Ethan carried his backpack with both hands while holding another large messenger bag. The bag was filled with his clothes. If it weren't for being forced out of his boarding house by the landlady, he wouldn't have realized he had so many clothes.
This time, there was no longer sadness on Ethan's face.
The thought of being able to confidently pay off his rent to the disrespectful landlady brought a unique sense of happiness to Ethan.
"Thank you, God. I believe all of this is also fate's intervention. Somehow this whole system emerged, and I feel like I'm a character in a fantasy novel. One thing's for sure, I'm incredibly grateful."
Ethan closed his eyes for quite a while, letting that positive energy continue to enter and influence him.
"It's true what people say, that gratitude only appears after a blessing arrives. If I hadn't been grateful and calm earlier, maybe a blessing like this wouldn't have been given by God. It might have been given to someone else instead."
Ethan murmured in his heart. Although he clearly wasn't an ordinary person anymore, he preferred to walk to a bus stop not far from his former boarding house.
At least Ethan wanted to enjoy the streets that had been his sanctuary for years.
It wasn't Ethan's intention to forget all the memories and stop renting at his old place due to the landlady who heartlessly took out his belongings.
However, Ethan felt the need for a fresher environment. He didn't want to remain in a place that constantly reminded him of painful past memories.
He vividly remembered how they used to come home together after work, and often Ricard would stay over and return to Ethan's place.
When they got hungry and the food supply at Ethan's place ran out, Ricard would readily suggest they eat out.
These small things they did together always brought smiles to both their faces.
When all trust had been fully given by Ethan to the man named Ricard, it turned out that the man had an unusual desire for him.
The desire to attain a position and be well-regarded by many, eventually replacing Ethan, who was notably active in the office, remained completely unread by the man until now.
Until finally, after everything had occurred, Ethan confronted the man about his closeness with him, with all reasons.
The friend whom he thought was like a brother turned out to be an unforgettable enemy for him, one that would remain in his memory until his last breath.
"It's enough for all the wounds and bitter memories that will never truly fade from this mind. I really don't want to remember it all anymore. It's enough, it stops here. I will leave everything behind. The wounds and memories."
Ethan had a strong determination in his heart. He no longer wanted to be entangled in the complexities of his life.
Metaphorically speaking, the man wanted to feel that he could emerge from the existing problems. Ethan wanted to stop remembering all those painful things.
Ethan wanted to move on, he didn't want to keep being stuck in place as if there was no other space for him.
"Thank you for everything. I leave behind all the memories and the past."
Ethan closed his eyes for quite a while. The man then continued to walk until he realized he had left his residential area.
The man had walked quite a distance from his home, or more precisely, his former boarding house.
If asked whether it was difficult for Ethan to declare his departure like that? Of course, Ethan would answer yes.
However, everyone has the right to leave and seek a new place when the old one no longer provides comfort.
If staying at that boarding house would only continue to make Ethan more hurt due to the memories shared with that despicable man, then it would certainly be much better for Ethan to leave from there first.
At least, it was his decision to leave everything behind before the suffocating feeling became overwhelming again.
"Mom! I'm cold. We don't have anything to cover my body?"
Faintly audible in the ear, Ethan. A voice shivering with pressure towards his mother suddenly entered his sense of hearing.
"Just give me a hug. You have to believe that my hug is more than enough of everything. Because out there, there are children who really want to be hugged by their parents, especially their mothers."
The mother then gave an answer. There was pain because she had to make excuses in order not to be too obvious in her lie to her child.
Ethan watched the mother and her child who seemed to be a scavenger. He could feel how the warm channel of love and affection enveloped the child and mother.
A smile that was so wide also seemed perfectly engraved on Ethan's face at this time. He felt happy when he saw the two mothers and children who understood each other.
"I think I know why I'm carrying an extra bag right now."
Ethan developed a smile that was so sweet on his face. His footsteps then led him towards the two figures that had been the object of his attention since earlier.
"Excuse me, Mother, Sister."
Ethan greeted the two figures with a tone of voice that sounded so friendly.
The two people who were still hugging each other then raised their faces to look at Ethan who was standing at that time.
"Yes, son? What's wrong? I beg you, it's okay for the two of us. We just live on the side of the road and don't have anything. Please don't rob anything from us."
