I can't believe I walk away just because of unverified information. Though it was him and that witch, how can I know it's really the truth? There's no really!
The boom of my heart in race. It accompanied by fear that hardly to makes sense. I only slow down when I makes sure he didn't follow.
"What a fool," I wait for a minute yet there's no presence of him. "He didn't follow me, huh?"
I walk pass the border that separate the forest and the farm. It's a wide-abandon farm. Despite though, it's not become expansion of a forest. It's clean in terms of living things, and dirtied from the way it looks in the distance with its wreck surface.
The barns especially destroy in terms of interior, however stood strongly and survive the harshful climates. So it's a beautiful sight despite the wreckage.
Just as I pass the barns, the sign of
the farm halt me.
'Hell to the believers of Eternal Life' it's written below the signpost. Then 'Welcome believers' in the upper part.
It almost unreadable with a sign of slowly faded. However, the way it's written is a disaster. It use the pure color of red, almost seem a blood that just dried out. Not at all like been abandon by century!
"A decade perhaps," I murmur, slowly pass the collapsing figure of a unknown diety.
All of the pieces resemble its crown and symbol is gone. Not even its face remain, it's darkened by time.
"Or burn by the people of the farm?" my guess, only it's far from possibility.
There's no reason for the people of farm to do such a thing, even though they don't believe a thing about creators and gods to bless the world and existence.
It's only one of the figure, others stained and cover by thick-dirt of black. Just watching them unidentified freeze me, it's as if I'll be a part of them, slowly forgotten by time and now wander aimlessly.
It takes me a deep bizzare moan to shifted my eyes to the far ahead. It's not all the time I had this opportunity to look the place with curiousity. Though I didn't use the shortcut, I didn't mind a bit if it takes a while to go home.
Not until the thick small fog hovered in the distance, as if lost and wander this place aimlessly such I'm doing right now. However, as it getting closer I clearly got a view of the ferocious eyes, and the fog in its small form suddenly flow as fast as the lightning struck the ground.
"Hell to the believers of the sky!" the deep thunderous voice coming from the fog. Or was it the fog itself.
Anyway, before it even reach me, I shift direction to the figures that lying dirtied about and in crumbles. The holws of something bizzare boom my ears, clouded my mind, and blood tears rolling in my cheeks.
How bitter! I scream inside my head as the bloody tears reach my tremble lips. I groan, search for a crack just as I reach the giant figure. And there's nothing!
I bit my lower lip, let the bitter blood sip through my mouth. I gulp, the blood warmth me and clear my mind.
"Here," a familiar voice above find me hope, my face brightened.
The growl neared that jump me in shock.
"Come on, Arsy!" he whispers in frustration, enough to boiled my blood.
"I don't need your help!" It's Pyro with his usual innocent face. I doubt though if it's really him or I fell to the tricks of this place. Though the frustration in his voice as slowly step back boom my heart to a halt.
"Hate me after this! I don't care! Just lift up your hands and trust me," he almost beg for it.
The growl so loud I freeze.
"W-What happen if it engulf me?" It almost a whisper, almost a blows of soft winds.
"Nothing will happen if you lift your hands," his soft whisper.
"So you don't know what will happen, huh?"
"How about you?" he fired back in a hurry. "Are you afraid you fell deeply to me?"
"What...are you trying to say?" I look away, laugh awkwardly to his intense stare.
"I know you hear...that witch," he said. I lift up my chin to meet the sorrow in his eyes. "But have you hear my response, Arsy? You look away without even saving me from her presence!"
"What..."
"I hate you the same so lift up your hand!"
For my shock I do what he said, lifted my hands to reach his. Just as the growl reach behind and the fog to engulp me, he pull me to the ground, from the breezing fog
I panted as the darkness meet my eyes. I thought I fell to the deepest, only his warmth embrace gives me assurance that we're fully out of the danger. I can feel how his warmth lifted the cold of the breezing fog.
"Is this inside the dirty figure-" I smile to meet his glare. "I mean..."
"It's a diety figure, Arsy. It's a cave in some sort," he explain as his glare remain on me.
So he hate me that much, huh? I laugh that echoed about, only to accompanied by the growl that may a faint but still boom my heart. I unconsciously lift my arms for tight embrace.
He stiffened. "Arsy..."
"Huh?" I look up to see the dots shadow in his face. I barely see the intensity of his gaze as remain my gaze on him, his jaw drop just as I fall my head to his chest. "Let...me rest."
He didn't say a thing, just brush my hair in his fingertips. I slowly close my eyes to the feeling he brought me. He may not known it, it may not appear, or even in myself not shown enough.
The unknown...is a death of me.
