Father wasn’t at home when I got in. in our lonely empty, crammed room, I dropped on the floor and wept bitterly for my life while I relived my agony in jail and this past few days.
When I heard a shuffling walker close by, I wiped my tears and perked up hastily so as not to give him the room to chastise me for losing a job.
He halted at the door upon gazing on me. I could perceive the suspicion and confusion which beclouded his wrinkled face.
“You are not supposed to be at home by this time, Brian. I thought you told me a driver’s job which you secured today. “His gloomy brooding eyes shot at me, “What happened?”
I swallowed hard and felt my heartbeat pound over the innumerable bad news in my life. That driver’s job was supposed to put smiles on his face and pay our bills. I had told him the salary and I could recall his excitement over the phone. Maybe I was too quick to dispense news of a job I wasn’t too sure of. Sometimes I felt I should be blamed for all the pitfalls in my life.
“I lost it.” I sniffed and thought I promised myself not to weep anymore, “I…I …I lost it as soon as I got it,” I elucidated.
“What do you mean you lost it as soon as you got it? Is that supposed to be a joke or what? Nothing happens without a cause. You must have shown them the beast in you before they sacked you…”
I flare-up, “What beast father what beast? I got excited over a job and resumed duty only to be invited over to the office about a complaint by a passenger…” My voice died out as I broke down in tears.
“What complaint Brian? Did you steal the passenger’s money as you did at Morgan Group?”
I stood up furiously, “Far be it that I do that! What do you take me for father?” My hands trembled radically by my side as I shut my eyes and stared at the ceiling.
“Do you want to hit me, uh? You were involved in a fifteen billion dollars financial fraud at Morgan Group. Everyone believes you stole that money which you can’t prove otherwise. Now how am I not sure you stole from a passenger…”
I squealed at him, “I didn’t steal from a passenger. The passenger only reported that I am an ex convict and the company lost trust in me. That is all…” weeping sucked away my tone and left me sobbing without end.
“We are saying the same thing, maestro. Nobody would want to work with an ex convict, especially one who bears Brian Patrick. That name breathes failure.” Father advanced to my side, looked me in the face and said, “You don’t deserve to be out of jail. You should have remained in jail, and save humanity this misfortune.” He gestured at me
I interposed, “You have always told me that I am a bastard without an identity, also that you picked me from the street where I was wandering…”
“Yes, and I regret doing that. Associating with you has brought me nothing but pain, failure and sorrow. Your going to prison made me lose my job and become destitute. Nobody wanted to mingle with the father of a criminal. The news was making the round. Your mother got devastated and broke down with a kidney disease. I wonder why you are back in our miserable lives…”
“Because I am your son,” I interrupted through clenched teeth, as we pulled up face-to face now.
He shook his head Abruptly , “No you are not my son. You are a bastard. And it would be in your best interest to find your true identity. I don’t know who you are. I saw a kid wandering on the street of Rio Hondo. I had pity on him and adopted him. But little did I know I was adopting my poverty and failure.”
“I am not responsible for your poverty. Perhaps if you had left me to keep wandering on the street, I would have found my true identity.”
A slap!
“This is the second time you are raising your hands against me, father,” I wailed as my trembling hands nursed my cheeks.
“And I will do it over and over again until you disappear from our lives,” he replied as his eyes wobbled angrily at me
I threw away my gaze and started walking away but there was no stopping father…
“What makes you feel your true identity is better off than who you are now?”
“With time you would know father,” I replied and left him cackling mockingly at me. “It may not be all rosy with me now because I just left prison. But I promise you as soon as I get a job everything will be fine and I will change this horrible identity.”
“I am disappointed in you. My sick wife is disappointed in you. The society is disappointed in you. You are full of rejection because you lost our trust. What other job do you think could be better than the one you lost at Morgan Group? Your former boss Morgan Harris testified at the court that you are a criminal in the disguise of a saint. You are a cast away…”
I shouted at the tops of my voice, “I am not a criminal. I never stole the alleged fifteen billion dollars. Why would you all believe an allegation by a greedy boss like Morgan Harris? He only used me to get richer. I am innocent,” my voice shrieked.
