♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱
"You... were you worried?" I couldn't help asking, and Callisto looked at me as if that was the stupidest thing Asra had ever asked him in his entire life.
Of course, I should know.
Callisto couldn't care less about his concubine, but then... what the hell did it all mean?
"You..." he paused, his lips ajar.
I smiled.
"I'm sorry, darling," I said, sitting down on the bed.
I should leave.
"What exactly are you apologizing for?" Her voice was serious again.
I didn't know how to answer, this was certainly one of the few answers I didn't have to give him, so I looked to the window for anything I could use. He snorted.
"Are you apologizing for almost killing yourself? For being impulsive? For..." he stopped and even without looking I could hear his footsteps approaching the bed, "what the hell do you have on your head?"
"Brain matter and horns" I replied with a smile, turning my face to look at him, but Callisto didn't smile back.
"I could..." he stopped again.
"I'm fine," I said, trying to console him, even though it didn't make sense.
And it didn't seem to work.
"Do you know what means I had to resort to?"
Lucifer.
I knew.
It wasn't a dream, none of it had been, and all of it apparently wasn't either.
It was real, everything was real.
I swallowed hard.
"I'm sorry."
"Stop apologizing" he muttered, "just..."
"Don't do it again?"
I smiled.
"Don't put yourself in danger" he said sitting up in bed. His shoulders were slumped.
I didn't remember ever seeing him like that, so fragile, so gentle.
I put out one hand in his direction, and Asra's red, manicured fingernails touched his hand.
No, those were my nails now.
"I will not put myself" I spoke as firmly as possible, "I did not think she could force a spear when a blade sank into her body.
Because, in fact, she had never done that until the end of the book, until the final fight, when she drives the spear through Azrael and kills Callisto before begging her God for mercy, to save the child of her beloved daughter.
Elaine had gone off script.
He nodded.
"I know."
His eyes were watering.
"I thought you were going to die when I took you in my arms, and you wouldn't respond" he whispered, now moving closer to me.
If Callisto really cared about Asra, this changed things completely. If he felt something for her, even minimally, it meant that it hurt to see her suffer; it meant that for him, the thought of losing someone again was agonizing.
I wanted to hold him.
"You will never lose me," I spoke without a second thought, and my quartz eyes became too moist to hold the tears.
"You can't promise" he said like a frightened child practically begging for a certainty.
I smiled.
"I can" I spoke and without caring, I pulled him close into my arms.
There was no resistance, Callisto just allowed himself to be thrown into me, his face sinking into my neck, his arms wrapped around my hips.
The warmth of his body on mine was all I needed to make sure that it was real, that he was real, and that now, I was 100% conscious.
"Don't ever do that again" he ordered, tightening his arms around my body.
I nodded.
"Okay." He grunted.
"Don't put yourself in danger..." he continued, "don't even think about doing something that could hurt you."
I smiled.
"In that case, perhaps we should be more careful in the coming nights" I scoffed and watched Callisto turn away from me quickly, his face contorted into a frown.
That was not the expression of an adult, much less of the ruthless king I had read 953 pages of. It was the expression of a spoiled child who was being coldly wronged.
"You don't take me seriously," he said, sounding irritated, but I got up on the bed, got down on my knees and held his face between my two hands.
"Honey" I called him gently and his rose quartz eyes focused on me, "I will not put myself in danger, I will not do things impulsively, and I will take care when I enter into fights. I will train for my fighting style to evolve, but don't ask me to be a helpless damsel... I'm tired of it."
He bit his lip hard.
It was as if he wished to keep me there, in his room, guarded against the world and its dangers forever.
That wasn't what I wanted, I wanted to protect Callisto from the world that seemed to want his head.
"Okay" he murmured, and his lips were curled into an expression of displeasure.
I held back my laughter and for a moment allowed myself to be just me, moving closer to him and sealing his lips lengthily.
"I'm glad to know you were worried about me..." I whispered, and that was the greatest truth I had ever told him.
As if he knew it, Callisto grabbed me, his arm wrapped around my hip pulling me against him and his lips pressed against mine.
"I still owe you a few nights," he murmured in reply, and I smiled.
"You really are.”
"Then you will be my prisoner until every night is paid for" he said as he ran his lips down my neck, shoulder and collarbone.
I shivered. His lips were warm, and his touch was at the same time delicate and firm, it was tender, but charged with desire.
"Callisto..." I murmured, running my fingernails along his tattooed arms.
"It's okay, baby" he smiled, a corner smile that made my whole body warm up "I know you're tired, so for the first few nights I'll do all the work for you..."
I bit my lip hard and felt his fingers running up my thigh, taking with them the hem of the sweater I was wearing.
The only piece of clothing I was wearing.
"But when you recover" he purred "then I'll have to punish you for making me so worried".
I remembered well how Callisto's punishments worked, and at the thought of his body on mine, his mouth sliding over every inch of my body, I had to hold back a sly moan.
I really wanted this.
