Novels by RediousInPaper

It was late when I realized that he had a fever, if I hadn't noticed earlier that he was hot, I wouldn't have known that he was sick, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to take care of a sick person, what I used to care about as a demon was to give sickness, so I don't know how to take care of him now that he is sick.I want to go out and tell the old man that Pavel has a fever, the case is that they locked the door so I can't leave this room, old man."Pavel.. Pavel wake up and treat yourself." I said while waking him up, I closed my eyes and calmed myself down, my patience is short when it comes to nursing."Ksara, calm yourself down, it's normal for people to get sick." I said to myself then got up from my seat and went around Pavel's room to find a cure for his fever, I saw a towel in Pavel's clothes so I took it then went to his small table and put warm water in a small basin then I put the towel.That's how I see people treat a person's fever.When I put the small basin o

A few days have passed since my body was buried, since then I have not seen Pavel come out of his room, and I have not seen the holy woman and Bael wandering around the palace like when we first set foot here together.A lot has changed, the palace seems to have become a ghost town because it's so quiet, the former queen and former king took a vacation out of town since my body was buried.I'm worried about Pavel, he hasn't eaten for days and his work as king has been piled up for days. He is neglecting the kingdom, he is neglecting himself, he is forgetting that he is a king now.I took a deep breath then looked at Cynrad sitting in front of me, he was eating the food he brought for us."Have you talked to him?" I asked, Cynrad looked at me then shook her head, she put down the food she was holding then wiped her lips."Grandfather Gabriel, he is the one who often goes to Pavel's room, he is also the one I think Pavel talks to." He said, I nodded then looked at the window of my room.

The rain was strong, the sky matched the feelings of the people in front of me now and crying while looking at my human body that will be buried in just a few minutes.Until now, I can feel the sorrow felt by Abiah and Bael, especially Pavel, who does not leave the side of my human body. I took a deep breath then looked at Cynrad who was holding an umbrella and was giving me advice."It hurts me to see Pavel cry." I whispered, he looked at me then smiled gently."This is the second time I've seen him cry." Cynrad said that's why I looked at Pavel's behavior that was very distressed while looking at my human body."First the three of us thought you were dead." Cynrad said cause I remember that incident.From where I was standing, I saw Pavel and Cynrad facing my human body with flowers around it.I frowned.~~~~"What are those idiots doing?" I asked while looking at them."It seems like just yesterday that the four of us were happy." Bael said sadly while looking at my body."It happe

"Yuniko! It's a good thing you're here now--who are you?" A man as tall as me, with long black hair that reached his shoulders, narrow eyes, a pointed nose and red lips opened my eyes.I grinned inside. This one, smart but has cheating parents, the only sin I smell in him is jealousy."Where's the old yuniko?" It's a question again."My name is Ksara, my cousin left and I took over as the new yuniko of the dear prince." I said, another man peeked out from behind him with narrow eyes, just the right length of hair and slightly bigger than us."You are a woman, shouldn't the yuniko of majesty is a man?" He asked the man in front of me, he looked at me. "Did you passed the screening of the beloved king and queen?" This is a question. I nodded in response, frowning."Its a miracle, they took a yuniko girl." He whispered, this one is stupid, but cunning in lying. I won't be surprised if I see it in my place when it's time."Alright, come in." Said a man as tall as me, the man behind him su

I took a deep breath before continuing to walk closer to Pavel who turned his back on me and faced my slumped human body, with elegant flowers and fresh flowers on its side, the name Karma written on the left side. The room where Pavel chose to bury my human body was quiet, he was the only one there."Pavel," I called, but he didn't turn to me, I came next to him and looked at my body.Already wearing a white elegant dress and a flower crown on the head, I turned to Pavel who was just looking at my human body."What are you doing here?" He asked while looking at my human body, I didn't answer instead I wiped the tears from his eyes, he was stunned by what I did and turned to me, I just smiled softly then returned my gaze to my body person."I'm sorry for what happened to her," I said, he remained silent and I could still feel his gaze on me."It's not good if you neglect yourself," I said, I could still feel him staring at me."I'm sure Ksara will be sad if you act like that, she does

"I've been waiting for her for a long time.""Now it looks like everything will happen again, it looks like I'll be looking for her again."The cold wind blew, the surroundings were quiet and only the water in the stream made noise around. I am now here in the creek, outside the kingdom of winsoul, this is where my feet brought me earlier, I came here to think about some things, to ventilate and to release the sadness I feel."I'm getting tired..."I am also very tired, Pavel.My tears flowed as I looked into the void, the cold wind blew again."I also want to rest."I also want to rest Pavel, I also want to rest in peace."I want to rest next to her.""I've been waiting for her for hundreds of years."For hundreds of years, I've been wishing to be with you Pavel, for hundreds of years I've been dreaming of being with you and living in peace."If only I could go back in time... if only I could go back to the past... I would never make a deal with the devil... I wouldn't have done that

