I ran towards the five people in front of me with my fists clenched, maybe this sight was like a deer that took its life to a lion herd, but I didn't care about it all, because now I was filled with anger.
When I was in front of them, I swung my hand to hit one of them's head, but one of them dodged it easily.The one I attacked was the one in the middle, and when I swung a punch at the one in the middle, the other four people took a step back as if leaving this guy alone to fight me. Apparently, they retreated because this person gave the instructions to retreat with both hands.'Do they want to do gladiators?', I thought."Son! I really feel sorry for you!"Because my attack was dodged, suddenly a sudden impact was felt on the side of my neck so that I unconsciously fell to the ground."Hah?""Hahaha ... as expected from a Rolan, you are fast and merciless!" said Leon.It turned out to be the kick of the person called Rolan. Damn... I was completely shocked that the attack seemed invisible.But I don't care, at this moment I try to get back up while clenching my fists. Because my adrenaline was rising, I didn't feel any pain at all. I think now is the time for brains to be used, I'll try to swing a feint punch, so when my hand is about to hit Rolan, I'll kick his Leg.I took the cue, and now I'm going to use strategy.Walking slowly, I approached Rolan, then when in front of him I swung another serious punch, because if I swung the punch slowly, he might get suspicious.When my hand was about to hit Rolan's head, he dodged my punch again, but I quickly swung my right foot kick."A trick huh?" said Rolan.Rolan also dodged my right foot kick."Son, do you want to play?"'He's off guard!'Now, my position is slightly below him because after taking a kick, I quickly swing a punch and throw the sand that I was holding when I fell earlier. He must not have noticed that I picked up the sand when I woke up. This was his blind spot, slightly down, when he thought I was going to hit him, he certainly didn't expect it to be the sand, not my punches."W-what? Damn... my eyes... my eyes!" said Rolan while rubbing his eyes.Without thinking, I immediately kicked the human's weak point again, namely the leg. I always read books about health so I have a little knowledge about human weakness. If I'm not mistaken, when a human loses focus on the sight in front of him, his balance will falter. Then, the feet are the most perfect target.Rolan fell with the kick I sent, I'm a little deja vu about this situation. It's a bit similar to when I had a fight with Rein yesterday. Without thinking I also lifted Rolan's collar and smacked him hard on the head.I consider Rolan and the four people in front of me to be stepping stones, although my anger is directed at Leon, but they are also people who are just as guilty as Leon for spreading rumors, so I won't hold back on that. When I had knocked down Rolan and defeated him, I looked at Leon and the group of people in front of me.The smile that had been depicted on Leon's face had now turned into a surprised face and he was silent.I saw that beside Rolan's head was a rock the size of a baseball, I picked up the rock and threw it at Leon. However, since Leon probably knew if the stone was thrown not too hard, he didn't parry it and let it hit his chest."You challenged me huh?" Leon said with an angry face.Leon then walked forward while continuing his words, "You four... take Rolan back! He lost because he underestimated the enemy. Consider this a lesson for all of you, whoever the enemy is, fight seriously!"Damn, when he was in front of me the memory of the past where I was killed flashed back in my mind."I was a little surprised to see your movement, I don't know what possessed you, but one thing is for sure! You've been too rebellious!" said Leon while throwing a punch at my head.I could see the direction of his right fist and managed to dodge it, but...."Hah?"Without realizing it, Leon's left hand gripped my stomach very hard. Then, the moment I was taken aback by his attack, Leon's right hand quickly hit my head and knocked me down.'It hurts... it hurts... it hurts... dammit, what the hell! He's on a different level, dammit....'"Stand up, come on, stand up," Leon challenged me.The people watching us also threw up shouts and ridicule."Yes, stand up you brat!""Kill him!""Destroy that trash!"I tried to stand up holding my stomach in pain."Good! Stand up, and I will show you the truth!" said Leon."Reality? I'm a person who knows what reality is like! What do you know about 'reality' huh?", I answered."Shut up!" Leon said as he stepped forward and clenched his fists.After the sentence I said, Leon somehow became very angry and brutal. I realized the difference in my abilities with him and then received many blows in the stomach, head, legs and all over my body.'A gap, just one slit show me!'As Leon continued to hit me, I waited and waited for an opening to attack him while enduring the pain of his attack.However, it looks like my body won't last too long, because the pain is now all I can feel.'It hurts... it hurts... it hurts, my body has reached its limit!''Painful and painful', I had already guessed that I would be beaten again by him, but... I don't regret it, because I now have the answer and the reason....The answer and the reason for all the things that happened to me at this school.With the condition of receiving many hits, blood suddenly dripped from my nose, then my vision slowly started to blur."Ah... bastard!"When he saw the blood pouring from my nose, Leon stopped his punch and a heartless look appeared on his face."Boring!" Leon said.He turned and walked away from me.'Gap!'I quickly clenched my fists and swung a punch, going to therapy-"Eh!"Leon lowered his head and dodged my attack. 