Clusters of clouds march gently carried by the southeast wind slicing the vast blue sheet of the sky.
A leafless tree stood motionless in the middle of the hot sandy dessert.Arid and dry .She was silent under the burnt sun heat .Rain and husky wind .Mute ...mute ..In the he valley of the mountains lies a dark forest, save a thousand haunted and riddles tidbits of death. Life ahead . Move ahead .Scantila threw the blanket and hit a mosquito which still flying and buzzing around the room before it dead and left a drop of blood in her palm .She stood for more than an hour waiting for a bus that can still be boarded here. This road is not too big or too crowded.Lacking of busyness makes people have time to see and pay attention to other people. Well, a few guys saw her while they chatted and eating at the small taverns.She thought," Maybe I'm too quiet and seem arrogant, don't try to approach them for fun or just go hanging out there ,it's a public place where anyone can come there freely "Occasionally she could hear terms sarcasm from them. But she didn't react." Ah, just let them be, I'm not at a side of getting disadvantage from them anyway "A bus stopped in front of herunloaded some passengers and simultaneously new passengers squeezed in through the small door of the bus.She walked normally and entered it the last. Arriving inside, as usual, there was already a full seat and many people just no choice ,standing.Mostly school kids ...well they are the ones who make public transportation crowded especially at rush hour. She stood near a high school student. He offered her to sit in his seat ...very nice, he was really sweet. But before she said thank you and got the seat , an old woman came through and quickly sat in the chair.Scantila smiled at the polite young man. She caught the glint of annoyance in his eyes." I'm used to standing " she said and he nodded, she didn't know what his nod meant but she could tell that his friends over there were throwing kinda mischievous smile at him .She understood aboutteenagers .Was her destination same as the high school teenage students? Scantila wanted to ask but how can it be possible because the roar of the bus engine is too loud.Apparently not. When she wanted to get off, they hadn't gotten off yet. They must get the next bus stop.Before going down she had a chance to say goodbye at him .The young man nodded a bit nervously and bowed his head. Then the bus sped up again, faster and faster, and she left the road after watching the bus which seemed getting smaller and smaller till it really disappeared from her sight.Back home , she just had drink and didn't eat anything even she was hungry as she remembered her talk with Raven which turned to be a quarrel as he rejected her intention to work overseas." You cannot save anyone "He gave a sarcastic look," It's like" you can't please everyone " what is your point ? "" You can not always be present for me , neither can l "Raven looked at her as if she lost her sanity, "We discuss this for the sake of our peace. Why do you even share your plan if you just show your stubbornness ?""Well say , I just offer you a perspective. None can take away my pain. You know my problem and ones have to face it alone , not always can get help from anyone else, even the closest one ...do your parents always able to give a help at the time you need help the most ? None ever . "Raven recalled a thinker said ,"You cannot give answers that are right for them, or even answers they can digest right now. They will have to find their own answers. ~Jeff Foster " but he won't say it right now .lt would just make her felt right about herself.lnstead , he poured himself some water ,"I met your boss today "Her eyes met his . " Today ?what for ? Telling him not to select me ?"A boyish look flashed a second in his face.He remembered how he knew her for the first time.On the train, he sat down right next to her.Smilingly ,he didn't even think or saw her as a pretty girl . It's a way to get rid of kinda clumsiness." Hi, I am Raven"Sitting next to him, she smiled back ,Looking up at him but not saying her name . Smile is a universal language." Old memories," his eyes were watery a bit ,she saw him hiding it briefly." I don’t judge, dear ,but it's clear, you really are stubborn ''Hey smile dissapeared all of sudden,hearing him said so .She could not refrain her annoyance now ."And you are extremely childish today "Again she saw the little drops of tears in his eyes.A growing trauma of being left. They looked out over there,both hiding their innermost feelings.He sighed proudly at last ," I’m harder than you think"Yet she sat there , gazing at him respectfully when he was letting long moments in silence.Softly,she looked at his eyes ,"Talk to me later , ok ? now l must go ..."And all she could hear was hiskicking shoe on the bottom table.He shrugged ." Look ,what can l do to make you feel better? "His face agleam.A flame of anger danced in his eyes.Holding her hand ,he acted as a pleading slave to a princess ," As you see..My soul wept quietly"He' s down on his knees, at the same moment she can't help herself to laugh quite loudly." Show me the world...to every corner of it "He realized that no matter how hard he tried to prevent her leaving, in joking or serious mean , she will go after all ..._____The world is a small planet in the huge galaxy but the dwellers have been fighting usurping each other place by killing .A boring tiresome place to stay . Too much for the Kings and too small for million of the Mass...strange ,what's the use of other planets other than being big and rotating