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♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱He was still there when I woke up, and he was still there the next night and the next.He was always there when my eyes opened, his fingers touching my skin with an almost theatrical care. It was different from history, it was almost the complete opposite, and I could remember Asra's words perfectly.He did not come to see me that night, and the next night he did not come either. After Azrael came to my room and took Callisto with him, I did not see the king for many, many days. At least until I walked through the garden and came across him and a beautiful girl one night with a crimson moon, talking in front of the blood fountain.He was smiling.That was the moment Asra knew that she had lost Callisto. That nothing could bring him back into her arms, because Elaine could give him something she could not: a love beyond physical touch. A love like that of his first wife.Pure, friendly, and that pushed him to be someone better.But Asra could never achieve something
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱Callisto's arms wrapped around my hips."Are you sure you want this?" He asked me, and in his eyes there seemed to be a mixture of doubt and fear.It was obvious why. Asra was trouble, but, besides, I had hurt myself the last time I tried to help. He must have thought that there was nothing I could do without nearly screwing everything up along the way.I sank my face into his chest.I wouldn't give up."Yes, that way you can work, and you won't have to endure Azrael on your foot... and..." I smiled, kissing his chin gently, "you can stay by my side too."He squeezed me tighter in his arms and I knew he was thinking, was really considering, but if I let him leave without giving me an answer, he would ask Azrael and that damned angel would go out of his way to make sure I didn't get involved in anything he considered "serious," like, for example: anything involving Elaine."Please" I spoke getting on tiptoe and sealing the king's lips, "I promise... I won't cause an
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱There were many stories within the world of the novel that I read. Among the various stories, there was one that told about the first love of the demon king. The king of all monsters and the one who brought about the destruction of peace and balance. The one who caused the chaos.Particularly, this was always my favorite story. The one that told in the sweetest way how Callisto - the king of the entire underworld and lower plane - fell madly in love with the purest being ever created.The story said many things about that love, but among them was a truth that would probably never be accepted by the faithful few left in the place where the mortal world had once been: it was not the Black King's fault that everything happened.It was God's."Ma'am?" The maid called me again, and I forced myself to smile."Just prepare it the way you think best, I trust your taste" I spoke finally, trying to get rid of all that and especially something as tedious as caring about the d
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱"Who are you?" the childish voice questioned me, and bluntly, I stared at the little being who was sneaking around the gardens of the emerald palace.What was I supposed to say? It was obvious who this child was, for there, in the midst of hell - children, were rare. As rare as dreamy happy endings.That little boy was Loren, Callisto's son and his one true love until then.The being to whom the king dedicated his life and the reason he opened himself to Elaine. There were even some fans who said that Elaine was not so good and had blatantly used the boy to get closer to the king.At the time, I remember disagreeing and defending the heroine."I am Asra" I replied simply by extending one of my hands to him to help him stand up.The little boy wore black clothes that stood out on his excessively pale skin. There were reddish circles under his crimson eyes, and he smiled briefly as he took my hand."Asra? Like the phoenix that swallowed the deadly sun?"He looked exc
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Calisto ⋅• ♱"He's gone again" Azrael said and I felt my body heavy.What the hell was left to happen?Asra had practically thrown me out of her room after an argument where I couldn't even go against what she said."How can he run away again? What the hell are these maids up to?" I growled, sinking into my chair.Loren had been doing this quite often lately, and I knew in part that this was just a response to my actions, but it didn't get me rid of Azrael.He loved to remind me of this damned fact."Well, maybe...""Shut up" I spoke, interrupting him before giving him a chance to continue, to finish whatever the damn rant was.The truth was that Azrael hated Asra for all the things she had ever done, and I... well... I forgave her and I forgave her, because I know that it is exclusively my fault that Asra is the way she is.I condemned her."You really have no way" he grumbled, and I could only sink further into the chair."He can't have gotten far" I muttered
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱After that day, Callisto did not return to my room and did not even set foot in my palace, but unlike what the ancient Asra would do, I entertained myself with other things. After all, it wasn't just romance that the novel was based on, and I knew well that as much as it was a pretext for the main couple to get closer, there were problems to be solved throughout the kingdom.Fights in territories.Abuses of citizens by lesser demons.Tributes are being demanded in small villages in the name of the demon king.There was much that Callisto could not control, even more so when angels were trying to invade his castle and murder his son and Loren... well, little Loren was doomed.He needed time.In the original story, it was up to Elaine to discover these facts together with Azrael and little by little solve them. It was one of the things that made Callisto see her with new eyes.Like the sweet and gentle person, she was the person who cared about mortals even when they
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱I didn't expect it to be so easy to be with Asmodeus, but when he sat down in front of me and tea was served, it all seemed too ordinary.Not something creepy like being in casual conversation with one of the scariest and most powerful demons in all of Hell and the novel universe I've read, but like being with a friend from a long, long time.Was that part of the result of being in Asra's body? A part of her responding to the presence of her best friend?Well...whatever it was, it was helpful, since in the end I didn't feel pressured as he slumped in his chair like a careless teenager."This prince life is so tiring" he grumbled as he stuffed his own mouth with buttery cookies.Those cookies that the maid always left on the dresser and that somehow the body seemed to hate (even though I considered them partially tasty).Unlike me, Asmodeus devoured them like a gluttonous child."Tiring?" I Asked with a raised eyebrow. It was very brazen of him to say something like
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Calisto ⋅• ♱"What did you say?" I couldn't believe it. Azrael was surely wrong again."Sir, I don't believe you got it wrong."I needed to"Repeat it" I growled."I..."He didn't have the heart to speak, not after what occurred when he took the damned blessed being into my palace.It was an affront, a real attempt on Loren's life."I understand what you wanted to tell me that day" he hastened to speak "but this time it was Asmodeus' fault."Asmodeus.The prince of lust.He never meddled except when Asra got involved in something complicated and he stepped in or even took the blame. It was obvious that Asmodeus had no appreciation for me and he didn't try to hide that in any way."What did he do this time?"It was impossible that Asmodeus would be involved in anything dangerous or even problematic, but the truth was that I was unaware of the nature of Asra and Asmodeus' involvement. And that fact really bothered me."He took the duchess with him to the third ter