Lynx lowered her gaze to the bluish lake. His eyes seemed to be searching for a shadow that once passed on his sight but then disappeared.
Anwell !!! How could he make a vengeance to him ? He was ... inherited lots of land ,confided himself to register in two top universities, surrounded by girls ... they liked the handsome rich young man and so did he ! What else he could say about Anwell , Don Juan ? And he ' s spoiled by neighbors and family!Looking for shadows in a wide lake with a rippled water surface is really not easy, because the shadows of trees upside down or birds flying past sometimes take away the focus of the gaze.He couldn't find it especially when a dazzling reflection of light suddenly flashed and made him immediately looked away.Is that the afternoon sun's shadow? The light that is reflected on the surface of the lake is a slightly greenish-purple orange. "'Ah, where are you, the words came out of his closed mouth.but the reflection of the light turned into a shape, it's hard to say what...like a human, but very big...he wanted to run far away but his feet seemed to be glued to the earth....He wanted to scream, but what came from his mouth only stuttering ..Feeling that he could not move and speak a word made him remained still in a very great fear state of mind that hit him inside.Quiet lake in the middle of a thicket forest under the flying above blue birds tirelessly chatting with the sky and white clouds fluttering in clusters that glow like the throne of a cotton kingdom .There' s a small plank house near a forest where there ,growing freely those wildflowers ,chrysolite crowns from the open window came out a tiny hand.There are those who are driven into the valley of dice and run away like rusty old iron pipes rolling until only seconds remain in tasteless fresh air...or is it a bland sparkling gold chain?A lamp, a gemstone or a colorful insect frozen in a velvet glass case? Look, the yellow and blue are resplendent!!Then the day left, the twilight was bright, there was a piece of paper containing a few words "Say hello then goodbye"The shepherd looked at violets through his shady eyes that held love and longing..But where was he ? The scary entity , the huge human in ancient prehistoric attire with pure leather sandal slowly showed him an impression kindness .He was good man with a short guard ready to obey his command.They took Lynx to a big clinic ,so many nurses ,an old lady doctor came seeing him . Lynx wonder why none approached to cure him .The old wise lady doctor told him that not necessarily cure him , " You are healthy. Nomore sickness in you at all.. You are free and nomore fear "He was so happy hearing that. Then he saw a lawn where he ran so freely , slowly but steady and so powerful.He felt as light as feather while he ran that way . It's like flying on the low air but still stepped on the ground. What a free and good feeling it was ! !_____Then he arrived at an open meadow where he talked with heavenly being ... ancient era of sultans and sultanas altogether with their maidservants.He watched them silently but he was going to mingle with then in the conversation as it was a final trial for him to be someone who will have extra skill and having the third eye , " Hehehe...that's why it's a fool to dream become saint ""Of course , I don't intend to be a saint ,the fact is ,none dare to show what they really are ''" What about honest people? They won't be hypocrites for example you.""Compassion is not only a word on book ..that wed honesty ""Even if it's only word ,then care still here.... two of human beauty nature"" Right ..when too much falsehood ones would pray and pledge ," Show me the way ..."" Distinguish all heavenly being.. that two fireflies are little angels who love to dance and light in the dark to get away the fear of dark "" Show me more and don't blind me .. even this is a new space and time ..tell me good as good andBad as bad ...so none can fool me "" Mmmm...mmm..see...That charming man will marry your friend someday ..."" Not tomorrow, don't worry but ,pray and bless for them"" Where l saw you first time?"" Nothing l remember about you...Hehehe...He... wrong address again ? What? You're not dead .. you're talking with me , isn't it what you want in having meditation many times in this hut in the middle of jungle? ""Yes , but suddenly I remember things about death ..""Dead sea ..do you think it's really dead ? No of course ,some people like to swim there even anything dead will yield some human 's emotion which is horrible ..Now , think about something bright and vivid ..you keep some fireflies in the glass jar as lamp ..l understand it ,because you like animals so much "" I think about wrongdoings that human make,such as injustice and crimes human create in the world comes out from false decisions and ideas."" I know that you are a shepherd.You know well animal world, l reckon .Do you ever fantasize such odd creatures like human half pig , half donkey ,dog or tiger ? Do think you will heart of killing them without reason...?''" I will beware for the owner , keeper and