The sound of my phone suddenly buzzing on the tv stand filled the silence in the room.
“Hi, hello,” I said after grabbing my cell phone while reeling from the nightmare.
“How’s my favorite writer? Is everything going well? You aren’t returning my messages, Sam.”
I didn’t respond right away, I wanted silence until I could clear my head, but finally forcing myself to respond, I said, “Yeah, everything’s just great, Eric. So great, in fact, I got to be stuck in lucky room number 7, where a murder happened, and to top it off, the staff of this joint act like it’s normal.”
I left out the nightmare detail.
“Oh my god! No shit?! Why didn’t you tell me yesterday? That’s fantastic! You could use this! I can see it now, ‘The Motel, a small desolate place where murder is part of the norm. What makes this place attract those that wish to kill?’ I must say it reminds me of that place in L.A., you know, what’s the name of it?”
“I don’t remember. What do you want, Eric?”
“Just waiting for an update. Oh, I was able to get you a slot for early releases if you want it. It gives you about three months to get me the manuscript.”
I didn’t even respond and hung up. It was pointless to let him go on, I had nothing, and murder was the last thing I wanted to write about.
Checking the time, it was only around 8 o'clock, so I started packing shit up. It occupied my mind for about five minutes, and then I had everything by the door. I checked the mirror. My hair was greasy, and I really needed a shower after sweating in my sleep, but I opted for a hat and clean clothes instead. The hat was one of those old trucker hats with the mesh back. It was one of the few things I held on to from the past. Chrissy had thrown a fit at a gas station to get it because the pig on it was cute, she said. Rebecca and I never told her it was the logo for a meat slaughter company.
Once I was ready, I called the relator, deciding I wouldn’t buy the place. What if the dream was an omen, a sign that I shouldn’t set foot there again?
“Hello?”
“Dirt and Shore Reality, this is Lin. How can I help you?”
Lin? I thought the number I had was a cell for Sara, “Uh, I’m sorry, can I speak to Sara, please?”
“Oh, Sara? She’s unfortunately unavailable, but I can help you.”
I shook my head as if the chick could see me, “Sara has been the one helping me. I’d really rather talk to her. When will she be available?”
There was a pause, and a muffled sound, like a hand, was covering the phone.
“I’m sorry, Sara won’t be available for another few weeks. However, I can help you if you give me a moment. Let me look up the number you’re calling from. Give me just a second. Ah, here we go, Mr. Samuel Lake?”
I took a deep breath and pinched the bridge of my nose. I didn’t want to deal with another pushy person.
“Yeah, Sam Lake. Look, Lin? I changed my mind about the property. Me purchasing it right now won’t work out.”
“Oh, really? Because I had you on my call list. The previous owner of the property apparently passed away not too long ago. From what I see here, Sunny Bank and Trust will take over the property, and guess what? They’re asking for only half of what the previous owner was asking for the house AND the land, isn’t that great?”
If my eyes could shoot out of my head, they would have. Half the price? That’s like easy robbery for me, and if this were two years ago, I would have jumped at the offer tenfold.
“Um, can I,” before she gave me a chance to ask for some time to think about it, she sweetened the deal.
“Also, Mr. Lake, the bank is willing to pay the closing cost and the safety inspection and provide a yearlong homeowners insurance, paid in full. This is truly a steal, Mr. Lake. I’d hate to see you miss such a wonderful opportunity. Sara mentioned you are a writer. Sunny Field is cozy, perfect for rest and relaxation, don’t you think?”
Why does everyone think that you need rest and relaxation if you’re a writer?
“Alright, let’s do it.”
“Fantastic! So, the paperwork will be drawn up at the bank, Sunny Field Bank and Trust, and it will probably be ready by this afternoon. This is wonderful news! You won’t regret it! I will send you the address to the bank, along with some of our paperwork, to your email shortly.”
I rolled my eyes before asking, “So what about the showing? If Sara isn’t available, who will be showing me the property, I still need to look at it.”
Again, there was a muffled sound before she responded.
“You can handle that yourself, can’t you, Mr. Lake? It’s only because I don’t have an agent in the area anymore. My deepest apology. But, if you have any questions about the property, you are welcome to call this number again.”
“Okay, yeah, questions. Thanks,” I responded, not too enthusiastically.
“Great! We here at Dirt and Shore Reality would like to thank you for choosing a business that will make all your dreams a reality.”
She hung up, not even giving me a chance to say thanks. Her words reminded me of the dream, and I shook my head, trying to dismiss it.
I grabbed my laptop out of my bag and plugged it in, intending to wait for the email, but a knock sounded on my door.
Peeking out the curtain, I could see it was Tina. I would probably need one more night at the hotel of death, so I opened the door.
