill him.And so, Vayne could really only let out a sigh. He didn't return home immediately so that he wouldn't meet anyone from the Valentine manor.But now here they are, the very patriarch of the family and his youngest son.[Some of you may think that I introduced my son as a favor, but no,] Valerion then raised his hand as he gestured to the examinees to quiet down,
"Get… Get off me!"Vale's groans and frustrated whispers were being drowned by the hurried screams of the other examinees that were currently trying to drag him down, quite literally. The race had already been going on for minutes, and he wasn't even halfway to the finish line because there were still some that wanted to pass through different means."I said get off!"Vale kicked his feet as a woman suddenly grabbed his leg. But even then, they persisted like ants. There were already other people who passed the halfway point; and if this continues further, he might actually not be able to move on to the next phase."Fuckers… I didn't want to do this!"Vale then let out a roar as he leaped almost 4 meters into the air— and with the sound of thunder, an invisible force pushed him straight back into the ground; his fists slamming violently onto the field."!!!"The soft ground instantly burst; erupting into a wall and burying most of the people that were following him."..." Vale looked
"Are you sure this was broken?""...Yes?"In almost a complete contrast to the vast hall before, Vayne was now inside an immaculate ward; the scent, similar to Sheera's clinic. But of course, that is to be expected, because that is exactly what it was— a medical hall for those that were injured from the previous exam.Unlike Sheera's rundown clinic, however, this one had all sorts of apparatus that Vayne had not seen before, even in books— fortunately for Vayne, unlike a handful of those that passed the exam, he wasn't in need of their services."I think it's just a sprain,""Hm?"Vayne was currently being assessed and examined because of his broken arm… or perhaps not? He was sure the bones in his arm were completely fractured, the fact that it was dangling like a wet noodle earlier was proof of that.But now, as he checked it again, all that was left was a swollen arm that looked like a bloated sausage."..." From the previous test, as well as being transferred to a different area;
"I wish to be an Explorer……for the sake of being an Explorer.""...""..."And then, there was finally silence between the three as Mathilda and Mattheus once again looked at each other. The two then looked at Vayne after a few seconds, before a smile started to grow on all of their faces."Well… alright then, I'll drink some water to that," Mathilda then nodded and chuckled, "To our goals and dreams!""To Destiny!""Hm," Vayne nodded as he too, raised an empty cup."Okay, now that we know each other…" Mattheus squinted, "Why do you talk like that, and why are you covering your face, Vayne?""...Is there a problem with my dialogue?""Yes, exactly," Mattheus said as he pointed at Vayne, "That! Are you some kind of scholar or something? A poet?""Oh, I dare not claim to be any of those things," Vayne waved his hands, "I've only read a lot of books.""So, you're like smart, then?""No," Vayne shook his head, "Just a little knowledgeable, perhaps.""There's a difference?""I… just know s
How does one achieve greatness? How does one achieve strength, power, authority?How does one make themselves known in the world?One is a Blessing, and as its name suggests, it is bestowed. Even the simplest of men could be granted a Blessing if they are lucky; Only a single Blessing could be granted to a person, and powers will always be random— one would not know what it was until it is yours. But as the saying goes,'There are no worthless or useless Blessings, only useless people.'Second is Magic. Unlike a Blessing, one is born with Magic. Either one has it, or not. It is probably the most inflexible among the types of strength one can have. A magician grows stronger by age; their worth, determined at birth by the amount of mana their body could absorb as they breathe through life.One could try and improve their magic through meditation and proper breathing, but one would never be able to fully surpass those who were born gifted.And lastly, Aura. One that is determined by hard
"I suppose I failed."Vayne once again found himself waking up in a room he doesn't recognize. His sighs as he slept woke him up, but the disappointment he felt kept him chained to the bed."Where… do I even go now? I have failed to reach the chalice I so dearly wanted to reach."Although he expected to fail, he didn't really plan for it. Should… he just go home? Vale was for sure still taking the exam, so he should have ample time to— No.He had no home.The only one that was left there was a mother that did not really love her. Perhaps he should just work as a librarian? He should be able to stack books at an insane speed with his Blessing.Why did he even try to challenge his father in the first place? For recognition? Validation? Where was he now?His family was done with him, he should just forget about them as well and just live his life— No.Vanessa crippled his legs as a newborn… that is something that shouldn't be forgiven.But then what? What was he going to do? Valerion had
