I got home from work before the clock struck six.
My house was vacant but it wasn't lonely. I was taking off my clothes when I heard the door bell ring. I wasn't putting on trousers but I was wearing a shirt but I went to the door anyways.I was walking towards the door when it rang again. I opened the door to see a face that looked so familiar. I know I had a thing where everybody I see, seemed as if I had met them before, but, this time I wasn't just guessing, the feeling was strong.“Don't I know you?." I blurted out.“Ermm."“Sorry, don't mind my manners, come in please."“No, don't worry, I'm your neighbor, I live right beside you, and I just thought of bringing you a small gift, here, I brought some cupcakes and cookies, I hope you like them, I made them myself."" I'm fucking serious, you look familiar. “ She looked up at my face." Darwinson?!. “" Yes” Apart from my family, there was only one person that called me Darwinson, fuck, who was that?. ““Oh my, Darwinson!." She said again while I remained speechless, I couldn't remember where I had seen her.“You've forgotten me?, It hasn't even been up to a decade yet."“I'm sorry I've been meeting new people."“New girls." She said laughing.“So, would you tell me who you are, so that I can have a happy reunion."“It's me, Ará." As soon as the words left her lips, I went into temporary shock.“C'mon, say something." She urged me, like she always did.“Fuck, Ará, it's been like forever." I said bringing her into a hug.“I know."“You've changed." I said to her.“A bad change?." She asked.“No, a good change, you look more beautiful than ever, you're fucking gorgeous."“Thank you."“Come in, come on in." I said throwing the door open.“Jeez, I'm happy to see you, you're my neighbor, jeez, what a small world."" I know, right. “" You have a nice place. “" Thank you. “" How have you been. “ I asked her." I've been good, how about you, how have you been?. ““I've been good."“So, where did you go after boarding school?."“I took a small tour, on a cruise ship, with my parents and then I came back to London, to an art school, I studied art, now I'm an artist, what about you?."" I worked for my dad for some years, now I just built up my company here, I know my way around London, so I chose here. “" You just built up your company?, Like you just started it?. “" Yeah, I know all about running big companies, I was born to run companies. “I said and she laughed." I'm so glad we met, like, the universe just brought us together, don't you think. “" I'm glad the universe brought us together.“" I missed you, Darwin. “" I missed you too Ará. “" I love what you did with colours here. “" Thank you, I wanted it to contrast all the houses I've lived in all my life. “" You've really grown, you've grown so much, you're now a man, last I saw you, you were a boy graduating secondary school. ““Hey, Ará, you didn't want to talk to me on graduation day, you kept on running."“I'm sorry."“It wasn't fair, it wasn't fair at all, what did I do?, You didn't say nothing, how were we supposed to meet after graduation, I always asked myself, what was it that I did."“Nothing, you didn't do anything."“So why did I get that kind of treatment from you."“I don't know."“I thought we loved eachother."“We didn't, Darwin." She said and it passes through me like ice.“You told me you did, you were one of the realest persons in my life."“I lied."“What do you mean you lied."“Darwin, I really can't do this, not today, I've been running from this my whole life, sorry, but I'm leaving." She told me and I watched her walk out of the door.“You can't run from it forever you know." I told her and I watched her stop." I know that, don't you think I know that?, of course, I do. “" Ará, my whole life has been fucked up, I don't want to believe that the only thing I held as true was all a facade. “" That's what it's been, me and you. “" You have to explain to me why you're doing this, I haven't seen you in what, in like ten years and now you just show up out of the blues just to tell me that what we had some years ago was a lie, I mean I took away your virginity. “" C'mon, we were just kids. “" Is that how you saw it, or that's how you see it, now that you're all grown up, we shouldn't even be having this conversation, and you know it.“" Darwinson, I'm sorry.“" For what?.“" I'm sorry because it was all false, when we were still in school, Robert and the other kids said that you liked me because of the way you looked at me, they set us up, they knew you would go to the library that day, they said you always went to avoid meeting in the hall with the nuns on Fridays, and they made me act all nice, and I swear at the start it was all a lie, it was all acting, until later, I finally fell in love with you, but, if it wasn't love at first, then it wasn't love later on, I ran away from you from graduation because I couldn't face you, how could I tell you?, so it was better to run, if running meant that you would be free of me and of pain then I would save you and run, I was literally sparing you the stress Darwin.“" No, it cannot be true. “" But it is. “I layed on my bed and I faced the ceiling. I felt like the space in my chest where emotions resided in, was lit, on fire. I was restless, but I was still, I couldn't move, myriads of thoughts ran wild in my head, how could it fucking be. I was trying to piece the whole thing, I was literally trying to piece my life. When I was a boy, I was all alone, locked up in a gigantic house, I got home school till I was ten and I was sent to boarding school in another continent, just because my parents were too busy to take care of me. And they rarely visited me, they just spent a fortune paying for my education. Rain falling outside reminded me of a movie I'd once seen, a sad and quiet movie, that bore a strong dark emotion to it and now, it didn't want to let me go. I stood up from my bed and I walked to the closet, I used to do this as a child, when I was upset, I would go to the closet and lay on the floor, holding my knees to my chest and eventually I would sleep off, I was a