'Did he trap and lure me?'"Stupid! Feel this."Leon turned around and kicked me in the chest so that I was thrown to the ground very far and hard."Arghhhhh!"Damn, he kicked me right in the chest and I suddenly felt short of breath. Then, my vision and consciousness also decreased. The blood that was running down my nose was still flowing and had already dyed my clothes red.I... don't know anymore, I don't care anymore, although now I feel relieved because I know the answer to my problem, but why does it feel so annoying to me?'Why can't I hit it? Why is he so strong? Even though it's just one, one hit and I'll be satisfied', my tears suddenly flowed because I felt helpless."You think you can throw one punch huh? Sorry but that's only in your dreams! In reality you're just a weak kid," Leon said as he left me.Leon also continued his words to disband his gang, "that's enough! Let's go, ah yes wait a minute ... I forgot, two people check his pockets, take all the money he has!"The two people who brought me here while in the parking lot immediately ran to me then checked every pocket of my pants. Looks like all my pocket money was taken by one of them, these people are the worst, with my condition like this, they still want to torture me."Already boss!""Yes sip, let's go! Soon he must pass out!"Leon and his gang immediately left me, when they left me they took the time to throw one by one trash bottles at me."Bastard! Why is my life always full of failure?" I said, looking up at the sky.Suddenly, the overcast sky rained down heavily. I tried to move my body to go to the shade but my body felt paralyzed I couldn't move and it hurt so much with just a slight shift."Ahhhh...why?...why?...why? Why is this world always my enemy, damn it! What a fate you are asshole!"I screamed as loud as I could in the pouring rain. This rain is like the cover of my dark destiny.Why is it raining when I'm in this state? The answer... is clear. Because I'm the most unlucky person and hated by this world.It hurts ... because the rain stabbed my bruises, cold ... because the wind pierced my wet clothes, it hurts ... when the old wound that healed in my stomach is now open again. My consciousness is blurry, my body is paralyzed, I can't move and it looks like I'm about to pass out."R-rika... h-help me!"Before my consciousness disappeared completely under the pouring rain, I took the time to call the person who I considered the light in my life, however ... that light is now not on my side for some reason."K-katia... s-sorry!"I called out that name for no reason.With a pathetic and helpless condition, my levels have now completely disappeared like being carried away by the current of water.️◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇I tried to open my eyes and I saw I was already in a room, this as I remember is the gym, why am I here? Who took me?"Ah... How long have I been unconscious?" I muttered as I tried to get up.Even though my body before fainting couldn't be moved, but now I can slowly move it because my energy and body must have recovered a bit. But suddenly someone's voice answered my mutter, and instantly I felt nostalgic."It's 10 in the morning! And you passed out for about two hours!" said a girl beside me."Eh... y-you?"I immediately looked to the side of the direction of the voice and I wondered in my heart "why her?""Sorry, can you not be nice to me? And do you think I'm going to melt just because you do this, huh! Anie?""That...sorry, I accidentally saw you lying down and I just-""Shut up! We're just strangers, I don't want to deal with you anymore!" I said.Anie's face became gloomy and then let out a sentence of regret."Hahaha ... this is natural, I really have no right to apologize to you! I-I'm sorry!", said Anie in a trembling voice with tears streaming down her cheeks.'She cries?' Anie left this room with her hand rubbing her eyes.Seeing that I was stunned, but I didn't care, I checked the contents of my bag to see if my cellphone was still alive after being hit by a puddle of rain, then when I checked as I expected it was still alive. My phone can indeed be said to be water resistant, so I can rest easy about that.Then after checking the bag, my blood flow suddenly shot up, and pain signals from my head went down my lower body. My stomach really hurt, the pain was as if something was squeezing the inside of my stomach."Arghhh, you bastard!" I said in pain.Ignoring the pain, I slowly rose to my feet. Whatever happens, I have to get back to class.With clothes full of mud, blood red clothes, weak body and bruises all over the body. I walked slowly towards the classroom like a zombie.The school hallway is so quiet because all the students and teachers must be in the classroom.< to be continued >Anie said that it is now around 10 am, which means that now in class the students are enjoying free time because Mrs. Rika is busy outside of school.Now, I'm in front of the classroom door and want to open it.With such a chaotic appearance what would my classmates think?Wet clothes with blood stained the front of my shirt, then my body is full of bruises, especially in the stomach that hurts so much when I walk, when they see it what will they think?Even when I slowly walked here, I was holding my stomach because of this pain.'Will they pity me when they see me like this?'"Hahaha... that's impossible, they will definitely laugh at me!" I muttered.I should have just come to UKS because my condition is like this, but... I used to swear and decide to myself, whatever the situation if it's Mrs. Rika's lesson, I have to be in class.Then now, even though I might be a few minutes late, but I should still have time to be absent to the class president.Slowly, I opened the classroom do
