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The Narcist Fast Information
"Beyond my bad mouth ""Like we meet after so long"" Make noisy sound I'm weeping you shake everything and now it turn blue ""It's yours I'm hugging you tightly" "Yeah we are glee ""Blowing it ""I told you it's really hard time for me tonight and now I'm sleepy really sleepy now"" You are really sleepy now ?good night then .""Wait ,I want to say this : you are the one who always forgive me"" Don't wanna leave you ""Sway it ""Yes my twin"" To fit my ideas but l know you have not got enough sleep so l'm hugging you tight now from a far distance " .Latina hang up as she knew the man over there had gone to snooze.Having too much information.Random thoughts and talk .Aby was walking in when Asfarina talked with mom .She suddenly showed her cynical look and said things outloud about dad visit to Lafthan and they might have talked about Aby plan to work at Seafearing.Aby was wondering how the information run so fast .He even had said a word to anyone,even to his father.H
The Narcist A Better Life
" Does he get the original idea to go overseas make Aby think that his miserable life turn to be wonderful , does it come from his coolie pal ..what is his name Lafthan or something?"'' So why is it he secretly plan it now if finally he make it happen? Or he just lonely here and he wants to move ..And will you do something about it?"" He has not left school yet but for practical reasons such as getting a better job is possible for him to do .. maybe it also for personal reason such as feeling unhappy here or feeling just it’s time to move on."It's the talk at home, they get used to see him back home at least after work or school. Making some new life plan and perhaps it's what it called go international, just made them think about their own routine days . Everything seems not right for Aby in their eyes. Neither staying nor leaving. If he was about to move ,will he come back home again? Maybe they prefer him not to.What about dad .?He would be the most miserable d
The Narcist Nevan's Offer
Leaving him alone in the Countryside and returning after a few hours isn’t hard for Nevan .He had lived and worked in over several countries and will probably add a few more to that list in the years to come.As a successful doctor who was born in doctor family .His sister and other siblings were all doctors just like their parents.Now he stopped for a while as he waited for Aby to call back to him .His sister Lania needed a good boy to assist her going abroad and he heard from the late Epida about him ." He is silent but hardworking,honest as well " she said .Lania asked his help to find the boy as she also heard that Aby was willing to work at anything he could and he just graduated from highschool.Its adequate for her to have him as an assistant.Being abroad for months , week or days only will be his routine job yearly .She could build friendships, had favorite dishes and favorite places to go with him .Her husband will not care as he was still teenage or maybe he will not
The Narcist Going Overseas
At breaktime ,all of Aby pals were gathering to watch video of Any at doctor Lania clinic and Nevan sent it to Lafthan cell phone.They were endlessly commenting what they saw ."Love it! "'Awesome!Nice videos !""Wah ,Love it! s that baby patient?""Very nice"" You are still shy ,Aby ,but nice""So sweet!Nice my friend.Yep, hopeful no hurdles we are happy inside outside..Sending love "" After all this time I see you for real. Beautiful video"In fact they feel what he felt , lf a professor felt it too they just don't know why and how it can be happening that way .They attack people mayority by minority issueThey ruin all the rules by their own willThey force to see sheep as foxAnd fox as sheep ..Thanks ,professorCommon people know what you think is trueAbout how bad this world go roundBecause all happened come upside down now When long before all was natural and straight in linear.Or natural curves.." Hey ..Good morning Ab.."" Good morning Norine ..Thanks"
The Narcist The Hunky Lev
Lev grown up as an extremely good looking young man.Whenever he turned his head,girls looked at him with their blazing eyes .Full of wonder and admiration.A group of girls would stare at him then laughed shyly but bravely after passing, then one of them would jokingly said " he is my ex" .Or " you know what my boyfriend look like ? That's the one !" Then they laughed.Or ,one of them pretended to selfie from certain distance but actually she stole taking his photo.His mom giggled each time she heard the story." When l was teenage,I was far from being that aggressive like girls nowadays".she said." Yes , l heard that . Women were shy and " her silent " meant " yes' when a man proposed her ." Now ..it depends. Sometimes girls show their interest in men " ." Yes . Things are changing." Lev attracted lots of girls and women . Without any effort he could get their attention easily .At school he also able to get good score without energy .Lazy to study and often absence at the class st
The Narcist A L B Y
" What happen to your dad when you left him overseas? Asked Frine at their afternoon tea time .Aby tried to collect his memory a few years ago.lt developed significantly."In fact, the memory and focus in me is distracted now . It revealed that the motivational words he said that time was very different. He was deeply sad ,I know but he worked hard to be seen as cool, and effort to be able to appear cooler than usual in front of me." Said Aby while sipping his tea."More sugar ?" Asked Frine . Aby smiled and nodded .' It's no secret that when ones get older, the ability to remember decreases. " If you were asked to remember the expression of your siblings when you are gone , how they look ? Sad ?"Aby wondered, if the questions right for him to answer.He knew that Frine was more than just average mature woman as her work made her get used to any kind of people problems that relevant to psychological matters but he found himself can not answer the questions to make a b
