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2024-10-29 19:42:56I was just quietly standing here outside Damon’s house while Gazer and Havacco were inside and talking to Damon.
I sighed and then looked at the sky, still not clear to me what was happening.All I could think was that Gazer and Damon were just friends, but why earlier, did Damon call Gazer 'Cousin'?
I looked at the door of Damon's house when it opened and spat on Havacco with a cigarette on his lips. Havacco looked at me then smiled.
"Gazer is putting Damon to sleep." He said then stood beside me, I smiled and then looked to the front.
"That guy, he's weird sometimes." I was referring to Damon, I heard his weak laugh so I turned to him.
"Maybe you'll be even weirder with him now that you're with him in the same house." He said, I kept looking at him so he turned to me.
"Are you going to ask something?" He asked, I averted my eyes and then leaned back in my seat.
"Earlier, he said he wasn't Damon. His name was Achaz. I don't know if he was joking or what, but he was weird before, he didn't know what was going on. He even asked who I was." I said, I felt his silence so I looked at him.
"He's just joking, isn't he? Your friend, the creepy one is joking." I said, he just smiled at me and then blew his cigarette.
Havacco turned to look at us at the door of Damon's house, from which Gazer came out. I watched him approach us, he took a deep breath and then looked to the front where the view of the sunset was.
"Come back then." He said that's why Havacco and I looked at them who obviously understood.
"What's the plan?" Havacco asked.
"What came back?" I asked so they looked at me at the same time. I saw Havacco look at Gazer.
"Say it," Havacco said to Gazer so I looked at Gazer who was looking at me and wondering if he would say that.
He took a deep breath and then looked at the front again.
"Damon's pain is back." He said softly so my jaw dropped. Is Damon Sick?
"Is he sick?" I asked, Havacco nodded then stepped on the cigarette butt he was holding.
"He has an MPD," Havacco said then looked at me. "Multiple Personality Disorder." He added so I fell silent.
"The one before, he wasn't Damon. He was Achaz." Gazer mentioned so I looked at him.
"You know the MPD, don't you? Damon is experiencing two people in the same body, 3 years since Acahaz didn't show up, just now. So I can say that his illness has returned." Said Havacco.
"I'm confused," I said so Havacco laughed softly.
"There's a clue if Achaz or Damon is in front of you." Said Havacco. "Damon, rude, stone-hearted, and suicidal." He said then stood up. "As for Achaz, for him, he is Gazer's cousin, kind, sober but ..." He stopped speaking and then laughed softly.
"But what?" I asked. He looked at me then smiled.
"Just." He said he then took out his car key. "I'm going to get Gazer and I dressed, it looks like we'll sleep here too until Damon comes back." He said so I watched him walk away from us. I looked at Gazer as Havacco got into his car.
Gazer was just quiet and thinking.
"Didn't he hit you?" He suddenly asked, he looked at me so I immediately shook.
He fell silent again then took a deep breath.
"Don't you have any plans to take him to the doctor for medicine?" I asked. He did not answer, instead, he just looked away and thought deeply.
"Gazer," I called so he looked at me. "I said, don't you have any plans to take him to the doctor to give him--"
"Achaz doesn't like doctors." He said so I kept quiet. "Just follow what Achaz said." He said so I frowned.
"Ha? Why?" I asked. He did not answer.
"Why do I feel like you don't want to tell me about Achaz or Damon or whoever he is," I said so he looked at me.
"I also want to help. I want to know something about the person I'm helping." I added, Gazer was just looking at me.
"I also want to know what makes Achaz different from Damon, how Damon got into MPD, and why you seem to be afraid of Achaz," I said. "If Achaz is kind why do you seem to be hesitant to tell me what his character is?" I will ask.
Gazer turned to me so I could look at him.
"We just want to protect you." He said then walking into Damon's house, I was left alone here outside Damon's house while looking at Gazer's earlier stand.
"You want to protect me, where?" I asked myself.
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