I hastily arrived at the school, it looks like the other students are also in a hurry because they definitely don't want to get wet in the rain. By the way, even though the sky was cloudy earlier, but somehow it still hasn't rained. I parked my motorbike in the usual place, which is at the corner of the school.
The homework that must be done is Mrs. Rika's lesson, then now I realize, because Mrs. Rika was busy and will not come to class, won't if I do homework it will be useless?'Shit, I want to smoke!'Mrs. Rika's lesson today starts at 10, because she is not in class, we will definitely do independent tasks such as taking notes. Well this is not surprising, in fact I'm happy because I have a lot of free time.When I finished parking my motorbike while daydreaming, I immediately rushed to class, then two people suddenly blocked the road in front of me."Oi ... follow us, someone wants to meet you!" said one of the people in front of me."Huh? Who are you? And what's the problem?""Don't talk too much if you still love your life! Follow us!"One of the students then went behind me, he probably wanted to make sure I didn't run away.'Damn, what now?', I thought and immediately followed the person in front of me.I can only obey because I want to quickly solve this problem and then go to class.'This is really troublesome.'They seem to be heading to the back of the gym next to the parking lot, here the place is really quiet because this place is only used for storing sports equipment.We walked beside the gym to the field behind the building. When we arrived, I looked to the side, and there were a lot of students standing there looking me in the eye. There were about 10 of them and I could say they were very good at fighting because of their very bulky build. When I saw one in the midst of the group of disciples, I immediately remembered the past.Ah, dammit why is he again!'Instantly my body trembled slightly because of the trauma in the past."Yo Rey! Looks like last year wasn't enough huh? Even though in the past few months I've been a bit forgetting about you!""What more could you want, Leon?""You're a little polite, kid! Don't call him that!", said someone behind me while kicking my leg.I fell and crouched to the ground. In this situation, when I looked back and forth, I felt like a deer surrounded by a pack of lions, no way out, no way to run.In the past, Leon beat me alone in class after school, he was the one who battered me and received a serious internal wound in the stomach, I will never forget what he did to me in the past. Before he left, leaving me battered and lying in pain, he uttered a warning message "if you touch Marie again, I'll do something even more painful to you!" like that, then since then I've always kept my distance from Marie and treated her like a stranger.'I hate it!'Leon, this school, the students, and everything about this school except Ms. Rika, I hate all. If it wasn't for Mrs. Rika, I might have quit school and killed myself. Mrs. Rika is my savior, she is a bright light in my life and I want her to stay in this school to be the reason I go to school.If I'm not mistaken Leon is Marie's stepsister and the one who is called the 'leader' of this school. The reason he beat me up in the past was of course because he heard rumors about me raping his sister.I'm speculating that he likes Marie, his half sister. I don't know why he thinks of Marie like that, but he really makes me sick because he's never heard from me until now. I think maybe because he used to be jealous of me."Hahaha relax Rey, you know? I heard you made my subordinates battered, and obviously I won't be silent when I hear it!" he said."Subordinate? You mean Rein?""Yes, and do you know the rules? 'If the people rebel', then the people must be taught a lesson!"What do you mean by "people" here could be ordinary students in this school? So he considered himself like a king."But yesterday... Rein started it first!""Ahh I don't care, I heard from Rein that you have a different aura and now you can fight ... I want to see it, five people 'get ready to go' to beat him!" said Leon.Instantly the five people beside Leon 'coming forward and getting ready' to approach me. They warm up or stretch first to beat me up, what the hell is this, isn't this too much."H-hey, you must be kidding! Aren't they third graders?"Leon's face instantly turned into a ghastly evil smile, his eyes and face were filled with a feeling of thirst for satisfaction, then that satisfaction would surely be fulfilled if he saw me going through bad and suffering. It's really bad luck for me, to have enemies with a crazy person like him.'How is this, what should I do?'"Do you know Rey? There's nothing more fun than watching a beast torment a small and weak animal!""You ... you are not like a king anymore, but you are a madman," I said in a loud voice.Hearing that, the people beside Leon instantly widened their eyes and their faces became angry."Watch your words brat! Boss... just let me finish off that brat!""Calm down everyone! These five people are enough!"They seem to be very loyal to Leon and will do whatever he orders, he really can be called a