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The Narcist When Mom Sick
The trees hold the sun for a while.The birds flying before perched on the leafless branches.They moved their beaks and looked up at things above as if noticing what is happening around them just like human did.Reading and detecting any symptoms of hazards which might endanger them .Today everything seemed natural just like yesterday. Similar as the sun and clouds come in turn.Not about time .lt moves to get older, slowly but everyone knows sooner or later ones getting near to the death and graveyard.Life dynamics .Up and down.Tiff among people.Issues always exist.Does it make life turn to grey and cheerless ? Trials for perseverance.Kings go down at times .Even they go to the gallow to be beheaded .Or being hunted and killed like animals.Rivalry plus hatred envy following the next Most people act foolishly Too quickly to go forward or doing mistakes in making decisions.Giving in or the way in giving in full of false .Too hard or too soft in coping it ." Is there any other
The Narcist Taciturn
Aby looked up at the beautiful sky and measure his mind at the journey of the time ..Shade of trees of the past, Old printed book telling things ..Color changeThought of altering things in fate When you ask God "Why You don't give what l pray?"Why life so hard and so many nasty people in the world?Well now he knows some parts of the answers...He want you to feel real love..Love is not spoiling,giving anything you want..Aby remembered how Lev hated him after one time he was dissapointed by his inability to fulfill his desire to enter the expensive kindergarten.Aby didn't find any way to make it as it was really unaffordable for him even he had worked as hard as he could .He himself could not go to university as he choose to work . Lev didn't get used to the word "no"Once he got it ,it's an inevitable war inside him .None care including him when Aby left home abroad.Only dad who cried and hugged him.Others even showed up in the lounge .They saw him as a mosquito to get rid o
The Narcist Absent
"How ?""I will start to write it then"''Ok i will transfer the money""Your workroom look nice""Because it will be on your request" I can but can you transfer me during that I can send your note line by line. This is real note can ...you add in your description and make good note "Yes I m still on the trouble too "."No problem for me if your husband is giving ....it ..""Actually I want to do something more for us.. well "" Becozz here is no good speed of network ..If I try to transfer now it will stopped money so it will big problem for me ""You can send me your new account details everything now""That's fine l am telling you can I give 150 dollars to you tomorrow"don't wana stopped my transaction Well tell me is that ok for you ..By tomorrow morning we will reach Europe..Ok i will transfer money after i will reach there here wifi having network problem"Ok i will transfer money after i will reach the state..On a train? " How is your eldest stepson?"" You kno
The Narcist The Luxury
Lev fixed the seatbelt and started the engine.He turned on the music.The words made him fancy things about beauty .Beach ,palms ,cold drink and women.He remembered his chat with Bessy .That made her cry as he slapped her face .No matter how hard she tried to apologize,Lev didn't care and commanded her to get out of his car .Stupid girl .It's not the first time ,she still would chase him and pleading him to still be the one of his girl collection,if not possible to be the only one girlfriend." How can you get all these luxury?"" Why you ask that"." You are even still at highschool and as far as l know you don't work ..like your brother...""Don't compare me with anyone."." How can you finance your highschool,this car ,and all that fancy clothes and restaurants..?"." That's none of your business ".And he went on," Do you think lam bank robber or something..or going to a shaman ,killed someone as prey to make me have much money ,ha ?"" Sure not .. that's why l wonder "." Sure yo
The Narcist Uncontactable
There was someone gaves him something at the community.Maybe God gives signs through these for deciding to do or not to do ,to change or not or to evaluate others and himself. A good neighbors who used to be so kind and looked pious one day behave at the opposite and unusual for the descents one to do The brutal ones didn't attack after the bad things happened.A good brother did not behave well. The brother in law acted worse than before.The aim of life become a confusion for lonely people. lf there was an opportunity to meet up a person from the past maybe tomorrow will be better.Mr Fazan put his head beetween his two palms . Wondering about how people waste time to make life unworthy.Helping others with grumbled or mentioned it someday later .Life actually simple if ones think how important it is to create goodwill among livelihood.But he didn't complain about the fact .His wife got a serious health problem and all the children seems to have a bit part of attention.Asfarina
The Narcist Evil
Aby was invited by Frine to have a warm chocolate at the garden around the house belong to Lania .That was day off for them ,other assistant were working .Maybe Lania or Nevan would not like them talk but Frine would say why not .That's their free day and chatting is not a sin ."Hurt is among worst feeling .it can lead to hatred and barrier to other freedom and happiness .lt is the father of badness ''." A few evils can create sufferance in millions of people 's life as they are predators.You see one one or two lions or tigers can scare off hundred of horses or monkeys ? That's depiction of human life too .In a broken home house there maybe 2 or 3 powerful family members and can do anything they want .They get everything.Overpowering all resources,don't care others dying cause by their devilish greediness."" So ,number don't matter "." No . What matters is power and greed . Being merciless is what makes them richer ."" Why do you think the majority weak ? Cause they are tamed
The Narcist Heedles
"Hi..Lev ..'"Hello Lindy .."How are you ?And Lexa . God bless you both...you more .. hahaha.""Thanks..I will tell her .Sure I will" "Okay Thanks .. Hello...Hi...LevThis is Denada ..me and Lindy are at the department store.. what is your shoes number? I wanna buy something for you..black or ..what ?""No problem about color ,everything go with me ..haha ..My new shirt ? It's too little l will give it to my sis"" The sister..which one "?"...Hi Lev ...Morning. guess who am l ..come on .."" Fellia?"" No ..Cecil "."Ugh.. sorry..your voice resembled sometimes, girls "."Hehe no problem...Ok noted ?""Thanks a lot for your positive comments on my cheerleaders group show last time..Hope you would watch it again .''"That's great.My new show will be next week ..Please come if you got time ""Sure I will.. still at the same program "?" Yeah ..ok Lev many thanks!The show title is 'Zodiac '."No problem " .Lev hang up.Girls asking him to go out here and there.Well ,he always ha
The Narcist Incubus
Apart from coping the problem of Labida ' s serious illness,Mr Fazan heard rumors about Lev around the town.Latina also told him lots of it.He shuddered each time thinking about it ..all the past memories come like fresh apples but then molders at the next minute ...He wanted to cry alone thinking about what Lev dis at his adolescence time .He heard that he got lots of girlfriends ..not only that , he slapped them at times ,hitting ,beating them ..He will be crazily angry if things unlike the way he wanted or someone made him furious ..just because they can't fullfil what he precisely asked ..And each time he got unbearable burden .. and things seem to hard to endure he just could weep and prayed.But Sameer visited him and they had a talk at the porch ."All my night and whole day I kept thinking about it ..And sometimes when it's coming a bad dream..""I see dreams too Faz ..ya l know how it feels when having a nightmare ..hey ..are you just weeping?now ..see.."" Recalling how
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
