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The Suicidal Killer Killer's last word
I took a deep breath while looking into the void, I didn't know what I should do, if I would listen to my wishes or if I would keep the promise I made.I can't quite figure out if I should be selfish or if I should pay for all my sins.I don't want to live in a world where there is a heavy sin. Even before I met her, I wanted to disappear.Even before she came into my life, I was always looking for a way to end my life without feeling pain.But when she came, my world changed. I remember what she said before. "If you have a problem, pray, killing yourself is not the solution to all your problems." That's what always sticks in my mind every time I try to commit suicide.One day I tried what she said, I prayed even though I didn't know how. I didn't even know how to do the sign of the cross so I just went straight to telling him what I wanted to say. I asked for forgiveness for the mistakes I made, and I asked for guidance on whether to correct my mistakes.On the day of her father's fun
The Suicidal Killer Epilogue
"Erelah." I turned to the person who called me. Damon. He smiled at me beautifully while holding a small tray filled with medicines."Time to take medicine," Damon said to me so I smiled and nodded in agreement to what he said, he smiled and came to me then handed me a medicine capsule, I smiled and took it from him then he handed me a glass of water, again I took it at him while smiling and not taking off my eyes on him.I showed him how I take the medicine and even opened my mouth to prove that I had taken the medicine he gave me, I couldn't take my eyes off him, I felt like when I took my eyes off him he will be gone forever and it will be a long time before he returns.I don't want to miss him again so I don't even blink."Get some rest Erelah." He said so I immediately shook my head."I don't want to," I said quickly while looking at him."Erelah, you need to rest, go ahead and grow your eyebags." He said that's why I pouted causing him to laugh."I don't want to, you'll leave me
The Suicidal Killer The Night
‘Just incoming news, Three human corpses were found inside their house bathed in their blood. Such corpses have engraved the letter ‘D’ on their breasts. According to residents near the crime scene, they did not hear any noise or shouting from the house. Police are now starting to investigate such crimes. ' "As of now, we have a person of interest. We have obtained some details on the bodies of the victims and based on our study, the letter 'D' on the victims' chests is possibly the work of this person." I laughed and turned off the television then stood up in my seat. I started walking towards the kitchen of my house and then looked around. "What can be good to use?" I asked myself then approached the sink where the knives were placed in a drawer. I took a knife and looked at its sharpness. "Dull, I'll feel the pain when I stab it in my chest," I said then returned my hold to the pouch. I looked around the kitchen again and then at a drawer. I immediately went over there and ope
The Suicidal Killer Suicidal
Damon POV "Hey, suicidal kid!" I took out of my mouth the paracetamol, biogesic, neozep, alaxan, and the other medications that I'm about to swallow. I looked up at my caller and saw Gazer approaching me. I sniffed and looked at the medicine I had spit out. "Damn, babies," I said then looked at Gazer who was already next to me. "What's that medicine for?" He asked then looked at me. "Then coke?" He added then laughed. "I don't know what's going into your brain and making you want to commit suicide." He said he then snatched the coke I was holding from me and handed me a glass of wine which he took inside. "I also don't know why it's fashionable for an idiot like you to suddenly show up to disturb me to commit suicide," I said and accepted the wine he offered. "You don't seem to have time to die." He said so I laughed. "Wow, man," I said so he looked at me badly, In fact, we are only the same age but if he acted like he was older than us. I just shook my head and drank the wine he
The Suicidal Killer Mayor
I lazily fired the grenade I got from the holdapers at the mini stop last night while waiting for Gazer here on the rooftop of a building just opposite the building where the celebration would be held to be led by my target mayor. "Good eve-- Fuck! what is that?!" He immediately kicked me causing me to spit out the grenade I fired. I looked at him badly and then picked up the grenade that fell on the floor. "What are you? Why are you trying that? You're being crazy." It was like Gazer is my father to me that had just arrived. "I'm just tasting what the taste is," I said so he kicked me again."It says in the suicidal book I read, I will feel more and more pain when a grenade explodes,n me," I said then very scratchy. "You're crazy that you a man." Shaking he said then looked at the building in front of the building we were standing on. "Are you going to shoot the mayor from here?" He asked. I shook so he looked at me. "You'll shoot him when my plan breaks down," I said so I wrin
The Suicidal Killer Erelah
I silently closed my eyes as I hung upside down here in my bedroom. I looked at the clock and saw that half an hour had passed but I was still not dying. I frowned and suddenly looked at the door of my room when someone entered from there. "What are you doing?!" Gazer asked in shock as I called and headed here. "Suicide," I answered while looking at him upside down. I saw his forehead wrinkle and then he grabbed a knife from his pocket to cut the rope that was wrapped around my leg. "Ouch!" I moaned as I fell to the floor and hit my head first. I looked at Gazer badly who also looked at me badly. "You're crazy." He said then rubbed his senses. I snout then handed me the book entitled 'Guide to kill yourself.' "It says here when I hang myself upside down, all my blood will go to my head and then I will slowly die but I won't feel the pain as long as I just drink--" "Instead of killing yourself, why don't you entertain this woman you brought home first." He said while looking at t
