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Alec: I shared my deepest secret with Lumen, hoping things will be better between us. But I can’t catch a break. My life blows up again when my daughter goes missing.

Lumen: To say all hell broke loose is an understatement. When Alec’s daughter went missing, so did Soleil, the girl I mentor in foster care. It stung when Alec said finding his daughter is more important than some random runaway. But that’s just one more person telling me I don’t matter.

With people they love in danger, Lumen and Alec must decide where their loyalties lie and hope for a future together.

ALEC

WHEN I’D WOKEN THIS MORNING, I’D FELT LIKE EVERYTHING HAD

changed. Some of it made me uneasy, but in other ways, it was as if a weight had been lifted.

I had told Evanne last night about my dyslexia and explained that the mistakes on her homework had been my fault. It seemed that Lumen had been right when she said that a good portion of the reason Evanne had been upset had been because she hadn’t und
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    LUMENI HATED  LEAVING  LIKE  THAT, BUT  I’D  MEANT  WHAT  I  SAID. SOLEILdidn’t have anyone else to make her the priority.  Me  not going with Alec didn’t mean I wasn’t worried about Evanne or that I didn’t feel sick over how upset Alec was. I wanted him to find her. It was just that we both knew Keli wouldn’t hurt their child, and there were so many people who could – and would – hurt Soleil.Last week, Soleil had gotten caught stealing a pregnancy test, and she’d had security call me. After I’d picked her up, and she told me what she’d taken, I’d bought a test for her myself and waited while she took it. Fortunately, it had been negative. Right then, I’d made a promise to myself to find out who’d she’d been sleeping with, but I hadn’t been able to get it out of her yet.What if the guy was, as I’d feared, an adult? Could he have convinced her to run away with him? I knew all too well how many kids in the foster system  were  tra 

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   seventy seven

    ALEC“ANSWER THE  FUCKING  PHONE!” I HUNG  UP  BEFORE  I SHOUTED  THEwords, having enough presence of mind to want to keep Evanne from possibly hearing me yell.It had been two hours since I’d gotten Keli’s text, and I’d been waiting at the house the entire time, continuing to call and text but getting no response.In all honesty, I had expected her to show up  at  some point, perhaps making me wait a while simply to see me squirm. Perhaps she intended to use this as a way to ‘convince’ me to rethink my decisions regarding custody of Evanne and my relationship with Lumen.If that was her goal, she would be sorely disappointed. If anything, this proved that I could no longer trust Keli to do what was best for our child. For some reason, the rational woman who had cared so well for our daughter the first eight years of her life was gone. I suspected it was a combination of Alessandro having broken things off  with  Keli  and 

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   seventy eight

    LUMENI WOULD’VE ASKED MYSELF IF TODAY COULD GO ANY WORSE, BUT I WASscared of how the universe might respond.Soleil was still missing, and I’d been out until well past midnight looking for her. I would have stayed later if I’d had anywhere else to look or if I’d gotten another lead, but I’d exhausted more than just myself. Not only had Soleil not been at any of the places I’d looked, but no one there had seen her. I hadn’t even gotten the slightest hint that anyone was lying.I showered after I’d gotten home, hoping that it’d be enough to relax me into the right frame of mind to sleep, but I’d still laid awake for most of the rest of the night, which meant when my alarm went off, I’d been just as tired as I had been when I’d gotten into bed.Things just continued downhill from there.I’d spilled coffee on my skirt and had to change, but my only clean skirt didn’t match my blouse. By the time I finished changing, I

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   seventy nine

    ALEC“THANK  YOU.  I  APPRECIATE  YOU  CHECKING  FOR   ME.”  I  CLOSED  MYeyes as I ended the call and reminded myself yet again that I shouldn’t throw my phone. All that would do would lead to the hassle of having to purchase a new one.I’d spent the entire morning calling hospitals and hotels, starting in Seattle and working my way out. Because I had no other ideas. None. Hospitals and hotels were the only two places I could think that I could check from home, and Eoin had made it perfectly clear that I wasn’t to go anywhere. He was here to help, and I was supposed to stay here in case Keli and Evanne came back.But I couldn’t just sit here and do nothing. I could have worked from home, but how was I supposed to concentrate on anything if I didn’t know where Evanne was?I’d made more than two dozen calls, and not a single one of them turned up anything. For the hospitals, that was a good thing. I couldn’t regret not findi

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   Eighty

    LUMENI MADE IT.The last hour had been pushing it, my nerves stretched to the breaking point, my head pounding. Between the kids asking where Evanne was and Eoin’s visit, my missing student had been on my mind, but so had Soleil since my check-in with Brie had resulted in learning absolutely nothing new.What that meant was that, when I was thinking about one of them, I was feeling guilty about not thinking about the other. And when my attention was on my students, I felt like I should be worrying about one or the other…Needless to say, by the time I stepped out into yet another dreary day, my head felt like it was going to explode. All I wanted to do was go home, take a long hot bath, and curl up in bed with a book.But there were two missing girls, and I had to find at least one of them. I wouldn’t be able to sleep or relax or do anything but worry and feel sick until they were both safe and sound. Alec probably had