I remember that morning, one year ago when I started a new day at school, I came to the library and talked to a girl who was reading a book in the corner of the library.At a glance I feel like I understand how she feels, she must have felt empty and lonely at that time. However, I didn't expect that it was because of that girl that I would eventually carve out my own destruction."Aghh it hurts... it hurts... hot... cold!"The pain was gripping in the stomach. Cold and heat also spread throughout my body, but my eyes didn't open because I wasn't fully conscious.After a while, I felt a sense of calm as something cold touched the skin on my forehead.••••I opened my eyes and when I looked around I could see I was already in someone's room.The house is made of wood, I can say this is a simple house that is calming in the middle of the building houses in this small town. The room area is about 3×3m. Then because of the simplicity of this house, the lighting only uses candles, and I
"It's Rey!"Anie gave me the bag I asked for. When I opened the phone, I saw the words " 29 missed calls "from dad and" 12 missed calls " from Maya.They must be worried!'But that was not the case, I immediately pressed the "call" button to my father, and after a dozen seconds, my father in a surprised tone inquired about my whereabouts."Hey, Rey? Where are you? Did you forget the promise, huh?""Hello Dad, sorry ... I think I'm going to be late today for some reason. Instead of that, can Dad or Maya pick up Katia? He works at the convenience store we used to go to!""Did something bad happen to you?""Ah ... maybe so, please dad!""Hmmm, I'll get him. Do you want to tell her something?""Tell her...."My mouth stopped moving, I felt heavy saying it. I feel like a useless person anymore."What? "Tell her "I'm sorry" for not being able to pick up!"I said it with a caveat."Alright, I'll pick her up right now. Then about you, I'll give you a moment or a chance. The conversation with
"Thank you Rika, you are a precious person to me!"We hugged each other, but I said something. Mrs. Rika did not answer my gratitude.'Is there a problem?'I raised my head, my crying also seemed to have subsided. Without realizing it, it turned out that from the beginning Anie was near the door. She must have seen it all from the beginning. I could see Anie's shocked face, accompanied by a face depicting guilt and regret."Repeat again!"Breaking my concentration on Anie, Ms. Rika threw a word in a tone that surprised me.For a moment I thought ,' Is this really the Rika I know?'I just realized it. Just now, being carried away, I accidentally called her presumptuous. 'Damn, is she angry because I'm being disrespectful?'"I-I'm sorry Miss Rika, I seem to have been disrespectful to you just now!""Why is it like that? Didn't I tell you to repeat it?"say it with disappointment.My mouth reflexively said that presumptuous sentence in a stammering tone."T-thank you Rika, you are a preci
"Hey Rika aren't you tired? You can have a little fun!"I've heard that phrase hundreds of times... no, it's probably been a thousand times. Classmates, family relatives, and teachers always threw that sentence, starting from when I was in junior high school until I graduated from college. People just say shit. They talk as if they know me. Friends? Looking for a girlfriend? Social relationships? It's just a trap. It's all a bunch of selfish assholes. Behind their words is always veiled a certain purpose, so I always put a mask in front of them, as a form of self-defense and keep your distance.I'm a disciplined man. Spending my time studying, living independently and not wasting a second on useless things. Being alone in the house without parents has also been my days since I was in junior high school.°°°°After a big fight, my parents decided to divorce and chose their own path. My father went abroad to continue his business, then my mother also went abroad to achieve his goal
A bright day for a lonely soul. Maybe that's what I usually feel when I wake up in the morning, before activities. But for some reason today that loneliness seems to fade.The sound of the echo of tap water drops in the kitchen, the orange light of the sun through the glass of the house, the melodious chirping of birds, and a cup of delicious coffee, accompany my morning today.Enjoying my solitude at this time, I remembered the words of Mary that she spoke yesterday. That, all the things I experienced became heavier because of my own fault. Now that I think about it, what exactly do I need to do to cover it up?At University, I majored in international business marketing. Well, I took that major because I used to think my target in this world was money. What a fool, money is not what I want in this world, even the profession is also not a desire from the bottom of my heart, it is an escape from my dream of becoming a teacher.Anxiety, loneliness, and no reason to live. Maria had alre