She handed me a key, "Here, this is for room 3. It became vacant this morning. Bring your key for check out, and then you can check in to the new room."
"Thanks," I said, actually feeling a bit grateful.
"Yeah, you're only covered for room 7, so you'll have to pay for your stay in room 3. We take cash or card, no checks."
She turned and walked away.
Even though I felt grateful, it wasn’t until she was halfway to the motel’s check-in lobby that I realized something. How did she know I would be staying another night? Until yesterday, she commented only on it being my last night here. “Hey, Tina, question!” I yelled it loud enough to make her turn with a surprised look on her face. Walking closer to her, I asked, “How did you know I was staying another night? I don’t recall telling you I needed another room for another night. The new room would have been useful last night.” She shrugged and responded, “Well, now you’re in room 3. So it was a guess you’d be staying another night.” I didn’t buy it. Tina, the motel lady, couldn’t hide the split second of panic, mainly because the look on her face, smeared blue eyeshadow and the dark circles under her eyes, said otherwise. “Why’d you think I was staying another night? Did Sara call you?” She shook her head, “I don’t know any Sara, but you are staying, right? And you have a ‘bett
My stomach argued and protested. I needed to stop being picky, so I choked down a few bites of the burger, followed by a few sips of plain carbonated crap that lacked any kind of syrup. Maybe I should drive back there after dealing with the bank and demand better service? But then I thought it wouldn’t matter if I did, and maybe next, I would get to taste someone’s spit in my food. Then, it’d be fresh, at least. I wiped the rainbow of ketchup and mustard off the corner of my mouth and got out of the truck to head into the bank. It was typical red brick, with the name in a block font, the sun between the words Sunny and Field was creepy with its clown-like smile and childlike eyes. Whoever designed that had issues as a kid, apparently. Inside was well heated, which was welcomed as I came in through the glass doors. The place was deserted of customers, yet at each desk, off to my right and teller booths to my left, were employees. I casually counted eight with my eyes before turning
“Oh, it’s nothing like,” she laughed nervously, making me more concerned than I’d like to be. “The cellar was closed years and years ago. If you are concerned, I can give you the name and number of the company that helped seal it in, but they are probably out of business by now.” I cocked an eyebrow and responded, “It’s worth a try, especially since I am going to live there.” Half smiling as she nodded, she called out to Tabitha, “Can you get me Gates Foundry number?” I looked back at Tabitha, and she nodded in response to Marie’s request, with her blond ponytail bouncing. I turned back around, and Marie’s fake toothy smile greeted me. Reaching into the drawer without breaking eye contact, she pulled out a set of keys. “Now, Mr. Lake, if you’d like to take care of that wire transfer, I will get these copied, and you can be on your way once Tabitha gets you the number.” “Yeah, sure, “I responded and took out my phone. The process of the wire transfer took thirty more minutes. O
Back in the truck, I headed to Abby’s Second Hand and Foot Used Goods. I knew I could always pop on my laptop and order furniture delivered new, but I was curious about the store and the owner. Pulling up along the cracked sidewalk littered with old street lamps, I got out and looked around. Years of dirt and sun-beaten storefronts lined up one next to the other. Fliers about donations and the local foodbank covered the glass door while antiques sat in the window displays. Opening the door, I heard a bell chime, and a woman’s voice called out, “If you’re looking for the food bank, you’ll have to visit the church first for a voucher.” I recognized the owner when she walked around a long shoe rack displaying used heels and sneakers. Looking me over, she said, “Oh, it’s you.” I didn’t know how to take it, so my suave response was, “Yes, it’s me?” She rolled her eyes, “At the gas station, red truck? Almost hit me?” I nodded and cracked a sheepish smile, “Ah, faded blue tru
It was well past midnight, and I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Sleep was being a bitch and refused to come. Earlier, I’d spoken to Eric, informing him of my decision to buy the home, and he was more excited than I was. “Man, that’s great news! If there’s anything you need, tell me. I got you covered, and hey, it’s a good step. You can move on and get a fresh start. Age doesn’t rewind, you know? Maybe find your pen, and pick it up? But hey, I gotta go. We got a newbie who signed with an illiterate asshole who thinks we’re paid to write for him. Talk again soon!” That was the extent of his congrats, which was fine with me. He was still making money off of me, but the moment I start sending him transcripts and outlines, he’ll be up my ass, pushing me for even bigger dollar signs. I still can’t figure out why I bought the home. Maybe I felt pushed or subconsciously wanted to stop running around. Who knows, if the place doesn’t work after I move in, I could always sell it to