“Oh cut the crap! Every criminal is a saint. You can’t get a job from a society that has lost trust in you. If I were you I would have refused to return to the society when I was granted release.”
I sniffed. At the time my eyes were burning with warm tears that yearned for peace within me. I could end it all now by taking my life. I was jaded already.
“If the society rejects me, are you also going to reject me?” I queried, locked eyes with him and wept on.
“I rejected you from the moment you got involved in a financial fraud that rubbed my name in the mud. I rejected you a long time ago. If you don’t know, know it now. Read my lips, Brian. I reject you!” he uttered with a contemptuous expression and poked into my face, “And I believe the society did same.”
I sobbed, and covered my teary face with my hands.
I wasn’t going to give up and I would never give up, probably until I got a job to pay up my family’s debt.As for finding my true identity; that was a fate I couldn’t decide and may never be certain about. If I should get to know who my true family was, it might be a plus because my adopted father had rubbed it on my face so much that it was already becoming a night mare.My true identity was as important as surviving.Father had done me good by steering in me, the awareness that I wasn’t actually his blood child and that he had only fostered me to this age. Perhaps that was the beginning of my true identity.Right now I knew who I was; an adopted child, a child found wandering on the streets of Rio Hondo and fostered by him, a no body a ragged, poverty-stricken unkempt, body odor boy who barely survived a fifteen years jail term over a fraud I didn’t commit.I was just a common Brian Patrick; a disappointment and failure about to happen. For now and until I discovered my true identi
“Happy birthday Sarah Canon!” “Oh it is your day Sarah! We can’t wait to cut the cake and give you our expensive gifts!” A female voice sounded from a Masarati, once the car halted by the side of Sarah Sarah blushed, had her soft, well-toned, hands on her mouth in awe. I perched behind a tree, staring at Sarah Canon hoping my help was going to come from her, as she was the last resort that struck in my head. Sarah Canon was the only child and daughter of the oil magnate Canon Johnson. No doubt she was the daughter of a billionaire whose outrageous arrogant character I got to know when she visited the Morgan Group to clench an oil distribution contract with Morgan Harris. At the time she had concluded her conference meeting with Morgan and his stake holders and didn’t know how Lala, a mastiff and our security dog got released on her. She was helpless; all she did was scream at the tops of her voice. I was at the account department at the time, collecting documents which I would de
For over two minutes, Melissa Fanny, stood gaping and staring irritatingly at me. I abandoned myself to shame and uncertainty as I smacked my lips tightly and pressed my hands in front.“Brian Patrick?”She called’ her voice was still and quarrelsome to an extent. All the while we stood staring at each other in shock, her father, Fanny Luis, a middle aged billionaire and the richest oil and gas tycoon in Rio Hondo rolled his eyes at me and kept gulping and pouring his wine impatiently. His jaw set.Her grandmother Lisa Bake through her conical goggles couldn’t stop peering at me from her sitting position. She blinked anxiously as her nose wrinkled.“Is this not your husband? Is this not the same Brian Patrick that siphoned fifteen billion dollars from Community Central Bank?” Lisa Bake, her grandmother queried.“You are right, granny.” Fanny replied and afterwards mumbled, “The criminal son-in-law is out of jail.”I stole a glance at him, lowered my gaze in hurt and swallowed hard, ju
Melissa sniffed. I believed she was fighting back her tears just as I did. Her gaze came upon her diamond engagement ring before she flashed her fingers at me.“A better ring has replaced yours, Brian Patrick. On the night you were convicted of the said crime, I flushed your cheap wedding ring down the toilet. You don’t deserve this heart, Brian Patrick. You have no place on this finger!” she yelled at me so loudly that I noticed Lisa Bake, her granny trudge to the window to stare at us.I scowled my face. I could feel the pounding of my heart against my fragile chest as I argued if she was bluffing or not.“What do you mean, Melissa? I married you before going to jail. We were happy and fated to be together forever until…” my voice broke out and snapped.She interrupted me radically and rolled her eyes, “Go ahead and complete your statement. Until what … until you went to jail, right? You don’t deserve me Brian Patrick. In two weeks, I will be legally married to Zion Don, son to the
