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She was strong, too strong, and I could feel my breathing becoming more and more labored as she lunged towards me again. I would have an opening, Elaine always left an opening when she took an offensive stance - that was the point that Callisto used several times to knock her to the ground, earning us readers a few sighs when they almost kissed.
I would use this opening.
Was Callisto watching? Was he still paying attention to me?
My thoughts were silly, I confess, but I can't say I'm ashamed, because even if it was a dream, it would be nice to be the only source of his interest. The only one he would look at, even if only in a fight.
Even if out of self-interest.
But if that's what I wanted, I couldn't give in, I couldn't fall, much less let Elaine knock me down or hit me.
"Come to me" I muttered almost inaudibly, and I could feel my body heavy and my skin burn as the magic runes appeared, cutting into my flesh.
It was the mark of Asra's family, but this dream began to feel too faithful.
Should it hurt?
"Magic doesn't work on me" Elaine said, but when I smiled, her gaze faltered and the opening I wanted, the one that would leave no shadow of doubt about my victory, appeared.
She flinched with her open posture and with the use of the runes I sped up my movements, a flash and the image in front of me was Elaine's back, her hair floating as she turned her face slowly.
Too slow.
I smiled with satisfaction and the sword I had stolen from Azrael, the cursed sword capable of wounding even the archangels; the sword forged by Gabriel - pierced Elaine's belly and the white clothes were stained with the crimson of her blood.
"Co-how?" she looked at me in disbelief and then my vision became blurred, the spear in Elaine's hands had shattered, I saw it vanish into thin air and yet now I could feel it wedged into my back.
I coughed, and the ferrous taste of blood came to my mouth.
Something was wrong, in dreams you shouldn't physically hurt yourself.
My eyes seemed heavy, and not even the magic of levitation I could maintain. The runes faded from my skin and I could hear a guttural scream in the background as Elaine fell to the ground.
Was Callisto screaming for her?
It was too dark, it was too cloudy and hard to breathe. I couldn't tell, I just knew that my body was now falling like Elaine's.
I felt strong arms hold me before the thud of the cold ground hit me and without even knowing who it was, I tried to smile.
Furthermore, I needed to remember to say thank you, but it was a dream and when you die in a dream, you wake up.
At least that's what I thought.
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It was hurting, something seemed to be ripped from my back hard, and I could hear the voice of a man who sounded very angry.
"If she dies, you will regret your very existence" he was saying and the sound of footsteps walking back and forth seemed more and more constant.
"We are doing our best, sir..." a young voice tried to argue.
"Then get over yourselves" the man growled.
"It's difficult sir, probably only Lucifer could help" a third voice intervened, "in the end she was injured with a spear made of sacred energy.
Sacred energy was lethal to infernals.
"I don't care" he growled again, "you're priests of Samael, dammit! Give it a fucking go!"
He looked furious, but the pain made my already cloudy conscience fade completely again.
"What the hell do you expect from me?" I heard a female voice mumble, my back still aching as if liquid iron was being poured into my bones.
"Help her" the man's voice said flatly.
"Do you happen to know what you are asking of me?" She sounded incredulous, but her voice was soft, pleasant.
I wanted to see who this voice belonged to.
Was this all a dream?
"She was wounded by a fucking lance of sacred energy," he said, and in his voice you could almost palpably feel how sorry he was, how melancholy.
"And what the fuck do I have to do with it?"
"Lucifer" he seemed about to plead.
"Don't ask me to do that" she muttered.
"Please..." he whispered, it was a clear plea, but it made no sense.
Elaine would never need Lucifer's help to heal her from a wound with holy energy, and Callisto would never beg for anything if it wasn't for the second woman he loved.
Was I delirious?
Was I still dreaming?
"I hate you" the woman murmured and cold hands touched my back and mind.
I could feel her fingers gliding across my soul, healing every measly bruise and reattaching the knots the damn spear had cut; I could feel the pain she was feeling as she did this.
It was too painful.