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   Eighty one

    LUMENI NEEDED TO GET A FUCKING CAR!“For the third time, I don’t know what happened!” I practically shouted at the phone. I’d set it on the floor after dialing 911, and now it was on speaker, so I didn’t really need to yell, but the operator was pissing me off.Fortunately, she was good enough at her job that she wasn’t taking offense. She was clearly used to desperate, terrified people.“Is she still conscious?”“Soleil? Soleil, it’s Lumen.” I wanted to shake her or touch her face or do something that would give me a better idea of how aware she was, but she looked so horrible that I didn’t think it was a good idea to do any of that. What if she had internal bleeding, and I made it worse? “I think her eyes are open, but she’s not responding to anything I say. Her face is so swollen, I can’t tell for sure.”“Okay. Keep talking to her. Give her something to focus on.”The sound of sirens sent a rush of re

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   Eighty Two

    ALEC“THE NUMBER YOU ARE TRYING TO REACH IS NO LONGER A WORKINGnumber. Please hang up and try the call again.”“Fuck!!” I threw my phone at the couch and watched it bounce off the cushion and onto the carpet. If I’d had worse aim, buying a new mobile would’ve been my next action.Keli had disconnected her phone.She was one of those people who always needed her phone, which meant that this was more serious than I’d hoped. If she’d simply taken off, panicked, overreacted, that was one thing. Canceling her phone was something else entirely. She had crossed from something she could explain away to making a deliberate choice to prevent me from even talking to my daughter.How could I have missed this? Why hadn’t I seen the desperation Keli must have felt to do something this drastic? Had there been no signs? Or had I just been too enamored with Lumen to see what was happening right in front of me?My phone rang, and I snatched it up, unable to stop myself from hoping

  • The Billionaire Impotent son-in-law   Eight three

    LUMENI WAS IN A SERIOUSLY SHITTY MOOD, AND THE WAY THAT THINGS WEREgoing, it didn’t look like it would be getting better any time soon.Sleeping in the hospital chair had been nearly impossible, despite how thoroughly exhausted I’d been. And still was. Besides the fact that the chair was one of the most uncomfortable things I’d ever sat on, our surroundings weren’t exactly quiet. I probably could’ve dealt with both of those things, however, if it hadn’t been for the nurses coming in and out every hour or so to check on Soleil.Then, around dawn, Soleil had woken up, agitated and thrashing around. I’d helped calm her down, assuring her that she was safe, and she wasn’t alone. She’d managed to say something about how “she’d never be safe,” but before I could get any additional information from her, she’d passed out.While waiting for Soleil to wake up again, I’d finally gotten ahold of Brie. She’d had to take Lorelai – a special needs foster child with both mental and physical issues –

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    EOINTHE MOMENT THE WORDS CAME OUT OF ALINE’S MOUTH, I COULD SEEthat she wanted to take them back. Not because she regretted accepting my proposal or didn’t want to live with me, but because blurting it out like that had been like dropping a bomb.Now, we were just waiting for it to explode. I could read it on their faces. I read it on her face too. She realized the impact of what she’d done.And then Freedom turned on me, her expression furious.“What the hell did you do?!” She pointed at me, her clear blue eyes flashing. “How dare you take advantage of her when she was upset! Out on her own for the first time and vulner–”“We’re engaged,” Aline cut her off, clearly deciding to get it all out now that things were in motion for a confrontation. “And I’m pregnant.”Freedom’s jaw dropped, and her face went white. Aline’s jaw tightened. “So, back off.”“What?”The word came out as a whisper, confirming for me that Aline had never spoken to Freedom that way before.“Eoin is m

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    EOINTHE SCENT OF PEACHES WOKE ME UP, AND IT TOOK A MOMENT FOR MEto remember why my bed smelled like fruit. Aline. My eyes opened, my need to reassure myself that she really was here greater than me wanting to sleep a little longer. Once I saw her, I couldn’t look away.We were both on our sides, her back to my front. Her body was curled up, making her look even smaller than she was, and a surge of protectiveness went through me. I slid my hand from her hip to her stomach, wondering when I’d be able to feel the changes to her body, when the baby would start to move, how big it was right now.Was it a boy or girl? Would Aline want to know before or have it be a surprise? When would we be able to tell?I had a lot of research to do, I realized. I wanted to do this right, and that meant not leaving everything up to Aline. Some of the questions colliding together in my brain were the kind that she and I could talk about. I could find the answers for all the others myself. S

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    EOINMY BROTHER, ROME, HAD OUTDONE HIMSELF WITH THIS CONDO, ANDI’d made a point of telling him that when he’d met me there before I’d gone to pick up Aline this morning. I hadn’t, however, told him about what was going on.I wanted her to meet my family. I knew that by now, but I didn’t want it to happen with a question mark over our heads. So, until we got those test results, only Alec knew that this was a possibility. No matter what happened, though, I wanted her to see my new place because, at some point, I planned for it to be our place.Some of my tension had left when Aline had told me that she was okay and that the IUD debacle hadn’t been my fault, but it’d been such a small bit that as we moved into Playa Vista, my stomach was one giant knot of nerves. Most of it was because we still didn’t know for certain whether or not she was pregnant, but there was still a part of it that had to do with how she felt about my new home. I wanted her to love it.I took her hand as we w

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