From the look on her face, it didn't take long before the mother tightened her embrace on her son.
She seemed to be frightened, as she seemed to be traumatized by the fact that bad people might have wanted to do things to a poor woman like her in the past.
"Uh, don't be afraid mom. I have no ill intentions towards you and your son. Hmm.. introduce my name is Ethan. I feel very moved by the warmth that exists between this mother and sister. I missed my parents who are now rumored to have fallen ill. I remember my mom after I saw how much she loves and takes care of this little boy."
Ethan told everything to the elderly woman. Not a single word he said was a lie. Everything was real and nothing was fabricated by him.
"Can you trust me, dear?" The middle-aged woman's voice weakened slowly, a sign of her melting demeanor.
Ethan nodded in agreement to the woman's question.
"Of course. I would never do anything to harm you. In fact, I want to provide a little help with what I have, for you and your sibling. It might not be much, but hopefully it's enough to cover your daily needs."
Ethan handed over an envelope of money whose exact value he himself didn't know. The white envelope looked quite thick, and he placed the bag containing blankets and clothes near the young boy.
"I also have some clothes and a blanket that I hope will be useful for you and your sibling. It's all I can offer. I hope you can make the best use of it."
Ethan spoke before straightening up again, smiling at the two individuals who had touched his heart.
Remembering the genuine expression on the mother's face as she cared for her child, Ethan's thoughts continued to be occupied by the image of her.
Ethan then said his goodbyes, the echoes of gratitude lingering in his ears. He hurriedly made his way to the motorcycle taxi stand that would take him to the train terminal.
"Just the regular terminal, please," Ethan requested. He donned his helmet and carried only one bag on his shoulder. Ping!Without needing to open it, Ethan already knew the incoming message on his phone.
Part 9During the journey, Ethan kept reciting prayers he could read for his mother's safety.Ethan hoped for another chance to meet his mother. He longed to embrace her, care for her, and make her happy once again.He felt he hadn't fully made his mother happy yet."Here, sir!"Ethan then handed some bills to the motorcycle taxi driver. The driver seemed about to protest the extra money, but Ethan quickly signaled that he meant to give more.Ethan then hurried into the terminal and purchased his ticket.As predicted by Ethan's timetable, the train that would take him back to his hometown arrived shortly.Just like the others, Ethan also entered the train and took a standing position.He refrained from sitting since he noticed many elderly individuals who seemed to need the seats more.Thus, Ethan decided to stand. He didn't want those who needed the space more than him to end up standing."Well, what can I do. I'm fed up with that company. How can they accuse me of ruining their proj
"There's no way I lost my phone on the train." Ethan kept searching, even turning over the pillows and mattress in his room.Since his arrival in his hometown, and learning of his Mother's passing, Ethan hadn't had a chance to check his phone. He had been busy with the funeral arrangements and mourning his late Mother for several hours. And now, Ethan finally needed his device.There was a sense of anxiety weighing on him, even though he still had cash savings for living in the village. Regardless, the money in his phone account was more substantial."Where is my phone?" Ethan left the room.He immediately headed to the kitchen, living room, and even his late Mother's bedroom. Ethan tirelessly searched every corner of the house. He even emptied the contents of his backpack."I could be in trouble if that phone is lost," Ethan muttered.Tired of searching and wanting to clear his head, Ethan returned to his room. He sat on the edge of the bed with his hands covering his face. Perhaps d
"Sir? All passengers have disembarked, Sir. Please go ahead."Ethan, who had unknowingly fallen into a deep sleep since he boarded the bus that brought him back to the city, didn't even realize that he had arrived at the capital, the place where he would try his luck again.Ethan then got off the bus, being the only remaining passenger, carrying his backpack that was still faithfully on his back.A rather long sigh came out of Ethan's mouth. It wasn't anything, it's just that Ethan felt heavy-hearted at that time.He had lost his parents, and only his younger sister Amel remained as his family. However, due to Amel's ongoing education in the village, she refused Ethan's offer to join him in the city.Whether he liked it or not, Ethan was forced to leave Amel alone in the village. Previously, he had also paid a neighbor he trusted to look after his sister."In the name of Mr. Ethan?" asked a taxi driver, breaking Ethan's reverie.He then opened his phone, sure enough, the Gojek (ride-h
