EVE | Then
I'm not going to tell you everything, Alice. Just the things I think you should know.
That night we hailed a taxi at the peak of the street- it wasn't really hard to find because there was a taxi rank just near the busy road. That side of the city had an intoxicating lifestyle I loved. There was a familiar tumultuous sound of horns blaring through the atmosphere.
Out there, the pollution was a little less, don't get me wrong. There was smoke from the exhaust pipes of crowded cars but this way when you rolled up the windows and switched on the air condition unit, you wouldn't smell a thing. Then there was the sweet scent of sizzling food from the restaurants and food vendors that lined up near the road. It was quite something. Nothing like the silent solitude of Golden Gate estate.
I watched as mama paid the driver before getting out of the yellow and white spray-painted Kia and joined me in the cold whirling wind. Our neighbourhood wasn't a sight to look at but Alice, I don't know if I've told you this before but you're the luckier one out of the two of us. Although, you spent a fraction of your childhood there, but you never struggled. Not like I have.
The swift change from the bustling city air to our old neighbourhood had such a big contrast. My nostrils flared at the sudden change and my gut churned in dismay.
We rarely went out as much as we used to when Papa was alive. I remember a time before asthma gripped him from us, we'd go to Mr Bigg's, a popular restaurant next to the church. Do you remember Calvary Baptist? We used to frequent there just before you came along.
I remember I'd wear my pink strapless bareback top with different layers of material at the front and in the beginning; it was enormous on me- I didn't have much baby fat. I was rangy at the time, straighter even. Mama used to call me her Pink Lady, but well, Papa stuck to calling me his Little Apple regarding the creation story. It was sort of our thing. You might not think we have a 'thing' but you'll soon discover my name for you.
I stood beside Mama as she dug in the pockets of her long woollen sweater for the house keys. I caught sight of the local hairdresser, Daawo, a road separated us from her. She stood with a stance I knew so well, her clothes were askew and a little torn at the front revealing dark skin underneath and her left foot did its mundane tapping. Tap tap tap. Her nine-year-old son hanged by his ear, which was twisted up around his mother's thin fingers. Wicked woman, I thought.
When I turned back to face our house, I noticed something amiss. There, in the dark shadow of the limp trees surrounding us that dipped low in an attempt to kiss the ground, I see it. Our brown gate had two fresh holes in it the size of a baby's fist, and on the ground covered up by falling leaves was a piece of the mouth of the padlock. It shined through the debris and caught my eye. I looked back at the padlock that was barely hanging on, and I just knew how they did it. I didn't know if it was they or him or her. Acid, they used acid.
I tugged on Mama's sweater as I hear the familiar jingle of a bunch of keys.
"Look at that."
Mama saw what I was looking at. The signs of a break-in were all too clear, and Mama didn't like it. It was the first time we'd ever faced such a predicament and I know if Papa were here this would never have happened, but it had and I couldn't fault Mama for it.
Suddenly, we heard the starting of a bark from both Scooby and Didi till it became an incessant roar, startling both mama and I.
"I don't think anyone got in. If they did, the dogs would have chewed them raw, "Mama said to calm me down. That would explain why the padlock still hanged from the latch.
They must've gotten scared not expecting us to have dogs, but if they were smart thieves, they could've poisoned both Scooby and Didi. Thank God for ignorance.
I scanned around us, there were few people on the street. Some could have seen, however, what good would that have done? We were long gone from here by then. They could've called the police, I thought.
"Let's go, Eve." She took my hand in hers, gripping firmly as though someone would come and snatch me away as well. "We'll spend the night at Doris's place. "
Aunty Doris with the big round hips and large buttocks, I thought. Doris with the crooked yellow teeth, who I'm sure ate too much of the candy she sold. Doris, who isn't single like Mama but has no one to live with, unlike Mama. Doris, one of Mama's few friends that I actually liked.
The walk to Doris's house wasn't a long one- it was down the street almost near the community football pitch. Mama knocked on the small gate the one shaped like an actual door and I watched the grim expression on her face, the moonlight made the small lines near her eyes more defined and the brown pores I always think are freckles splashed unto her cheeks just below her eyes. At twenty-nine, she was still nice on the eyes. Pretty. Slim but not thin with dark brown eyes and straightened glossy black hair.
The door sprang open and distorted the atmosphere further by making screeching noises. Gravel on gravel. Rusted metal against the cement wall. Doris appeared in the doorway.