I had to go in with him, he drove me home, he was nice, nobody was ever nice to me. His name was Geoffrey, he came by the house after that day and we bonded, and soon we became very good friends. He was my first kiss, my first love, my first boyfriend, he was my first. He felt like the father I never had, his love felt like a big block that had filled a piece in me, his love had completed me, the attention made me feel special, I was happy, for once, I was noticed, for who I was. I fell for him, he was five years older than me, he cared for me, gave me things, all kinds of gifts, too many things, now that I'm older I know it was all just love bombing, he didn't really love me but I didn't know that, all I knew was his lies and his fake. If I could tell my teenage self something, I would tell her to continue to do whatever she did, it wasn't her fault, nothing was ever her fault, it wasn't her fault that she grew up in a vile world, it wasn't her fault that she was le
I thought of giving her a ride but then I thought better, that was how she met Geoffrey, she would be weary of me. I was proud of her, how strong she was, and I hardly even got a cut as a child. I drove to the coffee shop to get some coffee.“Hi, good evening." The lady behind the counter said to me.“Hi, can I get plain black coffee."“With milk?."“Yes please."“Sugar?." She said biting her lips with a smile.I laughed.“Yes, please."“I'll be back in a jiffy." She said almost cockily and left, she came back in a very sort while with a hot cup of coffee. I paid and I took my coffee to one of the tables. I didn't want to go home, not yet, I wanted to wait a bit. I was looking around when I caught someone staring at me, it was Ará. Her green siren eyes pierced through mine, I held her stare and I watched her turn away. I took my cup and I decided to leave, everything got uncomfortable after I saw her. “I didn't take you to be the type that ran.“ she said to me
I rang the door bell and I waited patiently for her to come out to see me. I hoped she was in.I rang the bell again, and I waited.Slowly, almost too slowly, the door came open to reveal Ará standing in her pajamas.“Good morning." I said to her.“Good morning, what are you doing at my house."“I came to tell you that I've forgiven you."“You're late."“What do you mean."“You're late, what made you think that I'll still be asking for your forgiveness, after what you did to me yesterday in the parking lot, no man, and I tell you, no man, has ever turned me down."“Well, I'm glad I'm the first." I said and I watched a frown cross her face.“It's a joke." I told her. “For what I did yesterday, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave you like that, I was too angry at everything."“What do you have to be angry at, I mean you've always been Mr perfect."“There's a lot of things going down and I'm actually very sad right now."“Okay."“Please can I come in?."“No."“Why?."“I'm angry at you,
Slowly, I walked to the door of the bathroom, to see what went wrong, to see what had happened. My dad had ran immediately she ran inside the bathroom, so I couldn't see any of them until I was standing in front of the door, that was when I saw. I saw her, she was laying on the ground, unmoving, pool of blood gathered around her head, I couldn't look, I never looked, till this day, I can't tell in detail what I saw because I didn't really look at her, I couldn't, I was scared of what I would see. My dad had carried her, droplets of blood stained the floor, stained her orange gown, there was blood stains everywhere, he carried her from downstairs where everybody was watching and everybody had seen her, everybody that was at our house that day saw her and they never stopped talking about it. They said her head was broken, they said it was the most treacherous thing they ever saw. My dad could barely live after that, no one of us could, one moment she was there and t
It was Monday morning. The day was beautiful, the sky seemed bluer and the grass seemed greener. I got in to work early and I had completed a few things, if only my parents could see me now, in no time I would build my own fortune and my own legacy. I didn't need to please anybody, or conform to the rules of the board of directors and lastly, there was no corrupt lawyers to be bought, better still, my cousin Mark could never reach me. It was 3:15 pm. I had just finished with having a meeting and I would say that I was bored. It had been a long time since I went to a bar and the thought of going to one was tempting. “Good afternoon." Mandy said peering her head into my office. Just who I needed to see.“Hi, Mandy."“How's your afternoon going?."“Very good, please have a seat."“Thanks."“There's something I wanted to ask you."“Yeah?." “Do you know where I can get a good house keeper?."“Yes, I know where you can get a good house keeper, there's someone I know, her n
I looked at myself in the mirror just one more time, I was wearing a red evening gown, it was a satin slit back gown and it was breath taking. I remember I had bought it but I didn't have anybody to impress the time I had bought it, but, now I had Darwin. He walked back into my life in the weirdest way. The universe has its way of working, I clutched to the edge of my gown and I breathed in a few times. I walked away from the mirror and towards the door. I took my keys and I dropped it in my purse that was as red as my dress. I rang the door bell and I took one big breath.I was sitting in the living room when I heard the doorbell ring.Rosé was about leaving, she was in front of the door when the bell rang. I watched her open the door wearily, I smiled from where I was sitting, she was so gentle. Who could be at the door I wondered.My breath caught in my throat when I saw the pretty lady that opened the door.“Yes?." She asked me.“Jesus, I'm so crazy, I'm so
I drove while Ará stared out from the window. From time to time, my eyes fell on her. We didn't say anything in the car, unlike Mandy, Ará had always had this quiet and serene aura around her, if I was with Mandy, I would be laughing my chest out, but, nonetheless, I loved who I was with Ará. I reached for her hand in the small darkeness and I held it, it was warm and soft, I squeezed it gently and she turned to me, her fine curvy lips turning into a small smile, I liked the way she looked then, I liked the way her hair fell like fine soft needles. I held the image in my head, long enough for it to make me smile. We got down from the car, while she led me into her gallery, I didn't expect to see anybody, I thought it was going to be just her and me, but, what I saw was hundreds of people, dressed like pretty flowers, blooming under the sun. The gallery was white, and spacious, if there was anything to the looks of the building, it was white and spacious. There were pa