"I'm sorry" I whispered in her mind and for a moment - even though I couldn't see her face - I swore she had smiled.
A smile filled with surprise, but it was a surprise that seemed to calm her, to comfort her.
"That's the first time you apologize" she said with a sweetness that made my heart ache and my conscience, again, deserted me.
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When my eyes opened, I was not in my room.
I was in a dark place with a big stained glass window, the moon seemed strangely close, so close that it seemed 5 times bigger than normal, and the stars painted the sky so splendidly that it didn't even seem real.
My eyes opened, but I didn't seem to wake up.
"There" I groaned feeling a twinge in my back and only then did I realize that my body was completely sore.
"You're awake" Callisto's voice reached me and my eyes wandered in search of his face amidst the darkness of that room.
He was still, sitting in an armchair in the left corner of the room.
I recognized that room, the dark floor, the stone walls, the fireplace that was never lit, and the giant canopy bed, the one he never used. Not since the death of his only wife.
"Honey" I murmured "why am I here?"
Asra had never entered Callisto's room, but the red hair that fell across my shoulders made it clear that I was still Asra.
"Is this really your curiosity? Your greatest curiosity?"
He looked angry.
"What happened?"
I remembered Elaine's spear going through my back, and I remembered her falling to the ground.
"Did the girl die?" I asked even though I knew exactly the answer.
Elaine hadn't died, she couldn't be killed.
"Fuck the fucking girl" he muttered "you really..."
He stopped, and his rose quartz eyes seemed emptier as he looked out the window.
"I thought you were going to die" he said in a choked voice, it was almost as if he was about to cry.
Would Callisto cry for Asra? What the hell was going on?
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♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱"You... were you worried?" I couldn't help asking, and Callisto looked at me as if that was the stupidest thing Asra had ever asked him in his entire life.Of course, I should know.Callisto couldn't care less about his concubine, but then... what the hell did it all mean?"You..." he paused, his lips ajar.I smiled."I'm sorry, darling," I said, sitting down on the bed.I should leave."What exactly are you apologizing for?" Her voice was serious again.I didn't know how to answer, this was certainly one of the few answers I didn't have to give him, so I looked to the window for anything I could use. He snorted."Are you apologizing for almost killing yourself? For being impulsive? For..." he stopped and even without looking I could hear his footsteps approaching the bed, "what the hell do you have on your head?""Brain matter and horns" I replied with a smile, turning my face to look at him, but Callisto didn't smile back."I could..." he stopped again."I'm fine
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱He was still there when I woke up, and he was still there the next night and the next.He was always there when my eyes opened, his fingers touching my skin with an almost theatrical care. It was different from history, it was almost the complete opposite, and I could remember Asra's words perfectly.He did not come to see me that night, and the next night he did not come either. After Azrael came to my room and took Callisto with him, I did not see the king for many, many days. At least until I walked through the garden and came across him and a beautiful girl one night with a crimson moon, talking in front of the blood fountain.He was smiling.That was the moment Asra knew that she had lost Callisto. That nothing could bring him back into her arms, because Elaine could give him something she could not: a love beyond physical touch. A love like that of his first wife.Pure, friendly, and that pushed him to be someone better.But Asra could never achieve something
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱Callisto's arms wrapped around my hips."Are you sure you want this?" He asked me, and in his eyes there seemed to be a mixture of doubt and fear.It was obvious why. Asra was trouble, but, besides, I had hurt myself the last time I tried to help. He must have thought that there was nothing I could do without nearly screwing everything up along the way.I sank my face into his chest.I wouldn't give up."Yes, that way you can work, and you won't have to endure Azrael on your foot... and..." I smiled, kissing his chin gently, "you can stay by my side too."He squeezed me tighter in his arms and I knew he was thinking, was really considering, but if I let him leave without giving me an answer, he would ask Azrael and that damned angel would go out of his way to make sure I didn't get involved in anything he considered "serious," like, for example: anything involving Elaine."Please" I spoke getting on tiptoe and sealing the king's lips, "I promise... I won't cause an
