I don't know if it's part of his plan, but this time I feel like he is change. This is such an impossible! People change, alright. But not this fast!
The way he hold me gentle is strange. He didn't even comment something about it. I silently gulp, my eyes widely open and barely able to hide my shock.
I contain the beat of my heart while he search and tap in the floor. It makes me question his sanity. The way he do that is such a bother. His eyes close this time and he panted very hard.
"Are you sure you know the way out?" I intentionally overload my frustration. The way I look at him, it seem like I'm looking to a rat.
"If I'm not known, so what?" he glare, yet the intensity of his eyes hide the effectiveness of it.
I only roll my eyes. "Just makes it faster."
He groan. I thought he will throw hate, yet he doesn't response, not even defending himself.
Strange. I wonder if it's a good thing?
"Yeah, it is," I murmured behind my pant breath. I feel like it's a risk, a biggest risk!
He glance warily in my direction. I only smile bitterly. I can't confront him directly of what I learn about him. I even ran away but here he is infront of me, lend his hands for a help.
But what if it's part of his plan?
I shook my head. No way I fell for his trick. He's a pervert!
He clear his throat to steal my attention. "I actually stumble upon the weird-haired man in the forest earlier," he said slowly and gentle. The way he look at me, surely he search for trace of something.
I only doubted his claim though. I smile. "Don't trick me, Pyro. I have no time of that. Who want the forest anyway?"
"You?" he pointed out, I glare coldly wIth my tremble lips.
"Just search the way out, Pyro!"
He chuckle like I'm some sort of diplomat he oppose to be rulin'. He even stop tracing the dirty floor. He up to something, hm!
I let him think I don't realize his sudden halt. In my mind, I already look down to him. He thought highly to himself so it's a good thing. Good for him to feel ashame!
"Here the way out, Arsy," he said.
"I knew it! You didn't find- What?!" I almost choke to the suddeneness. I thought he says he gives up and that the truth he really know nothing. That he's just being a fool after his pervertness!
He breath in and out as he close his eyes. He tells me, "Do what I'm doing and let me hold you, Arsy."
He didn't wait for my response. It's too late for that when my voice fell to the deepest and hardly to come out. He hold my hands with warmth and gentle.
I let him and think it's just a part of his trick. And I shouldn't be fall to it!
"Forest, the connection to that place," he murmur deeply and clearly, "let the sacred soul and lost soul find the way out. Let us find the way out!"
I almost burst into laugh. Or I really burst? His left eyes slightly open and coldy glare for my sudden intrusion. However, his prayer of some sort is such strange that some sort of connction bind us gentle.
I gasp. "N-no way..."
"Hold tightly or else..." he smirk and I can't help but close the distance between us. I can feel his heart beat going loud as my head bang to his chest.
He stiffened, and I let myself vulnerable. I smile evilly and hide the mock in my lips. You think you are good tricker, Pyro? Dream on!
"Arsy..." it almost a whisper.
"Hm?" I look up to meet his adam's apple goes up and down. His mouth halfly open and the way his eyes look down, it desire more than it deserve.
"Are we...go home?" I scan to meet the blazing light cover the area. I thought it will only be an act but the way I incircled my arms around him, with his warmth that strangely comfort me, there's no way it's just an act when I almost cry for his touch.
He only brush my hair and I gulp to find his smirk deepened. For my frustration, I push him away, only to be electricified with the sudden burst of blazing light.
Shockingly, it weakened me, tears brim at the corner of my eyes. I hear Pyro's gentle voice, with worry in it, yet I'm shock to response. I won't response, you fool!
"W-what is this?" I look at him suspiciously.
"I-I don't know..." he hold me the way a person care for a magnificient glass. I can feel his heart beat going loud. It's louder than ever!
I let him do the embrace this time. I'm too weak to even lift a finger. I'm so shock, my eyes widened in fear and in everything. The electricity shove away all the energy remain in me.
Now...I don't think I can able to do my worth.
"I think..." my head rest in his broad shoulder, he's shaken there, or was it everywhere?
I don't know, so I can only whisper how my worth...deprive.
I'm now...useless without my energy.
Is it worth it?
I close my eyes. It's just one of those dreams. I hope it is. It suppose to be!
The sulking cry take over the silence. And the presence of the goddess is such an overwhelming. It's not happened once...
They'll haunt me forever!
"You'll never leave the shadow of the diety I love," she says with too much hatred, her eyes especially brim with blood. "Arsy, he's the only pure and great of all. You tainted it and kill his purity, you false existence!"