"Theresa, what a nice surprise." Her r's sounded like l's and were stretched as she spoke. "Is something wrong?" She noticed Mama's grave expression and plastered on one of her own.
"Someone broke into our home," she said. "I don't know what they've taken or if they actually succeeded in breaking in, but I can't risk going inside looking at how dark it's gotten."
Doris nodded with understanding, "Come in, both of you. Quickly, before you catch a cold, it's freezing out here."
That night, I slept on the couch while Mama slept on the floor, on a straw matt that looked uncomfortable. They didn't discuss the break-in that night or maybe they did, undertone or perhaps they whispered under their breaths so I wouldn't catch a few words. I was shaken up that night and it's quite laughable now because I thought I knew what true fear was. The irony is not lost on me.
ALICE | Now The sound of the whistle shatters the silence, and the runners start their sprint rather sluggishly from where I'm perched. It's been an hour and forty-five minutes since I finished packing my stuff. An antagonizing hour with my thoughts filled by Eve, the cadence of her slightly deep voice and her obsession over colourful clothing. "Don't you miss it?" I yelp, frightened that I've been caught off guard. My stomach knots into coils, my head snaps sharply to my right and makes a pop sound that makes me cringe. My best friend, David flops on the space beside me and unfurls his fingers from a water bottle. I try not to look at him or listen to the sound of each sickening crack as his hand works its way over his knuckles. I even hold my breath so his scent doesn't waft through my nostrils. Most boys swim in their cologne but not him, it's faint and lingers only
JEWELL | Then The second time I see her, she is standing on the Boundary Road, near the N4 signboard, about to cross the road. I think she's about to because she's awfully near the asphalt, the tip of her flats peek over the sidewalk but she doesn't make a move. The red traffic light replaces the green hue in a heartbeat, halting the incoming vehicles. People brush past her to walk on the zebra crossing, but she stays rooted to her spot. The woman is dressed in a light faded blue jeans with splashes of what I assume to be a creamy white paint on the front. The jeans are ripped in a way that tells me it was a DIY project, that, and the frayed edges at the soles. It clings to her skin and makes the lines of her thighs more prominent and unfortunately, so does the V-shape of her pelvis. I wonder if she notices. I look around me, thinking that if someone near her takes notice, they should tell her. No one does because
EVE | Then Fear is the treacherous thing that tips the scales representing our minds out of balance. One moment it's up and the next, it is down. Up. Down. Up. Down. It was the reason my warped up brain conjured nightmares with different alternative endings of that night. Versions of scenarios that if Mama and I had ventured into our house to investigate further, we could have died. I'll spare you the gory details. Fear made me wake up drenched in sweat, limbs shivering not from the cold weather but with it, sweet and unwanted fear, so I told the tale every terrified child would tell their mothers. "No, Eve, I can't allow you to skip school, not even after what happened last night. But let this soothe your mind—you're safer at school than in this neighbourhood." I knew she was probably right, but I couldn't help wondering. My safest moment was when Mama walked me up to a taxi rank and bargain
ALICE | Then Eve's birthday I dreamt a dreadful dream that day, the kind that left me coated in precipitation, choked my throat with unbridled quiet sobs. Eve was there. It was like déjà vu when I met her a second time for lunch later that afternoon. My vision was impaired by darkness as black as the inside of a coffin. It felt barren like it did seven years ago and then there was the cold that bit into my skin, numbing it to the point that it was unfathomable how I survived that night. There was a power cut in my dream, an exact mimic of what transpired. Fingers curled around my shoulder blades, sending pin prickles of goosebumps running down my skin. It took long before Eve's face morphed into view, but it was pitch black. I jerked away from her. I didn't like it when Eve touched me solely because she didn't know which part of my flesh didn't sting with pain. "Really,
JEWELL | Now Two weeks after Eve's funeral My head hurts. It's the first thing I take notice of when I come to. There is a sharp ringing in my head, it throbs with a vengeance I know all too well. I should stop starving myself. The cool wind sends a shiver down my spine, causing me to huddle deeper into the thick blue blanket covering me. My fingers skim over my abdomen thinking of finding it bare because I discarded the blood coated shirt earlier, however, they come into contact with a thick material. I peek under the cover to see a hoodie. It's white. A colour so pure even my soul could tarnish it. "Here, take this." I look up from my space on the dark brown sleek couch to see Ms Riley hovering over me with a small plate in her hand. Two white pills wait for me on its surface. "The Advil will take care of your headache, and here are some beignets I made yesterday for the boys. You can
