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SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD No Room For Errors
Seth looked at her and she at him, and there was a clear mutual understanding of what was going on. He held her hand and gave her a small, encouraging look as if to say that everything would be all right. Phoebe was not sure if she was ready to believe that but having his hand clasped in hers gave her an odd sort of comfort in the midst of it all.Christian, who stood a few steps away from the two, tightened his fists in anger. It was obvious that no matter how hard he attempted to insert himself between Seth and Phoebe, there was still something that bound them. He stuffed his hands in his pockets, averted his eyes from them for a moment, his thoughts still swirling with unreleased feelings.The sound of police cars arriving outside the house reminded them about the situation they were in. Marlin might have escaped for now, but the threat he posed to the family was bigger than he could have ever imagined. He had too many friends, too many people he could turn to in order to avoid the
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Exposing The Real Devil
They stick with his money,” Seth replied. “And if we can make them believe that Marlin has lost all chances to live, they will kill him themselves to stay alive.” We just have to be selective about who to target.”Christian didn’t argue but the thinning of his lips was enough to tell a story. His eyes shifted towards Phoebe, and despite the usual composed look that he wore, he looked worried. “Are you okay to do this, my dear Phoebe?” They told me, “You don’t have to put yourself in the line of fire.”Phoebe adjusted her posture, stiffness setting her jaws. I’m not sitting on the bench anymore. Marlin has taken too much from all of us. I am going to do this.”Christian clenched the handle of the weapon in his hand even harder, his hand whiter than the weapon itself. He nodded his head even though he looked as though he didn’t believe it at all. “Just be careful. Both of you.”“We will,” Seth said, his words full of determination. “We’ll stay in touch.”When they were leaving the wareh
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Cost of The Truth
Seth moved nearer and his face was set like a mask, but his eyes were burning. We have enough to get him, but we require specifics. Details only you can provide. And we can make it worth your while.”The woman’s eyes shifted with the look that was both interested and suspicious at the same time. “You really believe you can give me something more than Marlin?” She said the words with as much doubt as she could muster, but the tone held a definite tinge of greed.Seth was now facing Joseph and as much as Phoebe wanted to speak she kept a safe distance behind Seth. She could feel that this was the opportunity they needed or the one that would ruin everything. There has never been a greater risk.Seth didn’t waver. You know what happens to people who stick with Marlin when things go wrong, don’t you? You’ve seen it. He doesn’t leave loose ends. If you assist us, then you will be on the right side of the fence. If you don’t you will go down with him.”The woman looked at Seth for a few sec
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Weight of The Game
Marlin was always one step ahead and they could never seem to catch him no matter how close they came, he was like smoke.When they got to Seth’s house, the usual sight of the magnificent house did not reassure her at all. It was more like a refuge and not a home where they were both prisoners of their own history and of the war to come.When they got in, the house was extremely quiet. Despite this, Phoebe could not get the feeling of discomfort. She looked at Seth as he moved to the kitchen, each step measured, but his face was that of a man who had not slept in days. This fight was wearing him down as well.‘We have to have a plan,’ Phoebe said, entering the kitchen after him. It’s not possible to solely rely on that woman’s information. What if she stalls? Or worse, what if she’s already tipped Marlin off?Seth took a glass from the cabinet and poured water into it, then drank the water before he responded. "She won’t tip him off yet. Not until she is sure that there is something t
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Hardest Decision to Make
And so Phoebe’s mind went blank with all the possibilities she had in her head. Marlin had a large network and if they were going to play the game, then they had to be smarter, faster and more brutal than anyone that he had at his disposal."What about a bluff?" she said finally after a long pause, the calmness of her voice betraying the activity in her mind. The idea is that we can’t buy her everything, but what if we make it look like we have a piece of Marlin’s secret fortune? What there is that will make her feel that she is safe as well as wealthy if only she will follow his instructions?Seth raised an eyebrow. “A bluff could work… but it’s dangerous. If she discovers that we don’t have anything, she leaves and we miss our chance of defeating Marlin.”Phoebe looked out the window once more, the gravity of the situation sinking in her. “It could be a risk we may have to take,” said she gently. If we don’t, it’s all about waiting for Marlin to attack. We need to get ahead of him."
