Kai had a nightmare that night, same as all the nights before and for as long as he could remember. He was screaming on top of his voice, “put your lives on the line!”, “show no mercy!”, “bring me their heads!”, “stake his head for his subordinates to see.” And other cruel and gruesome commands he could hardly imagine himself voicing out.
“What sort of life did I lead before now?” He asked himself as he startled back to reality, shocking his wife, Sarah, as well.
“The nightmares again?” She asked as she sat up, rubbing her eyes.
“Yes. I’m sorry.” Kai apologized, sitting up as well. “It’s okay. Should I get you some water? Advil?” She asked as she rubbed his shoulders. “No, thanks. I’ll just get ready for work.” He replied as he pulled himself out of bed, heading for the bathroom.
In the bathroom, he splashed ice cold water on his face and he stared at his reflection in the mirror. He had sunken eyes from his sleep constantly being cut short by ridiculous, otherworldly nightmares. He had no idea but for as long as he could remember, he never had a good night’s rest and it bothered him that he was now waking Sarah up as well.
As he turned on the shower, he made up his mind to propose sleeping in separate rooms, an idea he was very sure her family would love. He stood in front of Sarah’s full body mirror and buttoned up his shirt.
He stared at the scars scattered around his torso. He was never fully committed at a gym and yet he had ripped muscles on his arms, back and abdomen. One of his coworkers jokes once, saying he had the body of a seasoned warrior.
The truth was, Kai had no idea how his body came to be the way it was. All he remembers was that he met Sarah one day while he sat waiting for the bus. He had no recollection of where he was coming from, nor where he was going or why he was even at the station.
All Sarah said to him was, “you look lost.” With the most beautiful smile he had ever seen.
“Where are you headed? The next bus won’t be for another thirty minutes and the forecast predicts rain in five.” She said again with a bright smile.
“Oh, sorry.” Kai heard himself say as he scratched the back of his head. Watching him, Sarah thought he looked cute. She was initially dared by her friends to approach him but on taking a closer look, he was really good looking. He had the perfect face and jawline and long eyelashes that framed his dark brown eyes beautifully. Him looking at her made her bite her tongue.
She turned to look at her friends who stood in the corner and she shrugged, “well? Are you lost, stranger?”
His head felt foggy, “I..I’m not sure.” Sarah took a long look at the handsome stranger and felt compelled to help him. She rushed back to her friends.
“That was one long dare.” Lily chuckled, “yeah you win. I’ll pay you a hundred. Let’s go.”
“I’m actually gonna stay. He doesn’t look well.” Sarah said to both her friends.
“Yeah, he looks like a handsome psychopath. Let’s leave please, this is a deserted bus stop.”
“You two go ahead, I’ll call you when I have some information.”
“Sarah freaking Pierce. Are you serious right now?” Her friend yelled as Sarah ran across the street again to Kai.
The rest was history. Two years later and their wedding anniversary was around the corner but Kai feared that his nightmares amongst other things were ruining his marriage. He was used to not sleeping at night but something about seeing Sarah with dark circles broke him.
“Here.” Thinking about the devil, Sarah entered with a glass of milk and advil. She truly was an angel. “I took the liberty of using the guest bathroom. Wouldn’t want grandpa nagging our ears off for being late to breakfast again.” She giggled.
“I fear he would nag us no matter what we did, babe.” Kai said as he swallowed the pill. It did nothing for his chronic migraines but he did not want to bother Sarah with that. She had a lot on her plate because of him already.
“That’s right.” She agreed, “Here, let me help you.” She said as she adjusted his collar and the two headed out for breakfast.
They moved in with Sarah’s family a couple of months prior due to his inability to keep up with their rent. Her mother came to ‘rescue’ her from her ‘pauper’ of a husband and Sarah refused to leave unless Kai went with her and here they were.
Kai hated it though. He was only recently laid off because his migraines were affecting his quality of work but he was working really hard at landing a new job but Sarah’s mother, Stephanie was always neck in his marriage to her daughter and so before he could get back on his feet, they were wheeled into the Pierce’s family mansion. It was a decent house but with way too many rooms in Kai’s opinion.
They all sat at the breakfast table. The family head and Sarah’s grandfather, Orion, her parents, Sarah and Kai himself. As usual, the air felt too heavy to rest his back against the back of the chair and so he ate stiffly, quietly, hoping they each had events that would excuse them from the table as quickly as possible.
Stephanie broke the silence, “I have so many errands to run today. Kai, you will drive me.” She announced as she took a bite off her toast.
“Mom? Is Gerald ill? Kai is job hunting today, you know this.” Sarah cautioned her mom.
“I just want a change in drivers and besides, how long has Kai been job hunting now? Clearly that isn’t working out. You want me to pay him, fine, I’ll throw in ten.” Stephanie taunted, a slap to Kai and Sarah’s face. Ten was only worth a bottle of water.
“Mom!” Sarah yelled.