unstoppably as round giants fire ?The mass search for food and shelters, spending hours in a day , hoping for more and more .Raven got some stories about life and working at the Royal Family.Scantila told him in long letters twice in a month .She told him about Prince Ryder .Raven was half jealous half satisfied with the opening, " l hope Anwell see the prince...he is a real one ! Maybe Anwell is nothing even he must be compared The Prince Ryder ' s shoes or hankie !!! Hahah"Then he played his imagination to make Scantila ' s letter lively ...The prince was there ...His eyes were fixed on a tree for a long time then he thought for a moment and decided to approach the swing and then sat there ... his eyes kept looking at the hills that seemed to support the sky.There is a strange life there. he listened to the surrounding carefully but didn't hear anything, apart from the whispering wind sending cool air, a red fire-tailed bird perched on a branch.Someone is talking to another one who is standing indifferently. "You ,don't go now, I saved something for you. what to say, Lord is more powerful ''Three y
Raven hit the wall in rage hearing Anwell saying negative things about Scantila," Do you think she will come back to you , ha ? Lots of wealthy good looking men in royal family! You know what she gonna do ? Kick you out ...hahahah! "He wanted to beat Anwell till he suffocated , but all he could do only sitting at the edge of the bed , yesterday, present time and tomorrow seemed to mingle in his mind .." Thanks to you , Raven, all l can do to return your kindness as a great merit of yours is my appreciation to all the support and love you gave to me , all these years you helped me till l am today "Raven didn't want to take this gratitude exposure as an opportunity to thank him back for the boss ' s gesture towards him as gratefulness to have Scantila as one of the candidate to be sent abroad for working at a Royal family somewhere across the continent by the name of Galbahera .Raven didn't have any idea where Scantila got the private message on the page of a newspaper on o
The librarian is not so young, she has a mixed European face with a short haircut " This is for you to find books later ,I will make a card" she said , Anwell saw that she was beautiful and smiles sweetly. Her lips and eyes were well shaped when she met him again in the book room. He couldn't immediately look for books because he wasn't even 21 yet that time.Now he can as he already reached 21 of age ."l am very happy to spend time in the library all day long and after that l borrow some books that time." That's what he often told his friends.He did not read all the books ,he just needed them to show off... ' Actually he liked the librarian ..." That's what his friends said ,and he just smirked.Time went by till they knew one another better till something bad happened to her ...losing job ..he blamed himself for his inability to help her but surely ,as usual , he didn't have to own money himself........he could always ask for it to grandpa , grandma ,if not his dad ! sure ..
Lately negative memories come unstoppably right at the time Raven wakes up.One come after another like a rusty big chains ! If not bad past on childhood ,then at teenage or at the beginning of school or college years! A motivator or a meditation teacher told everyone , " Don't start your day with negativity.At the time you wake up , just thank God , Thank You for the you still give today " then smile . Begin your day then " Okay ,Even though he's s not feeling well, he will fight for his dream! " First ,wash your face ..then you may stay for a while on the bed and let your eyes adapt the dawn in your room and the yard and ...this one is easy but to erase the thought of seeing faces that attracted to them ..this is always ..not easy , if never say hard " Does she still his someone's soulmate... ? Vibrating at the same frequency....memorizing , fancying, playing the scenes hundred times ...tiring but enjoyable ..but ..then it's wasting too much time ! He dragged his legs out
It's such a tricky one for the young mother to make her little daughter walk faster " Come on ! How papa Lee walks ! Papa Lee walks ! " Anwell saw that young woman took the little girl 's hand to move fast . He ran to the road and walked beside her ,smiling and started to flirt . With a broad warm smile , without a word he took the little girl's free hand then he lifted and carried her ,making her cried and yelled for her mom.But he took some candies from a stall at the roadside , " l pay later, ok ? " Sure the answer is yes, then what would it be happening if the stall man said no? In order to create peace world and safe situations none around the vicinity showed rejection to that handsome young master .Anyone who had guts to do it will make their days real bad regardless of how offensive he was. He attracted the kid by amazed her of playing some games " Hey , pretty ,how you can you write your own name ? Look , let me teach you ..here we go... " Anwell kissed her
Lynx moved backwards as if wanting to escape in seeing Anwell standing there. Did he heard anything they talked about ? Raven swallowed his saliva,feeling the dryness in his throat.He looked at Anwell as if he was someone dead who came alive again from his grave .Raven lighted a cigarette calmly , took a diary belong to Lynx .Lynx looked at his notebook...how could he find his private belonging ? If Anwell read it , he will be embarrassed.."'Hey ...are you a girl , Lynx? Writing..diary .....hahaha....it's a work of female..Sissy !! " Then he opened a page , starting to read out loud mockingly... * Abroad does not always mean the good season in Hollywood. It's true, winter makes people's faces freeze. It's true too , hundreds of high buildings and busy people passing by in big coats, don't want to smile except saying hello to those you know or just pass it by.Love , money , time are all attachments so it is very fierce full to talk about money and business . Travel to developed