The Narcist Dominator
Whether your name change with a different letter or you keep the name since you born it's all the same ." I am stupid. Alby is not Aby ..they are two different persons." Said Lania to the mirror.On the contrary,Alby was childish and uncertain about everything.He admired her but Lania get used to admirers.There was nothing in the admiration. She went on the self talk and fancying Aby there .He was not .He was working at the other room.He was such a perpetual silent and maturity.A river of compassion everyone could swim in."Life always be a sequence of lessons....a strict teacher who ask you to do homeworks and exercises lf you are bad at it they will not like you.Then you will never like school..""Thanks doc..Well said. True.."In a meeting like this,there are always expectation and aim of discussion...a few people usually domain the space mood as they get superiority ..in speaking of public stability or wealth..at times comes a gone too far manner of the dominators Who ask eve
The Narcist Blame
"Hahaha my dear, I'm physically weak cause of my efforts in mastering this hard subject " ,said Lev to Keira with her back attached to his ." It tuck in my brain" "That means you want to go back to them?l have suspicious "" The night when I do it, in next few days I really feel weak..""As some one assisted by genies ? Hahaha..Maybe lam right""My dear I'm in the middle of applying for other country immigrations""That's all I'm doing other than my job..That's all I'm doing other than my job... that's all you said repeateadly.."" I see ..hey he told me I must take the genius queen with me ..l can not free from her status as married woman" ." Even if you go ..Nope I don't have to take anyone I 'm alone and can do anything myself ...Status doesn't matter legally "So your explanationlast time is expired or you lied ?I know about legal status ""It wasn't last time ..Sorry I reject her as she is dominating me ! Did l tell you that? it's only work of God ,no human has righ
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Coming Back Home
Aby shared all the gifts to his pals at the site and the staffs who kept on showing their happiness to have him there again with different situations. Aby now was a mature man with such respectable appearance inside outside. But his appealing personality was still the same . Humble,respectful , attentive.All was thanking him for the gift they held on their chest while kissing her cheek and forehead .They have a party to welcoming him . Everyone was proud of him .Then privately to his dad and said ," This one is for mom ..."Where is she ?"Huskily his dad said ," Your mom is in hospital,Ab".Aby gasped and shocked .His eyes widened in terror." Hospital? What sickness she has ?"" Stroke and ...larynx tumor ""Let's go now ..dad ..l will ask Lafthan to drive us there ..maybe Oghan and Norine too .."" We have hard time to decide ,Ab.. whether yes or no having the surgery... Asfarina can not help more to pay the fee".With his tender look ,Aby hugged his father just like he did when
Tough Time
Near Aby's room there were piled boxes of gifts for him to take home. They asked over and over again if he would come back to the clinic and join them again . Abi said he needed time to think about that but if it was just a visit why not. The answer relieved them ,At least, that would not be the last time they saw him ." Friendship is for ever " said Nevan .He knew that everyone miss him . Everyone wanted him to be around."We don't know what happens now in his family .Maybe someone sick or having accident..his mom or dad ..or anyone.. so his presence will matter a lot " .said Lania." Your pal .. does not tell you what happens?" Ask Frine." Sometimes parents don't want to bother their children who live far away ..you know , once my sick grandmother,before she passed away ,told my mom not to let me know that she was sick at the hospital as she didn't want me to grief and she worried if the news would distract my work ..."said Risa.Everyone was silent listening to her story ." It's
Trigonometry
I used to see through the window train when it moved fast .My younger dreams scattered in the rice fields, among the trees and small rivers.My imagination ran freely to the fog and sky and the machine vibration.Some passengers looked poor and dirty.The childhood pages have not been finished.There are missing links beetween each phases .How to break the unwanted parts? And add some more which ever possible,?Do you believe that wildness is a lucky draw for anyone who brave to break the rules ?I remember my yesteryear schooldays.I was crazy about a song of Sam Cooke.Please peruse the words.It was my imaginary schoolmate.If only some one felt that way in me ..In fact ,l had no friends..then l create an imaginary one .A kindhearted pal who always with me ,talking and did many different things with different places to go .At highschool this imaginary peer saying this ..*Don't know much about historyDon't know much biologyDon't know much about a science bookDon't know much about the
Carefree