dictator."Then Rey, I'll say one thing before these guys beat you up...."" .... "Leon then smiled with a sly and hideous face again, he seemed like he was about to reveal something serious."I was the one who used to incite the students in this school to bully you and I was the one who spread the rumors!""H-huh?""Hahahaha ... hahahaha ... hahahaha! It was a beautiful sight when I saw students throwing paper at you and making fun of you!" said Leon while laughing heartily."Huh what?"When his laughter stopped, Leon continued his words, "Anie is indeed reliable, she is always well informed, I have nothing to lose in paying her for all this."Eh ... wait a minute, he said he was the mastermind behind me who was bullied by all the students in this school? I was silent and my mind was completely blank. I lost consciousness due to shock hearing his words. A feeling of tightness and pain immediately filled my chest. Then suddenly the wind blew into my body and brought me back to my senses. Now I realize it, so... all the suffering I've been through is because of this dictator? All the things that ruined me in this school was because of Leon? He was clearly more rotten than Rein, Marie and the people in this school.Then Anie, what is she doing with this bastard? Does he cooperate? Ah damn I don't know anything about her, all I hear is she's always spreading gossip.'Ah what is this feeling?'My heart beats rapidly, my body heats up, darkness and emotion fills my head and body. "Betrayed and slandered", those two things do sound like trivial matters, but not in my case, in the past ... these two things actually made me break down and lose my emotions.If I was given one wish in this world, then that wish would definitely make Leon suffer and understand what 'pain' is. He's the worst person I've ever met.Now, with the emotions running high and the vengeance exploding, I have only one goal. That is to land one punch in the face of this hated dictator.I have traumatized him. When I see his face, my body always trembles with fear.But now that I know the truth... all those things are gone and don't matter anymore. The five people who are now in front of me, now I want to use as stepping stones for my goal of beating that bastard."I... want to confirm one thing!""What is it?" he said."What... are you also the one inciting people to distrust Marie's words?" I said while lowering my head."Wow! Bingo, you're right! In order to keep you away from Marie, these rumors are needed and must exist. I ordered all my subordinates in every class to tell all the students in her class, that no one should believe what Marie said! And for your class, It was said by Rein when Marie wasn't in class, how about that? Isn't that cool? Hahahahahahah!""Ah I see, so now everything is answered!"Now I understand, Marie's pitiful face yesterday was drawn on her face, I thought it was just an act, but it turned out that she was really trying to tell everyone that the rumors were lies. He tried and tried to tell the truth, but no matter how hard he tried, as long as his brother instigated and became the mastermind, it was all in vain.Even though I have acknowledged Marie's efforts, but somehow I feel nothing, I feel neither pity nor empathy. Maybe it's because there are still things that are stuck and hurt in my heart, which are caused by my choice to accept his confession at that time.But, forget it. Now focus on the situation in front of you. I was in a state of anger and resentment towards Leon, and subconsciously my hands clenched into fists from this anger."What's with that face, let's beat him up!" Leon said."Okay, Sis!" answered Leon's five subordinates.They then walked towards me, I was fully prepared for all the fate and possibilities that would befall me later. As they slowly walked away, I ran towards the five with my fists clenched, hoping to bring down the ferocious lions.< to be continued >I ran towards the five people in front of me with my fists clenched, maybe this sight was like a deer that took its life to a lion herd, but I didn't care about it all, because now I was filled with anger.When I was in front of them, I swung my hand to hit one of them's head, but one of them dodged it easily.The one I attacked was the one in the middle, and when I swung a punch at the one in the middle, the other four people took a step back as if leaving this guy alone to fight me. Apparently, they retreated because this person gave the instructions to retreat with both hands.'Do they want to do gladiators?', I thought."Son! I really feel sorry for you!"Because my attack was dodged, suddenly a sudden impact was felt on the side of my neck so that I unconsciously fell to the ground."Hah?""Hahaha ... as expected from a Rolan, you are fast and merciless!" said Leon.It turned out to be the kick of the person called Rolan. Damn... I was completely shocked that the attack seemed in