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱There were many stories within the world of the novel that I read. Among the various stories, there was one that told about the first love of the demon king. The king of all monsters and the one who brought about the destruction of peace and balance. The one who caused the chaos.Particularly, this was always my favorite story. The one that told in the sweetest way how Callisto - the king of the entire underworld and lower plane - fell madly in love with the purest being ever created.The story said many things about that love, but among them was a truth that would probably never be accepted by the faithful few left in the place where the mortal world had once been: it was not the Black King's fault that everything happened.It was God's."Ma'am?" The maid called me again, and I forced myself to smile."Just prepare it the way you think best, I trust your taste" I spoke finally, trying to get rid of all that and especially something as tedious as caring about the d
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱"Who are you?" the childish voice questioned me, and bluntly, I stared at the little being who was sneaking around the gardens of the emerald palace.What was I supposed to say? It was obvious who this child was, for there, in the midst of hell - children, were rare. As rare as dreamy happy endings.That little boy was Loren, Callisto's son and his one true love until then.The being to whom the king dedicated his life and the reason he opened himself to Elaine. There were even some fans who said that Elaine was not so good and had blatantly used the boy to get closer to the king.At the time, I remember disagreeing and defending the heroine."I am Asra" I replied simply by extending one of my hands to him to help him stand up.The little boy wore black clothes that stood out on his excessively pale skin. There were reddish circles under his crimson eyes, and he smiled briefly as he took my hand."Asra? Like the phoenix that swallowed the deadly sun?"He looked exc
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Calisto ⋅• ♱"He's gone again" Azrael said and I felt my body heavy.What the hell was left to happen?Asra had practically thrown me out of her room after an argument where I couldn't even go against what she said."How can he run away again? What the hell are these maids up to?" I growled, sinking into my chair.Loren had been doing this quite often lately, and I knew in part that this was just a response to my actions, but it didn't get me rid of Azrael.He loved to remind me of this damned fact."Well, maybe...""Shut up" I spoke, interrupting him before giving him a chance to continue, to finish whatever the damn rant was.The truth was that Azrael hated Asra for all the things she had ever done, and I... well... I forgave her and I forgave her, because I know that it is exclusively my fault that Asra is the way she is.I condemned her."You really have no way" he grumbled, and I could only sink further into the chair."He can't have gotten far" I muttered
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱After that day, Callisto did not return to my room and did not even set foot in my palace, but unlike what the ancient Asra would do, I entertained myself with other things. After all, it wasn't just romance that the novel was based on, and I knew well that as much as it was a pretext for the main couple to get closer, there were problems to be solved throughout the kingdom.Fights in territories.Abuses of citizens by lesser demons.Tributes are being demanded in small villages in the name of the demon king.There was much that Callisto could not control, even more so when angels were trying to invade his castle and murder his son and Loren... well, little Loren was doomed.He needed time.In the original story, it was up to Elaine to discover these facts together with Azrael and little by little solve them. It was one of the things that made Callisto see her with new eyes.Like the sweet and gentle person, she was the person who cared about mortals even when they
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱I didn't expect it to be so easy to be with Asmodeus, but when he sat down in front of me and tea was served, it all seemed too ordinary.Not something creepy like being in casual conversation with one of the scariest and most powerful demons in all of Hell and the novel universe I've read, but like being with a friend from a long, long time.Was that part of the result of being in Asra's body? A part of her responding to the presence of her best friend?Well...whatever it was, it was helpful, since in the end I didn't feel pressured as he slumped in his chair like a careless teenager."This prince life is so tiring" he grumbled as he stuffed his own mouth with buttery cookies.Those cookies that the maid always left on the dresser and that somehow the body seemed to hate (even though I considered them partially tasty).Unlike me, Asmodeus devoured them like a gluttonous child."Tiring?" I Asked with a raised eyebrow. It was very brazen of him to say something like