Mr Fazan thought about how possessive Greghardt was till Asfarina lack of time to visit her mom more often .If he counted,she only did it twice since Labida was ill. Would he allow her to give special time for her own mother without trying to control or judge her as not present at the available according to his schedule or willingness to let her devoted a bit more ...he emotionally will say that the kids needed her a lot and her devotional manner will affect them now and then.He will also talk about the internal family frame ...why Asfarina? Labida has other more children,why not press them to do it ?of course it's such natural questions and nothing was wrong with that..” They tell the client we are actively listening and would like to dig deeper.Greghardt was such a powerful and active person.Sometimes Milena asked Asfarina “Do you feel your relationship with him is failing?” The questions seem negative and potentially blocking her internal frame of reference to answ
Emails
Aby received some emails..they felt comfortable to unload things they wanted to tell .Being an active good listener made him considered as good as talking to a counselor or even better.Anyway he immediately will be a big clinic owner .He was a gifted person to be good at counselling..to heal and giving support..He read an email from someone he knew so well ..Later on he should not notice too much about whose letter was it . Privacy.Sometimes ones want to be unknown but still it's part of sign that what ones need is sympathy for the issue they have.. "Even though he was nomore than a great businessman with great life and great education.For me it's not great anyhow.l saw him only as another existence of possibility and bravery.Have l seen the light after this darkening days ?and drawn a breath after that sickening times?I have a long story.About changes and stagnation." A world without virtues ..when modernity create insanity'' she said on one occasion.Then she went on , as that'
Comfort Zone
It's a bitterness of surprise when existence of ones matter.Understanding become a shock .Some people said that marriage is a transaction.So ,it's not only about amity and affinity but also including businesses.Rich ones marry other rich ,or bondage of relatives ..cousin marriage caused of keeping the wealth not to go to other bloodline..so there still culture of arrange marriage.Even when they were babies or still fetus inside their wombs ,the parents arranged the cousin marriage.The culture was rooted since pharaoh ..So ,that's one of the insanity cues of how human love wealth .Comfort zone .That's the term that mentioned for prime position as accordingly in social class.So many hurting facts happen on earth .One of Lania patient came to her and told her that even having babies for them was only an obligation.They didn't understand the meaning of physical intimacy .Hating each other by the arranged marriage but couldn't do anything about it .Some traditional rooted in certain
Talk About Lev
"Life and death are same precious matters for they who trust the good the better and the best.. everything has its value" "What we see in Umar as a lover of the poor and the weak ,he was a true believer and leader.He said " ,lf there is a sheep starved in this country,l will be the one who is responsible in the Day of Judgement ""Well .. what you think about my note ..listen ,ok ?l don't like the answer..Or my question is indecent ?Is fact equal to trueness?What is the truth in a treeSeed ,root ,leave ,stem ,twigs ,Branch ,the soil or the sun ? Where is the fact ?Tree is the truth ,not part of the truth But the truth ...Well l don't knowNot willing to switch ..To alter The possibility to reality The wild bush invite a few butterfliesTo play ,make some wind blowing There is a move even you stayBecause your child go , see them reach their wills..Things cycled They were tiny in your hands when you looked after them Now you are older weaker..do They take care o
Lousy Habits
Anyone who expect Lev to change his attitude are frustrated.To behave well ,more studious,he would laugh and mocking .. better let him go? It was not necessarily more favorable either.He felt free to do and say whatever he likes and whomever he likes.Means he didn't hear what ever his parents or teacher or lecturer told him .Never willing to listen to anyone. He got all the bad habits.From gambling to bite nailing fun , breaking promise,don't pay his debt , irresponsible ,no compromise ,no critics no rules that's what he wants."And the group who are with him get ranked according to his satisfaction.""See ?The term choice overload was first coined by futurologist and entrepreneur Alvin Toffler, in his book Future shock analysed the effects of “too much change in a too short timeframe” on society and the human psyche – and for the first-time, dealt with the theme of “freedom of choice” becoming the opposite, unfreedom, as a direct result of having too many choices."" Dealing wit
Options
Aby thought about how it's like yo be to come home.Lania allow him to pick any clinic he want to own for himself...was it great to have the one around his city? Having several options was not easy at all ..well ,he didn't have to be hurry.He still had time to think .Lania had a feeling for him ,he knew it and she was not happy with her husband.But that's nothing to do with that .Aby himself didn't show any special interest to any woman and Lania noticed it .She just wanted to make him in better shape and condition . That's all .What's wrong to give a valuable gift to someone valuable to her ? Was it unconditional love ? None knows.. Aby was a loyal and devout person.Reliable and Lania was sure that she handed over one of her clinical to a good hand ..Aby' s mind still unfixed.His soul seemed to be cut into more than one forms.His soul left in another soul who saw him as a precious one ..none in his lifetime,a mature woman treated him that way ..neither his mother nor his sisters