Anie said that it is now around 10 am, which means that now in class the students are enjoying free time because Mrs. Rika is busy outside of school.Now, I'm in front of the classroom door and want to open it.With such a chaotic appearance what would my classmates think?Wet clothes with blood stained the front of my shirt, then my body is full of bruises, especially in the stomach that hurts so much when I walk, when they see it what will they think?Even when I slowly walked here, I was holding my stomach because of this pain.'Will they pity me when they see me like this?'"Hahaha... that's impossible, they will definitely laugh at me!" I muttered.I should have just come to UKS because my condition is like this, but... I used to swear and decide to myself, whatever the situation if it's Mrs. Rika's lesson, I have to be in class.Then now, even though I might be a few minutes late, but I should still have time to be absent to the class president.Slowly, I opened the classroom do
I remember that morning, one year ago when I started a new day at school, I came to the library and talked to a girl who was reading a book in the corner of the library.At a glance I feel like I understand how she feels, she must have felt empty and lonely at that time. However, I didn't expect that it was because of that girl that I would eventually carve out my own destruction."Aghh it hurts... it hurts... hot... cold!"The pain was gripping in the stomach. Cold and heat also spread throughout my body, but my eyes didn't open because I wasn't fully conscious.After a while, I felt a sense of calm as something cold touched the skin on my forehead.••••I opened my eyes and when I looked around I could see I was already in someone's room.The house is made of wood, I can say this is a simple house that is calming in the middle of the building houses in this small town. The room area is about 3×3m. Then because of the simplicity of this house, the lighting only uses candles, and I
"It's Rey!"Anie gave me the bag I asked for. When I opened the phone, I saw the words " 29 missed calls "from dad and" 12 missed calls " from Maya.They must be worried!'But that was not the case, I immediately pressed the "call" button to my father, and after a dozen seconds, my father in a surprised tone inquired about my whereabouts."Hey, Rey? Where are you? Did you forget the promise, huh?""Hello Dad, sorry ... I think I'm going to be late today for some reason. Instead of that, can Dad or Maya pick up Katia? He works at the convenience store we used to go to!""Did something bad happen to you?""Ah ... maybe so, please dad!""Hmmm, I'll get him. Do you want to tell her something?""Tell her...."My mouth stopped moving, I felt heavy saying it. I feel like a useless person anymore."What? "Tell her "I'm sorry" for not being able to pick up!"I said it with a caveat."Alright, I'll pick her up right now. Then about you, I'll give you a moment or a chance. The conversation with
"Thank you Rika, you are a precious person to me!"We hugged each other, but I said something. Mrs. Rika did not answer my gratitude.'Is there a problem?'I raised my head, my crying also seemed to have subsided. Without realizing it, it turned out that from the beginning Anie was near the door. She must have seen it all from the beginning. I could see Anie's shocked face, accompanied by a face depicting guilt and regret."Repeat again!"Breaking my concentration on Anie, Ms. Rika threw a word in a tone that surprised me.For a moment I thought ,' Is this really the Rika I know?'I just realized it. Just now, being carried away, I accidentally called her presumptuous. 'Damn, is she angry because I'm being disrespectful?'"I-I'm sorry Miss Rika, I seem to have been disrespectful to you just now!""Why is it like that? Didn't I tell you to repeat it?"say it with disappointment.My mouth reflexively said that presumptuous sentence in a stammering tone."T-thank you Rika, you are a preci
"Hey Rika aren't you tired? You can have a little fun!"I've heard that phrase hundreds of times... no, it's probably been a thousand times. Classmates, family relatives, and teachers always threw that sentence, starting from when I was in junior high school until I graduated from college. People just say shit. They talk as if they know me. Friends? Looking for a girlfriend? Social relationships? It's just a trap. It's all a bunch of selfish assholes. Behind their words is always veiled a certain purpose, so I always put a mask in front of them, as a form of self-defense and keep your distance.I'm a disciplined man. Spending my time studying, living independently and not wasting a second on useless things. Being alone in the house without parents has also been my days since I was in junior high school.°°°°After a big fight, my parents decided to divorce and chose their own path. My father went abroad to continue his business, then my mother also went abroad to achieve his goal
A bright day for a lonely soul. Maybe that's what I usually feel when I wake up in the morning, before activities. But for some reason today that loneliness seems to fade.The sound of the echo of tap water drops in the kitchen, the orange light of the sun through the glass of the house, the melodious chirping of birds, and a cup of delicious coffee, accompany my morning today.Enjoying my solitude at this time, I remembered the words of Mary that she spoke yesterday. That, all the things I experienced became heavier because of my own fault. Now that I think about it, what exactly do I need to do to cover it up?At University, I majored in international business marketing. Well, I took that major because I used to think my target in this world was money. What a fool, money is not what I want in this world, even the profession is also not a desire from the bottom of my heart, it is an escape from my dream of becoming a teacher.Anxiety, loneliness, and no reason to live. Maria had alre