I started to get up, thinking that if I intervened at that moment, I'd wake up in a cold sweat, and the dream would be over. But the boy grabbed my sleeve, and like a vice grip yanking me back, I stumbled and made a noise. William's father stopped on the stairs. I could see the back of his mud-covered boots now. If William's momma wasn't mad about muddy boot prints in the house, then what the young boy did must have really pissed her off. He was wearing jeans, also caked with dry mud. I could smell the manure on him, and I remembered smelling the same thing in the warehouse. "I hear you breathing, boy. Might as well come out now." We didn't move, and I could feel William's arm lift to cover his mouth again. My attention was drawn back to peeking between the steps as his father took another step down, and then, it was like I was watching an old familiar cartoon, the man bent in half at such an angle that I didn't think was possible. The oil lamp swung gently as he held it out, m
Sitting up in a familiar state of sweat, or what I thought was sweat, I realized what woke me. Looking up, I could see tons of water droplets coming down from the ceiling. It was leaking while the rain beat at the window outside. The sound of thunder cracked loudly, and I shook my head. "Fucking great," I mumbled as I pressed my hand down into the soggy bed. Grabbing my phone from the side table, I looked at the time. It was only four in the morning, so that meant I'd only slept maybe three hours, but the dream, fuck, it made it feel like I had slept the entire day. Getting up, I changed into a hoodie and jeans before heading to complain about the leak. I noticed the water was dripping on the tv stand and carpet by the bathroom. I wasn't about to sleep on the wet floor. Somehow, again, I ended up in a room with shitty conditions. Opening the door, wet wind slapped at me. I pulled the hood over my head and slammed the door behind me as I tried dodging the rain and went throug
I was done with the Motel of Horrors. After Tina had left me to ponder my life choices, I finally turned in the room key. There was no point in asking for a refund. Even if I knew what I’d seen and what I didn’t afterward, I couldn’t prove it. The early morning was a gray, foggy mist leftover from the rain that still threatened overhead. I decided to head out to the new house to unlock the door and unload the crap in my truck. It wasn’t a big deal driving out there, the distance from town wasn’t too bad, and the main strip of road was deserted at this time. Finally, after about 15 minutes of driving, I reached the turn for the long gravel driveway. The weathered for sale sign was gone. Someone had apparently removed it. Usually, a person or family is happy with sunshine coming out of their ass when they buy a home, and I used to be that kind of someone. But not today. Between the dreams and subtle things that looked like warnings, I wondered if I’d genuinely made a mistake. Anothe
Unfortunately, I got very sick in early 2023, and in October of 2023, I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma type cancer. I have finished chemo, and it is officially in remission (yay! thank the Lord). I will be updating soon, hopefully, as my energy returns. I want to finish my stories and continue others soooo badly, it is driving me crazy! I am soo sorry for the lack of updating, and keeping in touch. I hope everyone is well and I look forward to writing for you again soon. Please be patient and thank you for waiting on me, I promise to hurry!
With a brick in hand and the full intention of breaking the damned window, I stood there frozen and unable to rationalize what I had just experienced. Was there really some bastard that had broke into my home and mocked me, or was it just another delusional dream, and I was about to wake up soaked like I had pissed myself yet again? The innocent black kitten continued to bat around a small paper ball, oblivious to my staring inside. I dropped the brick. The sound of it hitting wet wood on the deck was loud enough to echo, and the sound reached inside, making the kitten bounce on all fours before he ran to hide under my recliner. Turning, I ran down the steps to the front yard, almost sliding on my ass, drenched and feeling the coldness of wet clothes. But, of course, no one was there when I spun in circles looking around me. “WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT?” I had yelled loud enough that my voice cracked, but I knew if an intruder was there or not, no one would really answer
The little furball and I headed back to the house, and heavy rain started hitting the windshield. I was carefully driving but prayed the little thing wouldn’t make the ride difficult by suddenly jumping on the dash or climbing my face. Luckily, that didn’t happen, but the rain was coming down harder when I parked out front of the house. Making a plan, I stuffed the kitten in my hoodie the best I could and grabbed the bags before darting out the door and up to the house. After fidgeting with the keys, I was able to get in. I still managed to get soaked a bit, and the kitten wasn’t too happy either. “I’ll get your poop box set up first and then change,” I said out loud to fill the silence in the house. I put it in the spare room until I could move the desk in there. The kitten seemed grateful to relieve itself, and I left it alone to get out of my wet clothes. I had just pulled my shirt on after drying my hair when I heard scratching noises and loud banging outside. The kitten w