How can I possibly live without that energy?!Having that thought gives me more reason to hate him. He device it. I can feel it! How can this happening to me?!"Remember," a voice at the back of my head, "your command to their wish is the only thing left to you. Make use of it wisely, Arsy."It didn't help that my mind thought of him now and then, strange that he didn't even folow me. Just like earlier!"Is he that busy for something?" I can't help burst into flame. He really knows how to place himself in my heart, and now with a specially place in my mind, huh?"Whatever!" I dismiss the thought and let go the urge to come back. "If he don't want to, then don't."The sun is place directly in my head when I reach home. It's not good that my heart is heavy to the thought of Pyro. It's burning me to the deepest."Arsy!" I almost forgot about Gab. He run to me with his worried face. I feel the warmth of his embrace that ease the burning of my heart."Where have you been?" his eyes red fr
The way the sun shone is bearing warmth through out my body. But the sweat that pouring down my cheeks as I panting harder gives me an annoying premonition that I can't get out my system."Arsy," Haru's impatient and shivering voice rung my ears. "You sure? This place... I can't tell for sure but...scary!" his voice enough for me to hear, it's trying to not be heard by someone or something."Go back, will you? Stop...wasting your time with me!" I glare, then to his companion who giggled at the back, shook my head as if with disgust. "And you, too! Screw off!"It's been awhile and my patience run out. It feel like I'm walking endlessly. The way to the forest stretch about, and I can't help but ponder if I'm being delusion or what. Perhaps my lack of sleep this past few days?"Arsy..." Haru stretch to a stop and look horrible around. "Have you hear the gossips? This place...is much scary at daylight!" I groan to his complain. Though it feel like the shortcut gone, I'm not stupid enoug
I lean comfortably at the highest of tree, feeling the coldness of wind blow harsh to my face now and then, waiting for warm that will not possible yet I consistently ask to embrace me. So far, either for the sake of faith nor of staining the comforting life I have, never once cross my mind to ever consider the both at the same time.“You're stuck to that time, Arsy,” someone says, lecturing, “you should learn to move forward. Time passes, yet warmth cease to exist. Aren't you tired?” He approach slowly, his white suit stain with dirt all over, he even shivering to the cold. Though I don't think he will stop just to gives me the peace I wanted.From leaning comfortably, I jump from the highest of trees and landed with a bang. “Aren't you tired of nagging?” I ask as he cough to the dust hurling about to the impact.“I'm tired seeing you this way,” he said, sure are weary. “Remembering that moment as if happen yesterday? I never find someone as earnestly such you, Arsy.”“You think I'm
"Do you think Pryor is fine?" Gab ask, looking inside the bus where the latter don't even move an inch. He look like seeing some sort of bizzare entities, though Gab warn beforehand the bizzareness of this place. Yet I don't believe my mind to even think he wasn't at all fine, that something...much more bothering than the bizzare that Gab knows."Yeah?" I nodded, abandon the idea that resurfacing. Yet I can't let go my eyes fom him, especially in his forevead, there's blood flowing from the cut cause of his metal bumping. But other than that, he look fine, and I can't be certain if he intentionally hit his head to the metal pole or something?Other than Gab, no one pay attention to him anymore. That's when I realize what this bizzare that Gab proudly said. He said it was Halloween Festivities, so I should expect much more scary thing. Was it tricks and treats that he mention?Weird. It only daze me and I felt like the worst coming over. Gab resume for excitement to the goings on, so I
I don't know but it comes to mind suddenly. His name. It's sounds familiar, only named to a person who respected and bowed by townspeople. I don't think that is him though. Anyway he turn around and run away like he's meeting someone out of its mind. Gab find me the next moment, messy and all, watch with my eyes widely open to Pyro's disappearing figure."How do you find that place?" Gab ask just as I sit comfortably in the bus. We're heading home and I'm kind of sleepy, yet the question makes me fully awake and thought the deepest."Pyro did," I said, trying to catch a little bit of reaction from him. Yet I receive too much. He's worried, yet among all sigh, as if what I said is absurd."You don't forget," he shrugged before I even react. "Anyway... Have you enjoy?"I nodded, hide the curiousity within me. I find him a bit weird though, so I can only look away. Did I suppose to forget?I look around the people, there's only few of them. Perhaps enjoying themeselves to their heart co
The sulking cry becoming louder and louder. Except Gab have no reaction over it."Where are you going?" he ask while his eyes close. "You're awake?" Though I have the feeling he isn't. He didn't response so I nodded with my judgement. Still I answer the question just for sure. "Gonna take a walk. I'll be back."It so noisy outside. Yet not even dog able to bark. The noise so loud those who heard will surely abandone the thought of even cry or even open their eyes. So I imagine the night shifters, are they good?However I don't know and don't have any idea of what's their work are. So basically I don't know if they leave the place. No establishment really open at night for unknown reason.The night sky is good, yet my mind remind those lights filled the cloud. Specifically Pyro, or was it Pryor? "Whatever his name is," I murmur with a sigh, not until I hear the familiar voice outside."What's with this place?" it came from afar yet the silence able one to hear him. "Silence and all,
I don't know what gotten into me. I do think of leading him to that place I sure wanted to forget...yet now thinking of filling his presence.With a memory of him.Strange, he quite down, gone the pervertness in him. I can't really forget how he says his body will be a payment. So seeing him looking at my butt, with awe and excites shiver me. All the excitements...yet with fear of after a year I'll come visits the place, it's gone.I disfgusted, not for him...but myself.For even such a sin-incited jerk!Though I know he's joking earlier. It's kind of a disappointment to me still. 'cause inside I know, I conside the idea of his body as a payment. But what's there from granting wishes that I deserve such a joke?The idea of it...sick me. That's not me receiving a peace of mind I really want in this lifetime...if I continue this madness. I have to stop this... Starts in myself!"Just follow me as a payment, Pyro," I said to him earlier, as clear as the stars fully shine in the sky. I
"I'm the goddess descend to save the town!" her cry rotten the distant forest."Stop!" I shriek to felt the stab in my heart. "You're no difference of them!" her attention shifted to me, her glare cause blood to spit. "Just like them you're immerse, cause misery in me. You all cause the downfall of heaven!"I've known the townspeople despise to this woman. They call her witch for a reason unknown. However, I know. They are fear the truth...she bring upon her descend!"Why...you're even descend to begin with?" my question even in myself was a kind of unfair. Is someone up there order her to do so? I pity her, yet I know she don't like it. She's been up to something. That's what I believe. Everyone's believing in!"I also question myself," her voice cold this time. She laugh, wiping the tears that trying to escape her eyes. "Why I'm doing this? Is this even worth it? I...have sacrifice too much for this..." I can felt how she long for someone up there as her tears escape her pained-g