The night after the storm was calm. For some people, this is the perfect moment because they can drink coffee with pleasure while accompanied by snacks. For some, it is the same night as any other, a night of cold, loneliness and emptiness."So Rey, who is Katia?"Fading all my imagination, I who was daydreaming in an instant was surprised to freeze. I was on my way home, next to me, Mrs. Rika was driving with focus. The distance from here to the House might be about three more kilometers, but Mrs. Rika drove slowly, she did it like she had a certain intention."Why suddenly discuss her?""This is important, I want you to tell me the truth and tell me everything about her with nothing to hide!" strictly speaking.Why is she so suspicious of Katia? Is it okay to talk about everything we do?'No, no, I can't imagine what Mrs. Rika will do next!'"If we talk about her, we really only met and knew each other yesterday. She's the new clerk at the store I used to go to, and yeah ... she's
In my life, all the things I want are always away from life. I told my mom once."Mom... why is it that the things I want are always so far away and so hard to get?"I said it when I was heartbroken that my childhood friend was dating the person she liked, which was our senior a high school student. It was a past I wanted to forget, just remembering it always made me feel sick somewhere.My mother simply replied, "That's life Rey!""What do you mean? Can you explain it to me?""Ah ... I can't answer that now Rey!"say it with a gentle smile.Until her passing, she had not given me that answer, only the feeling of loss was overwhelming when I saw her buried in the cemetery.Indeed it was my fault, since entering high school and afflicted by various problems, I closed myself a little from my mother, I closed myself because the problems I faced were so heavy that I could not say it because it could embarrass my parents, even though the truth was just slander.I couldn't give her anything y
The night after the storm was calm. For some people, this is the perfect moment because they can drink coffee with pleasure while accompanied by snacks. For some, it is the same night as any other, a night of cold, loneliness and emptiness."So Rey, who is Katia?"Fading all my imagination, I who was daydreaming in an instant was surprised to freeze. I was on my way home, next to me, Mrs. Rika was driving with focus. The distance from here to the House might be about three more kilometers, but Mrs. Rika drove slowly, she did it like she had a certain intention."Why suddenly discuss her?""This is important, I want you to tell me the truth and tell me everything about her with nothing to hide!" strictly speaking.Why is she so suspicious of Katia? Is it okay to talk about everything we do?'No, no, I can't imagine what Mrs. Rika will do next!'"If we talk about her, we really only met and knew each other yesterday. She's the new clerk at the store I used to go to, and yeah ... she's
A bright day for a lonely soul. Maybe that's what I usually feel when I wake up in the morning, before activities. But for some reason today that loneliness seems to fade.The sound of the echo of tap water drops in the kitchen, the orange light of the sun through the glass of the house, the melodious chirping of birds, and a cup of delicious coffee, accompany my morning today.Enjoying my solitude at this time, I remembered the words of Mary that she spoke yesterday. That, all the things I experienced became heavier because of my own fault. Now that I think about it, what exactly do I need to do to cover it up?At University, I majored in international business marketing. Well, I took that major because I used to think my target in this world was money. What a fool, money is not what I want in this world, even the profession is also not a desire from the bottom of my heart, it is an escape from my dream of becoming a teacher.Anxiety, loneliness, and no reason to live. Maria had alre
"Hey Rika aren't you tired? You can have a little fun!"I've heard that phrase hundreds of times... no, it's probably been a thousand times. Classmates, family relatives, and teachers always threw that sentence, starting from when I was in junior high school until I graduated from college. People just say shit. They talk as if they know me. Friends? Looking for a girlfriend? Social relationships? It's just a trap. It's all a bunch of selfish assholes. Behind their words is always veiled a certain purpose, so I always put a mask in front of them, as a form of self-defense and keep your distance.I'm a disciplined man. Spending my time studying, living independently and not wasting a second on useless things. Being alone in the house without parents has also been my days since I was in junior high school.°°°°After a big fight, my parents decided to divorce and chose their own path. My father went abroad to continue his business, then my mother also went abroad to achieve his goal