ANNA | ThenI met him on the street. It was lonely, almost sequestered, the kind no one wants to drive on, but there I was, standing akimbo beside my broken-down car looking on at the rising, swirling vapour emanating out of the engine.The day was warm, bittersweet but lovely in a way that I could've spent it by using the little time I had to sketch, but I was stuck on a long curvy isolated road with a car that wouldn't start and a low battery phone. It was all Raisa's fault, being my stepmother did not give her the right to coerce me into going to her son's university graduation. The thought of her getting away with it rubbed me the wrong way, but I would do anything for my dad even if it meant putting up with his stepson's perverse looks throughout the ceremony. I got out as fast as I could once the robes were thrown down and a throng of people descended on the proud graduates.After all my fake enthusiastic chi
EVE | ThenPaul was everywhere.I saw him outside the gates of my school, on our living room couch, beside Mama in the kitchen, stirring idly at chopped vegetables sizzling in a frying pan while she poured wine for them. He went on dates with Mama. She didn't need to confide in me, I could tell I was twelve, not blind.There were changes to her I couldn't comprehend. The physical changes were hard to ignore; the new clothes, clean and straight, iron pressed each day. She looked nicer in her nursing uniform than ever before. She spent more time at Daawo's salon, coming home for a brisk lunch with hot pink rollers tucked in her hair. The bathroom even changed, a coconut milk and jasmine petals shower gel sat in a brown wooden basket, an oval-shaped stone for rubbing under her feet came along with the package, lots of scented perfumes and it was the first time I saw a facial wash on t
ALICE | Now"Where's Alice?" I hear my uncle ask Tala when she steps through the front door and embraces him.It's dark outside, the bluish hue of the sky tell me it's probably past seven already. We hadn't anticipated the drive from school to be this long, but there aren't any short cuts from school to Golden Gate Estate. I grab ahold of my duffel bag and suitcase. As I walk towards them from the car, I'm greeted by the funky scent of curry from the kitchen, the words from the news playing from the living room TV invade my head.On the news: recorded rainfall in Accra which strikes me as odd because we are still in the dry season even though the cold winds are receding gradually back to the Sahara desert. It won't surprise me to see that there will be only crowded clouds insight and not a hint of rainfall but then again, what do I know?A collection of dust-covered shoes rests against th
Alice | Now The next day it rains, taking me by surprise. The rain droplets stain my bedroom window. The gutters are nearly flooded to the brim and from a distance, it runs through pleats in the low-lying streets, accumulating at the sides of the pavement so that when you stepped out of the house, your shoes get drenched. Desmond complained about it. He said it was raining cats and dogs and it was going to be difficult getting to the car in the downpour, making us late for the service. In my view, it is a gloomy day to go to a funeral-a day we bury Eve. The same day two other people are going to be put six feet under. When my aunt and uncle sat both Melly and I down after dinner to explain what happened, I got to know that it wasn't just Eve who died. Unexpectedly, both James and Annabel were gone too. Even though I never particularly liked my sister's best friend, I couldn't help
Eve| ThenI was sitting in Doris's dainty candy shop when she first spoke to me about sex.It was inspired by her new tenants, a young couple from a slum settlement, Nima just on the outskirts of the community. She claimed they lied about their ages, twenty and twenty-three years old respectively but they looked anything but. I got a good look at them for myself and agreed with her that they did look younger, teens perhaps.I couldn't help but feel sympathy for her because it wasn't easy waking up early at the crack of dawn to sell but I was on edge. I had just come back from school exhausted, my legs were sore and weakened and I should have never greeted her, to begin with. She told me to stay away from boys, that they were bad news and sex wasn't for me at my age. I don't know why I let her talk because I did know what sex was. I was young, like thirteen going on four
ANNA | ThenI stayed away the night after Eve met James. I was filled with anger and self-loathing.It just goes as well to say that I couldn't stand being in the same room with Eve though it wasn't her fault that she had no clue he was mine before she met him at Will and Ella's party.I waited two nights for him to call me only for me to remember that we hadn't exchanged numbers. A little internet surfing disappointed me as well, there were so many James in the world. About a million in Ghana, so many more in the US and UK combined. Although it annoyed me, I kept pondering over every single detail Eve narrated to me about their meet-cute.She was talking to Will when it happened. When she moved across from him to grab a drink from the bar and met him. They collided, she said. His martini seeped into her white blouse, the one I got from Primark, another gift from me to her. While te