The Suicidal Killer Pray
"Damon, what are you doing again?" I stopped mixing the poison I bought and then looked at Gazer who was looking at my hand. "Mixing poison," I answered so he was shocked and wrinkled when he approached me then grabbed what I was mixing and threw it to the side, my lips parted as I watched the liquid flow from the pouch down to the floor. "Damn, how many hours did I stir it, and then you just threw it away?" I said so he looked at me badly and then threw the pouch to one side. You have no heart Gazer, waste the poison! "Where is Erelah?" He asked so I looked around and noticed that the woman was not there. Maybe go inside? "It's inside, I think," I said then the cigarettes came out. "You think? You're not sure? I'm going to strangle you, Damon, what if the mayor's opponent took that?" He asked so I looked at him. "Our boss is the mayor's opponent, isn't he? Eh, then one of us will take her either, so we can also see her in the hideout." I said so he felt sorry for what I said. "T
The Suicidal Killer Funeral
Erelah POV "If you are near a nuclear blast, you will die with no pain because the explosion will kill you faster than your brain detects pain." I looked at the man next to me, he was holding the book where he was reading what was written there. I frowned as he closed the book and I could see its title. "Where is the nuclear plant here?" He asked then looked at me, I looked away then signed of the cross. "Please forgive him for what he is thinking." I whispered then re -signed of the cross, I heard his weak laugh cause me to look at him. "You're weird." My lips parted because of what he said, coming from suicidal maniac? I didn't know he ignored me, I just looked at the front where papa's relatives were standing. Gradually I felt pain and sadness as I watched them cry, I close my eyes again as I remember how dad fell as Damon pulled me away from the mob that day. "Why don't you approach your dad?" Damon whispered to me that he was next to me, I looked at him, he was looking at me
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Epilogue
"Erelah." I turned to the person who called me. Damon. He smiled at me beautifully while holding a small tray filled with medicines."Time to take medicine," Damon said to me so I smiled and nodded in agreement to what he said, he smiled and came to me then handed me a medicine capsule, I smiled and took it from him then he handed me a glass of water, again I took it at him while smiling and not taking off my eyes on him.I showed him how I take the medicine and even opened my mouth to prove that I had taken the medicine he gave me, I couldn't take my eyes off him, I felt like when I took my eyes off him he will be gone forever and it will be a long time before he returns.I don't want to miss him again so I don't even blink."Get some rest Erelah." He said so I immediately shook my head."I don't want to," I said quickly while looking at him."Erelah, you need to rest, go ahead and grow your eyebags." He said that's why I pouted causing him to laugh."I don't want to, you'll leave me
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Killer's last word
I took a deep breath while looking into the void, I didn't know what I should do, if I would listen to my wishes or if I would keep the promise I made.I can't quite figure out if I should be selfish or if I should pay for all my sins.I don't want to live in a world where there is a heavy sin. Even before I met her, I wanted to disappear.Even before she came into my life, I was always looking for a way to end my life without feeling pain.But when she came, my world changed. I remember what she said before. "If you have a problem, pray, killing yourself is not the solution to all your problems." That's what always sticks in my mind every time I try to commit suicide.One day I tried what she said, I prayed even though I didn't know how. I didn't even know how to do the sign of the cross so I just went straight to telling him what I wanted to say. I asked for forgiveness for the mistakes I made, and I asked for guidance on whether to correct my mistakes.On the day of her father's fun
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I love you Damon
"The paper of the first person found guilty of the murder of at least one hundred people and subjected to the death penalty this past week has been submitted to Malacañang. He is recognized as the first Filipino to be subjected to the death penalty after several years since the death penalty was repealed after the time of former president Ferdinand Marcos. The remains of the Serial Killer will be burned and placed in the north cemetery in Manila. While his lawyer is no longer answering the call to answer our questions. ."I turned off the television and then looked out the window of my room where I could see the children playing in the playground near where our house stands.I was stunned for a few minutes until I felt my tears flow again while not taking my eyes off the children playing.I slowly laughed while looking outside until my laughter turned into sobs that screamed at the pain I was feeling."Erelah." I slowly stopped crying and turned to the one who called me. Again I saw a
- The Suicidal Killer
Courtroom
