Lynx moved backwards as if wanting to escape in seeing Anwell standing there. Did he heard anything they talked about ?
Raven swallowed his saliva,feeling the dryness in his throat.He looked at Anwell as if he was someone dead who came alive again from his grave .Raven lighted a cigarette calmly , took a diary belong to Lynx .Lynx looked at his notebook...how could he find his private belonging ? If Anwell read it , he will be embarrassed.."'Hey ...are you a girl , Lynx? Writing..diary .....hahaha....it's a work of female..Sissy !! "Then he opened a page , starting to read out loud mockingly... * Abroad does not always mean the good season in Hollywood. It's true, winter makes people's faces freeze. It's true too , hundreds of high buildings and busy people passing by in big coats, don't want to smile except saying hello to those you know or just pass it by.Love , money , time are all attachments so it is very fierce full to talk about money and business . Travel to developed countries , places of the sun and anywhere else in the snowy states , especially those with a history of colonizing other nations !Enjoy your work .the Creator has changed the snow to fall here which then shake the pores until it's terribly cold !Here is some watery porridge made from smelly rice I just ate.Local radio shows are assholes like shit. Tomorrow I'll be out of work or not. The contents of my stomach feel like they're melting apart.Everyone is looking for food and make a living. Some are stylish, some are sadding . I'm not . it's sad. but my wages are only enough to buy kale... that's sad.If only someone wanted to buy my body at a high price, I would sell it, just once. It's pathetic, isn't it?Never mind. I'm carrying a sack of hell in my stomach.. And chunks of ice cubes that are transparent and deadly. Why isn't my father Rockefeller .. Ha !If I open the blanket I will convulse and freeze to death.I think it's really good when I sit down and the sun just shines on me. I was cramped earlier by the cold. There's nothing I really love or love right now , everything looks like logs in a sawmill. ..smiling , laughing and talking made up like nasal from a sharp nose.But I don't give a damn.Maybe the devils will pay more serious and sincere attention to me. Wouldn't they be very happy if humans were in the crust of hell mixed with blood and pus in a lick of fire full of hot coals?Those celebs . Satan in genies and humans entities. *Lynx _Felix the cat . A comic of cat detective with black echolac and magnifying glass. That's black mean to his mind ." Stay where you are ! And a point gun on the back of his head . He moved away from the rickety chair in tiptoe.Spinning wheel like a tv game show he ' ever seen with cracking sound and green pale to yellow block his mind but blowing the smoke in the wind created a storyline, letting the story work itself out without ending .If he knew what's going to happen, so tomorrow is today . That's how paranormal got visions at certain times." Don't panic" will be the coming as reactions of people close to you...What' s wrong with writing a diary ? Was it a crime or disturb anyone? Lynx can do whatever he wanted to in his bedroom, , and none have right to read it ...did he ever invite anyone to be the audience ?Anyway, they have to let Anwell said things until he satisfied, until it's done. And be sitting there for anytime he wanted . ...Lynx was holding back to cry , when Anwell mocked and read his notebook again. At that point none may or may not move...The new clothes shop displayed some stylish models .It's such a yummy model for youngsters in town.Look at that glass cabinet, a checked suit , sweet formal model for work .The price is .. should save first for anyone with low wages whose income only enough for a week.Lynx and Raven really attracted to the suit , " Look ...the price is still reasonable..l hope l could save money..at least next month ..."Raven smiled, " If the suit still there and none buy it " ." Yes ..one of us hopefully can get it ..if you have the money..you get it " They walked around the department stores to forget unpleasant things yesterday when Anwell caught them up talking..Some retailers posted strategic spots in town and cities . Surely traditional small stalls only have little number of buyers as they are get asided by those nice shops .People prefer to shop at nicer places even the stuff are the same .Raven held back to buy ice cream for himself as he want to buy it for Willow . "People can be
Did Miss asleep just now ? " The maid brought a cold drink at the very hot day .Shebila glanced at her coldly as her head heated, " Yeah , when the rainfall ..creepy weird rain " she murmured." Suddenly falling , stopped at sudden too then now extremely hot " Bertie lifted her head as if didn't catch her words , and flatly told her , " Mr Anwell called again , Miss" Her heart paused for a nanosecond," When ?? What else he wants! " " When you're sleeping, miss, he said whether the cooperation letter contract have been able to start " Her head was hotter . " Bastard ! He wants everything just done.Help me .. l'am in trouble "" If he calls again , do l have to tell him that you are not in "? She looked at her sharply ," Do you often asked and get used to tell a lie, Bertie ?"She drooped her head and it's a clue to show her guilty feeling .She often lied indeed.All the ones who had ever employed her could not stand her bad quality which was dishonesty . But on the other hand
