The Narcist

Time Management

Lev is listening to the talk and doesn't catch what is it all about.Sometimes his sisters take him out and proudly telling them that he is their youngest brother.Cute ,smart.  ...that's all the comments they got .So different from Aby .They never introduce him to anyone .

Wanting more times to have nice talk with mom is not possible for Aby .It's seldom to have good  time with her .

Desara was just coming home from somewhere and asked mom and dad whether she could take Aby with her.

,,Dad is speaking to someone at the porch .You hear that ? Sound important "

,,Talking about making a business again maybe"

They were laughing.

,,Again ? What business? Doing business need enough money as a capital"

,, Forgive her for saying that mom "

,,Ask him about our financial issues.

How to solute this ?

Your career , one need a good base of education...and so does our social life. We need to have good position to be respected again ..like when our grandpa still have lots of land ".

 ,,Maybe dad now has a private life as someone with high level 

spirituality..wise man they say ..but ..none knows that he loves Aby hugely and exaggerates things that he is a good son ..is that what you can call wise ?.,,

What the sisters were talking about,again on accusation of how  unwise  of dad to treat Aby so dearly.

They ignore all the things  their parents face to handle the 10 children in  good permutations.All related to  a decent intention , attention and  time management to arrange all that.

 However, Mr Fazan never show any  emotional reaction in seeing or hearing such expression or attitude of the girls.

Prudent management is needed.Aby was much younger than them ..

,,I was babysitting him when he was little,dad " that's what Asfarina said and others,to remind him that they were good to Aby and did a proper thing as big sisters.

When his heart beating fast ,

Mind thumbed by knowledge ,demanding transcendental 

Spiritual desire of peace altruism..he said ,

,, Kindness is something you can keep silently " 

Time is among your fingers.There is power in it . Power to choose and decide .

To pick 

To point out

To grip.

Being calm  always be a quality in a never shown in a protagonist character which usually depicted in movies..

Being calm increasing respect from people around

As none can read easily or carelessly what's in mind of that  person.

It also reflecting a  good  controller in managing  emotions.

So be calm when others in chaos or being noisy or rumour.

,,Marvelous"!

Suddenly the visitor said that..maybe praising something to Lev who dashed towards them.

,,Thanks doc." Said dad faintly .

Doc? Is the visitor dad talked to a doctor? What happen ...who is sick ? Everyone who unintentionally heard the conversation wondered.

Light  exist as bless ,always wortwhile but invisible.

Coming in a  mysterious mean at times .

Always in bliss and silent.

Wise  patient

But powerful

Hope is light

A reason to fight

Get a dream

You see a gleam , we shall not wait

As it may not come

and will not be replaced itself as the one who need it's coming.Let the darkness come at times too .It's part of life .

As things happen out of control

Parts of  are still questions

Only time can answer.

But l dont expect any certainty either.

Let it go dear.

It will not call you to return.

,,Did you talk to a doctor just now ? What's going on? Who is sick ?".

,,If you talk to a doctor do you always talk about someone sick?"

,,Sure not ...but .."

,,The doctor was just passed by and told me that once he saw Aby worked at the store of  drinking water gallons refill..l didn't know that Aby worked...he was only 14 ..and I didn't let him to work ." 

Everyone was mute .They remember the time when he came and brought some cakes from the store ..

,, Some people then see him as a good boy then offered him to work at their place ."

,,Aby ! Did you work at the refill water store ?" 

Aby was numbed and couldn't say anything.

,,Abyyyy.." that's some neighbors boys calling to ask Aby to join them ,maybe playing kites or go fishing .

Dad allowed him to .

Their sister were just looking at  dad sardonically.As if he just gave Aby something improper .That saved by bell for Aby ..

Seeing dad in the living room, Aby approached him and said,

 "Dad.. I'm sorry. I didn't tell you when I worked for a month at the refill water store ..because I was worried you wouldn't allow me to . I had to do it dad,because I had to change toys of  Riki that Lev broke"

Father looked at him with surprise and pity , astonished.

He could only cry slowly.Then Aby continued,

"I need money right now to buy some school  equipment...my shoes are really damaged too". 

Just as  father was

about to answer, Afila came in with a lazy step and said,,I also need money to pay for my college this semester".

Aby said, "Don't worry daddy. Just use the money for Afila's college. I can work again for my school's needs." 

Father looked at himsadly .Aby  un derstood ,so he said ,"Don't worry daddy ,l can manage my School time schedule".

Afila left the room without any expression in her face , as if she didn't hear anything.