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Can't Hold it Back Anymore
Christian’s eyes softened. He could not compel her but he could not look the other way and see her a prisoner of her circumstances. “I’m here for you, Phoebe. No matter what you decide. All I want you to remember is this – you are never without options.”Phoebe took a deep breath, nodded even if her eyes were not fully convinced. “Thank you, Christian. I just need more time.”Christian looked at her for a second and then he simply agreed. “You have all the time in the world that you want.” But when you’re ready to leave… call me. I’ll be there.”He walked to the door then suddenly stopped himself just before his hand touched the door handle. “Phoebe, one more thing.”She raised her head and her eyes were puffy from crying. “What is it?”He gulped, his voice barely audible. “I love you. Don’t ever forget that.”But before she could answer, Christian strode out, which left Phoebe standing there, her heart in a war between the rock and a hard place.Phoebe stood frozen in the hallway, Ch
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Impossible Choice
Phoebe stepped back and shook her head at the same time. “It’s not about being better. It’s about moving on. We’ve tried, Seth. We’ve tried to make this work and we’ve failed. Sometimes, love is not enough to mend what is broken. Sometimes, it is about letting go. ” Steady silence followed them like fog. Seth’s jaw clamped”, his hands were fisted at his sides as if he was on the verge of losing his temper. “Is it Christian?” he asked, almost in a whisper. Phoebe blinked, and felt the pressure of the question that was asked. She had not planned to talk about Christian here, but it appears that his name will always crop up. “Yes,” she said after a pause of a few seconds. “But it is much deeper than that; it is about me; it is about me getting my own happiness and my own peace and I can never get that if I continue to hold on to you. ” Seth’s face was that of a man struggling to contain his sorrow; he had to swallow hard to even speak. “This is what you wanted?” he croaked. “This is g
SETH RIVERA AND THE ULTIMATE BLACK CARD Scared of Falling in Love
It’s because you are human and you have the freedom to make good and bad decisions. But don’t be overwhelmed by the fear of the unknown or the burden of the past. It is one of the things that make you powerful.” After a slow nod, Phoebe tried to absorb what Sarah said.Phoebe gasped for air when she realized the implication of what Sarah was saying. She had been a prisoner of her own thoughts regarding the wrong decision and now she realized that there would be no right decision. Life was complex, chaotic and full of the unknown. But Sarah was right. The only real error would be to let herself stagnate, to be afraid to take that leap, to do something different, to be confident in herself.Phoebe sank back into the couch, her limbs growing even more leaden than they had been before, as if the burden of the decision she had yet to make was weighing her down. She looked out the window, at the orange, warm light of the evening that painted the world in peaceful color so unlike the storm t
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"What Regret"
“Regret,” she said with a sneer. Regret is just a euphemism for guilt. It doesn’t mean anything. It doesn’t wipe the slate clean, and it definitely does not heal the mess that you made.‘Christian,’ she said softly, ‘don’t come any closer.’ He stopped, as she decided to step back from him.Phoebe flared up again and asked him: “You said you came for the truth?” “Fine. Here’s the truth, Christian. I loved you. With everything I had. And you destroyed me. You were able to make me question myself in ways that I never knew existed. And now you stand here, asking me for what? Closure? Redemption? Forgiveness?”“No,” he said firmly. All I am demanding is an opportunity to prove that I can improve.” That I am better.”She scoffed. “And you believe that one conversation is going to make a difference?” You think I can just what? Stare at you and forget the years I struggled to climb up the ladder and get a life again?“No,” he repeated again, and there was no quiver in his voice. “But I can’t
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Need You
Christian did not answer this for a while. He looked down, his hands were tightly bunched into fists at his sides. “I know it caused pain,” he said, his voice rising in a hoarse whisper. “I know I can’t undo that. But I can’t just let things be this way. Not anymore. If that means living with your hatred then let it be so.Phoebe only chuckled bitterly and began to pace in front of the fire. ‘Christian, you keep saying all the right things.’ Saying sorry, admitting my mistake, promising to take my anger on myself. But you don’t seem to understand. It’s not about you. Not anymore.”He stared at her with a frown on his face. “Then what is it about?”“It’s about me,” she said angrily, turning to him. ‘That’s about the years I’ve spent struggling to climb out of the pit you dug for me to fall into.’ It is about finding out how to be independent, how to live without the feeling that my chest is going to collapse. It’s about healing, or at least, about trying to put myself back together aft
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Believe inYou
Phoebe shook her head, her arms wrapped around herself. “You don’t get it, Christian. Other people also had the same feeling as you; they were scared. I was terrified too. Of losing you, of not being good enough. But I stayed. I fought. And you didn’t.”“I know,” he said and his eyes welled up with tears. “And I hate myself for that. I wish I could have been stronger and did not leave when I did. But I’m here now, Phoebe. And I’m not running this time.”She glared at him and her eyes were red with rage, hurt and something else which she could not describe. “You say that now,” she whispered. But what happens when things get hard again? This begs the question, what happens when the cracks start to show?“They won’t,” he said firmly. “Because I’ve come to realize that running in particular does not solve anything. It just leaves a trail of broken pieces behind.”Phoebe only shook her head and a tear rolled down her face. She gently removed it as if she was embarrassed to show her weaknes