I don't know if it's part of his plan, but this time I feel like he is change. This is such an impossible! People change, alright. But not this fast!The way he hold me gentle is strange. He didn't even comment something about it. I silently gulp, my eyes widely open and barely able to hide my shock. I contain the beat of my heart while he search and tap in the floor. It makes me question his sanity. The way he do that is such a bother. His eyes close this time and he panted very hard."Are you sure you know the way out?" I intentionally overload my frustration. The way I look at him, it seem like I'm looking to a rat. "If I'm not known, so what?" he glare, yet the intensity of his eyes hide the effectiveness of it. I only roll my eyes. "Just makes it faster."He groan. I thought he will throw hate, yet he doesn't response, not even defending himself. Strange. I wonder if it's a good thing?"Yeah, it is," I murmured behind my pant breath. I feel like it's a risk, a biggest risk!H
How can I possibly live without that energy?!Having that thought gives me more reason to hate him. He device it. I can feel it! How can this happening to me?!"Remember," a voice at the back of my head, "your command to their wish is the only thing left to you. Make use of it wisely, Arsy."It didn't help that my mind thought of him now and then, strange that he didn't even folow me. Just like earlier!"Is he that busy for something?" I can't help burst into flame. He really knows how to place himself in my heart, and now with a specially place in my mind, huh?"Whatever!" I dismiss the thought and let go the urge to come back. "If he don't want to, then don't."The sun is place directly in my head when I reach home. It's not good that my heart is heavy to the thought of Pyro. It's burning me to the deepest."Arsy!" I almost forgot about Gab. He run to me with his worried face. I feel the warmth of his embrace that ease the burning of my heart."Where have you been?" his eyes red fr
The way the sun shone is bearing warmth through out my body. But the sweat that pouring down my cheeks as I panting harder gives me an annoying premonition that I can't get out my system."Arsy," Haru's impatient and shivering voice rung my ears. "You sure? This place... I can't tell for sure but...scary!" his voice enough for me to hear, it's trying to not be heard by someone or something."Go back, will you? Stop...wasting your time with me!" I glare, then to his companion who giggled at the back, shook my head as if with disgust. "And you, too! Screw off!"It's been awhile and my patience run out. It feel like I'm walking endlessly. The way to the forest stretch about, and I can't help but ponder if I'm being delusion or what. Perhaps my lack of sleep this past few days?"Arsy..." Haru stretch to a stop and look horrible around. "Have you hear the gossips? This place...is much scary at daylight!" I groan to his complain. Though it feel like the shortcut gone, I'm not stupid enoug
I lean comfortably at the highest of tree, feeling the coldness of wind blow harsh to my face now and then, waiting for warm that will not possible yet I consistently ask to embrace me. So far, either for the sake of faith nor of staining the comforting life I have, never once cross my mind to ever consider the both at the same time.“You're stuck to that time, Arsy,” someone says, lecturing, “you should learn to move forward. Time passes, yet warmth cease to exist. Aren't you tired?” He approach slowly, his white suit stain with dirt all over, he even shivering to the cold. Though I don't think he will stop just to gives me the peace I wanted.From leaning comfortably, I jump from the highest of trees and landed with a bang. “Aren't you tired of nagging?” I ask as he cough to the dust hurling about to the impact.“I'm tired seeing you this way,” he said, sure are weary. “Remembering that moment as if happen yesterday? I never find someone as earnestly such you, Arsy.”“You think I'm
"Do you think Pryor is fine?" Gab ask, looking inside the bus where the latter don't even move an inch. He look like seeing some sort of bizzare entities, though Gab warn beforehand the bizzareness of this place. Yet I don't believe my mind to even think he wasn't at all fine, that something...much more bothering than the bizzare that Gab knows."Yeah?" I nodded, abandon the idea that resurfacing. Yet I can't let go my eyes fom him, especially in his forevead, there's blood flowing from the cut cause of his metal bumping. But other than that, he look fine, and I can't be certain if he intentionally hit his head to the metal pole or something?Other than Gab, no one pay attention to him anymore. That's when I realize what this bizzare that Gab proudly said. He said it was Halloween Festivities, so I should expect much more scary thing. Was it tricks and treats that he mention?Weird. It only daze me and I felt like the worst coming over. Gab resume for excitement to the goings on, so I
I don't know but it comes to mind suddenly. His name. It's sounds familiar, only named to a person who respected and bowed by townspeople. I don't think that is him though. Anyway he turn around and run away like he's meeting someone out of its mind. Gab find me the next moment, messy and all, watch with my eyes widely open to Pyro's disappearing figure."How do you find that place?" Gab ask just as I sit comfortably in the bus. We're heading home and I'm kind of sleepy, yet the question makes me fully awake and thought the deepest."Pyro did," I said, trying to catch a little bit of reaction from him. Yet I receive too much. He's worried, yet among all sigh, as if what I said is absurd."You don't forget," he shrugged before I even react. "Anyway... Have you enjoy?"I nodded, hide the curiousity within me. I find him a bit weird though, so I can only look away. Did I suppose to forget?I look around the people, there's only few of them. Perhaps enjoying themeselves to their heart co
The sulking cry becoming louder and louder. Except Gab have no reaction over it."Where are you going?" he ask while his eyes close. "You're awake?" Though I have the feeling he isn't. He didn't response so I nodded with my judgement. Still I answer the question just for sure. "Gonna take a walk. I'll be back."It so noisy outside. Yet not even dog able to bark. The noise so loud those who heard will surely abandone the thought of even cry or even open their eyes. So I imagine the night shifters, are they good?However I don't know and don't have any idea of what's their work are. So basically I don't know if they leave the place. No establishment really open at night for unknown reason.The night sky is good, yet my mind remind those lights filled the cloud. Specifically Pyro, or was it Pryor? "Whatever his name is," I murmur with a sigh, not until I hear the familiar voice outside."What's with this place?" it came from afar yet the silence able one to hear him. "Silence and all,
I don't know what gotten into me. I do think of leading him to that place I sure wanted to forget...yet now thinking of filling his presence.With a memory of him.Strange, he quite down, gone the pervertness in him. I can't really forget how he says his body will be a payment. So seeing him looking at my butt, with awe and excites shiver me. All the excitements...yet with fear of after a year I'll come visits the place, it's gone.I disfgusted, not for him...but myself.For even such a sin-incited jerk!Though I know he's joking earlier. It's kind of a disappointment to me still. 'cause inside I know, I conside the idea of his body as a payment. But what's there from granting wishes that I deserve such a joke?The idea of it...sick me. That's not me receiving a peace of mind I really want in this lifetime...if I continue this madness. I have to stop this... Starts in myself!"Just follow me as a payment, Pyro," I said to him earlier, as clear as the stars fully shine in the sky. I