"Erelah." I turned to the person who called me. Damon. He smiled at me beautifully while holding a small tray filled with medicines."Time to take medicine," Damon said to me so I smiled and nodded in agreement to what he said, he smiled and came to me then handed me a medicine capsule, I smiled and took it from him then he handed me a glass of water, again I took it at him while smiling and not taking off my eyes on him.I showed him how I take the medicine and even opened my mouth to prove that I had taken the medicine he gave me, I couldn't take my eyes off him, I felt like when I took my eyes off him he will be gone forever and it will be a long time before he returns.I don't want to miss him again so I don't even blink."Get some rest Erelah." He said so I immediately shook my head."I don't want to," I said quickly while looking at him."Erelah, you need to rest, go ahead and grow your eyebags." He said that's why I pouted causing him to laugh."I don't want to, you'll leave me

I took a deep breath while looking into the void, I didn't know what I should do, if I would listen to my wishes or if I would keep the promise I made.I can't quite figure out if I should be selfish or if I should pay for all my sins.I don't want to live in a world where there is a heavy sin. Even before I met her, I wanted to disappear.Even before she came into my life, I was always looking for a way to end my life without feeling pain.But when she came, my world changed. I remember what she said before. "If you have a problem, pray, killing yourself is not the solution to all your problems." That's what always sticks in my mind every time I try to commit suicide.One day I tried what she said, I prayed even though I didn't know how. I didn't even know how to do the sign of the cross so I just went straight to telling him what I wanted to say. I asked for forgiveness for the mistakes I made, and I asked for guidance on whether to correct my mistakes.On the day of her father's fun

"The paper of the first person found guilty of the murder of at least one hundred people and subjected to the death penalty this past week has been submitted to Malacañang. He is recognized as the first Filipino to be subjected to the death penalty after several years since the death penalty was repealed after the time of former president Ferdinand Marcos. The remains of the Serial Killer will be burned and placed in the north cemetery in Manila. While his lawyer is no longer answering the call to answer our questions. ."I turned off the television and then looked out the window of my room where I could see the children playing in the playground near where our house stands.I was stunned for a few minutes until I felt my tears flow again while not taking my eyes off the children playing.I slowly laughed while looking outside until my laughter turned into sobs that screamed at the pain I was feeling."Erelah." I slowly stopped crying and turned to the one who called me. Again I saw a

Erelah,How many more letters have I written to you? But no matter what I write and say on the papers I write, it is unlikely that you will read it because I know that what I write will not reach you nor will you know the things that I want to tell you.But I only want one thing to happen Erelah, that is for everything to be fine and to tell the truths that I have been hiding for a long time.Of all the lies I know, of all the lies I've done, there's only one thing I've never lied to, and that's to love you even when you're far away from me.Forgive me Erelah, forgive me.Damon.I don't know what is happening or why Damon rejected me, my heart is beating so fast, I can't rest. I feel like something bad is going to happen."Mr. Damon, you know for yourself what happened. As a friend, I want you to tell them the whole truth." The lawyer said. Damon looked at the lawyer, he took a deep breath then looked at me sadly before smiling and looking straight ahead again."I promised everyone her

Erelah.I'm not like other men who go out of their way to be with and respond to the women they love, but I'm one of those men who just looking at you from afar makes me very excited and my world is complete.People like you, and people like me were not blessed to be united and together for a long time, even if I wanted to be with you, there was nothing I could do. People like you are only for normal people like you. And someone like me deserves to disappear from this world. I am one of the people who longed to pass away and disappear from the surface of the world, but when you came, I became one of the people who lived a normal life in this world. But no matter how hard I try to cover up the real me, I know the truth will come out and come out, something I've been hoping for a long time to happen, to say all my mistakes in front of the majority and front of my young lady. SorryDamon.June 17, 2022The entire courtroom was silent as they looked at Damon sitting on the witness stand

Erelah.I have many things I want to tell you but I don't have the strength to do so. I know I hurt you with what I said before but my true feelings are the opposite of what I said.I love you Erelah, I saw you for the first time the day you stopped me from jumping off the bridge. I don't know what's going through your mind why you stopped me but thank you, thank you for doing that I saw you, an angel with an angel name.It was only in a few years that I felt a strange feeling, a feeling where my heart was beating fast, another thing that rejuvenated me.If I have one wish, it's to hug you again, Erelah.Damon,May 3, 2022I took a deep breath and then looked at the court building where the second hearing in Damon's case will be held again.Today, the second hearing in Damon's case will be held again, yesterday after the first hearing, Gazer accompanied me home.He calms me down during our flight, he knows how excited I am to see Damon and talk to him but there's nothing we can do bec