lover of these animals you mentioned...""Yes ,killing is the lowest ability ofan immoral human being "" Immorality to me is , doing anything even it's misleading way to chase a purpose ""I'm tired of the bad unchanging world !;therefore , change the ideas and behaviour towards the nature and people around ""Must l postpone either my early wish to have ability in communicating with the heavenly beings or let things happen now the run away...?"The thin whitish curtain of land and the sky was blown by a gush of wind .He now nomore sadAfter satisfied with his life,his old and new life .With such radiant face , Lynx chanted ," I wanna go now "" Remember these .. after you felt tired of everything, and your searching for solemnity and peace , meditating lots of time and being good to your duty and surrounding,you will have ability to interpret dreams, send and receive dreams as messages to warn at critical times so that you are always alert and difficult to be deceived by your opponents ..you can help people in trouble with that ability ...and your touch can heal with trust "When the time comes , he feels that he wakes up in a new life, new day ....Clusters of clouds march gently carried by the southeast wind slicing the vast blue sheet of the sky.A leafless tree stood motionless in the middle of the hot sandy dessert.Arid and dry .She was silent under the burnt sun heat .Rain and husky wind .Mute ...mute ..In the he valley of the mountains lies a dark forest, save a thousand haunted and riddles tidbits of death. Life ahead . Move ahead .Scantila threw the blanket and hit a mosquito which still flying and buzzing around the room before it dead and left a drop of blood in her palm .She stood for more than an hour waiting for a bus that can still be boarded here. This road is not too big or too crowded.Lacking of busyness makes people have time to see and pay attention to other people. Well, a few guys saw her while they chatted and eating at the small taverns.She thought," Maybe I'm too quiet and seem arrogant, don't try to approach them for fun or just go hanging out there ,it's a public place where anyone can come there f
Raven got some stories about life and working at the Royal Family.Scantila told him in long letters twice in a month .She told him about Prince Ryder .Raven was half jealous half satisfied with the opening, " l hope Anwell see the prince...he is a real one ! Maybe Anwell is nothing even he must be compared The Prince Ryder ' s shoes or hankie !!! Hahah"Then he played his imagination to make Scantila ' s letter lively ...The prince was there ...His eyes were fixed on a tree for a long time then he thought for a moment and decided to approach the swing and then sat there ... his eyes kept looking at the hills that seemed to support the sky.There is a strange life there. he listened to the surrounding carefully but didn't hear anything, apart from the whispering wind sending cool air, a red fire-tailed bird perched on a branch.Someone is talking to another one who is standing indifferently. "You ,don't go now, I saved something for you. what to say, Lord is more powerful ''Three y
Raven hit the wall in rage hearing Anwell saying negative things about Scantila," Do you think she will come back to you , ha ? Lots of wealthy good looking men in royal family! You know what she gonna do ? Kick you out ...hahahah! "He wanted to beat Anwell till he suffocated , but all he could do only sitting at the edge of the bed , yesterday, present time and tomorrow seemed to mingle in his mind .." Thanks to you , Raven, all l can do to return your kindness as a great merit of yours is my appreciation to all the support and love you gave to me , all these years you helped me till l am today "Raven didn't want to take this gratitude exposure as an opportunity to thank him back for the boss ' s gesture towards him as gratefulness to have Scantila as one of the candidate to be sent abroad for working at a Royal family somewhere across the continent by the name of Galbahera .Raven didn't have any idea where Scantila got the private message on the page of a newspaper on o
The librarian is not so young, she has a mixed European face with a short haircut " This is for you to find books later ,I will make a card" she said , Anwell saw that she was beautiful and smiles sweetly. Her lips and eyes were well shaped when she met him again in the book room. He couldn't immediately look for books because he wasn't even 21 yet that time.Now he can as he already reached 21 of age ."l am very happy to spend time in the library all day long and after that l borrow some books that time." That's what he often told his friends.He did not read all the books ,he just needed them to show off... ' Actually he liked the librarian ..." That's what his friends said ,and he just smirked.Time went by till they knew one another better till something bad happened to her ...losing job ..he blamed himself for his inability to help her but surely ,as usual , he didn't have to own money himself........he could always ask for it to grandpa , grandma ,if not his dad ! sure ..