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“I’m confused”
It’s convenient. You were waiting until you felt I was ready and powerful enough to take the news. Until you thought I didn’t need you anymore.”“That is not true,” Christian said quickly, getting up, his voice a high pitched note. “I have been taking this guilt with me every day since I left.” I did not return because of convenience. I returned because I could not continue living such a life knowing that I destroyed something that was wonderful.Phoebe whirled on her toes, glaring. “And what about me? Have you ever thought what it feels like to wake up every day with the marks you have made on others? To have to break yourself down and begin to build yourself up again from scratch just to have the one who was responsible for tearing you down appear with an apology?”“I do now,” he said quietly. “Because I do, I see it in your eyes. I hear it in your voice. And I hate myself for being the reason it’s there.”She was breathing raggedly, her hands were balled up at her sides. “You don’t
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Either you believe or not
Christian sighed deeply and rested his hands on the table. “I am a man who wants to know how to accept what I have done. To challenge it, rather than avoiding it. To be able to admit that I can change the future but I can’t change the present and I can’t change the past.”Phoebe scoffed. ‘You really believe that taking responsibility is sufficient?’ You really believe that saying you were wrong in any of this makes it alright?”“No,” Christian said quickly. “It doesn’t make it okay. Nothing can make it okay. But it’s a start, isn’t it? A step toward being better. Towards becoming a person who does not destroy things.”Phoebe looked at her sister with her face impassive and then shook her head. “You want to be better? Good for you. But you don’t get to use me as your redemption arc. I am not some check-point on your way to self-improvement.”“I’m not asking you to be,” Christian said, his voice quiet, but commanding. I don’t need your forgiveness or your approval for anything I am doin
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Lingering pain
“Phoebe,” he started cautiously, “I’m not here to put more load on you regarding this.” I know you didn’t want any of this and I’m not going to say that I’m so great for coming here now. But I’ve been attempting to take responsibility for my actions. And part of that means realizing how much I caused you pain.”Phoebe’s lips formed, her arms drawn tightly around her in the manner of a shield. “It does not heal the wound, Christian.” Oh do you think that knowing you regret it will give me back the time I lost? The trust I lost? The parts of me that had to be reconstructed?”“No,” replied Christian, who now looked ashamed. “I don’t. And I’m not asking you to forget what I did or even forgive me. I just had to tell you that… I can see it now. I can now understand how self-centered I was and how unable to notice your suffering.She tilted her head to the side, her mouth tightening as she looked out the window and saw the rain running down the glass. “Blind, huh?” she said with much bitter
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All about Phoebe
Phoebe went back to the fire, her hands folding over her chest. For what seemed like a long time she did not respond. The fire crackled in the background, and its heat was the only thing that made the atmosphere between them warm.“What do you want from me, Christian?” she asked after a long time her voice was so low that it was barely audible.“Nothing,” he said quickly. “I don’t want anything from you. I just… I had to share it with you because it is the truth. To say sorry and let you understand that I noticed your suffering. That I see you.”Phoebe only managed to stifle a sarcastic laugh. “You see me now? That’s rich. Where was this clarity two years ago?”Christian moved a little closer and spoke slowly and calmly as if he was pleading with her. I was blind back then Phoebe.” As if the rest of the world does not exist, or, at least, I don’t exist to the rest of the world. But now… now I see everything I should have seen before. I understand how powerful you are, how much you inv
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Get rewarded
“Sorry isn’t enough,” said Phoebe, tears rolling down her cheeks. “They think they can just come out and apologize and that’s the end of it.”“I’m not expecting that,” Christian said quickly. I know that I can never reverse the wrong I have done. But I had to tell you. I had to stop bringing this with me without doing something about it.”Phoebe exhaled hard and then rested her weight against the windowsill. “Well, did you even know what you left behind?” “How much I had to tidy up after you?”“I’ve thought about it,” Christian said, softly. “But I know that thinking about it isn’t the same as living it. I still can’t fathom how difficult it must have been for you.”Phoebe looked at her and shook her head, fuming again. “And you didn’t just hurt me, Christian.” You made me doubt, everything, including us, including myself. I used so much time thinking why am I not enough. Why I couldn’t repair whatever was ailing you.”Christian cringed as if the words that came out of her mouth had h
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Another Game
One part of him wanted to kick Christian out, shut the door and never see him again. But there was another part, a lesser, more contemplative part of him that was interesting. What if Christian really had transformed? What if this wasn’t just another one of his games?“Alright,” Phoebe said in the end, the word coming out sounding more like a bitter grumble. “You want to talk? Talk. ‘I’m not making any guarantees here,’ I tell him.Christian nodded and his shoulders dropped down as well. He looked around the room, and then looked at the couch. “Do you mind if we sit?”Phoebe frowned, then reluctantly gestured at the couch with a nod. He stayed on his feet, leaning with his arms folded against the wall, a defensive air about him.Christian leaned back on the couch, placing his elbows on his knees and his hands on top of each other. He looked at the floor for a moment with a blank face, then he said something.“I know I hurt you. And not just once—repeatedly. You wanted to help me and I
