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Chapter 19: Guilt and Pain
Author: Sam Shelby
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Peter’s head pounded with a relentless ache, a dull, throbbing weight pressing against his skull. His body still hadn’t recovered from the match—his fingers twitched involuntarily, sore from gripping the chess pieces so tightly. His legs felt heavy, as though they carried the burden of two different realities.

Stumbling slightly, he made his way toward the lavatory, muttering a weak excuse as he left the room.

The restroom was quiet, the only sound the distant hum of the overhead lights. Peter barely glanced at his reflection as he turned on the sink, cupping his hands beneath the icy stream and splashing the cold water onto his face.

Once.

Twice.

Three times.

The sting of the cold barely registered against his skin.

But the pain in his head? That was something else entirely.

His reflection in the mirror wavered as his vision blurred for a moment. His chest rose and fell in slow, deep breaths, but no matter how much water he threw on his face, it wouldn’t wash away the storm raging in
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