"Are you just going to stay quiet? Don't you have any job to be proud of that you're standing like a mute in front of me?" Martin asked, throwing a disdainful look towards Ethan.The sudden situation left Ethan unsure of what action to take. Besides, he had never spoken intensely with his boss before; their interactions only occurred in group settings.Ethan also didn't understand why Citra suddenly pulled him into that woman's problem. What for? Citra could be alone with that arrogant man.As far as Ethan knew, Citra had always been indifferent towards everyone, including men who approached her. Women like Citra were typically focused solely on their careers, never considering a relationship that may or may not benefit them.Realizing that she hadn't briefed Ethan, Citra clicked her tongue inwardly; her impulsive act had dragged someone she hadn't even interacted with before into this.However, there was no undoing it now. Whether she liked it or not, she had to make use of this man'
"You promised to buy me that expensive bag?" Milena asked sweetly, clinging to her boyfriend's arm. Hearing this, Richard smiled widely, nodding to indicate he would fulfill the woman's request."Of course, honey. I'll give you anything you want. But let me work first, okay? My boss is coming. So I need to go to the office for at least a little while," Richard said, making Milena look delighted. She then waved at the man, walking towards the luxury car Richard had just bought for her.Richard lowered his gaze, glancing at the watch on his left wrist. "Damn! I forgot about the time. Mrs. Citra has probably already arrived at the office. I need to hurry and meet her," he muttered, berating his negligence.Just as Richard was about to head back to the office across the street from the cafe, someone ran toward him in a rush."Sir! Sir!" the man cried, clearly out of breath.Seeing the young man's behavior, Richard immediately furrowed his brow, knitting his eyebrows to show his puzzle
"Thank you, Aldo. Even though we won't be neighbors anymore. I'm glad I could meet a good person like you," said Ethan as he got off the motorcycle of a man named Aldo.Ethan really felt stuck before, he didn't know what to do or where to go. Until Ethan's memory brought him to the man who used to be his neighbor when he was still renting in the same housing complex as Aldo."Take it easy, Ethan. But, by the way. Does this mean you'll start living in this apartment? Wow, that's really something, Ethan. Now, you seem to be very successful," Aldo praised, looking towards the apartment gate which from the outside alone looked how luxurious the place was.One thing was certain, the apartment Ethan was renting now was much better than the housing complex Aldo lived in. So it's no wonder, just looking at the apartment made Aldo feel so amazed."Not really, Aldo. This apartment is the cheapest one and fits my budget. The room isn't big either, just right for living alone like me," said Ethan
"Who are you? Should I tell you my business with Ms. Citra? You don't have the right to know anything," Ethan firmly stated with a challenging smile.Ethan's words succeeded in making Richard's emotions even more agitated. He felt insulted by the man."I don't even care about what you say anymore. Do whatever you want. But one thing is certain. You will receive retribution for every action you take with equal calculation," Ethan clarified his statement.Richard wanted to throw a raw punch straight at the man's face in front of him.However, it was also impossible for him to suddenly do such a thing. In order to maintain his dignity, Richard decided to leave, distancing himself from his emotions towards Ethan.Ethan sighed. No wonder he felt out of place there, it turned out Richard had read it all.Now, Ethan had no other choice. He could only keep walking aimlessly.The approaching darkness made Ethan anxious, if he still hadn't found a unit to live in, he might end up spending the n
Ethan put down the file that Citra had previously given him. He handed it back without giving the response the woman in front of him wanted."I don't want to."Citra widened her eyes, not believing that those words came out of Ethan's mouth. What did the man mean by saying no? Wasn't it very clear what agreement they had made?"What do you mean? Don't want to? Didn't we agree to it?" Citra asked for an explanation.Ethan then nodded his head, confirming that this was their desire and the brief agreement they had made."I know. But, I don't need that large amount of money. You should keep it, use it to expand your company instead," Ethan said, rejecting one of the agreements in the contract.Hearing that, Citra immediately smiled wryly. As if stating that Ethan's words deserved to be belittled."Just stop. I also don't mind giving that. Consider it all as compensation. You don't need to feel like your dignity as a man is at stake. Don't worry," Citra replied, raising one leg to rest on