"I think you should go to sleep," was the only thing she could say after so many minutes. She didn't even bother to look into his eyes because she knew what she will find in them. Nothing but mischief and so she kept her head low but she could hear the snickering that came from him. She could tell that he was sensing her weakness and her desire to be left alone. But did she really crave for solutide? If her mother had asked her, she would reply with a huge no! It was only with the vile woman that she could be truthful. She didn't crave for it, she didn't want to be alone. She wanted something much more chaotic. Thank God her mother wasn't around to draw it out of her."You really want me to go to bed?" Jake asked with nothing but evil intent in his voice. It was the first time that he saw Amanda in such a sober mood and somehow, it didn't completely make him happy though it did fill him with so much pride. Still, he would have happily picked yelling and shouting with her over talking
The sun came earlier than Amanda had expected. She wasn't able to sleep throughout the night. Her eyes only closed for what seemed like two minutes before the sun rose in all it's glory. Luckily for her, she wasn't feeling tired or grumpy. As a matter of fact, she was very happy that the sun was out. It meant that the demons in her head could finally be silenced. The sun drove them away and left her with a solitude that calmed her nerves. It was to be expected. After all, demons don't survive well in the sun. She went straight to the bathroom and the look on her face could tell anyone that she had been tossing and turning all night. Her new lifestyle was a bit alien to her. She didn't know if Jake was experiencing the same difficulty but she wished that he was. She would hate it if she was the only one in such a huge predicament. With a stifling groan, she poured water on her face and watched through the mirror as the water ran down. Jake stood up from his king size bed with a smile
Breakfast was nice. They ate in a comfortable silence. The two stole glances at each other as time would permit them to do so. It was a wonderful display, if anyone had cared to look. It wasn't long before Jake cleared out his plate and watched as his wife took the plate away to wash it. He smiled contentedly as he watched her do so and immediately, he heard his phone buzz. He broke his gaze from her and picked up the phone just to see a text from Michael."Where the hell are you?!" The text message read and immediately Jake remembered that he was supposed to be at a certain cafe to have breakfast with a certian set of people."Oh shit!" He muttered under his breath casue he knew that his guys would kill him if they found out what he was truly doing. He rushed to the counter where Amanda was washing the dishes. Amanda turned back just in time to see the worried look on his face."What's wrong?" She asked with worry."Nothing. It's just that I have to meet the guys like right now so I
Jake didn't like their laughs or the awkward way they gazed at him when he spoke about Amanda. He didn't even like the response they gave him. He would have picked silence over everything else. They acted like Amanda didn't matter and he hated it."Can you guys please say something?" He spoke after what felt like ages."What exactly do you want us to say? It is not like your wife to cook for you," Michael said calmly."Yes and that is surprising even for me. I mean, I loved it but it was a bit too much for me to take in at the moment." "What's surprising to me is that you are still alive after eating the meal," Sebastian said and took a sip of his drink. Jake shot him a death glare but Sebastian has been known to not give a tiny rat ass about many things."Oh don't look at me like that! Tell me that you didn't think the food was poisoned when she gave it to you at first and I will buy your lovely wife a bouquet of flowers." He said."You are just a petty man. Why can't you be happy f
Meaningless conversation about what life was and what life wasn't filled the room and every conversation annoyed Jake the more. He wanted nothing more than to talk about his wife. But he knew that his guys wouldn't appreciate that and if he forced the conversation to go in that angle, he would be blessed with sarcastic comments from Sebastian."Jake, why so quiet?" Michael asked after a while. He knew Jake to be a quiet person even when they were in school but he didn't know him to still be a quiet person."Nothing, I'm not thinking of anything. I just want to be quiet and watch you guys talk.""Without contributing anything? That's quite dumb, don't you think?" Sebastian added."It's not everytime that I must say things. Sometimes, I just have to listen. Didn't they say that you can learn so much about a person by just listening to what they have to say?" "What more do you want to learn about us? Last time I checked, you practically know everything about us so why do you need silenc
"Sasha?!" Jake commented. He hadn't seen her in what felt like forever but she had not lost her spark. She was still looking very beautiful and smart. He took a quick scan of her and noticed that she had added some weight. She was looking healthier than she was before and more curvier. What he would give to hug her? But he wasn't stupid. He knew that he had no such right."Hi Jake," Sasha said slowly. She didn't look sad, she looked disappointed and a tad bit angry. Was she not happy to see him? Of course she wouldn't be especially after the way he treated her when they last met."It's so good to see you. You look really good.""Thank you. You are not looking bad yourself." She said and dusted her clothes off. It was at that moment that Jake noticed the drink he spilled on her."Oh my God, I am so sorry!" Jake rushed to apologize and he tried to clean the dirt with his hand."Please stop that," Sasha said and when Jake looked up, all he saw in her eyes were hurt and pain.He wasn't re
Chapter fiveCalifornia was a town that never ceased to amaze Jane. One minute it's pouring rain, the next, the sun is threatening to peel your skin off. Today's weather was a combination of both. She honked at the car in front of her. Jane had always hated the way people took the road to be their home. Driving so slow as if they didn't have a where to be. She finally maneuvered the crazy road users and got to the hospital in one piece. "Hello, I'm looking for a patient that was admitted here in the morning. Her name is Lindsey." Jane said to a sad-eyed woman in her mid thirties. The kind nurse that attended to her in the morning was no where to be found so Jane had to make inquiries to find out where the girl was."And how are you related to the girl?" She didn't only look sad. She sounded it too. It made Jane wonder what such a person was doing in the hospital. She is used to nurses being mean and rude but she has never come across a sad one before."Just a concerned friend." The
When Jake looked back, Sasha had moved to the counter to place her order. She didn't even say anything about the coffee that he spilt on her. She couldn't believe that she would still be that upset with him, even though what he did was unthinkable. Jake sighed and walked back to meet her."Sasha?" He called her name and watched as she groaned before turning her head to answer him. "What do you want Jake?" She asked."Look I know you are still upset but at least, let me pay for the cloth so that I don't have to add that to the number of reasons for you hating me." "I can take care of the clothe. Trust me, I do not need your help." She said and went back to waiting for her order."Yes, I know that you don't need my help but come on. I want to do this." "It's not the first thing you have wanted to do but you were not able to. So just let it be , Jake. Really, I'm good." It was a fruitless conversation but Jake was adamant. He had already done so many things wrongly with her. He didn'