“What? Did I tell any lies?” Stephanie turned to Kai, “what use are you to us? You don’t work, you don’t contribute to the bills, you get free food. The least you could do is drive me around. Right, dad?” She turned to Orion.Orion ignored the ruckus, eating silently. “Calm down, my love. Remember what the doctor said about your blood pressure.” Her father said.“Sarah, baby. Your mother said she would pay. What is the issue?”“Leave that dumb child. Rather than marry a man that would take her on trips away from the capital, she brings home a man with no recollection of who he is. For all we know he could be a spy!” Stephanie touched the sensitive area. She and her husband were always suspicious of Kai and did not buy his story that he lost his memories.“I’ll be glad to drive you, Stephanie. Let me grab my jacket quickly.” Kai said, breaking the awkward silence, as he got up and headed to his room. “You know what, never mind! Gerald will take me.” Stephanie said as Kai emerged out of
“What?” Kai turned to look at Sarah who was still sobbing uncontrollably. “I’m so sorry, Kai. My granddad found the test results on our bed. I wanted to surprise you at dinner later tonight.” Sarah apologized.“Is that why you’re all ganging up on her? A married woman getting pregnant? Is that a crime?!” Kai demanded, getting up on his feet and aiding Sarah as well.“I will not take questions from you despicable being!” Orion started.“I gave you a roof over your head, despite being a nobody with no name. I endured the jabs from my business partners and associates, taunting me for giving up my only grandchild and future heir to a man with no past.”“And how do you two ingrates repay me? You poison my line with pauper blood!” Orion turned to Sarah, “Sarah Pierce, you will sign these divorce papers this instant and I will consider letting you raise your bastard child in my home. Else, I want you two out of my sight.”“Dad!” Stephanie yelled, he was being too harsh in her opinion.“Shut
“What? Absolutely not!” Sarah said as she threw the keys hard on the ground.“That is my offer, Sarah Pierce. I only care about my future grandchild and I still very much want you to divorce Kai.”“That’s fine with me.” Kai pitched in, finally getting up from where he was sitting. Tears welled up in Sarah’s eyes, “what?” She asked, her voice barely a whisper.“Glad to know that one of us has reasoning here. Do you need me to drive you or do you have a way to get there?” Stephanie asked Sarah and Kai responded, “I’ll take her.”“I won’t step foot in the apartment. I promise.” He added.“Your words mean shit but I will take it.” She then turned to Sarah, “I will pick you up tomorrow morning by ten for a doctor’s appointment.” Was the last thing she said before turning to enter her car and zooming off.Sarah stood, watching the car retreat until Kai’s voice snapped her out of her thoughts, “I spent nearly all the money I earned these past few months to book a restaurant for our anniversa
Kai had just dropped Sarah off at her apartment that morning, “you know you can come in right?” Sarah asked, “It’s not like there are spies watching.” She added, urging him to step into the apartment.Ever since she started living alone, Kai had adamantly refused to remotely step foot in the house. “I gave my word.” He always said and Sarah chuckled, “to who? My mom? Oh, come on, Kai. What is the matter with you?” She asked, placing a hand on his cheek.“Nothing.” He brushed her off, breaking her heart a little bit. Sarah noticed that he had been off for a while now. “Is it work?” She asked.“No.” Kai said, turning around to leave, “get some rest, Sarah.”“Is it the migraines?” Ignored. “The nightmares?” Ignored.As she watched her husband walk further away from her, she yelled, “Is it me?!”That would usually get him to turn around and reassure her but this time, he didn’t. He just yelled in response, “No!” Before taking a turn out of her line of vision.Sarah stifled a cry. He usual
The strange man called out to him, his cigarette falling from his hand. “It is you!” The heavily tattooed man fell to his knees, bowing his head. Kai rushed to him, “get up! Have you lost your mind?” He asked as he held him by his shoulders and pulled him up.Kai looked around frantically, hoping no one saw what just happened from their floor to ceiling windows, “I’m sorry, my Lord. I don’t know what came over me.”“I am not your Lord nor do I know who you are. Please remove yourself from my presence. The courier office does not open till ten and my manager will talk my ears off.” Kai said as he went pack to pick up the packages he abruptly dropped.The strange man was Maverick Slade, Kai’s captain and one of his closest aides. He held the position that was the lowest of the General’s officers but that was simply because he was low-born. His family had served the Rylans for centuries before they became the ruling house. The two men grew up together but Kai had no idea who the heavily
Kai looked out from the corner of his eye. It was Rosetta, Sarah’s self-proclaimed rival. Before she got to the table, Kai quickly threw Maverick a look, cautioning him and telling him to remain calm without words.“Wow! Look who the tide washed in! I didn’t think I’d get to see you in the capital anymore.” She started, dropping her designer bag on their table.“Good day to you too, Rosetta.” Kai said in a flat tone. He knew better than to indulge her. She got off by him simply engaging with her. To say she was obsessed was putting it mildly.Rosetta scoffed before continuing her failed attempt at taunting, “word on the street is that Sarah’s family finally got fed up with you two. Not only were you two freeloading but yo
The walk to Maverick’s car was long and frightening for Maverick but the usual for Kai. It felt good to finally do what his mind had been telling him to, with a twist of course. He had a strong feeling that Sarah would not take lightly to him beheading one of her acquaintances.“Would you like to come to my settlement? It’s small but it would be a better place to discuss than the public.” Kai broke the silence as they entered into the car. “Certainly. Just let me know where.”The two men arrived at Kai’s studio apartment after an almost thirty minute drive. Maverick took in the shabby building and could not shake off the awe of the state his general was living in. It was like the boonies in Nexarath. It was not suited for the commanding general of the strongest army the world had ever seen. It was not suitable for
Despite the urge to ask why, Maverick knew better than to question his general. Kai’s word was law, always.“Yes, my lord.” He said in response and Kai sighed, “I do not expect you to understand.” He said without divulging further information. Maverick was his closest friend but they did not have a vulnerable relationship. It was strange for him to suddenly confide in him about his marriage and life for the past three years.“I do.” Maverick said and Kai gave a light smile, “thank you, Captain.” He paused, “I will ask though, why are you in the capital? I don’t remember Morticia ever being able to successfully give you an order or send you on a mission.” Kai said to Maverick in a taunting tone. He remembered that he loved watching them bicker. Those were the fun moments.