The librarian is not so young, she has a mixed European face with a short haircut " This is for you to find books later ,I will make a card" she said , Anwell saw that she was beautiful and smiles sweetly.
Her lips and eyes were well shaped when she met him again in the book room. He couldn't immediately look for books because he wasn't even 21 yet that time.Now he can as he already reached 21 of age ."l am very happy to spend time in the library all day long and after that l borrow some books that time." That's what he often told his friends.He did not read all the books ,he just needed them to show off... ' Actually he liked the librarian ..." That's what his friends said ,and he just smirked.Time went by till they knew one another better till something bad happened to her ...losing job ..he blamed himself for his inability to help her but surely ,as usual , he didn't have to own money himself........he could always ask for it to grandpa , grandma ,if not his dad ! sure ..sure ...He had a feeling that it's time for him to"go get her" when she told him ," Now I'm back unemployed...lts such an unbearable situation , l have no anything to grip . Nowhere to turn to ." You are crazy." She told herself so .Living from the sweat of sin. Mother and father in grave must have sinned previously because I had to get money from a man who always wanted to touch my body whenever I was around him. Hello....I'm not a whore but I feel like one .No pride and no future. .God ,why does life press me this hard. I have traded my dinner plate for fire...blood is melting from my wounded heart .."He saw her silent and seemed like being paralyzed.He saw a piece of the moon in the purple sky, the tops of the trees in the clouds, what is the meaning of the color of nature, ? His gaze penetrated his eyeballs, they were clear like the white silver moon .The shadow of hand in this open book is coming from the light of the wrong right direction. Likewise with his reflection in this world. ..It always feels like he's in error. The more he was thinking about it and have the courage to see or say about himself the more unhappy he got. So , no need to think that way ! Life is for fun fun fun !How ,one day,in his desire to console her ,he met her once again , gripping the bamboo hedge,"Livia .. you are..So pretty..so praiseworthy .."When he said the consolation sentence and saw her radiant reaction,it's like a punishment of beeing foolish." You are part of my life, you helped me a lot ...but does it still feel as sour and bitter fruit ..when l know that you re a playboy? I mean what l let you know how l overcome all this trouble ....l know and everyone knows it , An ''He smoked ," If this long vacation become your part of daily life can you still smell the fragrance of the fruits and blooms in a garden? "" Maybe nomore..or l just ignore it .That's why human nomorefear of punishment ...but""Nomore crazy of vacation as Itonly chains of certain unavoidable days when life so hard .. sleep become the best vacation,hahaha ...I am lazy to go to college ..I do it at least once in a month anyway..l always get good score"Livia knew all that. He wasn't there for serious matter. He never be serious in anything, anyone anyway..Lately negative memories come unstoppably right at the time Raven wakes up.One come after another like a rusty big chains ! If not bad past on childhood ,then at teenage or at the beginning of school or college years! A motivator or a meditation teacher told everyone , " Don't start your day with negativity.At the time you wake up , just thank God , Thank You for the you still give today " then smile . Begin your day then " Okay ,Even though he's s not feeling well, he will fight for his dream! " First ,wash your face ..then you may stay for a while on the bed and let your eyes adapt the dawn in your room and the yard and ...this one is easy but to erase the thought of seeing faces that attracted to them ..this is always ..not easy , if never say hard " Does she still his someone's soulmate... ? Vibrating at the same frequency....memorizing , fancying, playing the scenes hundred times ...tiring but enjoyable ..but ..then it's wasting too much time ! He dragged his legs out
It's such a tricky one for the young mother to make her little daughter walk faster " Come on ! How papa Lee walks ! Papa Lee walks ! " Anwell saw that young woman took the little girl 's hand to move fast . He ran to the road and walked beside her ,smiling and started to flirt . With a broad warm smile , without a word he took the little girl's free hand then he lifted and carried her ,making her cried and yelled for her mom.But he took some candies from a stall at the roadside , " l pay later, ok ? " Sure the answer is yes, then what would it be happening if the stall man said no? In order to create peace world and safe situations none around the vicinity showed rejection to that handsome young master .Anyone who had guts to do it will make their days real bad regardless of how offensive he was. He attracted the kid by amazed her of playing some games " Hey , pretty ,how you can you write your own name ? Look , let me teach you ..here we go... " Anwell kissed her