"Why was I born like this, mother?""It's… not your fault, Vayne.""I know it's not, but why?""Just… life.""What does that mean?""I don't know! Can you please stop asking me questions!? Mother's tired already!""...""I'm… I'm sorry. Just—""It's fine, mother. I understand.""You… you're already lucky, Vayne. You don't worry about your meals, you have a roof above your head— most people don't.""I understand, mother.""Just… know that out there? There are people that would just use and kill you for their goals, no one is your friend. Only trust yourself, okay?""...Is that why you don't love me?""What? Why did it suddenly turn to that? Of course, you're my son. Now go to sleep, okay? Mother's tired.""...After I finish this book, mother.""Remember what I said, okay? Just……trust no one."***Twice now.It's not entirely true that people you trust stab you in the back, no— they'll stab you in the front and you wouldn't even notice.Twice he was stabbed, and twice in the front; bot
"This…" Vayne could really only just stare at the lump of flesh that was lying on the floor. His head, trembling uncontrollably; No— it wasn't only his head, his entire body was currently shivering in shock. He couldn't really clearly remember what happened, but with the visceral scream that was almost escaping from Mathilda's throat; some of the horrific images were returning to his mind. He pulled the knife away from Mattheus's hands— No, he pulled it so fast that he ripped off Mattheus's hands along with it. The next thing he remembers was stabbing him in the eye… before pulling it down straight to— !!! And as the memories very slowly returned to him, Vayne quickly ran towards the wall; the sound of him vomiting, echoing along with Mathilda's wail. "..." Vayne then stared at his vomit on the floor for a few seconds, before his eyebrows started to furrow; gritting his teeth as he felt a sense of infuriating rage very slowly gnarling through his b
SFW 36 "We're running low on supplies." "And whose fault is that!? We're supposed to have a month's worth of supply for 10 people, there are only 7 of us!" "It should be fine, the door is opening a few hours from now. Hoho." "Stop talking like an owl, you big useless, hair lump of muscle! We don't even know what's on the other side or if the skinny small stranger really read it right!" "Oi, the guy has a name." "I don't fucking care. As long as he wears that silly eye mask, he remains nameless to me." A few days in the empty, bleak, and cold, darkness of the dungeon; the seven remaining Explorer candidates were still alive and well—perhaps too alive. Don Grecko and Mavey's voices echoed through the corners of the dungeon where their light could no longer reach. The two have been bickering and arguing non-stop for an entire day, making Vayne and the rest of the candidates treat them like white noise already. Vayne and the others were just looking at the colossal door in front o
How did Vale know his name?-- is what Vayne thought for a second. But since he didn't really make an effort in hiding his name, the only thing he could really do was act as naturally as possible.And so, he subtly pulled his hood tighter and cleared his throat to make sure his brother wouldn't be able to recognize his voice."Yes," he then said in a deep and somewhat raspy voice. And as soon as his words crawled through his brother's ears, Vale could really only surmise that Vayne was probably already an old man."I… never thought it was a common name.""No," Vayne quickly said in haste; fortunately for him, the knowledge he garnered in reading all of those history books will finally be put to use,"It's a very common name in Ludia." Not really, but the pattern of their names was similar to his, "...Did you happen to know someone with the same name?""...Yes. He was the one I was speaking about earlier," the tone of Vale's voice started to weaken as he looked to the side,"A… anyway—M
SFW 33“What… befell upon all of you?”There was a sense of dread looming around the air; even without a tragedy happening, the interior of the dungeon they found themselves in was already dreary and ominous. But now, with all of them carrying a sense of hopelessness on their faces, Vayne was once again reminded of the true reality of the exam and what it means to be an Explorer.Throughout the days he and Nisha were exploring the island and hunting treasures, Vayne was having fun. How could he not, when just walking with both feet was a privilege to him?And now, seeing his brother lying unconscious on the ground and missing an arm. He… didn’t really know what to feel."We were being attacked when the ground opened up," Mavey, the girl that was even shorter than Vayne, was the one to answer his question,"It all just happened so fucking fast that none of us could react at all. Well, not all of us…" She then breathed out as she looked at the unconscious Vale."It's my fault." A loud, a
“We’ll… be okay.”--- Vayne no longer knew how many times he uttered these words. He kept repeating it over and over again hoping that it might be true but seeing as darkness was all he could see, there was no way to actually know. The only thing he knew was that a violent pour of vapor was escaping his mouth and nose right now; the cold, beyond chilling as he couldn’t even move a single finger in his body without exerting a great amount of effort. No— at the very least, his body found itself shivering and trying to fight off the cold as much as he could. But Nisha? Her body was completely frozen still and almost held no signs of life. If it wasn’t for the slight warmth that was escaping from her nose, then Vayne would have thought her dead already. He crawled near her and wrapped his arms around her waist and chest, completely hugging her back and even heavily breathing into her neck so he could try and provide her all the warmth he could give…. but it obviously was not enough. “..