Erelah,How many more letters have I written to you? But no matter what I write and say on the papers I write, it is unlikely that you will read it because I know that what I write will not reach you nor will you know the things that I want to tell you.But I only want one thing to happen Erelah, that is for everything to be fine and to tell the truths that I have been hiding for a long time.Of all the lies I know, of all the lies I've done, there's only one thing I've never lied to, and that's to love you even when you're far away from me.Forgive me Erelah, forgive me.Damon.I don't know what is happening or why Damon rejected me, my heart is beating so fast, I can't rest. I feel like something bad is going to happen."Mr. Damon, you know for yourself what happened. As a friend, I want you to tell them the whole truth." The lawyer said. Damon looked at the lawyer, he took a deep breath then looked at me sadly before smiling and looking straight ahead again."I promised everyone her
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The Hearing
Erelah.I'm not like other men who go out of their way to be with and respond to the women they love, but I'm one of those men who just looking at you from afar makes me very excited and my world is complete.People like you, and people like me were not blessed to be united and together for a long time, even if I wanted to be with you, there was nothing I could do. People like you are only for normal people like you. And someone like me deserves to disappear from this world. I am one of the people who longed to pass away and disappear from the surface of the world, but when you came, I became one of the people who lived a normal life in this world. But no matter how hard I try to cover up the real me, I know the truth will come out and come out, something I've been hoping for a long time to happen, to say all my mistakes in front of the majority and front of my young lady. SorryDamon.June 17, 2022The entire courtroom was silent as they looked at Damon sitting on the witness stand
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Witness lll
Erelah.I have many things I want to tell you but I don't have the strength to do so. I know I hurt you with what I said before but my true feelings are the opposite of what I said.I love you Erelah, I saw you for the first time the day you stopped me from jumping off the bridge. I don't know what's going through your mind why you stopped me but thank you, thank you for doing that I saw you, an angel with an angel name.It was only in a few years that I felt a strange feeling, a feeling where my heart was beating fast, another thing that rejuvenated me.If I have one wish, it's to hug you again, Erelah.Damon,May 3, 2022I took a deep breath and then looked at the court building where the second hearing in Damon's case will be held again.Today, the second hearing in Damon's case will be held again, yesterday after the first hearing, Gazer accompanied me home.He calms me down during our flight, he knows how excited I am to see Damon and talk to him but there's nothing we can do bec
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Video Record
"Mr. Damon, I am Atty. Mielda, a lawyer and psychiatrist, I will handle your case." Damon only gave a cold stare as he looked at the person in front of him."I have papers with me here, papers that will help you clear your name. There are also some that I requested from the hospital where you used to stay." Said Atty. Mielda while taking out some papers in front of Damon."Damon, are there times when you talk to your alters?" Atty asked. Meilda to Damon, Damon didn't answer instead he took a deep breath and then looked away."When will I see Erelah again?" Damon asked Atty. Mielda."There is no certainty yet Damon, you are under restriction because of what happened in the past, if you will help me to solve your case I will make sure that you will see Erelah.""Did Erelah visit me again while I was asleep?" Damon asked the person in front of him, Atty shook his head. Meilda as the answer, Damon's aura became even colder. Damon faced the window, sadness in his eyes as he looked out."Er
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Witness ll
Erelah POVAfter questioning me on the witness stand, they called Gazer to testify next in Damon's case. I don't know how long Damon's appointment has been, but earlier the Judge said that after Gazer spoke, we will return tomorrow for a second hearing on Damon's case.I looked at the way Damon was looking at Gazer, I swallowed hard and asked myself, did we get justice for my father's death? I don't want to think about things in the village right now because the only thing that matters to me right now is getting Damon out.I admit that I want to be with him, not as a friend but more as a friend. I have a lot of things I want to do with him, so what I'm focusing on now is getting Damon out as I promised him that I would get him out of the prison."Mr. Rodolfo, AKA Gazer, how well do you know Damon?" The other side's lawyer asked. The surroundings were quiet and the eyes of the people here were only focused on Gazer and the lawyer who was questioning him."Since our childhood," Gazer re
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Witness
Erelah POVThe surroundings were quiet and I could feel the eyes of the people inside the court watching me go to the witness stand. My eyes caught Damon and his still cold aura. I took a deep breath when I stood on the witness stand and like the previous witness, the clerk approached me."Raise your right hand. Do you promise that the testimony you shall give in the case before this court shall be the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help you, God?" It asked me."I do," I said without hesitation."Please state your first and last name." The clerk told me again."Hey Donovan," I answered, after that the clerk made me sit down, and then the lawyer of the other side came over. I swallowed first and looked for a moment at Damon's emotionless behavior while looking at me. I again focused my attention on the lawyer speaking."Ms. Erelah, what is your job?" It asked me."Cashier at a coffee shop." My answer."Based on the record given to me, you said you worked as Damon