Lately negative memories come unstoppably right at the time Raven wakes up.One come after another like a rusty big chains ! If not bad past on childhood ,then at teenage or at the beginning of school or college years! A motivator or a meditation teacher told everyone , " Don't start your day with negativity.At the time you wake up , just thank God , Thank You for the you still give today " then smile . Begin your day then " Okay ,Even though he's s not feeling well, he will fight for his dream! " First ,wash your face ..then you may stay for a while on the bed and let your eyes adapt the dawn in your room and the yard and ...this one is easy but to erase the thought of seeing faces that attracted to them ..this is always ..not easy , if never say hard " Does she still his someone's soulmate... ? Vibrating at the same frequency....memorizing , fancying, playing the scenes hundred times ...tiring but enjoyable ..but ..then it's wasting too much time ! He dragged his legs out
It's such a tricky one for the young mother to make her little daughter walk faster " Come on ! How papa Lee walks ! Papa Lee walks ! " Anwell saw that young woman took the little girl 's hand to move fast . He ran to the road and walked beside her ,smiling and started to flirt . With a broad warm smile , without a word he took the little girl's free hand then he lifted and carried her ,making her cried and yelled for her mom.But he took some candies from a stall at the roadside , " l pay later, ok ? " Sure the answer is yes, then what would it be happening if the stall man said no? In order to create peace world and safe situations none around the vicinity showed rejection to that handsome young master .Anyone who had guts to do it will make their days real bad regardless of how offensive he was. He attracted the kid by amazed her of playing some games " Hey , pretty ,how you can you write your own name ? Look , let me teach you ..here we go... " Anwell kissed her
Lynx moved backwards as if wanting to escape in seeing Anwell standing there. Did he heard anything they talked about ? Raven swallowed his saliva,feeling the dryness in his throat.He looked at Anwell as if he was someone dead who came alive again from his grave .Raven lighted a cigarette calmly , took a diary belong to Lynx .Lynx looked at his notebook...how could he find his private belonging ? If Anwell read it , he will be embarrassed.."'Hey ...are you a girl , Lynx? Writing..diary .....hahaha....it's a work of female..Sissy !! " Then he opened a page , starting to read out loud mockingly... * Abroad does not always mean the good season in Hollywood. It's true, winter makes people's faces freeze. It's true too , hundreds of high buildings and busy people passing by in big coats, don't want to smile except saying hello to those you know or just pass it by.Love , money , time are all attachments so it is very fierce full to talk about money and business . Travel to developed
The new clothes shop displayed some stylish models .It's such a yummy model for youngsters in town.Look at that glass cabinet, a checked suit , sweet formal model for work .The price is .. should save first for anyone with low wages whose income only enough for a week.Lynx and Raven really attracted to the suit , " Look ...the price is still reasonable..l hope l could save money..at least next month ..."Raven smiled, " If the suit still there and none buy it " ." Yes ..one of us hopefully can get it ..if you have the money..you get it " They walked around the department stores to forget unpleasant things yesterday when Anwell caught them up talking..Some retailers posted strategic spots in town and cities . Surely traditional small stalls only have little number of buyers as they are get asided by those nice shops .People prefer to shop at nicer places even the stuff are the same .Raven held back to buy ice cream for himself as he want to buy it for Willow . "People can be