JEWELL | ThenI can't help but think of the woman for reasons I can't decipher. I blame it on my insomnia, having not slept a wink the night before, and there's nothing interesting to think about. The weather is dreary and I hate how the wind carries dust around, hitting me square in the eye as I make my way to my room. I ignore a couple huddled in the shadows not far from where I'm walking. They cling to each other, making noises that disrupt the cool, solemn evening, and I know for a fact that they are under the impression that no one can see.When I enter the room, a pool of darkness greets me and I quickly flip on the switch and instantly, I can see well again. I throw my messenger bag on the bed along with my car keys and set the grocery bag from the Night Market on the low-lying counter. I open the curtains on my high window to allow cooler breeze in because the room is stuffy. Moving to the kitchen, I settle into a comfortable silence
ALICE | Now"Where's Alice?" I hear my uncle ask Tala when she steps through the front door and embraces him.It's dark outside, the bluish hue of the sky tell me it's probably past seven already. We hadn't anticipated the drive from school to be this long, but there aren't any short cuts from school to Golden Gate Estate. I grab ahold of my duffel bag and suitcase. As I walk towards them from the car, I'm greeted by the funky scent of curry from the kitchen, the words from the news playing from the living room TV invade my head.On the news: recorded rainfall in Accra which strikes me as odd because we are still in the dry season even though the cold winds are receding gradually back to the Sahara desert. It won't surprise me to see that there will be only crowded clouds insight and not a hint of rainfall but then again, what do I know?A collection of dust-covered shoes rests against th
EVE | ThenPaul was everywhere.I saw him outside the gates of my school, on our living room couch, beside Mama in the kitchen, stirring idly at chopped vegetables sizzling in a frying pan while she poured wine for them. He went on dates with Mama. She didn't need to confide in me, I could tell I was twelve, not blind.There were changes to her I couldn't comprehend. The physical changes were hard to ignore; the new clothes, clean and straight, iron pressed each day. She looked nicer in her nursing uniform than ever before. She spent more time at Daawo's salon, coming home for a brisk lunch with hot pink rollers tucked in her hair. The bathroom even changed, a coconut milk and jasmine petals shower gel sat in a brown wooden basket, an oval-shaped stone for rubbing under her feet came along with the package, lots of scented perfumes and it was the first time I saw a facial wash on t
ANNA | ThenI met him on the street. It was lonely, almost sequestered, the kind no one wants to drive on, but there I was, standing akimbo beside my broken-down car looking on at the rising, swirling vapour emanating out of the engine.The day was warm, bittersweet but lovely in a way that I could've spent it by using the little time I had to sketch, but I was stuck on a long curvy isolated road with a car that wouldn't start and a low battery phone. It was all Raisa's fault, being my stepmother did not give her the right to coerce me into going to her son's university graduation. The thought of her getting away with it rubbed me the wrong way, but I would do anything for my dad even if it meant putting up with his stepson's perverse looks throughout the ceremony. I got out as fast as I could once the robes were thrown down and a throng of people descended on the proud graduates.After all my fake enthusiastic chi
JEWELL | Now Two weeks after Eve's funeral My head hurts. It's the first thing I take notice of when I come to. There is a sharp ringing in my head, it throbs with a vengeance I know all too well. I should stop starving myself. The cool wind sends a shiver down my spine, causing me to huddle deeper into the thick blue blanket covering me. My fingers skim over my abdomen thinking of finding it bare because I discarded the blood coated shirt earlier, however, they come into contact with a thick material. I peek under the cover to see a hoodie. It's white. A colour so pure even my soul could tarnish it. "Here, take this." I look up from my space on the dark brown sleek couch to see Ms Riley hovering over me with a small plate in her hand. Two white pills wait for me on its surface. "The Advil will take care of your headache, and here are some beignets I made yesterday for the boys. You can
ALICE | Then Eve's birthday I dreamt a dreadful dream that day, the kind that left me coated in precipitation, choked my throat with unbridled quiet sobs. Eve was there. It was like déjà vu when I met her a second time for lunch later that afternoon. My vision was impaired by darkness as black as the inside of a coffin. It felt barren like it did seven years ago and then there was the cold that bit into my skin, numbing it to the point that it was unfathomable how I survived that night. There was a power cut in my dream, an exact mimic of what transpired. Fingers curled around my shoulder blades, sending pin prickles of goosebumps running down my skin. It took long before Eve's face morphed into view, but it was pitch black. I jerked away from her. I didn't like it when Eve touched me solely because she didn't know which part of my flesh didn't sting with pain. "Really,