"Thank you Rika, you are a precious person to me!"We hugged each other, but I said something. Mrs. Rika did not answer my gratitude.'Is there a problem?'I raised my head, my crying also seemed to have subsided. Without realizing it, it turned out that from the beginning Anie was near the door. She must have seen it all from the beginning. I could see Anie's shocked face, accompanied by a face depicting guilt and regret."Repeat again!"Breaking my concentration on Anie, Ms. Rika threw a word in a tone that surprised me.For a moment I thought ,' Is this really the Rika I know?'I just realized it. Just now, being carried away, I accidentally called her presumptuous. 'Damn, is she angry because I'm being disrespectful?'"I-I'm sorry Miss Rika, I seem to have been disrespectful to you just now!""Why is it like that? Didn't I tell you to repeat it?"say it with disappointment.My mouth reflexively said that presumptuous sentence in a stammering tone."T-thank you Rika, you are a preci
"It's Rey!"Anie gave me the bag I asked for. When I opened the phone, I saw the words " 29 missed calls "from dad and" 12 missed calls " from Maya.They must be worried!'But that was not the case, I immediately pressed the "call" button to my father, and after a dozen seconds, my father in a surprised tone inquired about my whereabouts."Hey, Rey? Where are you? Did you forget the promise, huh?""Hello Dad, sorry ... I think I'm going to be late today for some reason. Instead of that, can Dad or Maya pick up Katia? He works at the convenience store we used to go to!""Did something bad happen to you?""Ah ... maybe so, please dad!""Hmmm, I'll get him. Do you want to tell her something?""Tell her...."My mouth stopped moving, I felt heavy saying it. I feel like a useless person anymore."What? "Tell her "I'm sorry" for not being able to pick up!"I said it with a caveat."Alright, I'll pick her up right now. Then about you, I'll give you a moment or a chance. The conversation with
I remember that morning, one year ago when I started a new day at school, I came to the library and talked to a girl who was reading a book in the corner of the library.At a glance I feel like I understand how she feels, she must have felt empty and lonely at that time. However, I didn't expect that it was because of that girl that I would eventually carve out my own destruction."Aghh it hurts... it hurts... hot... cold!"The pain was gripping in the stomach. Cold and heat also spread throughout my body, but my eyes didn't open because I wasn't fully conscious.After a while, I felt a sense of calm as something cold touched the skin on my forehead.••••I opened my eyes and when I looked around I could see I was already in someone's room.The house is made of wood, I can say this is a simple house that is calming in the middle of the building houses in this small town. The room area is about 3×3m. Then because of the simplicity of this house, the lighting only uses candles, and I
Anie said that it is now around 10 am, which means that now in class the students are enjoying free time because Mrs. Rika is busy outside of school.Now, I'm in front of the classroom door and want to open it.With such a chaotic appearance what would my classmates think?Wet clothes with blood stained the front of my shirt, then my body is full of bruises, especially in the stomach that hurts so much when I walk, when they see it what will they think?Even when I slowly walked here, I was holding my stomach because of this pain.'Will they pity me when they see me like this?'"Hahaha... that's impossible, they will definitely laugh at me!" I muttered.I should have just come to UKS because my condition is like this, but... I used to swear and decide to myself, whatever the situation if it's Mrs. Rika's lesson, I have to be in class.Then now, even though I might be a few minutes late, but I should still have time to be absent to the class president.Slowly, I opened the classroom do
I ran towards the five people in front of me with my fists clenched, maybe this sight was like a deer that took its life to a lion herd, but I didn't care about it all, because now I was filled with anger.When I was in front of them, I swung my hand to hit one of them's head, but one of them dodged it easily.The one I attacked was the one in the middle, and when I swung a punch at the one in the middle, the other four people took a step back as if leaving this guy alone to fight me. Apparently, they retreated because this person gave the instructions to retreat with both hands.'Do they want to do gladiators?', I thought."Son! I really feel sorry for you!"Because my attack was dodged, suddenly a sudden impact was felt on the side of my neck so that I unconsciously fell to the ground."Hah?""Hahaha ... as expected from a Rolan, you are fast and merciless!" said Leon.It turned out to be the kick of the person called Rolan. Damn... I was completely shocked that the attack seemed in