"Fix the Manzini banner , Bertie,make my bed then feed my puppy,then take a rest " She left her laying on the floor with the music which would be on till hours echoing in the room before dusk .The phone rang while Shebila changed ." Who is it , Bet? " She was still talking while she was putting on some more lipstick which was too thin and looked a bit bitchy ." Young master,miss " " Ah , Tommy the tall guy ? " She jumped in joy , maybe long time not seeing him . Bertie looked pleased seeing her Miss happy .But she wondered why her reaction was so contrast compared to if it's Anwell who 's calling ...Things were neat when she served Tommy by some drinks and pies . " He was looking around the entire room , " Where are the others ? "What do you mean the others " ?" I got a message from Anwell , he said you invite us for a party "Grumbling , " Anwell again !! How can l free from Anwell things ! "Tommy confused , " Let's help each other, what is going on ? You look uneasy w
Tommy shook his head , reading Shebila 's mail , " Slept early.The young doctor gave me some explanation and answered every question in quite long hours.He also asked me some ordinary questions . I thanked him a lot when the examination was over .He let other patients to wait till we finished.Attentively , " No other complain?"I thought , if he was not a doctor he would be a shy person.Doctor's respectable profession so he carried on .When l back home l feel that ...how lonely l am .High tension and stress.perhaps They say that's source of any ailments.The film wasn't bad .A story of a young woman who chose a lonely life and having a good career.She dismayed with her marriage life so running away from the fact that she needed a companion to care of.. however she could not get away from her bad dream about men ..and her fail marriage life .In the mirror she wept quietly then sitting in the darkness ," Don't light up the lamp " she said sharply then she let the darkness coming
Thanks to beat of energetic music..they play some music to make the atmosphere more vivid.When ones feel down you need beat.. which s also in the energetic vibes .Music add something magical on one's mood.You need meditation at times too.. controlling emotional waves .From day to dayThere always ones who make you down or losing hope but there will be enlightenment too.Your dignity is higher than queen and kings..So , Never see anyone lowAs they may seen you Also see you higher than a king ..But , Don't ever lie Your crown will be fallen and dragged by albatross the bird meat eater .You are nothing when you lie.. Who are you ..Who l ' m ? We shall see the future abandon the past .We are in between, aren't we ?__Bertie quicken her step to the kitchen bar .The refrain to be not seen interfering with the Miss and her guest . Thickening the jam for the loaves of bread for a while but didn't mean to make it that thick . They would see it strangely ..would they train her
" Good day fellows ..He looked like a devil . Laughing at knowing someone else is getting hurt .." They gathered around the old oak table with z shaped . Ones could put things in the two level of it .Without losing his sight on the chess board , Raven remarked, " You must be talking about lord Anwell " Willow nodded , hearing her brother saying ' lord Anwell in a low voice." Anyone who mind his words will be in big depression or of the like. How do you overcome your own feeling when you are having a bad episode of your days ? My recommend, you wanna hear ? Don't take it seriously.." Raven knew that he himself could not do it . It's not easy to be unwounded when someone always see you in negative sides and so judgemental like Anwell.Willow stared at the chess board without saying anything. She smiled a bit , " How can you play chess by yourself? Whom you wanted to be lose ...the black or the yellow ?"" I think to win both "" But there must be the side which will be defeated ,
True..Maybe ones saying love too hurry.But for the children drawing time , it's ok to say things in simplicity.It may only like mixture of feelings and desire.None can define what love is except when you feel it though. Willow was having a conversation with her imaginary drawing teacher.The sun always depicted as laughing and big in children ' s drawing book . Yes,it's a big ball of fire that light up the earth lt had been worshiped as god Does human see objects objectively ? Almost not ,cause the limitations of our minds ." What is that ?" A kid broke the topic of talk ." It's hypo in the river, and that's the tree that around it " " Wow good! And what is this? " " Love ? Ya it's heart " She made it simple " It is here inside ? "" Give me the pencil ..can l color it by blue ?" " And any color .. that's fine ,color it by orange or red .. anything "" Take it home ,can l ? " Sincerely she nodded ..In the name of Goodwill.So as long as we don't make complicated ,it just
Mr Buchara, did you sell another acre of soil in your hometown ? " That's the question Raven would hear from the neighborhood,wanting to close his ears and scolded, but all he won't.It happened since he was a kid ." Sorry for saying this .. but this is only kind of suggestions. .."For the next words, not so much in the memory, which is merely for insight into the family unlucky story. People around reminded his father that losing his land little by little won't be good at all for the future .His dad owed money to Anwell 's father , could not pay , then exchanged the amount of loan by giving the inheritance land .Anwell's dad will have more and more property while ... contradictory to Raven ' s dad .Question comes at the end, if you make it that far) Sometimes ,he remembered Anwell talked to him with a smirk , mentioned a bad probability of his future, " Hey ..think about if your dad die one day ...you will be an orphan boy ..with sunken eyes who hid behind the door when his