The Prince and The Shepherd

Soul Frequency

Lately negative memories come unstoppably right at the time Raven wakes up.One come after another like a rusty big chains !

If not bad past on childhood ,then at teenage or at the beginning of school or college years!

A motivator or a meditation teacher told everyone , " Don't start your day with negativity.At the time you wake up , just thank God , Thank You for the you still give today " then smile . Begin your day then "

Okay ,Even though he's s not feeling well, he will fight for his dream!

" First ,wash your face ..then you may stay for a while on the bed and let your eyes adapt the dawn in your room and the yard and ...this one is easy but to erase the thought of seeing faces that attracted to them ..this is always ..not easy , if never say hard "

Does she still his someone's soulmate... ? Vibrating at the same frequency....memorizing , fancying, playing the scenes hundred times ...tiring but enjoyable ..but ..then it's wasting too much time !

He dragged his legs out of the bed at last .

Bulging belly..which is worse compare to abundant memories ? It's not easy to slimming the stocky belly and get rid of the redundant fat ..as much hard to lose bad memory that taking role as toxicants in the mind ...well ,well ...

he wanted to trash lots of them ! Memories..not belly fat as he's not fat ...

Then he thought about his meeting with Willow ' s friend and what they talked about what almost everyone ever has ,

" Dreams has different realm even maybe most of places and people you meet there are the ones you have known in the reality.Thing could be the same , or conversion cause time estimation and number has its own line "

" Can you interpret my dream that l had ? It's a blank face but I knew who he was from the overall picture. It's some one in my past life whom l did not know whether he 's dead or still alive somewhere.

He became a priest in the impression .

He said things in beautiful angelic words ...then yesterday without even a slightest memory some one told me that he was dead in his country...we had stopped contact for many many years " Lynx could not respond him as his father called him to help him work in an emerging mean .

Allright, back to his dismay on the banal chat with Scantila, "What you doing "

" I'm ok "

Not even a question mark ! It's like a lazy flat voice of someone without any feeling ..Even he went on to questioning in the warmer expression, " How's are you and how is everything? "

"Last time you had fever

By the way are you really healthy now? "

" I hope you would see it ..l made a wooden little house for some chickens . Please see and giving comment that's helpful... thanks! "

ls she's ok ? How is it like to live and work in the royal family? Scantila told him , " Incredible in some ways but not as pleasant as ones could fancy in other means either "

" Do you meet The prince and the king everyday ? "she laughed in hearing the question." No way ! You know , VVlV people.They have no time to meet commoners"

Strangely Scantila wrote more emotional cheer mail to Willow. She showed him proudly," Dear Willow, l got a free friends who worked previously . Strangely they who got same citizenship with me acting bad and bitchy to me . But foreign workers mostly good to me .

One of them named Everlee , she worked at Royal family with her ex rival who made her fail to marry a wealthy man that already prepared a beautiful mansion in a luxury real estate complex ..she wishes to return her wounded heart by earning money to buy the same mansion she failed to get with Galen , her playboy fiance ...she thought about attracting the Sultan interest ..she said ," revenge is sweet !! "

Raven felt hurt more recalling what Anwell said , " Ha ! maybe someday you'll just greet morning messages only with Scantila then you will be weeping in leaving a hotel where she is in cause she ' s with someone rich and handsome.."

'" As a cousin and neighbor , you should give me better remarks Anwell !! Say motivational words , consoling, but what you do is on the contrary! What the hell you want ? And mind your business anyway , bastard ! ! "

Raven wished he could say that right in the nose of Anwell ...but it's only a rage inside .. he could only grumbled himself or hitting the wall ..everyone will be like a worm I front of Anwell ' s leg who always ready to stomp anyone ' s stomach each time one dare to react ...

But how could Raven defend and confide himself in the matter of Scantila as now , she doesn't give a clue that her feeling is still the same !

Maybe Anwell is right? That her vision now is different in every way ..so she chooses to have a new boyfriend as well ??

In his humdrum thoughts , he went on , Then, will they be united and cooperate to fight Anwell with his mockery! Battle with the unbeatable! Is it worthy?

When he meet some one whose bad impact is beyond his control, it is because there is a line of an unbreakable reality ... everyone can see what it is ..

It's not even a new mean or wisdom ! That's unfair .. Oh , what about new horizons? Maybe his answer bored her when she just greeted ' How are you ?"

Then he told her this ," Ya I'm better ..but I have not promised myself to leave cigarette

as it was the reason for my throat and flu issue "

Anyway who said that cigarette is the only perpetrator of sickness or flue ! And when she didn't reply or just answered flatly and shortly , he made new more mistake by showing a silly emotion,

" Seeing your reply makes my heart beat so fast especially after days of not communicating...we used to with full enthusiasm ...back to the time we used to chat every day every hour every minute.

Maybe we still friend till now but things changed and decayed like I estimated this will happen after you go ...

I know time changes like everything else "

Perhaps he sounded like a crybaby.Well !!

Loving someone should not like the way one loves a sports car or a sophisticated jet plane..

accepting,admiring but maybe not all knows about it,and got all the parts of it,only mending,fixing of changing if there is damage in some spare parts... Human are imperfect , therefore ,no need to accept all from them !

Raven threw the blanket in rage ,red eyes full of grudge.

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