"W… wait, be very gentle with it." "Relax, I know a lot more about this than you." "W… why are you using your teeth?" "Some like it." "...Wha—" "There, see!?" Vayne could not help but close his eyes as his face was showered by… bits and pieces of the mechanism that was locking the chest Nisha found beneath the pool. He didn't seem to mind, however, as his eyes even widened as soon as Nisha's fingers lightly brushed across the chest. "O… open it." "I am, can you just have a little patience!?" Nisha raised her voice as she slightly pushed Vayne away. Her face, however, failed to hide her excitement which was even more pronounced than Vayne, "Things like this… should be treated with utmost care." And with those words, she very slowly opened the chest; both of their breaths, almost enough to blow the cover away. And with their eyes filled with nothing but excitement, the insides of the treasure chest almost blinded them as… …it
"No, I'm certain now… …this will work." The leaves that have been falling endlessly around Vayne started to slow down, along with everything else that Vayne could lay his eyes upon. It was always a spectacular sight to see everything around you just frozen— no matter how many times Vayne experiences the world like this, it was something he would always be amazed at. But for now, however, he had something to accomplish. And so, he took his eyes away from the frozen world and started running in it; each of his steps, causing the clouds of dust and dirt beneath his feet to float and flutter. He tightened the shield that was attached to his arm as he continued to move forward. And soon, the dried leaves and their shavings were no more as the soles of Vayne's shoe hit the surface of the water. It rippled, of course— but there aside from being incredibly unstable, the difference between the ground he once stood on and the water was becoming… non-existent.
"She uttered the name of my father... ...Valerion Valentine." "!!!" If Vayne's mouth wasn't covered by Nisha's hand, he would have already coughed. "That is why I want to become an Explorer," Bruno breathed out, "To get a chance to talk to Valerion eye-to-eye." "..." "..." "And to reach that goal… I must become a solitary creature," Bruno then turned around and started walking away, "A creature that stands alone. And so, I'm saying goodbye now. But if fate allows it… …then we will meet again." And so, Vayne and Nisha watched as Bruno disappeared into the forest; the leaves around him, almost echoing his… emotions. "..." "...I'm just gonna say it, he's weird as fuck," Nisha then quickly muttered, "Anyway, now that he's gone, I need to tell you something… …I found a treasure." "..." "..." "...Why aren't you saying anything?" Nisha then turned to look at Vayne, not realizing she was embracing him and s
"..." "..." The deafening silence of the forest was not something Vayne expected. He had always read that one would hear whispers everywhere and that it felt like someone was always watching your every move— but he always thought that they were just a way to express a certain emotion… …he didn't think that he would actually find himself looking over his shoulders every second that passed. And he swears he was seeing several pairs of eyes staring at him from between the cracks of the trees. It… was somewhat terrifying— the forest not permitting any light to enter its domain didn't help. And so, Vayne just decided to distract himself by looking at the uruc he killed. This could be considered only the 2nd life he willingly ended, and yet for some reason, he already felt numb to it. Even when he tries to remember Mathilda's eyes as she drew her last breath, Vayne… didn't feel anything. In the books, it is said that killing never truly gets easier.
"...Fuck." Nisha could really only let out a sigh as she watched the scenery slowly unfold in front of her. She glanced at Vayne to see what he thought of the situation, but like her, the only thing he could really do was watch. He seemed a little tense and curious, however, as he raised his shield and sword from time to time. "..." Nisha looked at him for a few moments more, before turning her focus back to the ice woman. Although Nisha hasn't talked with her even once, she still could not help but express her condolences to a fellow examinee. For her to have reached this far, only to soon be devastated and defiled by the two urucs slowly closing in on her… truly, Nisha shares her pain. "Oh well… that's life," Nisha then said as she quietly crawled back, "Let's go. The urucs will definitely smell us after they're done with her." Nisha grabbed Vayne's wrist… but found him not even moving his feet even for a single inch. "...Are you sure s