The new clothes shop displayed some stylish models .It's such a yummy model for youngsters in town.Look at that glass cabinet, a checked suit , sweet formal model for work .The price is .. should save first for anyone with low wages whose income only enough for a week.Lynx and Raven really attracted to the suit , " Look ...the price is still reasonable..l hope l could save money..at least next month ..."Raven smiled, " If the suit still there and none buy it " ." Yes ..one of us hopefully can get it ..if you have the money..you get it " They walked around the department stores to forget unpleasant things yesterday when Anwell caught them up talking..Some retailers posted strategic spots in town and cities . Surely traditional small stalls only have little number of buyers as they are get asided by those nice shops .People prefer to shop at nicer places even the stuff are the same .Raven held back to buy ice cream for himself as he want to buy it for Willow . "People can be
Did Miss asleep just now ? " The maid brought a cold drink at the very hot day .Shebila glanced at her coldly as her head heated, " Yeah , when the rainfall ..creepy weird rain " she murmured." Suddenly falling , stopped at sudden too then now extremely hot " Bertie lifted her head as if didn't catch her words , and flatly told her , " Mr Anwell called again , Miss" Her heart paused for a nanosecond," When ?? What else he wants! " " When you're sleeping, miss, he said whether the cooperation letter contract have been able to start " Her head was hotter . " Bastard ! He wants everything just done.Help me .. l'am in trouble "" If he calls again , do l have to tell him that you are not in "? She looked at her sharply ," Do you often asked and get used to tell a lie, Bertie ?"She drooped her head and it's a clue to show her guilty feeling .She often lied indeed.All the ones who had ever employed her could not stand her bad quality which was dishonesty . But on the other hand
One little girl cried endlessly in the arms of a father who had just taken some buckets of water from the well where people around allowed to get it belong to Mr Bachara the landlord in town , Anwell 's father ." Don't cry ...shut up...hey ...don't cry " said that father , embracing his little kid ." He said my hair is like bird's nest... bird's nest ..." " Her hair is like the lrona .." Irona was a remote tribe with dark and so very curly hair.Why Anwell always found words to insult anyone he wanted ... everyone only could shake their heads ... what's wrong with the look of any tribes on earth ? Beauty is on the beholders..Mr Buchara approached Anwell , " Look at the little girl..she cried cause you said what ?"Smirking happily , " Like lrona hair " " Don't do it ,Anwell ...all hair on earth created by God ..why you insult lrona ? " Anwell just whistled ." It's hurting for the little girl, you know .." Willow wished she could shriek loudly ,but ..even to his own dad ' s
At the field school open session on literature subject,Mr Zales started his speech, " This morning, we consider the work of Raven as a young man who may think that being a poet or philosopher is as good as working for social reformer or doctor ,engineer . which is great! As reshaping youngsters interest in literature and general knowledge as well as art with Contextual Modernism in millennium era. He introduced an lndian worldly well known author named Rabindranath Tagore as the "profoundly sensitive, fresh and beautiful" poet. Tagore's poetic songs were viewed as spiritual and mercurial; his elegant prose and magical poetry were popular in the Indian subcontinent.Raven got up to read a few poems of his works called "The Gardener " He recited it in a vibes of melancholy and grievance with little light of hope,just like what he felt inside himself.* Love, my heart longs day and night for the meeting with you—for the meeting that is like all-devouring death. Sweep me
Scantila killed time in her free time at night and took the book the great famous book , "Great Expectations" one of her favorite author Charles Dickens . Taking a cup of coffee, she opened the middle part .What a touchy language and writing work ! The story is about the life and adventures of a young orphan named Pip, who dreams of becoming a gentleman and winning the heart of a wealthy young lady named Estella. Along the way, Pip encounters many colorful characters, including the eccentric Miss Havisham and the mysterious convict Abel Magwitch. The novel is known for its vivid characters, intricate plot, and themes of social class, ambition, and redemption. Exploring the similarities between her own life story and the novel could be one of a way to learn about life itself . What a wonderful storyline ! Now ,what was good thing about her own ? Fighting for a better life like Pip ,till she looked for a fortune in a foreign country . Chasing a better life though trying to step