The night after the storm was calm. For some people, this is the perfect moment because they can drink coffee with pleasure while accompanied by snacks. For some, it is the same night as any other, a night of cold, loneliness and emptiness."So Rey, who is Katia?"Fading all my imagination, I who was daydreaming in an instant was surprised to freeze. I was on my way home, next to me, Mrs. Rika was driving with focus. The distance from here to the House might be about three more kilometers, but Mrs. Rika drove slowly, she did it like she had a certain intention."Why suddenly discuss her?""This is important, I want you to tell me the truth and tell me everything about her with nothing to hide!" strictly speaking.Why is she so suspicious of Katia? Is it okay to talk about everything we do?'No, no, I can't imagine what Mrs. Rika will do next!'"If we talk about her, we really only met and knew each other yesterday. She's the new clerk at the store I used to go to, and yeah ... she's
In my life, all the things I want are always away from life. I told my mom once."Mom... why is it that the things I want are always so far away and so hard to get?"I said it when I was heartbroken that my childhood friend was dating the person she liked, which was our senior a high school student. It was a past I wanted to forget, just remembering it always made me feel sick somewhere.My mother simply replied, "That's life Rey!""What do you mean? Can you explain it to me?""Ah ... I can't answer that now Rey!"say it with a gentle smile.Until her passing, she had not given me that answer, only the feeling of loss was overwhelming when I saw her buried in the cemetery.Indeed it was my fault, since entering high school and afflicted by various problems, I closed myself a little from my mother, I closed myself because the problems I faced were so heavy that I could not say it because it could embarrass my parents, even though the truth was just slander.I couldn't give her anything y
In my life, all the things I want are always away from life. I told my mom once."Mom... why is it that the things I want are always so far away and so hard to get?"I said it when I was heartbroken that my childhood friend was dating the person she liked, which was our senior a high school student. It was a past I wanted to forget, just remembering it always made me feel sick somewhere.My mother simply replied, "That's life Rey!""What do you mean? Can you explain it to me?""Ah ... I can't answer that now Rey!"say it with a gentle smile.Until her passing, she had not given me that answer, only the feeling of loss was overwhelming when I saw her buried in the cemetery.Indeed it was my fault, since entering high school and afflicted by various problems, I closed myself a little from my mother, I closed myself because the problems I faced were so heavy that I could not say it because it could embarrass my parents, even though the truth was just slander.I couldn't give her anything y
The night after the storm was calm. For some people, this is the perfect moment because they can drink coffee with pleasure while accompanied by snacks. For some, it is the same night as any other, a night of cold, loneliness and emptiness."So Rey, who is Katia?"Fading all my imagination, I who was daydreaming in an instant was surprised to freeze. I was on my way home, next to me, Mrs. Rika was driving with focus. The distance from here to the House might be about three more kilometers, but Mrs. Rika drove slowly, she did it like she had a certain intention."Why suddenly discuss her?""This is important, I want you to tell me the truth and tell me everything about her with nothing to hide!" strictly speaking.Why is she so suspicious of Katia? Is it okay to talk about everything we do?'No, no, I can't imagine what Mrs. Rika will do next!'"If we talk about her, we really only met and knew each other yesterday. She's the new clerk at the store I used to go to, and yeah ... she's
A bright day for a lonely soul. Maybe that's what I usually feel when I wake up in the morning, before activities. But for some reason today that loneliness seems to fade.The sound of the echo of tap water drops in the kitchen, the orange light of the sun through the glass of the house, the melodious chirping of birds, and a cup of delicious coffee, accompany my morning today.Enjoying my solitude at this time, I remembered the words of Mary that she spoke yesterday. That, all the things I experienced became heavier because of my own fault. Now that I think about it, what exactly do I need to do to cover it up?At University, I majored in international business marketing. Well, I took that major because I used to think my target in this world was money. What a fool, money is not what I want in this world, even the profession is also not a desire from the bottom of my heart, it is an escape from my dream of becoming a teacher.Anxiety, loneliness, and no reason to live. Maria had alre