Lynx moved backwards as if wanting to escape in seeing Anwell standing there. Did he heard anything they talked about ? Raven swallowed his saliva,feeling the dryness in his throat.He looked at Anwell as if he was someone dead who came alive again from his grave .Raven lighted a cigarette calmly , took a diary belong to Lynx .Lynx looked at his notebook...how could he find his private belonging ? If Anwell read it , he will be embarrassed.."'Hey ...are you a girl , Lynx? Writing..diary .....hahaha....it's a work of female..Sissy !! " Then he opened a page , starting to read out loud mockingly... * Abroad does not always mean the good season in Hollywood. It's true, winter makes people's faces freeze. It's true too , hundreds of high buildings and busy people passing by in big coats, don't want to smile except saying hello to those you know or just pass it by.Love , money , time are all attachments so it is very fierce full to talk about money and business . Travel to developed
The new clothes shop displayed some stylish models .It's such a yummy model for youngsters in town.Look at that glass cabinet, a checked suit , sweet formal model for work .The price is .. should save first for anyone with low wages whose income only enough for a week.Lynx and Raven really attracted to the suit , " Look ...the price is still reasonable..l hope l could save money..at least next month ..."Raven smiled, " If the suit still there and none buy it " ." Yes ..one of us hopefully can get it ..if you have the money..you get it " They walked around the department stores to forget unpleasant things yesterday when Anwell caught them up talking..Some retailers posted strategic spots in town and cities . Surely traditional small stalls only have little number of buyers as they are get asided by those nice shops .People prefer to shop at nicer places even the stuff are the same .Raven held back to buy ice cream for himself as he want to buy it for Willow . "People can be
Did Miss asleep just now ? " The maid brought a cold drink at the very hot day .Shebila glanced at her coldly as her head heated, " Yeah , when the rainfall ..creepy weird rain " she murmured." Suddenly falling , stopped at sudden too then now extremely hot " Bertie lifted her head as if didn't catch her words , and flatly told her , " Mr Anwell called again , Miss" Her heart paused for a nanosecond," When ?? What else he wants! " " When you're sleeping, miss, he said whether the cooperation letter contract have been able to start " Her head was hotter . " Bastard ! He wants everything just done.Help me .. l'am in trouble "" If he calls again , do l have to tell him that you are not in "? She looked at her sharply ," Do you often asked and get used to tell a lie, Bertie ?"She drooped her head and it's a clue to show her guilty feeling .She often lied indeed.All the ones who had ever employed her could not stand her bad quality which was dishonesty . But on the other hand
"Fix the Manzini banner , Bertie,make my bed then feed my puppy,then take a rest " She left her laying on the floor with the music which would be on till hours echoing in the room before dusk .The phone rang while Shebila changed ." Who is it , Bet? " She was still talking while she was putting on some more lipstick which was too thin and looked a bit bitchy ." Young master,miss " " Ah , Tommy the tall guy ? " She jumped in joy , maybe long time not seeing him . Bertie looked pleased seeing her Miss happy .But she wondered why her reaction was so contrast compared to if it's Anwell who 's calling ...Things were neat when she served Tommy by some drinks and pies . " He was looking around the entire room , " Where are the others ? "What do you mean the others " ?" I got a message from Anwell , he said you invite us for a party "Grumbling , " Anwell again !! How can l free from Anwell things ! "Tommy confused , " Let's help each other, what is going on ? You look uneasy w
Tommy shook his head , reading Shebila 's mail , " Slept early.The young doctor gave me some explanation and answered every question in quite long hours.He also asked me some ordinary questions . I thanked him a lot when the examination was over .He let other patients to wait till we finished.Attentively , " No other complain?"I thought , if he was not a doctor he would be a shy person.Doctor's respectable profession so he carried on .When l back home l feel that ...how lonely l am .High tension and stress.perhaps They say that's source of any ailments.The film wasn't bad .A story of a young woman who chose a lonely life and having a good career.She dismayed with her marriage life so running away from the fact that she needed a companion to care of.. however she could not get away from her bad dream about men ..and her fail marriage life .In the mirror she wept quietly then sitting in the darkness ," Don't light up the lamp " she said sharply then she let the darkness coming
Thanks to beat of energetic music..they play some music to make the atmosphere more vivid.When ones feel down you need beat.. which s also in the energetic vibes .Music add something magical on one's mood.You need meditation at times too.. controlling emotional waves .From day to dayThere always ones who make you down or losing hope but there will be enlightenment too.Your dignity is higher than queen and kings..So , Never see anyone lowAs they may seen you Also see you higher than a king ..But , Don't ever lie Your crown will be fallen and dragged by albatross the bird meat eater .You are nothing when you lie.. Who are you ..Who l ' m ? We shall see the future abandon the past .We are in between, aren't we ?__Bertie quicken her step to the kitchen bar .The refrain to be not seen interfering with the Miss and her guest . Thickening the jam for the loaves of bread for a while but didn't mean to make it that thick . They would see it strangely ..would they train her