“Did you see the divorce I sent to your email?” Melissa Fanny had a fierce expression on her face when she asked me that question.But my expression was more fierce than hers that it could boil an egg. What was she talking about? Divorce? I said within me.“What divorce are you talking about, Melissa?” I queried and my jaw set abruptly.“She rolled her eyes at me and her eyes gleamed as she said, “My family has gotten petition for dissolution of our marriage.” She shook her head in disappointment and her eyes dimmed as though she was going to break down in tears. “Let’s divorce. Listen up Brian Patrick, I don’t want us to over flog this issue, if you watch closely you would see my father and granny staring at us through the window. My father has warned me not to have anything to do with you anymore and he is beginning to feel irritated seeing you frequent his villa. So once you get the email, please sign the divorce and that puts an end to us.” Her voice was still and offensive as her
“You can’t be my delivery boy looking all unkempt, scraggly and barefooted. Here you are,” he picked up a pair of new slippers and tossed at me, “This is for you, Brian Patrick.”He was Hoffers Greenfield CEO of Hoffers Intercontinental Foods. He was in his early thirties, burly bald-head, charismatic and a mogul of chains of food industries. He was going to be the only CEO that accepted to employ me based on my experience as a delivery boy at Morgan Group.“Thank you, boss! Thank you boss,” I appreciated repeatedly and swam out of my gloom as I was ready to have a fresh start, I bowed my head gratefully as I couldn’t stop glaring at this blue slippers which I never thought of buying after I lost my previous one.He took out a pair of white overall which had, HOFFERS FOOD DELIVERY inscribed at the back, and tossed at it at me. “Hence forth that will be your uniform,” he said yet further, “You see, Brian Patrick, I don’t usually employ ex convict. We have our policies. I don’t usually
If someone had told me that a time would come in my miserable life when I would be serving as a delivery boy at the wedding ceremony of my wife, I wouldn’t have believed it.Ever since my boss, Hoffers told me about the services of Hoffers Food being hired by Zion Don and Melissa for their wedding I started regretting getting a job at Hoffers. I couldn’t stop brooding over the shame, pain, and disappointment that would cloud my face on the day I would watch with my two eyes as Melissa Fanny would be taken as wife.My wife?Was this fated to be or was it coincidence? How possible was that? Being a gust was even out of it let alone being a delivery boy on duty on that day. It would definitely be the most horrible moment of my life .I had been all tears sober and moody since the news wet my ears.The Fannys rejected me because I was poor. Before I married Melissa, it had been my dream to be called their son-in-law and when I first met Melissa, I never knew she was a descendent of the Fa
Usually Hoffers Greenfield was the last soul to leave the restaurant; most times he would be the first to leave after he must have balanced the financial records with the account department.Gratefully, I brazed myself for running down to the restaurant fast enough. And once I saw his black Rolls Royce still elegantly parked at the garage I gave an appreciative nod confirming his presence; the run was worth.I was in his office now, squatting, gasping and catching my breath after running more than two hundred meters.“What is it, Brian Patrick? What are you still doing here? I thought you have left for home? What happened?” he hounded me with tons of questions as I shut my eyes still catching my breath.“Boss…Boss…” my voice broke out and then I sucked back my breath to speak yet further, “Boss my family is in deep mess,” I intoned finally and wiped mu sweating face, “I just returned now to see my father and our property outside and the house locked by our landlord.”Hoffers raised a