When I got to my driveway finally, I noticed two large boxes and a package of blinds thrown next to the mailbox. I figured they’d leave it there. I hated getting things by post. The shit either came up missing or was delivered, ripped, smashed, and plain old snooped through. Seriously, how can we not notice a hole torn in the corner or a flap of plastic ripped off? When I pulled up to the house, having taken my time driving along the field, I decided to fix the door to the shed. It was hanging loose again. Grabbing everything from the truck and trying to balance it with one hand, I unlocked the front door and went in. Setting the boxes down, I looked around, and nothing seemed out of order, so I went back outside. The sun, fighting through incoming clouds, was still a ways away from setting, so it gave me plenty of time. With the small toolbox from the back of the truck, I walked toward the shed. The door had shut again, but as I got closer, it moved. I watched it for a moment
I felt the same confusion the young officer did when he asked, “Assault, sir?” Frank grinned and held up his hand, showing bloody knuckles where he punched Ron, “Yes, officer Tigs, assault. His face assaulted my hand.” The young officer, Tigs, just nodded and looked back at his desk before he started writing. Ron spat blood onto the floor and seemed calmer when he said, “Ha! Good hit, Frank. Always easy when someone can’t defend themselves, but you WOULD know all about that, wouldn’t you?” Frank quickly turned and went back for more, giving Ron a couple more punches to the face. I wanted to stop him. His beating on the guy seemed a little excessive and unprofessional. “Put him in solitary confinement for a week, and add threat and destruction of property to the charges. Maybe he’ll learn to keep his mouth shut then,” Frank said once he was done pummeling the knocked-out Ron. I looked at Buck's face, and there was amusement at Frank's actions. This wasn’t a place for law enfo
In a small building complex, very close to the Sunny Field Market, was the local police station coupled with a fire station and a small courthouse. Unlike larger cities, where you’d find them separated and imposing their position, this small complex served as a multifunctional beacon of enforcement and reliance for the town. I prepared myself for what I would ask as I pulled into the parking lot. Sometimes, we can get the most profound answers with the simplest questions. It’s human nature to share, boast and be informative, and to sound important and knowledgeable. I grabbed a pad of paper and a pen before getting out and opening one of the double glass doors to the sheriff's department. A bell jingled when I walked in and up to the front desk, much like Sunny Motel's desk. However, behind it, the room was open with several desks holding computers and at the back, behind a glass partition, was the sheriff's office. “Can I help you?” a woman said, standing up from the desk. I no
The sun had warmed the house enough I could shut the windows before going outside and making a fire pit. Several bricks and cinder blocks were sitting next to the shed, so after using a very old shovel I found, I dug a small burn pit and surrounded it with the blocks and bricks. It took me a while. The ground was hard from the cold, and for being supposedly fertile dirt, there were a shit ton of rocks. Once I was finished, I went inside to start grabbing the stuff I had planned on burning. The small pit was halfway between the house and the woods, so it was safe from setting fire to either. Eventually, I had a nice blaze built, have found a random lighter in one of the boxes Abby gave me. It was easier than lighting paper on the stove. Standing there and methodically tossing stuff in, I failed to notice the farmer, Chuck, had come from the backside of the house. “Heya, Mr. Lake, having yourself a BBQ?” He startled me initially, and then I felt slightly irritated, but I just no
My voice got more aggressive as I got agitated. “Ah, now calm down. What you see is what it is, a party man. We are having a party in your brain. Bout’s time too.” I shook my head. It was too unreal. I could understand the nightmares, but this one was too crazy to grasp reasoning. “You’s trippen again? See, I told you you’d find what you not be looking for out here.” I threw my hand across the space of nothing, “Out here? There isn’t a goddamn thing out here!” I pulled at my hair, and my hand came back with a clump of it. “Ah, now see, you changing, told you, should have stayed in the tub, want a hit?” Again, the zebra man offered me a drag of his blunt, but I was so pissed I smacked it from his hand with my fisted clump of hair before watching the hair and the blunt fall into nothingness. “Awe shit, you gone and done it now,” he said in a tone that suddenly worried me. The feeling of the bass stopped, and the entire room of freaks turned to look at me as the lights froze, no
My voice echoed in the bathroom as I began to yell in frustration. Did I need to call a priest to come here, find me wacko, and then the town avoid me like some filthy bum on the streets? Like it was my fault? I turned quickly, and the shadow, again, was gone. However, when I faced the mirror this time, my blood ran cold. Steam replaced where I had wiped, and then, as if some invisible finger was floating in the air, I read aloud the words it wrote across my blurred reflection, “Do Not Hear, Do Not Look.” I asked, “Do not hear or look? What the fuck does that mean!?” yelling again, but the house’s response was silence. Whoever or whatever it was left me to figure it out alone. Going to the kitchen after I was dressed, I grabbed more chips and chewed hard. I wasn’t hungry, but I refused to smoke or drink, so it was as close to relieving stress as I could muster. When I was done and the bag of chips had been demolished, I noticed the house got colder as temperatures started to dr