"Hey Rika aren't you tired? You can have a little fun!"I've heard that phrase hundreds of times... no, it's probably been a thousand times. Classmates, family relatives, and teachers always threw that sentence, starting from when I was in junior high school until I graduated from college. People just say shit. They talk as if they know me. Friends? Looking for a girlfriend? Social relationships? It's just a trap. It's all a bunch of selfish assholes. Behind their words is always veiled a certain purpose, so I always put a mask in front of them, as a form of self-defense and keep your distance.I'm a disciplined man. Spending my time studying, living independently and not wasting a second on useless things. Being alone in the house without parents has also been my days since I was in junior high school.°°°°After a big fight, my parents decided to divorce and chose their own path. My father went abroad to continue his business, then my mother also went abroad to achieve his goal
"Thank you Rika, you are a precious person to me!"We hugged each other, but I said something. Mrs. Rika did not answer my gratitude.'Is there a problem?'I raised my head, my crying also seemed to have subsided. Without realizing it, it turned out that from the beginning Anie was near the door. She must have seen it all from the beginning. I could see Anie's shocked face, accompanied by a face depicting guilt and regret."Repeat again!"Breaking my concentration on Anie, Ms. Rika threw a word in a tone that surprised me.For a moment I thought ,' Is this really the Rika I know?'I just realized it. Just now, being carried away, I accidentally called her presumptuous. 'Damn, is she angry because I'm being disrespectful?'"I-I'm sorry Miss Rika, I seem to have been disrespectful to you just now!""Why is it like that? Didn't I tell you to repeat it?"say it with disappointment.My mouth reflexively said that presumptuous sentence in a stammering tone."T-thank you Rika, you are a preci
"It's Rey!"Anie gave me the bag I asked for. When I opened the phone, I saw the words " 29 missed calls "from dad and" 12 missed calls " from Maya.They must be worried!'But that was not the case, I immediately pressed the "call" button to my father, and after a dozen seconds, my father in a surprised tone inquired about my whereabouts."Hey, Rey? Where are you? Did you forget the promise, huh?""Hello Dad, sorry ... I think I'm going to be late today for some reason. Instead of that, can Dad or Maya pick up Katia? He works at the convenience store we used to go to!""Did something bad happen to you?""Ah ... maybe so, please dad!""Hmmm, I'll get him. Do you want to tell her something?""Tell her...."My mouth stopped moving, I felt heavy saying it. I feel like a useless person anymore."What? "Tell her "I'm sorry" for not being able to pick up!"I said it with a caveat."Alright, I'll pick her up right now. Then about you, I'll give you a moment or a chance. The conversation with
I remember that morning, one year ago when I started a new day at school, I came to the library and talked to a girl who was reading a book in the corner of the library.At a glance I feel like I understand how she feels, she must have felt empty and lonely at that time. However, I didn't expect that it was because of that girl that I would eventually carve out my own destruction."Aghh it hurts... it hurts... hot... cold!"The pain was gripping in the stomach. Cold and heat also spread throughout my body, but my eyes didn't open because I wasn't fully conscious.After a while, I felt a sense of calm as something cold touched the skin on my forehead.••••I opened my eyes and when I looked around I could see I was already in someone's room.The house is made of wood, I can say this is a simple house that is calming in the middle of the building houses in this small town. The room area is about 3×3m. Then because of the simplicity of this house, the lighting only uses candles, and I
Anie said that it is now around 10 am, which means that now in class the students are enjoying free time because Mrs. Rika is busy outside of school.Now, I'm in front of the classroom door and want to open it.With such a chaotic appearance what would my classmates think?Wet clothes with blood stained the front of my shirt, then my body is full of bruises, especially in the stomach that hurts so much when I walk, when they see it what will they think?Even when I slowly walked here, I was holding my stomach because of this pain.'Will they pity me when they see me like this?'"Hahaha... that's impossible, they will definitely laugh at me!" I muttered.I should have just come to UKS because my condition is like this, but... I used to swear and decide to myself, whatever the situation if it's Mrs. Rika's lesson, I have to be in class.Then now, even though I might be a few minutes late, but I should still have time to be absent to the class president.Slowly, I opened the classroom do
I ran towards the five people in front of me with my fists clenched, maybe this sight was like a deer that took its life to a lion herd, but I didn't care about it all, because now I was filled with anger.When I was in front of them, I swung my hand to hit one of them's head, but one of them dodged it easily.The one I attacked was the one in the middle, and when I swung a punch at the one in the middle, the other four people took a step back as if leaving this guy alone to fight me. Apparently, they retreated because this person gave the instructions to retreat with both hands.'Do they want to do gladiators?', I thought."Son! I really feel sorry for you!"Because my attack was dodged, suddenly a sudden impact was felt on the side of my neck so that I unconsciously fell to the ground."Hah?""Hahaha ... as expected from a Rolan, you are fast and merciless!" said Leon.It turned out to be the kick of the person called Rolan. Damn... I was completely shocked that the attack seemed in