Someone passed ,praising Anwell who was still at Mr Zales porch,smoking . " Nice attire , sir " He looked at the peasant and by his eyes respond,' Sure ,do you find anything bad about me " State of fear...that's what Voltaire said at the absolute power of kingdoms and empire.Walking like god ,made everyone get aside for his way . Raven spoke while Mr Zales told him that Anwell had just left ."Now we feel the same...Fear in us each time seeing him around as he will say all bad thing about everyone,l don't know how can he find bad thing in everyone face and body ...and everything " Mr Zales smiled , thinking , " So is there anything we can do in world if everything ugly in his eyes is fun for Anwell , just like the world wealth resources is eaten all by the globalists with a perfect master mind , and well planned ?State of fear , ..that's how Voltaire named the absolute power of kings and empress at the dark age .Now isn't it feel like the same ? Only changing name but el
Hooray ! The school children were standing in line for the sport subject . At the time the whistle blown they moved to run around the field .Running competition. Boys were on the left side and girls at the other one." Pair by pair ! " Mr Zales yelled to command them move two by two .Everyone had got their pair. " I wanted to pair with Lynx ! "Then other kids said the same .Lynx! Lynx! Come ! You pair with me ! Lynx was so glad that day ..they wanted him ! It's not everyday experience...His eyes showed a shine when he shyly smiled at them . They really usurping him ! They even approached him,taking his hand to pair ..He was left behind ,mo matter how hard he tried to run fast ...His friend yelled and jumped happily , " Hooray ! I am winning! " Lynx realized that they want him cause they were sure that by pairing him , he would lose ! As he was shy and clumsy how could he be good at any sport ! So that everyone can win if they compete with him ! He swallowed in his dry throat
He was stunned seeing Karin who did her math task perfectly.lt's rarely happen for them who were able to absorb his explanation quickly . He smiled ,math teachers were hated almost everywhere.Except for s few pride and smart student like Karin ." Explain here , Karin , how can you get this figure and comma there " She looked up thinking, " He tests me if l really understand or just cheating '' She explained that smoothly .Then a relieving smile was on her mouth when Mr Zales nodded satisfyingly .Willow was sitting in the corner, watching at the blackboard. She played a pencil and an eraser with a funny kid in cap picture on it . Her loving father bought it at the other day , she danced happily in getting a new smell nice eraser ...it's rare ... usually he bought her second handed things . Poor dad ...Her mouth was tightly silent when the maths hour had almost ended but her name still had not been called by Mr Zales.Moreover when the bell rang ,time to break ..she bewildered at
Mr Buchara, did you sell another acre of soil in your hometown ? " That's the question Raven would hear from the neighborhood,wanting to close his ears and scolded, but all he won't.It happened since he was a kid ." Sorry for saying this .. but this is only kind of suggestions. .."For the next words, not so much in the memory, which is merely for insight into the family unlucky story. People around reminded his father that losing his land little by little won't be good at all for the future .His dad owed money to Anwell 's father , could not pay , then exchanged the amount of loan by giving the inheritance land .Anwell's dad will have more and more property while ... contradictory to Raven ' s dad .Question comes at the end, if you make it that far) Sometimes ,he remembered Anwell talked to him with a smirk , mentioned a bad probability of his future, " Hey ..think about if your dad die one day ...you will be an orphan boy ..with sunken eyes who hid behind the door when his
True..Maybe ones saying love too hurry.But for the children drawing time , it's ok to say things in simplicity.It may only like mixture of feelings and desire.None can define what love is except when you feel it though. Willow was having a conversation with her imaginary drawing teacher.The sun always depicted as laughing and big in children ' s drawing book . Yes,it's a big ball of fire that light up the earth lt had been worshiped as god Does human see objects objectively ? Almost not ,cause the limitations of our minds ." What is that ?" A kid broke the topic of talk ." It's hypo in the river, and that's the tree that around it " " Wow good! And what is this? " " Love ? Ya it's heart " She made it simple " It is here inside ? "" Give me the pencil ..can l color it by blue ?" " And any color .. that's fine ,color it by orange or red .. anything "" Take it home ,can l ? " Sincerely she nodded ..In the name of Goodwill.So as long as we don't make complicated ,it just
" Good day fellows ..He looked like a devil . Laughing at knowing someone else is getting hurt .." They gathered around the old oak table with z shaped . Ones could put things in the two level of it .Without losing his sight on the chess board , Raven remarked, " You must be talking about lord Anwell " Willow nodded , hearing her brother saying ' lord Anwell in a low voice." Anyone who mind his words will be in big depression or of the like. How do you overcome your own feeling when you are having a bad episode of your days ? My recommend, you wanna hear ? Don't take it seriously.." Raven knew that he himself could not do it . It's not easy to be unwounded when someone always see you in negative sides and so judgemental like Anwell.Willow stared at the chess board without saying anything. She smiled a bit , " How can you play chess by yourself? Whom you wanted to be lose ...the black or the yellow ?"" I think to win both "" But there must be the side which will be defeated ,